Tuesday, March 03, 2026

πŸ’„She smolders menstrually. ❤️

It's so slow that if you speed it up it looks normal.

Hollies - "Long Cool Woman (In A Black Dress)"

@tomkuz52

https://youtube.com/watch?v=I8juR5_0A0M&si=gZ33qkg-S9cFg2xh

Yeah!

We have got to get our girlfriends more financial stability and some better health insurance, huh?

So many girlfriends!

Man. It's been very repetitive. On all sides, really.

Ethnic food has never tasted better in my life than it has this year!

Greek, Mexican, Italian, German, etc. Maybe even plain American. Lots of other kinds, too.

What year did this song come out?

The Hollies - "Long Cool Woman (In a Black Dress)" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=g8XiNKsKyVk&si=vA1eePUIH1hziPmG

"A few of my favorites :)"

emily marin

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8xXwbJk/

"Long Cool Woman in a Black Dress" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_Cool_Woman_in_a_Black_Dress

1972! Maybe girls could wear pants and take shop class in school by then. 

"Novellum: A Girl Called Al by Constance C Greene"

https://ianwoodnovellum.blogspot.com/2015/03/a-girl-called-al-by-constance-c-greene.html?m=1

But why did they get rid of homec? They still had shop when I was in junior high. 

"Sewing some skirts from the most beautiful fabrics"

bernadettebanner

https://youtube.com/shorts/Wp_7sBdQzIs?si=9i4Ff9wmnCJ97Qzy

I feel like I could have learned so much more about sewing.

O to live a dog's life!

"We truly ask so much of Waffles #cats #dogs #pets"

thegoldenbreakfastclub

https://youtube.com/shorts/9O-nAIElWQY?si=Q0YU6jPv7IH_C9IY

It's a lot. πŸ™πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸΌπŸ™πŸ½πŸ™πŸΎπŸ™πŸΏ

"Charlie Kirk glorifies a life of subordination for women and girls at ‘Young Women’s Leadership Summit’ - Freethought Now"

https://freethoughtnow.org/charlie-kirk-glorifies-a-life-of-subordination-for-women-and-girls-at-young-womens-leadership-summit/

"Charlie Hill Stand Up Comedy | The Richard Pryor Show"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kFSoWpYjkzc&si=LNy_j5Q3crWJhRfM

"Charli xcx - House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=jKwzc_akzQw4-tbK

"πŸ€“πŸ€“πŸ€“"

Brooke Falco

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTrTwbGNY/

I really like getting back into reading the "A Girl Called Al' books.

"Read-at-Home Mom: Book Review: A Girl Called Al by Constance C. Greene (1969)"

https://www.readathomemom.com/2018/03/a-girl-called-al.html?m=1

It's so fun that I've reread three of the four that I already knew of and read when I was a kid, but there's six in total! So there will also be two new ones to read.

Mother of God.

I gotta say, an excellent teacher's daughter constantly reminds me that her dad must have been a real piece of work.

"πŸ’”"

savagewendyvan

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVCqOGaj5xW/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

They need so much help.

"Men are humans"

gon_fights_patriarchy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVbFb0XDnh1/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Maternal, mentally imbalanced, feminist-impaired voters who nevertheless still like learning about esoteric topics such as where they really came from...soooo much help!?

They're cute.

"David Tennant is Catherine Tate's new English teacher!"| Comic Relief - BBC

https://youtu.be/WxB1gB6K-2A?si=bsMALFtYaMN2-H7v

Stuff that is so good is very good.

Like a really great warm-up act to 

"DONNA SUMMER   I feel love 1977 HD and HQ"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=9ZqqvrWCs3Q&si=rGyoAH1gDmTs08Yc

What a year!

Probably would be better to not drink a little caffeinated shot in the evening.

 


The land is growing crops always.

Farmers and farmworkers are waking up now. Someone has to feed people!

"The Missing Piece..."

FarmtoTaber

https://youtube.com/watch?v=-DF_Qn9St7M&si=hR96Fc2oUt6K5RoF

I think I'll have more tomato sauce in my diet.

I was staring at jars of tomato sauce in the grocery store yesterday evening and some young people (two guys and one girl) came around the corner and this guy said to me, "You look good," and walked away. I was picking a vodka sauce.

My cat just came in and shook herself to make her presence felt.

So grounding! πŸ˜ΈπŸ’“πŸŒπŸŒŽ

"Cat from Outer Space, The (film) - D23"

https://d23.com/a-to-z/cat-from-outer-space-the-film/

This link made me aware that two cats were from outer space.

It's definitely not free with my insurance, but anyways, this still has interesting info...

"Get a dietitian it's free with insurance"

itzettromero 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVZuNigiVXd/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I think maybe a mammogram was free with my insurance, and that might be a California thing.

Learned something new about Virginia Wolf.

"On Virginia Woolf’s Favorite Baseball Book | The Ambiguities"

https://ambiguities.wordpress.com/2011/03/14/on-virginia-woolfs-favorite-baseball-book/

"I Know You, Al by Constance C. Greene" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/490581.I_Know_You_Al

"You Know Me Al by Ring Lardner"| Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/971435.You_Know_Me_Al

"I know you, Al : Greene, Constance C : Free Download"

https://archive.org/details/iknowyoual00gree

Monday, March 02, 2026

I had a nice view from here.

 

Not a great phone camera, but a really great view.

I guess we can't all be equally bothered.

 


Now we know that some of the superior parents aren't terribly interested in this phenomenon...

But SOME people's parents have had their whole lives altered just by being exposed to stuff like this! Isn't it crazy???

words_of_ women

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTSqAgBEaHL/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

A good furry purry role model.

 


In cat form on Earth.

People are feeling called to respect themselves and their own feelings more.

"#epstein #epsteinfiles #justice #women"

words_of_ women

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUoBS2AEWzr/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Send this to people in your life who tell you it's out of their control..."

words_of_ women

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUekRPHjF_C/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Holy mackerel, that's a lot of boxes.

They are filled with bunches of cilantro.

" A day's work in California, USA..."

Obduliah Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTh7R6BNx/

O empathy.

Whatever will become of me? Lol. What a song... 

Bette Midler – "Oh Industry Lyrics | Genius Lyrics"

https://genius.com/Bette-midler-oh-industry-lyrics

And what a good film to watch at a young, formative age as well.

Do you find you seem better at having the potential to succeed than at actually succeeding? Well, don't worry too much about it!

That's kind of like how a lot of people are in different aspects of their lives.

And watching good animal content is important too!


"It's beautiful to watch them grow up side by side ❤️"

u/kvjn100

https://www.reddit.com/r/MadeMeSmile/s/KKLc88o7Gt

"I know you've been thinking..."

jestressjoan

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUsvlrGCFhG/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It's just stressful that superficiality was so prized for so long.

 

"God forbid your wives get #angry..."

words_of_women

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVXWEwnjHxX/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Several and smattering and many!

Ladies with PhDs loved men who were a lot better at being stalkers than they loved you in that very interesting era.

I think embarrassedment has embarrassing consequences.

Clearly felt more keenly by some people than by others.

"Fewer Ob-Gyns Practice in States With Abortion Restrictions, Reducing Women’s Overall Healthcare Access"

https://www.everydayhealth.com/womens-health/abortion-restrictions-limiting-access-to-obgyns-for-other-healthcare/

Healing is a long journey.

I'm still glad I'm not going to ever act like X when X did that one thing that X did.

No wonder you were too cool to care about other women's healthcare problems, right?

Patriarchal culture completely killed off any secondary gains!

So embarrassing! 1990s.

I mean I did have a mother who wrote notes to all of my professors to tell them the reason I had to miss classes was because of my anemia due to severe menstrual problems back when that wasn't cool because they all acted pretty embarrassed about it!

She was so fervent!

"Margery Kempe Had 14 Children and She Still Invented the Memoir" - Electric Literature

https://electricliterature.com/margery-kempe-had-14-children-and-she-still-invented-the-memoir/

Putting others at a distance / disadvantage in order to obtain secondary gains patterns.

I just want to know how some parents psych themselves up for that and convince themselves that it's for mostly their benefit or for their children's benefit instead of a coping mechanism to get through the day.

"If it ain't broke don't fix it" but it is broke though.

I had a dream about the kinds of people who come together and break up and get back together and break up again and in this dream it was about a young Asian couple, so that was kind of interesting. Thank you for sharing that, universe.

"Singing Resistance movement brings music to Asheville Chamber protest against ICE"

https://wlos.com/news/local/asheville-singing-resistance-movement-music-chamber-commerce-protest-us-immigration-customs-enforcement-ice-community-renee-nicole-good-minneapolis-hendersonville-nationwide

Too busy emotionally processing to sleep. Maybe should have had a drink.

"I cant be the only one who was misheard song 'dumb' like 'done'"

https://www.reddit.com/r/Nirvana/s/nmUQGllVu4

Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=jKwzc_akzQw4-tbK

My cat is a big fan as well.

Cool opportunity emotional avoidants.

Better do better soon!

I'm SO excited to talk more about ICE after Mercury Retrograde is over with ALL the Really Cool People.

boygenius - "Cool About It (official music video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=gPuIUFtesYk&si=W6TGn7QSXHVdP98n

"The mayor of Buffalo, N.Y., blames ICE for the death of nearly blind refugee"

https://www.npr.org/2026/02/26/nx-s1-5727692/the-mayor-of-buffalo-n-y-blames-ice-for-the-death-of-nearly-blind-refugee

Why are things this bad?

"Good morning to everybody except the ICE agents..."

"Frfr #usa #news"

mΓͺili πŸ‘©‍❤️‍πŸ‘© ❤️‍🩹

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThWFpSCC/

Moon day morning is here. 🌝

"Scarborough Fair - Official Music Video"

Taimane Music

https://youtube.com/watch?v=8s5dRRSohIg&si=x99eqpjrGHIZH_LM

Really I was.

I was kind of young and cute once.

Sunday, March 01, 2026

I need a little angry humor sometimes.

"Ladies who aren't old misogynistic white dudes in this life but sure do seem to know how to act like they want to be one of them."

I also don't like this thing about dealing with misogyny.

It's very cheesy.

Let It Go. Let It Go... 🎼❄️🎢✨Okay, Elsa.

"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says – SAC Media"

https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/

"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC – SAC Media"

https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/

"Disney's Frozen 'Let It Go' Sequence..."

Aw. Little flash of feminism in formative years memories!

"Saffire The Uppity Blues Woman CD Hot Flash"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1uUU2ZM7_vI&si=mbmUQS5FOchVdNFh

Misogyny really does ruin lives.

You know, that's what's wrong with women and men whose behavior patterns are still being dictated by their internalized unresolved misogyny issues. They're just not helping, and they're making the unwell, old patterns persist longer than they need to be persisting. 

I'm never doing this lifetime over again either.

I'm going to go drink some sage tea and survive my  hot little evening now. And eventually I will feel able to go back to sleep. πŸ™πŸ»πŸ’—πŸ’€

It really is kind of amazing.

Isn't it kind of amazing how much your body's need for basic respect and good health care can and will ruin things for the slovenly patriarchy.

Observation...

I'm not subjecting my already stressed out enough body to hanging out with more people who think civil rights are meant to be a repetition of old misogynistic mind-addled husbands throwing a fit.

This is for when I feel like looking up other songs later.

"Saffire – The Uppity Blues Women" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saffire_%E2%80%93_The_Uppity_Blues_Women

I'm going to have to ask higher guidance to show me what the radical self-love actually means.

I want to go out to the desert more but it's too hot in the summer. My muscles ache too much right now. I'm taking herbal stuff because I probably have weird perimenopausal hormonal things happening and want to go to sleep now. I give up. I willingly abandon myself to sleep, which is probably the smarter, better, safer  place to be right now.

And do you want to know why I think you should ask for more help? Because I think it's life or death. That's why.

I'm going to have to ask some favored siblings to make a lot more efforts when it comes to noticing certain patterns that their more misogynistic friends and fans keep repeating. 

You're going to have to start noticing them because it doesn't really benefit you that much to not notice, and because a lot of them will stop doing it so much to others when you start raising the bar by noticing it when it happens to others, and when you start talking about it.

Ask for more help!

You should ask the brothers and sisters who are less misogynistic than you are to help you more.

Digesting some circumstances.

I wonder if more people will start really getting interested in investigating the effects that came about because of old, ruthless, reckless, and irresponsible behavior patterns? I mean, maybe there's a benefit to doing so, and much better ways of making changes happen that would behoove greater numbers of people.

At least we know behavior patterns can change on this planet.

A weird thing about ICE being so awful to humans right now is that they do attract the attention of some of the severely insensitive people, who used to get a strange egotistical enjoyment in regards to bullying others just to make themselves feel special. Some of these people are not so apt to do that now. And if they also want to fawn over sexual predators less now because the Epstein Files are out, that's another interesting change to notice in their behavior patterns.

Murky!

"Still can't fit it neatly inside of a Facebook post that would accumulate lots of likes in our current era. Change is unfolding slowly, but we shall see how slow or fast it happens. Egos."

"Disenfranchised Grief: The Album"

This is the kind that really exists, but society still doesn't want to talk about it.

You should go outside now...

 

"Me: Going on a hike..."

The Scenic Driver

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThn3QTup/

An opinion about people who don't like cats...

Aaron

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThn3M8j2/

In spite of many terrible things happening right now...

Sometimes I do feel like our culture is getting more healing oriented...Bit by bit, and little by little.

Wow! So many new discoveries.

"THE UTERUS HAS TASTEBUDS"

_masalalab

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DU52JFNiOU8/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Gee, it's not as if she wrote a book and won a prize for it or anything.

"Colorado woman who followed ICE agent home, livestreamed confrontation, convicted of stalking" - CBS Colorado

https://www.cbsnews.com/colorado/news/colorado-woman-followed-ice-agent-home-convicted-stalking/


I mean they could have access to television, right?

Think comedy shows should start making more content that will comfort hard laborers and people who got kidnapped and are currently being detained?

Pets are all so beautiful...

"Marriage is beautiful..."

u/Ordinary_Elk7777

https://www.reddit.com/r/funnyvideos/s/hIWARRIr6f

Oh, it hurts! It hurts to read...

 

@originalaigallery ❤️❤️❤️

juliahub

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVSrjcfFRD8/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Gucci daughter didn't care for Ridley Scott's interpretation so there's going to be another work.

"Gucci Family Series ‘Game Over’ Set at Sky Italia in Response to Ridley Scott’s ‘House of Gucci’: ‘We Will Recount the Italian Point of View’"

https://variety.com/2025/tv/global/gucci-family-series-sky-italia-house-of-gucci-response-1236529919/

Can just imagine some kids on the playground singing: "You ain't nothing but a Gucci Mama, run around, run around, Gucci Mama..." Children were not polite when I was a child!

Random thought; it's probably not either right or wrong.

Maybe Elon's baby mamas deserve more attention?

Like going to jail for a good cause?

I feel like there's a lot of writing out there that makes motherhood sound like it's a bad job, but it's a principled job.

Catherine Tate - "Gay Son"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ifUQq5p5i2g&si=-GvstshOA6pi-YAy

Jesus! Such a pushy headline.

"Margery Kempe Had 14 Children and She Still Invented the Memoir" - Electric Literature

https://electricliterature.com/margery-kempe-had-14-children-and-she-still-invented-the-memoir/

"The Book describes how she goes to see a woman who is 'out of her mind' after childbirth. The woman’s husband tells Margery that his wife 'roars and cries so that she makes folk terribly afraid.' They have put manacles on her wrists, he says, because she 'will both smite and bite.' But when Margery enters the house, the woman speaks to her calmly. She tells Margery she is comforted by her presence and asks her not to leave. Margery continues to visit the woman every day, even when her behavior with other people becomes so violent that she is bound in iron chains. She prays for the woman to be restored to her wits, which she eventually is. Writing about this episode, scholar Lynn Staley notes that in helping the postpartum woman, Margery 'seems to offer consolation to her former self.' It is not hard to imagine why Margery might have been popular among married and childbearing women. When she arrives in Leicester the Mayor there accuses her of coming to town in order to lead all of their wives away from them. I will always wonder what she was saying to those women in Leicester, and other women in other towns, just as I will wonder whether, when she finally succeeded in getting her book written, those women or their daughters read it and, seeing something of themselves, found comfort in it."

Sara Fredman

I will admit this one was pretty interesting to me.

Maybe it's also because of the Vivaldi! And because it's actually not such a crazy thought.

"Isn't this a crazy thought?"

the_hormone_goddess

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVG9pfFDAK3/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Maybe it's actually a scene one; I mean, a sane one.

Vivaldi - "Four Seasons (Winter)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nGdFHJXciAQ&si=lYzCpT5whA61gBl2

Wah.😭Try harder anyway.

"But caring about certain kinds of people in certain kinds of bodies is so hard. Nobody will pay us any money to do it. The Bible didn't say we should. The Bible had sexist things in it."

Well, I hope so anyways.

If any of your fathers reincarnate with the same kinds of genes and attitudes that you were trained to be extremely prejudiced against, don't you hope that they might find some nicer people?

The misogyny of some Christians is just unbearable.

Some Christians have been so excellent at making Christianity look like a materialistic, rapist worshipping culture. Where did Jesus tell you to worship rapists and money? And yet you, just keep on doing it. Who taught you to do that? If it wasn't Jesus, who wants you to do that?

I would prefer or prefer not.

I would prefer or prefer not to know if any former students (almost all were of Latino heritage, by the way) have chosen to work for ICE because they really need the money because they need to give their kids a better life. (At the expense of other people's children.)

Poison Cult. Read some unpregnant Anne Frank or something.

I'm glad I had the privilege of experiencing being treated like a worthless piece of trash in this life by the brainwashed patriarchal fathers and mothers.

And there they are, still training their offspring to carry on their shallow, chauvinistic, self-centered, greedy ways.

Why? I hope it's not just so I can have the secondary gain of being able to point out they're doing it. 

I hope they're going to learn something from what they've been doing. Like, sooner rather than later. 

Learn it in this life. Don't wait till the next life.

Why would I even consider give up such an interesting experience to be the kind of privileged man that they shower their fawning and attention and privileges on?

However, the experiences are getting old. Now it's wearing thin.

I think it's time to create some different experiences.

Since the nourishment is of the feminine is getting more attention now...

I really want to know when the magic goddess workshops will start coming out to the fields and the concentration camps. Why not? Why should I not wonder about something like this?

Do you think that all the daughters are being trained to believe this nowadays?

"Ladies, your body is utterly magical πŸ’«"

the_hormone_goddess

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFLVyajoeon/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

He gave five different stretches in this and I am really not good at the last one.

I will try to be better at the last one (forward fold for hamstrings and then runner's lunge) another day.

"If that was helpful you have to share"

coachjohnnoel

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUOAmCgkZvF/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Also, the plank to downward dog one was pretty hard, but at least I sort of managed it.

Future Generations include survivors.

People are going to survive concentration camps and remember. People are going to be descendants of the concentration camp survivors. And remember. Of course, maybe some people will want to forget on purpose, but I have a feeling that's actually going to be happening less and less. And the reason it will be happening less and less is, more people will want to learn from what happened so they don't repeat old patterns. 

Anyways, when people are acting abusive, it's not always inside of a concentration camp.

But the whole putting kids in concentration camps and hurting them thing makes me wonder what we're doing and accepting as normal that the future generations are going to say "Damn, I'm glad not as many people are doing that anymore."

Die, old ignorant patriarchy, die. (You're gonna die anyway.)

Your entire life, you constantly got way more useful health information about your special kind of body from the internet, or from "alternative" health practitioners, than you did from almost any of the "regular," allopathic doctors you saw.

πŸ™πŸ»My morning cereal seems extra whimsical now! πŸ’—


Valentine's Day snacks and A2 milk.

Gotta wonder what some of the guys think they're gonna to get to experience when they come back as gals again...

Hehehe.

Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=iI_75ggbYeCU3Xos

πŸ–€ Very enchanting of her.🐈‍⬛

Cat got up, stretched, and put her paw on the phone screen, which made a video I was half watching earlier come back again.

"Orlando (1992): The Fluidity of Gender"

blyy00x

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nA1fll3yf-c&si=MFw_SoG6ipp5tzR9

Sigh...

I'm relieved I get to be introverted because I am working on such a project. Maybe I should go back to sleep, too. 

Sunday morning: Such musical cat rescue content!

"The day we've all been waiting for..."

lucilletherescuecat 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVTZ2M2EXpI/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Saturday, February 28, 2026

I better go back again soon before it gets too hot.

 

After all, I haven't always lived so close to this sort of terrain. 


A "Hand Pan" Festival. Might be too expensive this year though.

Thinking some song thoughts.

In the dark early am hours, a snippet of a song with a chorus of girls' voices kept coming through my phone. It would play for just a little bit and then cut off. It did this several times. I could not tell what it was, but thought to myself, I guess I might know what that song was some day.

And then today, when I was lucky enough to be able to have a facial massage (I really wanted one because of the dental work earlier in the year and all the tension in my jaw) "Cracklin' Rose" by Neil Diamond kept going around in my head. This is not normally a song I listen to, so that was kind of weird and interesting.

In the evening while I was visiting the desert, I found out how to check a history on my phone which picks up the songs that got recognized. I wanted to see if it might have picked up that chorus of girls music from earlier in the morning.

The earliest song I could find was one I don't remember playing whatsoever;  it said that early this morning there was a song by Charli xcx called "House."

And after a very long and drawn out intro, the lyrics over and over went "I think I'm gonna die in this house."

Good grief! I didn't want this over the top morose song to interfere with my fun sunset in the desert experience. Still, I was kind of laughing at it.

Honestly, I don't remember whatever was coming out of my phone in the morning sounding at all like that song. The snippets of a chorus of girls sounded so much more joyful than that. 

Then I got a really interesting idea. I thought,  I wonder if you could sample or remix little parts of a really depressing song and make it sound joyful?

But now I'm just really curious if what was coming out of my phone was an alteration of that song. I mean, the same part of it kept coming up, but it sounded so different.

Some songs really are "out there" songs...

"Neil Diamond Cracklin Rosie 1970"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MGemtjVtfZM&si=VIMv8y9hSDq25VrO

"Charli xcx - House featuring John Cale"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=4TrCtx_jOF3_wLGX

It's good to get out sometimes!

This life is filled with wonders.

I wonder if it would be more effective if I took berberine faithfully everyday instead of once every 5 days or so?

I'm such a woman of mystery to myself.

Off to experience the external world...

"Tori Amos / Blood Roses (TV - 1996) [Reworked]"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=6Rrwb91EBtw&si=cwlOKqlqRARBlKul

"Not the Red Baron (2016 Remaster) ~ Tori Amos"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=NGH81zOmYcY&si=H4JiQZX6pqu-jKml

And I hope everyone is going to show their children this entire film.

"orlando.1992.tilda.swinton"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=-1zHr6ienoc&si=RTcX_Xc13KesJFXH

"Eliza is the fairest queen"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=rp6Ggs0cNh4&si=isI8RiPVI8vg__WR

"Orlando: The Salon (1992)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Erw6mO7-WSo&si=r9Ahu_kjEzKL3O9-

"Orlando Labyrinth scene"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4D-vXRMB4qg&si=UM45Fer6PHisUw_g

"Orlando rejects war and becomes a Woman (Tilda Swinton)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=HNgqhAWKIp4&si=9JAE88RaiVJDsmo1

It's okay, humans.

The aliens intelligences can see you're very interested in that! And now, for another topic that's very near and dear to the hearts of the alien intelligences...

Um, not most people?

Who wants to be the vapid character in the World War II era film? Nobody you know, and not you either? I mean, unless you get paid good money for it. And you find it's kind of fun to like, exorcise the vapid side of humanity.

The white supremacy in this country is vile and disgusting.

"911 calls capture kids burning with fever, struggling to breathe at ICE detention center"

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/911-calls-kids-struggling-breathe-ice-detention-texas-immigration-rcna260595

There's going to be a bunch of planets visible in the sky tonight.

"How and when to see 6 planets aligned..."

https://www.cnn.com/2026/02/27/science/planetary-parade-alignment-when-where

I thought to myself that it would be fun to create a song like this if I were a guy, and I'm not that in this life.

Broken Bells, Danger Mouse, James Mercer - "The High Road"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=gWBG1j_flrg&si=aKWauT2oWeMZDHGz

Friday, February 27, 2026

It just felt like there was a vibration going on.

I could feel it when I pulled myself out of a little doze. And I thought about earthquakes for a second. It's passed now but I felt like there was vibration happening in my heart area. It was mild enough but it was also a little bit involuntary and definitely noticeable. It was interesting. It seems like I've never quite experienced that before, that I can remember.

~~~~~~~

Oh, the cat was nearby. She likes vibration. She's one of those cats that likes to be pet or patted kind of roughly, or drummed on by human hands sometimes. (If she trusts the person.)

This book, "Caliban and the Witch," came up again.

"How can you like astrology if you're smart?"

Neida Teresa

https://youtu.be/pEGyVZGhD1Y?si=TCvVzJUSJSbTcmpJ

It probably would have been nice if I'd known about it a couple decades ago.

And some of us can't forget to notice Big Mercury Retrograde, too, babies.

"Empaths Don’t Use Fire Horse Energy Like Everyone Else"

Wanda-therealityarchitects

https://youtube.com/watch?v=0LiYikRnPh0&si=tfQowGohfnW256h9

FloresπŸ’

 

"freshly cut flowers..."

Obduliah Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTht6mY6p/

These were fun, too.

 

Through the Stellarium lens.

Anyways.

I'm disappointed about some mean vibes. 

Whew.

I am more interested in Mercury Retrograde than I've ever been before. Not meaning I know a lot about it, just meaning I've been thinking about it a lot more lately.

Tap tap tap...

People on Earth need to chill out more so they can have more pleasant experiences.

Out there...

I feel that the intelligence from higher realms should not kill off my feminism, even if they might help me have a more balanced Earth plane experience, and possibly brighten other people's complexions.

Ah...parents!

Some of them sound like they are the kinds some therapists would love to talk to you about.

"wow the death of Mr. Bossy-Pants..."

https://www.tumblr.com/fuckyeahsufjanstevens/120711475496/coldplayervincent94-wow-the-death-of-mr

Sufjan Stevens, "Drawn To The Blood" (Official Audio)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=jkkpHDX_Cvg&si=jDrcOrG6xy7CRPLb

Also, there's yodeling and there's keening.

"The Lonely Goatherd" from The Sound of Music

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bMIPGYIW83c&si=6K_9S7Vya2mhNquk

"The Lonely Goatherd (Da Twinz Hardstyle Mix)" - DJ

https://youtube.com/watch?v=enLYSvOZ2LI&si=z8M3C25BG7PszCg_

Actually, I changed my mind.

I think I just want to listen to the birds outside right now. 

I think I should listen to those other songs later.

I heart music so much because it's so therapeutic.

I think I'm going to listen to this one for the first time now...

Sharon Van etten - "Jupiter 4"

https://youtu.be/W4etGf2PJcA?si=DnquV7a9OfWzvC7y

But I'll do it after I listen to this good old standby... 

Sharon Van Etten - "Your Love Is Killing Me"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nyuPWHwZru0&si=Lh7JAKe_mWNFaOic

It's kind of nice because after you listen to an angry song a few times, it starts to feel calming.

We're living in a time of a lot of societal change. Who can fault individual music choices in times like these?

Time for an herbal libation. Or slightly caffeinated? I have to look at the vast collection of tea.

It's cold outside in the morning. It makes me think of loggers in the Pacific Northwest, and now I'm going to retreat back indoors again. Even the cat is not sure if she wants to go out.

Lots of art and nature particular to a region

Got to enjoy the kind of weather that's good for when you want to go out and visit the desert again.

I did not actually know there was going to be a squirrel and flying saucer mural inside of an establishment because I got it mixed up with another place. Off and on, I looked at the poetry book I found when I visited a library in the desert. 

The squirrel mural place had two men taking care of a baby who they put on little chair in the middle the table. I didn't get a good picture of them.

I came back and decided to have a cocktail with cacao in it. 

Then I went somewhere else and just sat for a while, listening to music and looking at photos.

Thursday, February 26, 2026

The outdoor world beckons now...🏜️

I spent some quality indoor time with nature and I tried to teach the daily energy routine; it wasn't quite a great success, but it was a start.

One last tawdry read before I go out and enjoy some good wholesome quality time with nature.

"FBI Probed 4Chan Poster Over Epstein's Death" - Business Insider

https://www.businessinsider.com/epstein-files-show-fbi-probed-4chan-posts-prison-death-2026-2

Just taking a little break from the bird watching!

 


Want to know a "secret?"

I literally used to think to myself that if I got richer someday, maybe I would go to a Deepak Chopra spa.

"Deepak Chopra messages in Epstein files: 'Bring your girls' and 'zero in on your prey.'"

https://www.fastcompany.com/91496935/deepak-chopra-jeffrey-epstein-files-read-controversial-text-messages-emails-bring-your-girls

Hah! What?????

Think of something A LOT better!

I noticed I don't enjoy the Orange Theory commercial where the woman says that since she went from a size 10 to a size 2, now she's "the role model her students deserve."

They should have had her say:

"They all love me SO much more now that I'm at an extra small size."

Disturbing, isn't it? 

I think so. I'm disturbed.

Disturbed, disturbed, disturbed, disturb, disturbed, disturbed disturb.

Now I'm going to eat my late breakfast which is hash browns and two eggs with Texas Pete sauce and arugula and spinach and micro greens on it.

Maybe I'll read some more poems while I eat them.

Well, fellas...

At least they put Ghislaine Maxwell in jail!

Feeling some New Orleans influence, even though I've never been there... And then other influences came.

After I opened a book I got for free at a library in the desert, I wanted to listen to:

"tori amos blood roses live from new york 23 1 1997"

toriamosrules1

https://youtube.com/watch?v=8cGLU6W8-Qw&si=ExsHyBFRBDPwXFlr

The book I got for free at the library is "Or Consequence" by Cynthia Hogue.  

They were giving away books for some reason. It opened to: "The Treasurer's Daughter (New Orleans 1867/1997)"


Then I found this one online:

"The Daughter by Cynthia Hogue" - Poems | Academy of American Poets

https://poets.org/poem/daughter-1

And then I felt like jumping into the car. Wow! Maybe they'll start playing Tori Amos songs on SiriusXM soon.


And they should bring the Spa music station back. 

Conan still on?

Well, it's weird because the station wasn't in the comedy channel lineup, but then I looked it up on my phone and turned it to the number and it said "Conan O'Brien Radio." So I guess that's means he's there right? Yeah, he's there.


The comedian's talking about tits and taco trucks in LA. Oh he ended his set by talking about strip clubs and he said, "Are these dancers free range?"

Fan video! And comments.

Johnny & Jones - "Westerbork Serenade (1944).wmv"

vergeetartiesten

https://youtube.com/watch?v=t-uu4IdZY4A&si=_UE8Q6fEIuM7A9_t

Growly ones...

"Words were exchanged."

u/Queenie_Cat14

https://www.reddit.com/r/Unexpected/s/wcDMSZexmX

Students who were less financially fortunate might want to take note.

"New bill aims to bar ex-ICE agents from working in CA schools" - Mustang News

https://mustangnews.net/california-bill-restricts-ice-employees/

It's way too hard to live inside of other people's boxes.

It's impossible, really.

And of course, their misogynistic disrespect doesn't stop at how they treat females.

Do the people who might get some kind of sadistic pleasure out of bullying me think my friend since the 1990s, and husband since before the COVID pandemic, has, like, the most terrible taste in female companionship ever???

People with internalized misogyny issues are really bad at helping the kinds of people they happen to be misogynistic towards.

"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says" – SAC Media

https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/

"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC" – SACMedia

https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/

Higher-ups, please enlighten me.

Why do I, and other ladies, get bullied and evil-eyed by the more materialistic and patriarchal men and women in our society, when it's such a different story in regards to our mutually beloved geniuses...

Art they addicted...

Art they hangry...

Art the farmers and the farmworkers providing enough sustenance for them...

??????

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

O WELL

I got "Oh well and never was there ever..." in my head.

"Please explain this one..."

schaumkuss

https://www.reddit.com/r/musicals/s/tAIkV1TTyR

πŸŽΌπŸ–€πŸŽΆπŸˆ‍⬛πŸ“–

"Mr. Mistoffelees by T. S. Eliot - Poems | Academy of American Poets"

https://poets.org/poem/mr-mistoffelees

Among other things...

I have wondered if some people will need to take special classes on how to be better at communicating with the portion of the population who survived the kidnappings / detention center experience. 


The cat has no answers. The cat has a good life. 🐈‍⬛

Lucky.🫐🌿πŸ₯£

I think a small bowl of frozen wild blueberries with fresh rosemary is going to be my dessert tonight.

The ancestors' bodies had very physically taxing lives.

I feel like my relatives and ancestors grew and harvested a lot of food. And I've read that PCOS creates a condition where the body perceives itself to be in a state of famine. 

And some even think that this type of PCOS body might have evolved because it helped some bodies survive famines. Since this is the body I'm living in, it's hard for me to not see food as really important to our survival, I guess.

I don't mean like it has to be terrible food. In fact, that's the opposite of what I mean. What about having access to the really healthy stuff? That's important, isn't it? And nobody can grow and harvest all of that healthy food all by themselves.

Hmmm.

I kind of do want to know how many people think they could be living with energy that came from another time or another lifetime. I mean, at some point, I might want to know. And how would you know that. Like would you have flashbacks, memories or dreams, or would you just have a feeling or a vibe, or would you hear things, or all of the above, or how would that manifest.

Sometimes mistakes work out!

I accidentally froze golden berries instead of refrigerating or dehydrating them. They're very good! I will probably freeze more in the future. Although, maybe some of the teeth are not very fond of biting on them.

I kind of think alter sounds better.

 I wonder why...


"did you know all of these?"

germanwithsammy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVMNG0CjjwC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Flair in the fields...

Perhaps I can enjoy the gluten-free pizza with some cilantro on it today.

"best regards to you"

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThpTNdpc/

So it's a new era now...

 


"Your body was never the problem."

R Y K E R

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThpTYQPo/

Just get better, little by little.

Since I know life gets hard and people really deserve peace and head massages and other nice things, I won't eat chocolate for breakfast tomorrow.

So relaxing...

 Peaceful content πŸͺ·πŸ™πŸ»πŸ’—


"Thank you @n1ckwilkins"

refashionedhippie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVJF1vGDRPs/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I suppose that's up to her.

"Barbro Helen Ask-Upmark Obituary | Crowe's Mortuary and Crematory | 1954 - 2022"

https://www.crowemortuary.com/memorials/barbro-ask-upmark/5045172/

I feel like in the next existence, she's either going to not remember anything at all, or she's going to remember, like, 12 different lives. 

"Barbro KarlΓ©n, The Woman Who Says She's Anne Frank Reincarnated"

https://allthatsinteresting.com/barbro-karlen

🎼!!!

"CHICAGO — A third grader who stopped eating lunch at school because he feared typing in his lunch code would help immigration enforcement agents target his family. A mother who considered granting guardianship of her daughter to a healthcare provider so she could get the care she needed if her parents had to leave the country without her. A vibrant economic corridor turned into a ghost town."

~ Maggie Dougherty 

"Commission hears shocking testimony about ICE in Illinois"

https://www.sj-r.com/story/news/state/2026/02/25/commission-hears-shocking-testimony-about-ice-in-illinois/88861037007/

Aw...What's going on here?

"The Musicology of 'Sixteen Going On Seventeen' from THE SOUND OF MUSIC..."

RodgersandHammerstein 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=X7CnWy2rX4w&si=KfmhttwRUNAXxKip

Are you a bigger person yet?

Chewing on my clothes no more and rating  chocolate for breakfast.

Ariana wants to go home to Hicksville, New York.

"Children Describe Life Inside Dilley ICE Detention"

https://www.propublica.org/article/life-inside-ice-dilley-children

πŸ’— LiteratureπŸ’—

 


I guess this might be part of a curriculum.

"Children Describe Life Inside Dilley ICE Detention"

https://www.propublica.org/article/life-inside-ice-dilley-children

You know, my cat can't read this stuff.

"RΓΌmeysa Γ–ztΓΌrk: I Saw the Horrors of ICE Detention Firsthand. It is No Place for a Child." | American Civil Liberties Union

https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/rumeysa-ozturk-i-saw-the-horrors-of-ice-detention-firsthand-it-is-no-place-for-a-child

Keen.

 


"[Repost from 2023] Irish keening..."

joris.lechene

https://www.threads.com/@joris.lechene/post/DVLLfBuDOiz?xmt=AQF03m2G490wkKwMyYRMhscAzgBIhcyxt-Yt-IZU2Rvj2Cl-hNPIXC84P1OBv2o1wN0oDgrW&slof=1

Fresh contrails up there!

 


He reminds me of Daisy Coleman's brother.

"Virginia Giuffre's brother Sky Roberts fights to release more Epstein files"

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2026/02/24/sky-roberts-virginia-giuffre-brother-epstein-files/88847732007/

I feel like there's arguing going on which is either coming from outside or a phone.

She kind of reminds me of Daisy Coleman.

Raffaella - "BLONDE (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nElwhAhPhE0&si=9G-267o12Y7xdo31

It's really magical to be here sometimes.

Olivia Newton-John - "Magic"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=DnkHf069fvA&si=MecE9WYuhwN8F1xQ

Try harder. Exhausting, irritating, unliberating herd mentality nonsense.

"I still don't know why you had to act like that just to show off to future generations how your wife had truly terrible taste in men."

Cool vibes for lovers of humanity.

May the children find themselves feeling far less entitled to be patriarchal, chauvinistic a******s towards girls and women than their parents were told they should be. The old survivalist ways of the last of the sexist mommies and daddies can die out, so society and humanity can grow, change and evolve, and become much, much healthier.

Bad, bad, bad guys.

 

"Men keep asking why women are 'so angry'"

clareoke2

https://www.threads.com/@clareoke2/post/DVJo40rjo59?xmt=AQF0Odq5q7C9B80hYvsiJ9ug2pbNmUd5Ue3zhCT_QQForFH14ks6xA7ZToXEFgSKYo6Yrrpz&slof=1