Monday, July 15, 2013

so much

http://longnow.org/about/
This "now/nowadays/the long now" graphic reminds me of a language chart, which puts me in mind of a certain kind of thank you...

S: I don't have my homework.
T: Well, that's bad for you.
S: Teacher, I cannot turn it in late?
T: No.
S: Tomorrow? Yes?
T: No.
S: Not even for less points?
T: Absolutely not. This is the third time you've done this.
S: So I get nothing? I get a zero?
T: Yes.
S bows head.
S: Thank you so much...


http://www.breakaway.cc/Asia/Japan/Japan-Bowing.php



Friday, July 12, 2013

Well, this adds some color to the evening

http://chinoiseriechic.blogspot.com/2013/02/one-room-challenge-week-4-devil-is-in.html

Hah

Read something that tempts me to think that instead of spending Friday night typing a manuscript and feeling relieved to have escaped "cell phone guy," I should try to effect circumstances in my life so that I go out to shows occasionally!

  1. Dear Daily Mail,
  2. You misogynist pile of twats,
  3. I'm tired of these baby bumps, vag flashes, muffintops,
  4. Where are the news-worthy cocks?
  5. When Iggy, or Jagger, or Bowie, go shirtless
  6. The news barely causes a ripple,
  7. Blah blah blah feminist, blah blah blah gender shit,
  8. Blah blah blah OH MY GOD NIPPLE

    --AFP "Dear Daily Mail"

wondering wtf "mucous paper" is...

something about civilization that D. H. Lawrence was familiar with, apparently.

"Like the boyz of the hood, as human beings we need direct natural experiences; we require fully activated senses in order to feel fully alive. Twenty-first-century Western culture accepts the view that because of omnipresent technology we are awash in data. But in this information age, vital information is missing. Nature is about smelling, hearing, tasting, seeing below the “transparent mucous-paper in which the world like a bon-bon is wrapped so carefully that we can never get at it,” as D.H. Lawrencei put it, in a relatively obscure but extraordinary description of his own awakening to nature's sensory gift."

--Richard Louv, A Life of the Senses

iD.H. Lawrence: David Herbert Richards Lawrence (1885-1930), English author, essayist, and literary critic.

~~~~~

"This is New Mexico wrapped in the absolutely hygienic and shiny mucous-paper of our trite civilization."

http://lacasadetowanda.blogspot.com/2008/02/d-h-lawerence.html 

"The know-it-all state of mind is just the result of being outside the mucous-paper wrapping of civilization."

http://www.artofmanliness.com/2011/06/26/manvotional-the-know-it-all-state-of-mind/

Sorry but...


from everybody loves you (somewhere)
Generally, I feel like I am lucky enough to live in a place where walks in the evening are relatively safe, but Fridays are a little weirder. This evening, after watching me walk half a block across the street, some guy started running after me, holding up a cell phone and asking if I could help him work it. I looked at him from across the street, said, "I don't think so," and walked away. He called after me, "I just got a message, can you help me check it?" "I doubt it," I said, and kept walking, really hoping he would not keep following and calling after me. He didn't. (Yay!) If he needs help checking his phone messages, why not ask someone over at the park? I think that females are conditioned to be nice and help out others, but I also think that you are not obligated to reciprocate to strangers who run after you for random suspicious reasons. 

Thursday, July 11, 2013

hey, I like the feeelings...

http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/entertainment/2013/07/tootsie-role-opened-dustin-hoffmans-eyes-about-womens-looks/

I do. I'm not being sarcastic. Some people can get snarky about anything, because it's just the human condition that there's a weakness to resort to snarkiness, but it's often much more important to just be genuine and express yourself and that's the way people help the world. And if I were better at that, it'd be a shot of vitamins for me too. Life goes on...

Ta-ra-ra Boom-de-ay






Wednesday, July 10, 2013

evening song sammich

this album cover makes me think of a sub
from prettymuchamazing


Gangsta
Bizness
Powa
Es-So
Fiya
Doorstep

great free knurdy fun wednesday evening

sometimes i read something and feel a whole lot less bad about feeling as if i'm 10-12 years younger than i actually am (sort of, kinda), and in my gut i have to just go, yaaayyyy younger generation, thank you thank you thank you!!!!! for example:

from http://thefeministfangirl.tumblr.com/post/54520561695/reasons-why-im-not-supporting-disneys-frozen
from http://thefeministfangirl.tumblr.com/post/54520561695/reasons-why-im-not-supporting-disneys-frozen


Plus



Monday, July 08, 2013

MAGNUM LIBROS

From How to live...

From Das mah Church

Halp, Manic Pixieness is Afoot

http://www.newstatesman.com/lifestyle/2013/06/i-was-manic-pixie-dream-girl-now-i%E2%80%99m-busy-casting-spells-myself

http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/compost/wp/2013/07/02/somewhat-in-defense-of-the-manic-pixie-dream-girl/

I must admit to a fondness for Flora and Elfine...


Robert Post's child



Elfine on a Hillside

It's really hard to find any pictures of Elfine that aren't of her "after" transformation. That's kind of annoying.

Saturday, July 06, 2013

Trees

Oh, pristine meadow...
Oh, tree...

hello d my old friend

oh dreams, and weighty meanings...
From fanpop
The Graduate - Sound of Silence/Scarborough Fair
I had an interesting dream a while back and I feel like it's actually gotten a little bit depressing not to write anything about it. But first, I feel like talking about vacation.  A few weeks ago, I was in a motel and there was this movie on T.V. I didn't feel like watching, but, as in many cases, person I was with was being entertained and not bothered by the gratuitous masculine violence, etc. and so, even though I somewhat voiced my disapproval, I let it slide and then it was over and I went to bed. The next morning, I was sick, sick, sick. Icky things about life and the world were getting to me and it was hard to make it stop. Another problem I'd been having was waking up and being excruciatingly thirsty.  I wondered if I had food poisoning again but I didn't think so.  I tried to listen to meditation music, but it didn't seem to be helping. I was just able to drag myself out of bed and get into the shower. Ohhhh...the shower. HOT WATER IS THE BEST. I took one after another. And I did either child's pose or the mecca pose and let the water hit my back. After the fourth shower, I was really doing a lot better. I also decided I had to stay in the hotel another night (no traffic to face in the evening, and the opportunity to take more showers!) and said I would pay for it. I also said "NO violent movies for me before I go to bed." Now I can say something about the dream. Not long after I saw the film about "the bride" getting her revenge, I had a dream where a blond psychic woman wanted to talk to me. She said "He is a person with a lot of integrity and the people who work for him are very happy." She wanted to make sure that I knew this. I feel like it was an interesting and useful dream. Sometimes I think I have interesting ideas and stories inside of me but I don't even know if I want to deal with them, at all. Maybe sometimes I can see that another person is great at something and can get their ideas and stories out into the world. But if I am in a certain place, to me, it's as if their stuff feels like it's laced with peanuts and unfortunately, I become like one of those people with severe allergies. Or, like the grandma in the supermarket who just wants to see nice and happy things. In the words of the estimable Ricky Martin... es la vida que culpa tengo yo...  If I get in a certain space, I only care about being able to function. In that space, in that moment, what I need is just to see/feel the energy of a cheesy, light-hearted Hallmark card. It depends on the situation.

Thursday, July 04, 2013

glitter & palm tree silhouettes

Strange thing I've noticed since I've moved here: Viewing 4th of July fireworks requires almost no planning. Simply walk 10 steps out the door to see a fairly lengthy show of pyrotechnics. Just another idiosyncratic feature of living in this part of the world...

From Adhesive Love

These pair well together



Be a Mind Sticker.

It's Not About The Nail.


Foodstuff

From So Moved

Oh good grief, it's a holiday

Flashbacks from grad school and restaurant work aside, I'm not exactly sure how I wound up starting off my 4th of July morning with these?

1) Question:
"Your regimen involves running 10 miles every other day, a ton of push-ups and a strict one-meal-a-day policy, of which you once wrote, “By dinner, I’m starving; more crucially, I’m deserving.”

Answer:
"I can see how the fact that I eat one meal a day is eye-catching for a journalist, but you know, David Petraeus eats one meal a day, and nobody says that’s a really disturbed relationship to food. The assumption with David Petraeus is, Oh, that’s a military man. In women the assumption is you’re some kind of neurotic."       

--http://www.nytimes.com/2013/06/16/magazine/lionel-shriver-does-it-the-hard-way.html?_r=0

~~~~~

2) "The men reminded me of frat boys or something, the type of guys who see getting drunk in public as a way to assert prowess.

They left around one in the morning. I stood by the table and watched them go, dazed and relieved. An older waitress, still an aspiring actress at age 50, came up and said, "Now there goes a cautionary tale.'...I was mad that the old waitress who called herself an actress thought of him rather than herself as the cautionary table. Hers was the fate I feared for myself, not his. And I was mad that Jay Mac made it easy for her to think that. Before I knew who this guy at my table was, I’d already decided I didn’t like him. I never disliked any strangers. Except the ones at this table. And then, that old waitress told me who he was, and I almost lost my mind...

So I left. I moved to Milledgeville, Georgia, where I wrote all day and read thick books and when I got stuck on the thick books, I bailed myself out with Jay McInerney. Reading McInerney in Georgia, his work came to feel like an elegy for a phase I was glad to be done with. And, reading McInerney in the South has its charms. He writes about the South a lot. Alison in Story of My Life is from Virginia. The Last of the Savages takes place in the Delta. Jeff from The Good Life recovers from his affair’s fallout in Tennessee. But reading Jay Mac from the distant precinct of the Deep South, his world started to look, maybe, quaint? Like, taking it as self-evident that beautiful women, financiers, and writers made for the sexiest possible conglomerate of people was a tired-out trope?

I met a girl in Milledgeville. We were at a party and I was fucked up out of my mind and I’ll never forget how her entrance sprung me from my stupor, so incredible was her beauty and command of the room...I don’t know what the hell’s going to happen with her, but at least she’s 21 now, so when I pull into town, I can take her to dinner at Minetta and we can legally split a bottle of wine.

I have a fantasy that Jay Mac will be seated right beside me."

--http://www.salon.com/2012/10/03/jay_mcinerney_the_new_york_fantasy_and_wine_salpart/

Wednesday, July 03, 2013

8 books I haven't read yet, and one I have

SUMMER READING! SUMMER READING! SUMMER READING!
Of interest!
1)  The Ocean At The End of The Lane
 Also, because of this Summer Reading List...
2) Claire DeWitt and the Bohemian Highway
(even though I almost skipped reading about it because something about the cover threw me off)
3) A Constellation of Vital Phenomena
I will try to get through the viscera...
4) The Woman Upstairs 
Sounds kinda scary...
5) Queen Bee of Tuscany
Before bedtime reading?
6) Cooked: A Natural History of Transformation
I wish to finally learn what "braising" actually means
7) Beautiful Ruins
(waited for weeks for that book and when I finally got it from the library, I didn't get to read it! I will try again)
~~~~
A while back, I did read another book I'd waited for: the YA novel about the red-haired Eleanor and Park.  When it finally became available, I was personally amused to see 1)  an artist's blog I'd just been looking at featured a very red-haired person who was in Milan (an interesting place I've thought about)  and 2) this from the author's website http://rainbowrowell.com/blog/2013/04/why-is-park-korean/
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And! (not from that reading list) I'm interested in:
8) The Pink Hotel
~~~~
That's 8. 8 is enough. Good luck, self.
~~~~
Then again, if I just spent the summer half-watching old game shows on youtube, WKRP in Cincinnati vs. Love Boat would probably beat out 8 is Enough vs. Dallas because...
It's WKRP in Cincinnati...

Tuesday, July 02, 2013

A mappy day

significant-moment-of-the-day: zoning out in front of a map on the wall of a quiet, empty classroom...used to...live...there (finger map contact)
now...live...there... (map finger contact)

Thinking about glamourous stories and others

From Evan's Fruit Company

After reading about how Wendy Davis has been compared to characters in television shows, I also came across a show from last week about the dangers farmworkers face, read the sad story of she-never-even-reached-her-18th-birthday Jacqueline Abundez, and wondered, if Rose in The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake really existed, what would she taste in her fruits and vegetables?

Thursday, June 27, 2013

DA

Daisy "I like things the way I like them" Adair



"I can't eat it, and I won't." --DA

Oh my god, it's the internet



Time to get happy about feminist victories, since there's plenty o' pain to go around...

Fairy Meadow family vacation CANCELLED ACK!
Feel the feminine wrath of strong double-amputee disabled veteran ACK!
Then look at the sad dude's twitter account ACK!
Stephen Fry: super successful and funny but still SAD ACK!
AFP Art is SAD ACK!
The moon is SAD AAACK!
I believe that is 6 Acks. Time to go cook something.


It was strangely difficult to find a picture of Cathy saying ACK in the kitchen. Perhaps she did more freaking out and eating than cooking.
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Hmmmm, old black & white Semiotics of the Kitchen video.
~~~~
***IN COLOR updated User Guide to the Semiotics of the Kitchen***

Selena States

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Amazing cat

"If you put your hand here, he just sucks up stress," said the cashier at the garden center. I put my hand on the black cat's belly. I didn't think I was that stressed, but almost instantly, it felt as though tension in my body was being sucked out by the animal's calmness. Like, the cat could take it out and make it evaporate. Cat = amazing.

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Dear gigantesque trees

I might be coming to see some of you soon.

from moocowfanclub

mtotmfbf

movie trailer of the morning...bf: there's a new trailer with kristen wiig that i wanted to show you....it's called girl most likely m: ha ha, i like that line "a lot of people had a worse mother than you, like me" i bet i heard that before bf: i kind of wondered if you were going to draw parallels...(!)
~~~~
Music Videos of the Morning
~~~~
1) This Is What Makes Us Girls
wondering if those are Anne of Green Gables clips at the end?
2) Capital Cities - Safe & Sound (original)
(a) dancing clips interspersed with footage from historical conflicts? interesting
(b) if this song got stuck on repeat I might start to hate it
(c) however, I bet it could cheer me up if I were in a bad mood
3)How To Dance The Charleston

from bits&bites

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

June nights

Night walks in this part of the world can be very soothing and interesting. Just one street includes a variety of houses--Adobe, Craftman-style, white clapboard houses, homes with gables and wraparound porches. And there are so many different types of plants.The palm trees alone are quite varied--some palms are like bushes sitting on top of long stems, and some are shorter and remind me of giant pineapples sitting on the ground. I have stopped noticing them, but when I go for a stroll in the evening, I remember to do that. Birds on telephone wires twitter and crickets murmur (they sound very pleasant at a distance) and I find myself surveying the neighborhood as if it is a library of architecture and flora. I love these little walks.

These are both good

on repeat: songs after a coffee buzz


Kiss of Fire ~ Georgina Gibbs
Kiss of Fire ~ Hugh Laurie and Gaby Moreno

what the heck

is in this stuff.

from simply-american.net

two little sample cups--that's all I had! Totally out-of-character, I decided to drink some while I was at the grocery store. Black, too. I noticed that at first it was bitter, and then my tastebuds sort of numbed out and it was just a pleasant beverage. Weird. I resisted the temptation to get a third...on my way back I sang little things in my newly air-conditioned car (I got a father's day gift! I also sent one. It was a good exchange) (1) yay! air-conditioning for the first time in 2 years (2) can you feel my coffee buzz...(to the tune of a nirvana song) and at home, a weird little surge of caffeine hit my system and then it kind of went like....can you feel my coffee CRAaash...I really need to dialogue with myself to decide whether or not to get any more tonight.

Girlwatching Thoughts

From the-beheld.com:

"The point isn’t that women don’t observe men, or that men don’t observe one another, but that the quality of the gaze is different. I don’t walk down the street and feel like I have less cultural weight than my male peers.But when you’re 12—the age I was when I heard my first catcall from an adult man, and my young age here is hardly unusual—you do have less cultural weight, you do have less power. You learn early on to associate being observed for your femininity with powerlessness, and that's not an easy mind-set to shed. (Which is exactly why street harassment has long been an effective tool of oppression, but that’s another story.) Broad strokes here: Men don’t have that experience. Rather, they didn’t until it came out that the National Security Agency—a greater power than virtually every man in the country—could watch you whenever they pleased."

from vintagesleaze

"Here are a few of the things that may result for women from objectification, whether it comes from others or internally as a result of being objectified by others: Depression. Limiting one’s social presence. Temporarily lowered cognitive functioning. (Of course, there are also suggestions that self-objectification may boost some women’s well-being. Another day, another post.) When I look at these effects and compare them with where I’m at intellectually about the NSA privacy invasions—a shrinking of oneself versus righteous outward anger—I’m troubled. Would I feel more righteous anger if I hadn’t learned to absorb, possibly to my personal detriment, the effects of objectification and tacitly accepted surveillance as something that just happens? And more importantly: Has the collective energy of women been siphoned into this realm, leaving us less energy for, as they say, leaning in?"

"I’m not saying that just because women might be used to being watched by men means that we’re inherently blasé about being watched by governmental bodies; in fact, I’m guessing some women are more outraged than they would be if they were male, even if they’re not directly connecting that outrage with womanhood. (Also, I don’t believe the male gaze to be wholly responsible for my indifferent reaction here; it’s just the one that’s relevant.) Let's also not forget that 56% of Americans deem phone surveillance as an acceptable counterterrorism measure. And I’m certainly not saying that we shouldn’t be concerned about the NSA revelations; we should. But not only are women more used to being watched, we also have a worldwide history of dealing with our governments jumping in where they don’t belong. It feels invasive whether that space is our phone line or our uterus. It just might not feel all that surprising."

--I'll Be Watching You: NSA Surveillance and the Male Gaze

Where in the world is this topiary?

Wild camaraderie?

I woke up this morning after a disturbing dream: I was trying to get away from a brown female tarantula that could make itself large or tiny, and it was spinning a web over my bed.
 ~~~~
Quotable:
"When a person values the native living things in their own neighborhood, the result will be a better quality of life for posterity."
 — Steven Kutcher
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Bug Art

Monday, June 17, 2013

one time, the twitchy computer

got weird and seemed to select music videos for me that I hadn't clicked on: "angry johnny" & "doll parts"... I didn't feel like listening to much of the second song, so I went to other one. I didn't remember it at all and I hadn't heard of POE, so I looked her up and found a picture where she's wearing an army helmet.

Ugh, this:

"'Myself as an artist was purchased as if a slave by a Texas oilman,' she tells Spinner, adding her first contract was bought out by this businessman. 'I have not gone a day without doing music. I've just done it anonymously. It's not like I haven't been playing -- I've played parties and this and that -- but anything that was way under the radar. I lived like an illegal immigrant for 10 years. I couldn't make any money, couldn't do anything.'"

--http://www.spinner.com/2010/01/28/poe-returns-after-10-years-of-legal-battles/

massaging is good

"Inside the car, Helena is massaging her temples. You know, although Helena is not a likable person, at least she has some attitude. Are we really supposed to identify or sympathize with this toady Doctor Nick? We rarely see Helena when she's not around a colossal jerk like Ray O'Malley or Nick Cavanaugh. No wonder she's so abrasive. This double-team would make Mother Theresa irritable. Perhaps this explains why as she massages her temples I was thinking 'Yeah, no kidding.'"

~~~~~

"Helena will regret that attempt on his life. But before that, we get a little montage to show the passage of time. We see Nick watching a video tape of the fountain scene (when did he make that?) and listening to opera. Then, we see him skipping rope to keep in shape. He runs into his room, and there's his mother. 'Nicholas, you have done a very, very bad thing,' she whispers. You know, I hope David Lynch creeps up and down the halls of the Lynch mansion whispering 'Jennifer, you've done a very bad thing.'"

--http://www.jabootu.com/boxinghelena.htm 

Hmmm, another version

Kiss of Fire (Hugh Laurie?)

How cute...

and also wise.
Pink Lemonade For Peace

Fun song

Kiss of Fire - Georgia Gibbs
From stepfather's old CD collection.
Should be in a movie.

Film things

Strangely, I spent part of yesterday on a movie I wanted to avoid at all costs when I was younger: "Boxing Helena," made by la fille d' M. Lynch...did not know that I would be doing that. In college, I recall my roommate getting an invitation to a party which celebrated the cheesiness of the movie "Showgirls"...I would not be entirely surprised if the same has ever been done for "Boxing Helena..."

On a "Room With A View"-ish note, it has the dashing Julian Sands and includes the wonderful O Mio Babbino Caro.

The clip at the end of this article makes me wish I could understand Italian.
http://twitchfilm.com/2013/06/fellinis-forgotten-pupil-augusto-tretti-passed-away.html
All but the woman-roaring-as-a-lion part.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Fire Ephemerals

Fire Poppy ~ sbwildflowers
Scarlet Larkspur ~ summitpost
Golden Eardrops ~ calflora
~~~~~
Ashes to Wildflowers
After the flames - Fire ephemerals

Song & old church bell search

While listening to a certain song, "old church bell" came to mind, and I ended up finding a new song about fire and birds...I had been looking at a source I haven't looked at for months; I found it after searching for dulcinea a long time ago, and some of the recent entries were interesting, such as... http://piecesofmargo.blogspot.com/2013/05/for-one-path-of-my-flight-is-direct.html (poetry) & http://piecesofmargo.blogspot.com/2013/05/men-in-my-life-german-dane-and.html (therapy)...but "Since I've Been Loving You," which has a sexy reputation but also pretty sad lyrics, made me search for the old church bells, and I picked these to investigate:
so I found:
Ancient Church Bells Tolling
(catholic viewpoint)
Chrysta Bell - St. Pancras Old Church, London
(music)
Itawamba History Review
(old southern history)
Photos of Churches in Lebanon
(self explanatory)
and this "Bird of Flames" song/video:



Sunday, June 09, 2013

Saturday, June 08, 2013

Friday, June 07, 2013

A picture to trigger many conflicting emotions


32 Photos you need to see before the world ends

the not good crazy

http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/kcrw-studios-evacuated-shooting-santa-564831

a few years ago, was updating computers in a lab at a community college on another coast and listening to that radio station run out of a college on another coast and thinking about taking classes there...

text today: are you at santa monica college?

no

libraries, like churches, should be safe

Read books...

from webneel.com
"A recently published study by the University of Southern California’s Annenberg School for Communication and Journalism showed that the percentage of female characters with a speaking part in the nation’s top movies each year reached its lowest point in the past five years in 2012, at 28 percent."

-- http://finance.yahoo.com/news/newsstands-allure-film-actress-fades-020609789.html

nun dance


http://xkcd.com/1222/ + http://public.wsu.edu/~campbelld/amlit/nenun.html =

From latenightart
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from magicbarrel

http://latenightart.blogspot.com/2013/04/social-studies-part-3-high-horse.html

Thursday, June 06, 2013

How to care for an oak tree

From http://ceres.ca.gov/foreststeward/oaks.html


What to plant under an oak tree:

Gooseberries
Currents
Yerba Buena
Elderberry
Lemonade Berry

Mmmm...

From something

called "God Loves You When You're Dancing"



Song: Riptide

O, stop it Renoir

"Renoir's model complains--'He always makes me too fat.' The massive female nudes with small heads must evoke the Mother, in infant eyes."

--https://twitter.com/JoyceCarolOates/status/335832468320043008

from bluesurfart

Quenchiness

WHEREAS over the weekend, the bad experience of food poisoning hit, and I said, why oh why did I have to watch a documentary as depressing as Outlawed In Pakistan right before eating whatever it was that gave me bad dreams and made me feel like dying? Although, I could have just as easily asked, why was I looking up all those plants named "vomitoria" (holly bushes)... WHEREAS I remembered a recent non-food poisoning experience, which involved going to a frozen yogurt place and watching a bespectacled brown-haired skinny pale girl approach the salesgirl to ask where the blueberry flavor had gone, and then talk about how they were out of blueberry to a slenderish brown guy with all his hair covered up in his hat and then this girl tried another flavor of yogurt (plain) and reacted violently by flinging the white contents of her sample cup onto the grill beneath the frozen yogurt machine and the guy with the hat just looked at her and she looked back and seemed embarrassed, and then she walked to the machine, put out her hand, scooped up the glop of yogurt, and threw it in the trash, and the guy with the hat laughed and got napkins, and while she cleaned her hand he cleaned the grill on the machine, then they left... meanwhile some little girls who seemed to be sisters visiting the place with their dad were saying "Acai is great!" (Acai was the flavor that had replaced Blueberry) The father had a slight accent and I wondered if he was from India, and then, when I went to pay for my yogurt, the salesgirl asked if the girls were my daughters? And I said no, and thought, why did she think that? Wouldn't he have paid for all of us? Then I went home and watched Good Hair. Later, I wondered if skin color (daughters more fair-skinned than the dad) had something to do with it. WHEREAS recovery from the food poisioning eventually transpired (praise Jesus, and it was not the yogurt, which was good, and also did not cause any cramps or indigestion imitating false labor or anything), yet enervation abided, until someone gave me a package of peanuts ("you need salt!") and only then did my insatiable thirst begin to dissipate (mind blown ~ salty food making thirst go away seemed completely counterintuitive, but when you think about what's in a gatorade, I guess it makes sense) pour cette raison, je souhaite écrire une nouvelle au sujet de sel...

What does it mean to be a pillar of salt?

Decorum




My friend and I were talking about L7. I remembered "Pretend That We're Dead," but he remembered "Andres."



Then, with a chuckle, he showed me this startling anecdote:

"During their performance at the 1992 Reading Festival, the band experienced 'technical difficulties with their audio equipment' and were forced to stall their set. Quickly, the rowdy crowd grew restless and began throwing mud onto the stage. In protest, lead vocalist Donita Sparks removed her tampon on-stage and threw it into the crowd yelling 'Eat my used tampon, fuckers!'"

--http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/L7_%28band%29

If I could even possibly attempt to imitate pulling off something like that, it'd probably be, like, "Suck my castor oil bottle."

Andres?

Saturday, June 01, 2013

goodbyes, time, and weather

Today I said goodbye to the kid I've been tutoring, but it was not so "goodbye" because I said I could still come around when they come to the library, and maybe we could read in the children's section. He was reading and then he stopped and  said he realized it was the last time we were going to have these sessions. He asked why and I said it was because they ran out of money to have a children's tutoring program, and he said "oh," and then went back to reading. It was a little bit sad. But not too bad. He likes reading. I wore my Bunnicula shirt that my friend got for me at a reading conference in 2006. "I love those books," he said. He reads the early reader versions. I'm not sure if he's at his "grade level," but he likes stories and books. I said, "I'm really glad you like reading," and told him that I know some college-age people who have difficulties reading books. He read 2 1/2 Fly Guy books and then wanted to save the end of the last book to read at home. People only save the end of the book to read later if they really like reading, I think. He also still makes movies with his best friend, using his best friend's video camera.  He started singing "Everybody dance now" as we walked to the children's section. "You know that song? That song was popular when I was in high school," I said. (Actually, it came out even earlier.) When I walked home, I thought about how I've been discussing books with someone who isn't even the age I was in 5th grade. I must have someone about that age still inside of me...I could feel a little 5th grader self alive and well, walking home in the sun.

Everybody Dance Now

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Martha Wash "The Original Weather Girl"