Monday, November 02, 2026

What a great time to figure out how wealthy people can do much better things with their money.


"Coincidences!!"

Alyssa

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLatH6PJ/

"sacred work my loves"

the death house

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTfKF7PdG/

"Objective: KILL THEM WITH KINDNESS"

Andrea Gonzalez

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLaGE9tk/

Knott's Berry Farm.


"We were all at a stoplight driving to work"

Livv Megan

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLasu4EG/

You know, it's like that saving one starfish matters to that starfish story...

I mean, maybe people feel helpless to make a difference and that's why they don't want to talk about what's going on. But there must be somebody somewhere who has some interesting ideas, who could make it so that the brutal and devastating things that are happening to some of the disenfranchised people (including children!) right now don't need to continue happening to some of them. 

🧊 in MORENO VALLEY

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLaSKSYW/


Yeah, if you're so superior to me and to a teacher crying over her students' parents getting kidnapped by ICE and the parents who got kidnapped and the students...

You could do more with your superiority than you're f****** doing right now. Rich people are the ones who are doing this to poor people. 

This is a terrible time for some people who are children right now. So stop being superficial, and start acting like real adults.

Children near me who had to see their own parent or another child's parent get kidnapped by ICE right in front of them at their school are going to grow up and remember what this was like. Children who had to stop going to school or extracurricular fun activities or the library are going to remember that some people were just superficial and heartless and did not care about what happens to them. Who or what gives you so much conviction that it's fine to be so superficial and so heartless?

A teacher is crying because of ICE kidnapping students' parents in her school district.

This is near me. Close. Very close.

"🧊 in MORENO VALLEY"

Unapologetically Erin

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLaSKSYW/

Sometimes I miss living on an island.

I just imagined if I lived on the island again and if someone went missing there would be enough of a feeling that the community on the island would be shocked about it. I mean, people are making Facebook posts and saying they hope the girl gets found though. 

Sigh.

Sunday, November 01, 2026

Helicopter is flying over this area. Looking for a missing girl right now.

 A teenage girl is missing in this area right now. 

Pssst! You guys.

I'm afraid that people I genuinely cared about and liked could be persecuted by ICE, like the kind of people who made my day and made me feel like a good tutor. Why should I be happy if they're being persecuted by ICE?

It's too bad. You guys should have met them.

Equally, I feel like some  low income students who didn't feel very loved by their parents and who were encouraged to just go out and make money asap might have joined ICE. I tried to encourage them to follow their own dreams and believe in talents, but there's only so much you can do. Their parents wanted them to work, not surpass them in educational achievements.

It's too bad; you guys should have met them, too.

I don't wanna be like whitey on the moon and can't forget it.

Gil Scott-Heron – "Whitey on the Moon"

https://genius.com/Gil-scott-heron-whitey-on-the-moon-annotated

This has musical potential.

Oooo, why does a girl have to be such a fighter in a man's world? Oooo...

Good inner child acknowledgment.

I think it would be fun to go back to a place where childhood memories were made and be like, Hey, this is where I had some childhood memories made, and show the places, and then I could go to another person's places and be like, oh and this is where your childhood memories were made.

Like a gift to yourself that keeps on giving.

It's so cool that some people are going to feel more inspired to stand up for the disenfranchised by the end of this life, or in the next one!

After thinking about how a bunch of men in my generation were trained to empathize with the Cornell 50 instead of survivors

It's nice to chill out with a little episode of "East of Eden."

Gotta go re-watch "East of Eden" now! 💅🏻

"PLEASE SHARE FOR AWARENESS"

feral_goddess

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfNwq7RBujS/?exln=Njl5dzByNmNqcjBw

Really, it does make me feel optimistic, however.

That many descendants of Nazis did not follow in their ancestors' footsteps! They chose a different path.

"American’s First Time Working In Germany!😂🇩🇪🇺"

ZacRyanYT

https://youtube.com/shorts/UuIx9tMhIpw?si=LdRA286JxTfQUNYM

Wouldn't it be nicer if they were more excited about how it could help oppressed peoples?

People seem super excited about how AI can make them feel like they have a lot of servants at their beck and call. They seem to want to feel like kings who have conquered. That's a lot of colonizer mentality and rape culture and patriarchal programming to undo. But it could be undone quite quickly if some people were more enthusiastic about it. If they hadn't had the empathy drummed out of them and been rewarded for going along with the patriarchal  programming multiple times throughout this life, things could be really different.

Also very sad about Trump voters not caring about Reproductive Rights, which are getting less and less accessible for the middle and lower classes

"The false incompetence is dominance under a guise."

Paris Paloma - "LABOUR (the cacophony)" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=H_sSuViPBHs&si=vKR0tX3SAIjfgZ5l

If you were doing a better job at something else, I wouldn't need to be doing this.

Therefore, I don't care if you like it or not. If I bring up controversial topics that need to be addressed and are not going away just because some pampered people feel like sticking their heads in the sand and acting like it's not a problem when it is. That's a kind of calling; as in, I hear the people who have been tormented calling for help, and you don't, and I still hear it.

Boy, wouldn't that be an honest take on the part of some of the Epstein class? Good for their souls.

"Long live the fairy dancing"

parispalomahq

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De91XcYo2of/?cplk=MXByc2x2cG0zcHoybg==

"What other people's daughters have experienced has enriched my life immeasurably."


Grow up, pampered man babies of patriarchal empires!

"You cannot have prey..."

missgingerlocks

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdxodS7AuNZ/?cplk=MXFoa2JkeTF4azRxbQ==

Don't make all the older sisters have to do all the work to help half of the population just because you're the most favored by a lot of really shady, ignorant, and even sometimes evil people. You can evolve beyond that now. You have so much potential to do better.


And another thing I have to complain about.

I don't understand why rich people aren't more upset about the Epstein files. They have daughters. What's so superior about their daughters compared to everybody else's daughters?

"Well, my daughter carries a fine family last name and has so much money that my Epstein friends would never dare rape her. My daughter is the property of a Rich Daddy. That's the lot that other men's daughters have to deal with."

The rich honestly make me sick sometimes.

After watching a video about how people with weight gain issues tend to have backgrounds of trauma...

What if being obsessed with making money starts looking more like what people treat being overweight like right now? Like a symptom of being traumatized and an undesirable thing that you don't want to have associated with you anymore? Think about it. In the past, people with more weight on them were seen as more desirable because it was harder to attain. Now it's easier to attain. And the richest tend to be the thinnest. 

Sometimes they also seem to be less compassionate because a lot of them voted for the fascist Donald Trump, who's made all the concentration camps and kidnappings and separation of families so prevalent and terrible. For certain people in the population more than others, clearly.

Also, it would be nice to see some more of the people who have higher incomes get super enthused about putting their wealth into things that are helpful for humanity, and that's why I like MacKenzie Scott.

Resonates...

I've read spiritual books before in which the author (or the energy that's coming through the author) says something to the effect of, if this doesn't resonate with you, then you don't need to follow it because there might be something else out there that's better for you right now. At the moment, as I reflect on that, I know I don't always remember it, but I do believe that it's quite true.

Hi Land

 

And sky at a good time.  And sky had a good time.

A or B? This is B.

 











A or B? This is A.

 


And then I thought, maybe I came here not to get those particular books this time...

But to be reminded of a song. 🎶

Tori Amos – "Hotel"

https://genius.com/Tori-amos-hotel-lyrics

I suppose asking some young - at - heart dads to deal with the real world is like asking a scared teenager to play with a Ouija board.

I myself have never touched a Ouija board. Maybe I'll pick one up sometime in the future. Sunny day!

Good luck, teenagers!

Actually, I think it was like eight or nine girls and one boy moving around to the waltz music. None of them were blonde.

The music of the dance team has reminded me that this is another fine book to read.

"As the Waltz Was Ending by Emma Macalik Butterworth" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/394716.As_the_Waltz_Was_Ending

And that is truly pathetic.

Imagine being frightened that someone like Anne Frank is going to oust you from your special, privileged position in this Patriarchal Society.

I feel the need to go to the women's fiction section and explore it by myself today.

It's a really big section. Very popular, women's fiction is. Women need lots of fiction to survive your bro-tastic society.

The brotherhood of man is very important.

I feel like the 50 other frat brothers could really use some extra support and guidance right now.

Why don't you read this and cheer yourself up, kid.

"Ballot Recommendations - League of Women Voters of California"

https://lwvc.org/ballot-recommendations/

Back when we were still talking a lot more...

My aunts gave me an idea for a topic that needs further exploration:

"Dads Who Disappoint."

That was a good one. Maybe we'll still talk about it before we die. 

Here's another: 

"Duped Brothers Who Disappoint."

I have an idea for some new meditation apps.

What it looks like to me is, it looks like some girls' dads are going to start feeling guilty because they've been fine with how things have been this whole time, and it's actually been really violent and crappy for a lot of girls and women. Any insights as to how to help the most fortunate ones make an honorable transition? Worthy of a grandpa that all of the descendants are going to really admire?

I can hear some classical music playing very loudly outside.

I never heard that before in this apartment complex.

I looked outside and some girls are doing a dance formation by one of the apartments. It is like a team is practicing dance moves to a waltz, and they're still dancing individually, but as a team.

It's kind of magical!

Why am I getting so good at finding people who really do expect things to get so much better for girls and women in this society?

What do you think we are actually here for?

Bros! Wake up! You are the ones who are being exhausting.

"Michael Douglas on how anger is ultimately exhausting"

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfGVTPbidc7/?mdxt=b24wNTd0bG1iNWg=

Do you think my role on this planet is to let some rich guys continue to perpetuate a culture which is incredibly damaging to the vast majority of girls and women? 

And just because they benefited from it more or put a few women in nicer houses, that does not make it all right. Have you ever heard of trying to put yourself in someone else's shoes? When did you stop doing that? How old were you when you stopped doing that? 

It's so far beyond all right, and if they are too immature to want to address it, that's not my problem. What do you think I am here for?

"When Michael Douglas met Catherine Zeta-Jones"

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfIhnJ8SEvE/?mdxt=MTdyeXBland3cTJzZQ==

Expand your vision! Embrace a wider swath of humanity! 


I need a frozen drink of some kind now.


"Shelby has lived with this for 25 years"

jenifermarksthespot

shelbybart

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeVF31Py-rj/?mdxt=MWpvODI1ZDEzNmRqdg==

"It lacks the reward they want"

nataliekendel

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfGrC-5ICaR/?cplk=eGI4ZW1lODluczI=

"You cannot have prey..."

missgingerlocks

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdxodS7AuNZ/?cplk=MXFoa2JkeTF4azRxbQ==

Kitty likes this song too, today!

 


"Bernadette"

@FourTopsOfficial

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Y9l4MGwpQS0&si=gIN7TzJjVvv-FI1Y

It really is like a rough public school playground out there sometimes.

Pick up a brother broken glass off the playground and you might get a nod of approval...it's the little things that bring us joy!

"Getting older..."

amymcintoshwellness

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dew0E_dRA-n/?rpxt=ajV5aDVzbGZtaG5q

"Some men don't want a baby"

melhamlett

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcB7aGRq4O6/?dlrf=MThrd2d0cTQyZjF2aw==

"I am really sick of hearing..."

richboymargarita

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfNGd8UN4xt/?obrf=MXN4OWZhMmV5M3I5Zg==

Maybe we should have a "Romance, not Rape" revolution.

And one aspect of it could be romance novels. Also called "Women's Fiction." Because apparently, the fictional world is better for a lot of women than reality so much of the time. 

"What are the different subgenres..."

https://www.reddit.com/r/RomanceBooks/s/mq83bP8wZb

And I wasn't actually planning to buy a book yesterday, but I was near the romance section, and another woman was walking by it, and she looked at a few titles and said to me, "Oh, this is a little bit much for me!"

This is helpful!

"Ballot Recommendations - League of Women Voters of California"

https://lwvc.org/ballot-recommendations/

Anyways, T. seems to hate this part of CA the most.

I mean, he was telling a foreign country to bomb us not long ago. Can't believe that's who almost all the rich people voted for! Insanity.

There's lots of stuff on the California ballot!

Do you know how big and influential California is?

I'm gonna vote today, cause women still have the right to vote in this country.

I can let my husband tell me how to vote if I want to because thanks to his job, I think he's far more informed about some of the propositions and candidates on the California ballot than I am.

Maybe they're acting like a lot of dads.

"Chelsea mother claims in lawsuit that ICE officers ‘violently attacked’ her in front of her child" | GBH

https://www.wgbh.org/news/local/2026-10-28/chelsea-mother-claims-in-lawsuit-that-ice-officers-violently-attacked-her-in-front-of-her-child

To buy the tea or not to buy the tea...

 


Big Misogynistic Dentist Energy! English Major!

Go back and watch this again. 

"Danielson: a Family Movie (2006)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=qpaJuie1N6g&si=BnYj383MkWhVCmZD

Put your English major eye on it this time. I mean, except, I'm pretty sure you didn't take any of the feminist theory courses I took when I was an English major. When I took those courses, there would usually be like, maybe one man in them. I believe those numbers have changed for the better over the years.

I decided to buy a cheap paperback women's fiction book yesterday to be less of a f****** snob than the patriarchy wants me to be.

I decided it sounded kind of fun because it involved a lot of money and something about a winery.  Here it is, flanked by two works of great, respected literature.

"The Seductive One (Marcelli, #3) by Susan Mallery" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/969077.The_Seductive_One

Is in the middle.

"Spirit Run: A 6,000-Mile Marathon Through North America's Stolen Land by Noé Álvarez"| Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/49411424-spirit-run

Is on the left.

"On Trails: An Exploration by Robert Moor"| Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/lv/book/show/27276431-on-trails

Is on the right.

You are indoctrinated. With patriarchal horrendousness.

You guys are trained by the paychecky to be incredibly bad friends.

And what about my tooth?

My poor, cursed Anne Frank tooth. It's the same front tooth she had a root canal on when she was in hiding.

Calling around to a bunch of dentists who didn't take the health insurance I had in grad school.

The immature dentist who made all these weird jokes at my expense because he was bad at writing in college and he kept projecting on to me saying I wanted to do bad things to him and he performed a root canal on me that was very painful at the end.

And it was the weakest tooth and years later, it was the one that snapped. Even though it had a crown on it by then, I think the crown might have made it weaker, honestly.

And then I had miracle procedures done on it. 

And then I watched this film with the stupid entitled patriarch instructing his protege on how to view women as baby making factories.

"Danielson: a Family Movie (2006)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=qpaJuie1N6g&si=BnYj383MkWhVCmZD

And it made me chew on my hand too hard for that one tooth, which has hardly any tooth left, and is mostly a post and a crown, and now I have a special fragile tooth that I have to baby permanently.

Car crash that taught me about how terrible car crashes are.

I didn't have a cell phone yet and I was the fourth car in a line of five cars. I was driving my stepfather's car and the airbag deployed and the hood crumpled. Had to borrow the police officer's cell phone. My stepfather was screaming at me on the phone for daring to be in a car crash. When he came to the scene he demanded, I just want to know one thing officer, is she at fault. The officer said I was not at fault. 

The man in front of me was a military guy who had my same military car insurance and he had a daughter so he was a girl dad. 

The first thing he said when he got out of the car was, as a joke, You know this is your fault right? And I joked back, I know. 

Yeah that Dad was an a******. 

And then the guy behind me was a Muslim immigrant and he was the fifth car and he was talking about how it all happened so fast. 

He was the one the police officer said caused the whole thing. 

But the Muslim guy was really mad. He didn't think he was at fault. 

So since the girl dad father in front of me who said in in joking voice, you know it's your fault right? Like the a****** he was. So since we had the same insurance... Anyways, my insurance went up. And the woman who was supposed to represent me had no heart to fight back against the Muslim guy behind me who was also mad. 

So even though I wasn't legally in trouble for the car accident, I was financially held responsible for a car accident. That was not my fault. 

F*** that father. He's the one I hate the most right now.

He was just making a joke. Stupid man.

Being in a car crash where the hood crumples and the airbag deploys is a scary enough experience that you don't want it to happen more than once in your life.

This is almost sounding like a song of rebellion to me right now.

The song that played at the ShopRite in Seattle, back in the '90s when I was a smaller, skinnier college student and yada yada yada. I think I tried to spend no more than $10 a week on groceries back then. 

"Bernadette"

@FourTopsOfficial

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Y9l4MGwpQS0&si=gIN7TzJjVvv-FI1Y

You know what though?

I'm kind of thinking about rebelling against my bad dream because sometimes yesterday I was still having fun and I was enjoying some jokes and I was feeling lighter and it was cool.

Waking up tense is not fun.

Bad dreams about getting pulled to the side by someone who works for the government and showing my ID and my stepfather showing them some papers. However, the officer was not so mean or anything. It's just that I had a feeling it was all so unnecessary. I had made complaints about fascism. Specifically, I said a lot of parents are fascist. Well they are. They act like entitled tools of a larger system. It's depressing to see them act that way. Superior - Acting Fascist Parents were not a joy to behold. I had made complaints. But then, there were also some comedy performances in the dream. It's just that it wasn't all that much fun, but it was comedy to get by. Wasn't really good at erasing the underlying feelings of dreadbthi. Oh well, I guess there will be better dreams in the future.

Maybe that can change for the better too.

I just think it's too bad it almost feels as though I have to "fail" at being like others so much in order to get a message across to some very stubborn people or something.

I know I'm getting better.

It's just so hard for me to believe that it feels like something that is seemingly fine for other people is literally going to make me sick if I do what they're doing. It's so mysterious. I'm not even going to bother to find out why right now. Only getting better is the important thing right now.

Hydrate and pray for higher guidance to help.

I woke up so thirsty. Backache. I am drinking water with D-Mannose and a little lemon and celery juice. I feel so tired and just need to take care of my health. The ways others are is simply not going to be compatible with what I need to do for my health right now. Don't know why this is the way it is. I hope I will understand more someday.

Saturday, October 31, 2026

More cool stuff...

I had so much fun reading these letters he wrote to his mother, and the universe wanted me to feel that way.

https://www.rememberingmay4.org/bill

Well, the universe wanted me to think about these people. And I mean, reeeally think about them

I felt like Hawthorne and his wife were a pair, while Emerson and Thoreau had a more complicated relationship, and there was more unexpressed longing there. Emerson was the more successful, worldly man. Thoreau was always in and out of Emerson's house and Emerson's world. Sometimes, I only thought about Thoreau being in nature. That was really great, actually. I didn't think about the other people. I was just thinking about nature. Just sublime, getting submerged in nature like that. But maybe rather lonely, too. But it felt good.

Sort of identify with the outfit the guy's wearing.

Hair - "Hare Krishna [HD]"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=QRSNjqnwu7w&si=SzW9ciG4cMSpyDJq

Well I'm stuck, so it's better to go read something different now!


Yesterday I got an unexpected very late birthday present, which included a pretty naturey book to write in. And then today I realized it kind of matches an outfit that I wear on Halloween sometimes.


Also got a package with some crystals in it. I considered a tea but did not purchase it. There's sooo much tea here already. And split a monster themed sub sandwich. It was called The Banshee.

I was thinking about some useful complainers. Thoreau. Christine de Pizan.

Apparently Anne Frank's diary is not the second most read book in the world. It's the second most read non-fiction book in the world. This is treating the Bible as non-fiction. Anyways, that's what an old article said so, by now, who knows if it's true or not?

I suppose they felt he was quite a Liberating Force for them.

"The one-and-only @margaret_cho"

@margaret_cho

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfIByyDKyhg/?dlrf=MTJnajhucXgwN2k5dQ==

This is the man from Michigan explaining about the problem with ICE.

 

"abdulelsayed said it perfectly"

etchaskej

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfJPxDCCCDi/?vrfl=ZWZzcmZwcDEzcDhv

It's also nice to think that Show Business might be evolving in a better direction soon...

"They only know how to play by the rules"

fromayoungmatriarch 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfJmu7uRBLI/?cplk=MWczZGE2c2NwbWdpOQ==

I decided I felt like watching this and then my cat got in my face.

"AUDRE LORDE EXPOSED TRADWIVES 40 YEARS AGO"

nimonationN

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ybrgkLlTvZg&si=QsTmFjzydsbgaMPG

Cat's just here to make me think about her guard our yard status again.

Wow, this is a good update!

"Surviving sepsis as a homeless traveler"

novablack

https://youtube.com/watch?v=_lX0zCrPZ_0&si=psLMAyb5FYpGhAt6

It'd be kind of funny if people started having Hawthorneween parties

"Try Hawthorne for Halloween, . . . but Leave the Light on" | National Endowment for the Humanities

https://www.neh.gov/humanities/2016/fall/feature/try-hawthorne-halloween-leave-the-light

And this goes for the other dicey people, too!

ICE agents better not be d**s to black cats on Halloween. BAD KARMA.

They will be haunted.

I want to read their memoirs.

If you're not hunting down a former disgruntled student who so totally jumped at the chance to get a desk job working for ICE...

AH-HA!

I wonder if people who feel more LIBERATED are less likely to join ICE!

I think it's gonna suck if some kid's parent gets taken on Halloween.

ICE probably doesn't care about my opinion, but...

A humorous piece about some admittedly NOT SO BAD folks.

Other people's kids might like it. "Degrees of separation between me and an AVERAGE, NOT SO BAD Nazi."

But of course they probably were like that.

I really hope that the people who benefited from their proximity to access to the nicer of the Nazis weren't all like, "Gee, why do they have to complain about the Nazis all the time? Why can't they just lighten up? What killjoys!"

I got to say, stuff like this reminds me that our show business president reminds me that show business is still racist.

"'Mountain of evidence’: ICE agents discriminated against Latinos, judge says"

Los Angeles Times

https://www.latimes.com/california/story/2026-10-29/federal-judge-blocks-racial-profiling-stops

I guess this is a former cheerleader joke. Better than another kind of roll call, I guess.

I should ask my mother if she gets it.

"We are all bonded"

atsukocomedy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbGwjfTMgHT/?psln=MXZzN3VpejN6d2g4aQ==

This is very refined.

"Poem 'Wild Roses' by Linda Kendrick"| Society of Classical Poets

https://www.classicalpoets.org/wild-roses-by-linda-kendrick/

I'll dedicate it to the wild rambling roses of humanity.

You should see what I don't post. It's messy. Some of it's very fun. Maybe I'll put it out there one day.

I think they could be! I think that would be very natural.

Can some people be a little bit more like a bunch of wild rambling roses sometimes?

The sky is a certain shade of pink for a very short amount of time.

Other people's babies are crying out there. They must have their screen doors or windows open.

Comments can remind us that people have lots of stories to share.

 


"Bernadette"

@FourTopsOfficial

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Y9l4MGwpQS0&si=gIN7TzJjVvv-FI1Y


Maturing women is also topic that's been on my mind.

Just remembering about how an old boyfriend's younger sister tried to talk to me via one of our modern online tools that we didn't used to have, and I suppose I seemed to avoid having a conversation because I couldn't really bring myself to reply to her, but recently I was thinking that if she wants to in the future, maybe we will have a conversation someday.

This is true.

A woman who writes listens to a song written by a man and says, but now I am more like the man who wrote the song than the woman the song was written about.

Friday, October 30, 2026

🌿 nay-cher is great 🌿

Today I had an excursion and got to see a bunch of old-fashioned planes flying in the sky. No good pictures of the planes, only the clouds.





I got some good advice and thought about buying a glucose monitor to make adjustments to my eating habits, and I read part of chapter called "The Cult" in The Manicurist's Daughter as I waited for a dinner that turned out to be very delicious. The author was talking about how awkward she felt when she went to college and told people at Harvard what her father did for a living.  

One of the songs playing in the restaurant reminded me of a friend from college who liked to make fun of it when we were younger. 


I missed her sense of humor. I thought maybe I could send her a card, even though we quarreled earlier this year about her not wanting to think about ICE raids, and she shut me down, I felt.

Another song reminded me of a ShopRite in Seattle I used to go to during my senior year of college.


I remember when I bought a bottle of ranch dressing and took it back to my shared studio apartment. I would run my finger around the inside of the bottle and lick off the dressing. I have never done that before or since. I ate a lot of beans and tortillas with mozzarella string cheese. When my mom visited me and I ate prawns in a spicy tomato sauce at a Mexican restaurant in Seattle, the meal felt very special and almost decadent to me. I was walking everywhere and I didn't have a lot of money to spend. But I probably wasn't getting enough fat in my diet. So that explains the strange compulsion to consume ranch dressing straight from the bottle. As I was living in a body that was thinner and more easily chilled back then.

It's nice to feel like some things are changing for the better and there are moments of clarity sometimes!

What's going on when people find out they can create very good situations or accidentally help with any problems by allowing the universe to manifest more beautiful possibilities out of self-respect and curiosity?

"Apocalypse" - Cigarettes After Sex

https://youtube.com/watch?v=sElE_BfQ67s&si=Ry-IBWXHHOvE6GZJ

Siiiigh.

"The Return Of Father Peter"| Derry Girls

https://youtube.com/watch?v=q7BqZXBM72Y&si=hD7j18k-VH2LHkoT

Violence against women is a serious problem in this Patriarchal Society.

And if you choose to be better friends with men and women who have internalized misogyny issues, and their survival strategy is to disrespect girls and women and put insecure men on pedestals in order to validate their own egos at the expense of soooo many women and girls, and that's what you feel you need to make yourself feel better, I think that's actually a serious problem, too.

Admit there's some serious problems, and then the serious problems will start to get better.

 

"A simple question for men"

remakingmanhood

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeAliigB3sW/?obrf=NHQxODhrcWN1d3Rp

Cults have done a lot of damage to human beings.

Cults appeal to people on any number of levels. They are often Patriarchal. It's important to realize that one cannot truly colonize daughters and wives and mothers and other interesting kinds of women simply because your Society's Patriarchal Cult gave you many messages that in order to get out on top and not be a part of the other subjugated classes, that was what was necessary. How much has the Empire seeped into your worldview?

Trump rallies are just one example of a recent cult phenomenon, but there certainly are others. And I feel kind of bad for some of the cult leaders because I think they mean to do good things, and it might be hard for them to get real help sometimes They have so many "yes men" around them. They either need to actively seek out help, or find more people who will give them blunt feedback, or pray to God. Or perhaps all three?


Okay, my body is telling me I need to just rest and be quiet right now.

I have a stomachache. I really need to just rest and be quiet.

Same as the students.

Maybe all the people who got kidnapped on the streets I drove by this week only got put in the very best facilities.

That did it. 👑🧶👀

I just picked up the wrapper of the yarn for my crochet project, and for the first time, I noticed that it says King Cole on it.

I feel like I got to look up some Derry Girls Sister Michael clips.

I wonder if I was a rich man in another life. I wonder if I was a king. What if I was a king???

I am. I am really grateful to the entertainment industry. It has enriched my life immeasurably.

"Freaks (1932) - One of Us! Scene (6/9)" | Movieclip

https://youtube.com/watch?v=39Bnk6VU53Y&si=nBdzKYMdcPbRS67V

I mean, yes it's true that nobody is kidnapping me at the moment, so maybe I should just change 🌧️.

Sure, some of your former students have probably been kidnapped and put into detention centers. But you don't even hang out with them anymore. So what's the big deal, right?

There's lots of rain falling outside. Just think about water. Don't think about the kidnappers. Think about the cool, nice, refreshing water droplets. 

Be charitable! 😱

I just wish some of the middle-class successful people would occasionally take pity on me in my predicament. 🙀

Still seems like I'm supposed to not forget...

Otto Frank was a really great girl dad, and he was rich.

Jesus, take the wheel.

Of course a lot of the rich people don't have to worry about the people who are getting affected by ICE raids, but what about all the middle class people?

Cooler than that?

I can't believe I am worrying about the ICE raids and concentration camps when all the successful people are clearly...

He shocked himself.

 


"Glad I checked this out!"

dianasullivan6059

https://www.threads.com/share/BAXkT56ZXW/

Plenary authority.

A scary Halloween poem!

"This still gives me goose bumps!!"

raising_good_humansx2

https://www.threads.com/share/BAawFIE2Q4/