Wednesday, August 05, 2026

This seems like it's kind of more chill content...

 ❤️Music!❤️

"#fleetwood mac
#cassette
#the chain"

the_cassette_guy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNepgFQMMBP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Rainy evening"

ramos.havens

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbo3BekC_wn/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Okay your turn"

flabulouslo

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbA9lVxO3yY/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It might be fun to get together sometime and talk about formative childhood experiences.

I do believe that having a racist mom babysitter at a very young age and seeing how she was so cold towards the brown boy who was like my first "on a regular basis" friend who was a boy must have been a very formative experience in my life. Because I didn't have any brothers. But also, having some really nice babysitters affected me and my outlook, too.

Just seems like a strange way to lead a life.

There's a guy in this documentary who seemed like he kind of worshipped Wasserman, and he must have been so relieved to have someone tell him what to do all the time. Even how to dress.

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=Yim43NBzh6QivKbE

After some physical pains went away today, I feel like I accomplished a good domestic task.

I just made a bunch of vegetables for a turkey burger bowl and ate it, but it was too many vegetables, so then I said "Do you want a turkey burger bowl? Because I made too many vegetables, and I could really quick put another turkey burger on the grill..." (It's a little grill. It just grills one patty at a time. It's for in kitchen use. It's George Foreman brand and I got it for a really good price at a discount store that's closed now.) And so now I'm providing healthy food for two people and not just one, and I feel like I was able to accomplish something!

After all, it's not like the tax dollars that are being misused have feelings about it. That's a human quality.

 

"Protest happening in the capital"

riseabovejusticemovement

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbqnLX6Mw0W/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I felt drawn to look up something about this "extinction burst" phenomenon again.

"Why Change Feels Hard Before It Works" — RJ Starr

https://profrjstarr.com/the-psychology-of-us/extinction-bursts-why-we-resist-change-before-we-adapt

“Just before a habit dies, it screams the loudest. That’s the nature of an extinction burst. In this episode, I explore why change often feels hardest right before it sticks—and how understanding this psychological principle can help you break cycles, hold boundaries, and stop mistaking resistance for failure.”

— RJ Starr


Things are getting really rough.

First, I need to take care of my physical ailments and affix my own oxygen mask, but I also feel like we might really need to pray for some of the "privileged" people whose entire lives have revolved around a Patriarchal system that's collapsing.

Oops, even that was too painful.

So apparently I can't get anything useful done right now either. Time to lay down and just veg out and do nothing. 

How to get anything useful done right now...

 Susana Baca ‎– "Susana Baca (Album, 1997)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=x3iNZAv6o38&si=5bZCMCt8nPAgu-bl

"Ya no lloraré..." Some of her music is getting in my head now...

"Luna Llena" 

Susana Baca

https://youtube.com/watch?v=7f_0PiEaNEc&si=_xU--7nAVdR2rSqa

"Negra Presentuosa"

Susana Baca

https://youtube.com/watch?v=jm9dW37FJgQ&si=GUvRfkOUAhjleNzG

"Señor De Los Milagros"

Susana Baca

https://youtube.com/watch?v=hsthR6aJVgU&si=SHEjKE7VkXF9EHiN

I guess it's world building time again.

I do think it's very important for people to work through their issues because people can be nice and have every intention of being nice and then they think they're being nice but they haven't worked through their issues and then all the sudden they get not nice, but its like they're not planning on it, but then it just happens. You get the nice person telling you that all kinds of things are more important than human beings getting normal decent treatment. Yeah, I think I'm going to stay in and skip the pool today.

I'm not like that guy. I don't think so, anyway.

But I've met the type before!

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood | The Last Mogul"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=AqeBeojVirbu5MIA


Smarmy smile at around minute 16:30.

So so so smarmy.

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=Yim43NBzh6QivKbE

Such a great excuse to be on strike from swimming again today, like I was for two whole years.

Feeling resentful about small front tooth wiggles when hard foods make contact.

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=Yim43NBzh6QivKbE

It's just a weird time and the collective consciousness is constantly evolving and stuff.

 

"Lauren Hill supremacy bc this album"

janellafstyle

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaTMpRext4u/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Are yee or someone yee know having trouble"

curtis_the_flirtis

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZQtGbVSMNx/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Today could be a pizza day! 🍅🧀🧅🍕🫑🍄‍🟫🌾

 

"Buenos días 🌞"

griselpetru

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaGJEz2x2Fi/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Hopelessly Doughvoted to youuu"

doughtoli

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYUyFEMR_8A/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"It's not worth the energy spent people"

kreepeetz

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DY2s7ivRHAg/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Returning to Anne Frank and some of my German soldiers shortly.

 

"#jaguar #corporateaffairs"

jamalsterrett

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbY4aPHM4bn/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Cars by Gary Numan if New Englanders Wrote It"

wowthatsnutzofficial

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYfHNsANIdf/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Some Thoughts and Ponderings"

johnnylaveie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DayJIDaqeRh/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Okay, I don't know why, but they were advertising this under "plus-sized" "boho" fashion.

"Dresses & Gowns"

https://usa.spell.co/collections/dresses

It's definitely not plus-sized. All the models are tall and skinny. And all the dresses are like, $250. I don't know who's going out and buying $250 dresses for fun these days, but it's not me.

Super objective and not hyperbolic.

"Takeaways from AP review of military families detained by ICE" | AP News

https://apnews.com/article/military-families-ice-immigration-detention-takeaways-9216f7c807273778ac3a40a3d8a5b588

I wonder why the top level manifestors can't get more motivated to go and manifest something better than fascism taking over.

I hope "love yourself" is not the new "But Jesus loves you more than the any of the chauvinistic, racist, narcissistic people who were more ministered to by our patriarchal society will ever even want to!"

People with limited vision getting in the way of church attendance, not great!

"Empty pews and fear of ICE on Maryland’s Eastern Shore after TPS ends for Haitians"

Actually, this is better for the body right now.

"WATER Koshi Wind Chimes Meditation - See the Ocean"

CalmWhale

https://youtube.com/watch?v=jNXAqJh2LGc&si=Xp1tG4QiPq3Mbqrf

I am sad to see this happening again.

I have found that people who don't care about the less fortunate often treat the daughters the worst, too. It's the patriarchal training telling them to be that way, and it's sick! It's sick, I tell you.

Grandpa who has passed on wants you to know that his life was hard too.

None of his business associates cared about human rights for girls or women or the daughters' anorexia or any of that either.

Carmen could do better.

 

"🚮 CleanLAwithMe"

cleanlawithme

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZXhoJtJfrH/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

This is totally not a Balanced or Fair Point of View, but

I'm starting to feel like getting into long term relationships with eating disorders is some rich women's way of being as much like Jeffrey Epstein as they can possibly be without being Jeffrey Epstein.

Time to get up and eat something because my stomach is growling.

 


"12 Days & Strong #lunchladyenergy"

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dboni-uBR0K/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Imagine some kids being the descendants of not only you, but also the descendants of lots of other kinds of people.

The audacity! 

Least viewed at the top because that's how we roll...

 

"'50' d*aths in ICE detention"

flowerinspanish

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbi_w_6vdYQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"They feed YOU."

flowerinspanish

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbg3P-HBih5/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"It's survival."

flowerinspanish 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbjGu_TPEdA/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Looking forward to resuming my learnings today!

I feel asleep and didn't finish the documentary about Wasserman's rough life and tough neighbors and sketchy business associates and all that yet...

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood | The Last Mogul"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=AqeBeojVirbu5MIA

Two chords, one longish sentence.

Oh my God this is fascism and now is the time to be appalled at human behavior patterns and ask when will the shallow people really feel the need to act like it's important to start caring about human rights?


Sloooow music.

"The world's slowest organ concert makes a chord change Wednesday" | AP News

https://apnews.com/article/john-cage-organ-project-halberstadt-organ-aslsp-938b5a1d0bc3d8d0dec5cb19accd00a6

Bad bad bad boys...

 

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood | The Last Mogul"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=AqeBeojVirbu5MIA

What about this one? Okay gotta go back to learning about Lord Wasserman now.

#lunchladiesofinstagram

breakroom.chronicles

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYm2re3xA12/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Tuesday, August 04, 2026

There's so much great music out there being created by so many very talented, very special, very exceptional people.

It's still hard to beat this one though, eh? Daughters of dads and sons of those kinds of persons.

G-Eazy - "Lady Killers II (Christoph Andersson Remix)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=XTT5MIkhEY4&si=6gg_KJdrxycy6Ux_

Seems like a good documentary so far!

Sheds a lot of light on the attitudes of our times!

Blazing Saddles 1974   -  "People Of The Land"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=hYTQ7__NNDI&si=D29HlNmmcRn7ESbP

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood | The Last Mogul"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=AqeBeojVirbu5MIA

In the summertime when the weather is hot, you can...

Go outside and watch a band play! With a singer. And a Navy shipman who whistles into the microphone. 

Adele - "Skyfall (Lyrics)"

7cloudsrock

https://youtube.com/watch?v=sZrTJesvJeo&si=b6IlPB-0F2JvRUDn

🎶👩‍🎤🌁

"Cheerio March (Sing and Whistle) (arr. J. Vinson)"

Vandercook College of Music Symphonic Band

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fX34aP8p1Ts&si=t9C-l7UIqTxoPOgZ

🎵🦉🎼

"How Far I'll Go" Lyrics (From "Moana") Catherine Laga'aia

@Prysim

https://youtube.com/watch?v=lF_XPzxfzto&si=YlRwJeD7FwPcwGkr

🌊🧑🏿‍🎤🐚

Also reading is fun.

My ADD might be a bit too much with this book:

"The Golden Hour: A Story of Family and Power in Hollywood by Matthew Specktor" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/216724291-the-golden-hour

I keep stopping and looking up stuff on the internet. Oh my God. Too much information.

It's so much. 

It makes me want to watch the Riphagen movie again. That's simpler!

"Riphagen: The Untouchable" | Rotten Tomatoes

https://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/riphagen

Back to the "trying to understand" board...

"Lew Wasserman: The Man Who Built Hollywood | The Last Mogul"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz2Arb6mX8&si=AqeBeojVirbu5MIA

Taco Tuesday made me a lazy cook, but it was so yummy!

I also enjoyed some music and other content as I was carefully eating several tacos and part of a spinach cheese pupusa. And I added salsa and lime and additional cilantro on top. Such a good dinner! 

US3 - "Cantaloop (Official Video HD)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=KEE_V1yim04&si=GNzKAPiKNC-aZPGC

"I probably shouldn’t be telling you this"

4bettyg23 

https://youtube.com/shorts/8XLt7kZC78w?si=OSenIoXQfcpbUJv2

I was kind of frustrated lately because I wondered why some people seem to want to talk about certain kinds of topics more than they're talking about what's happening with immigration and children and concentration camps, etc. And then it occurred to me that when people are fearful and aren't mature enough to be honest and articulate about their love relationships, they're probably also fearful and not mature enough to be honest and articulate about a lot of other things that are happening in the world???

Oh, these make me feel good and like I want to cook something!

 

"At work, chopping cilantro, I came across some fresh purslane."

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAgaBtDB/

"Family! Come spend a little time with us"

kimiandherdad

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbE9A3IuatU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"potato burritos with eggs for work"

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAgaFuF1/


Why do other people have to act that way? She doesn't.

My friend who is a grandmother and mother multiple times over never ever acts like I'm "less than" for having PCOS and not having given birth to a child. Ever.

"They ask the matriarch." Daughters, take note.

"ELEPHANTS: WHEN THE DROUGHT COMES, NOBODY ASKS THE BULL"

amy_king_amy_king

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DboT7qWNxQV/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Things can still get much better???

 

"In honor of MCA's upcoming birthday..."

corilovesmusic

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbmbl6stT46/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

What did they do?

"Incredibly hyperbolic." But still...

"This is the darkest day of American history"

pullupspastapolitics 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbntMLZRIyJ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"This is a major alert!!"

pullupspastapolitics

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DboKpgmRZr-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

But what on Earth is going on with this? What???

"ICE Now Forcing Haitian Immigrants to Wear Ankle Monitors"| The New Republic

https://newrepublic.com/post/213953/ice-haitian-immigrants-ankle-monitors

"The Trump administration is making Haitians in the U.S. report to immigration offices to either get ankle monitors or immediately be deported after stripping their Temporary Protected Status, or TPS, last month.

In Springfield, Ohio, dozens of Haitians with TPS were called to ICE offices, fitted with the ankle monitors, and given instructions not to travel more than 75 miles from their homes. The Haitian community in the city is about 15,000 strong, and a Supreme Court decision in June allowed the Trump administration to take away their TPS protections despite the ongoing poor security situation in Haiti.

Many Haitians have asylum applications that have been pending for years. One Haitian resident was told to either wear an ankle monitor or be deported with $2,600, the Cincinnati Enquirer reported. ICE has sent letters to Haitians with TPS to come to immigration offices with “any and all immigration documents.”

“It is important that you keep this appointment and bring this letter with you,” the letter states. “If you are unable to do so, state your reason, sign below, and return this letter to this office at once.”

A Department of Homeland Security spokesperson told The Independent that “Temporary Protected Status is exactly that—temporary.”

“What we would say now is it’s closing time which means you don’t have to go home, but you can’t stay here,” the spokesperson said. “The good news is it’s not too late to get a $2,600 check and a free flight home.”

President Trump infamously accused Haitians in Springfield of eating cats and dogs on the campaign trail in 2024, and the Haitian community has been bracing for heavy-handed ICE raids ever since the Supreme Court’s decision in June. Ohio’s Republican Governor Mike DeWine has spoken up in support of Haitians in his state but has not promised any support beyond that."

~ Hafiz Rashid

So maybe those officers did a good thing here?

"ICE officers rescue 2-year-old found wandering alone in Tennessee: report"

https://bakersfieldnow.com/news/nation-world/ice-officers-rescue-2-year-old-found-wandering-alone-in-tennessee-report-toddler-found-dirt-diaper-immigration-and-customs-enforcement-illegal-immigrants-murfreesboro-police-department-child-children-trump-administration

Looking up the songs to the musical "Annie!"

Cuz I was just watching some videos and it was really fun to see my friend's daughter play the lead in that musical and that's a lot of songs and lines to memorize!

That was a really weird relief dream.

I had a dream I thought I knew who was sleeping next to me but there was snoring coming from the other room. So then I realized there were two people here and somebody else was sleeping next to me and I poked the person and I was like who are you? Who are you? Who are you? And they sort of hid under a blanket and then I took the blanket off and it was somebody I knew who used to sleep next to me and I was like oh it's you and I was just relieved that I knew who it was!

Or perhaps I wasn't supposed to go to sleep yet.

Because going to sleep didn't happen, but I got this song in my head instead.

"The Party"

St. Vincent

https://youtube.com/watch?v=DfxqFAvbPyE&si=HBKoPb3MN2Myw39b

I should sleep on this.

 

"🚨😮 Interview segment takes place at a campsite"

Insidethenation4u

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZs9FqjyUYA/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"A day in my life"

thedailytay

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZdSTkJzaxv/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Maybe it's harder to care about children being put in concentration camps when there's so many challenges with just staying alive day to day.

Just taking care of your own health and well-being is a lot to deal with?

"Real People Are Being Impacted..."

https://www.buzzfeed.com/stephaniesoteriou/ariana-grande-op-ed-body-image-impact

Did this irresponsible behavior cause any suffering to this person's physical body as well as psychologically???

"Don't worry we brought receipts"

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbjGLlMDYJ-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Are people who aren't rich and famous performers real people?

“'I think it's worth considering that the pop star in question has access to a lot of mental health care and the best facilities on the planet, where as the fans watching, largely don't. Many have no support system equipped to handle the deadly clutches of anorexia. Her most recent images are flooding pro-anorexia websites and teenage girls are saying ‘goals,' she went on."

Jamila Jameel qtd. by Stephanie Soteriou 

"Real People Are Being Impacted..."

https://www.buzzfeed.com/stephaniesoteriou/ariana-grande-op-ed-body-image-impact

How come people in the certain industry really want to talk about some stuff more now.

I feel suspicious. 

G-Eazy - "Lady Killers II (Christoph Andersson Remix)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=XTT5MIkhEY4&si=6gg_KJdrxycy6Ux_

Need more than thoughts and prayers sometimes, don't we?

 Whatever happened to age bringing about greater wisdom and all that?


"Just now 40 Year old Kelly..."

@starche1285

https://youtube.com/shorts/mRljJ3eKtGY?si=G1c5_smanogagSDJ

"Some of the best I’ve ever made"

4bettyg23

https://youtube.com/shorts/JwGGLXOkk3E?si=Q5uqy7MAFBDfJUlb

"more protein 🥚💪🏻 #protein #highprotein"

madelainerascan

https://youtube.com/shorts/-xHwtMOYUiY?si=Zf5STOdRBP3JKSZI

It's not my job in this life! It's not my job.

What am I getting? Am I getting money? Am I getting a house? Am I getting better health insurance? No. It's not my job.

This is what I think about annoying people sometimes.

"Their false incompetence is dominance under their guys"

~ Almost what Paris Paloma wrote.

And by guys, I might mean their dads. 🤪

There was also this video about 1960s children and maternal neglect that I looked at for a little bit.

I can haz other therapy song to listen to right now.

I wonder how the juvenile injured raccoon is doing...

"Do It Again" ~ Steely Dan

https://youtube.com/watch?v=jmdiKePVUy8&si=N2hAOZXazSrg18LH

Don't you forget about...

My amazing ability to think about all the stuff. You know what I think about you you you you you you you you. Yeah, that's right.

I don't remember any of my dreams. Perhaps that's for the best!

 

"I promise kitties! It's not what you think..."

theflexiblefeline

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dblp_lrP8Nm/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Eldest daughters will meditate"

heal.with.irene

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbmA0n_BARs/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"This is diabolically insane"

montemader

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dblh5udBiMN/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

But they were still very sensitive about certain other things though.

He was insensitive about this certain thing. She was insensitive about that certain thing. What is going on??? Whyyyy.... Running away. Running away. Running away... Monsters, monsters, monsters... Auuuuuugh.




Monday, August 03, 2026

Ha, I found that one to be a clever question.

What are you going to do when you find out more later that you weren't thinking about at the time?

Anyways, maybe tapping and some hypnosis will help.

Because there's an awful lot of heartbreak that comes along with seeing the potential of what could be, but knowing that some people can't feel motivated to change too quickly when they're more comfortable with the way things are. They don't seem to have a lot of sensitivity towards others and what they're going through. And that's why you need to find the ones who do have more sensitivity towards others. Because otherwise, if you're always around the people who don't feel very sensitive, you're going to feel like a crazy person. And it's not the case. You're not crazy for being more sensitive. You're just more sensitive. And that comes with its own set of circumstances to be dealt with.

Here it is! Oh, how wonderful to find it again!

Fry and Laurie - "you,you,you...."

https://youtube.com/watch?v=2VZuJFntJr8&si=o6OlBH-fI2yXPYKl

I kind of miss being as young as I was when I first found it! Watching it on my laptop. In Virginia. In a house with all male roommates, except for me. That was an interesting time.

Me me me me me me me...

You you you you you you you...

I'll find something funny.


The new to me article about Magritte, and the song that accompanied a skit I laughed at earlier...

"Enchantment and the Courage of Joy: René Magritte"

https://www.themarginalian.org/2026/08/02/rene-magritte-enchantment/

Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=u96rMGF9qVF83Mtz

"costco sale😛"

simplyysri

https://youtube.com/shorts/O8BIaXuMu9I?si=Np1iRjieIrpJjBnJ

There's something in me that's more comfortable with multiple mindsets.

Like wanting to do things that are healing and nurturing and optimistic, to feel more balanced, but also wanting to acknowledge the shadow side of life...

Everyday is an opportunity to take a turn in a new direction?

Today I met with somebody who I think of as a friend, but who also is a grandmother and a mother, and she knows how sensitive people can get overwhelmed in these times. She introduced me to this and did some tapping with me as well. I think I might get the book myself. There's an app, too.

"Rewired - Transform Your Life"| The Tapping Solution

https://rewired.thetappingsolution.com/

I just really enjoyed this, too. I learned more about whales!

"ORCAS: THE OCEAN BELONGS TO GRANDMA"

amy_king_amy_king

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbmJu8KNZ0m/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Next time I would like to take a train down the coast because that is quite beautiful.

"Pacific Surfliner Train"

https://www.amtrak.com/pacific-surfliner-train

I think it was great I was able to go to a concert this weekend and it was performed in a place that looks like a big shell next to the sea! And also, I was remembering being at a convention in San Diego nearly a decade ago. I stayed there for several nights. So as I walked across the deck between parking and The Shell, I was having some flashbacks because it actually was sort of like my home for a few days. I participated in a competition and I even won a medal, third place, that I still have somewhere. Maybe nature made arrangements to make me feel like I was well suited to attend and enjoy a show in that setting.

Pretty cute! 😺🍔💘

 

"Come learn with us! ♥️"

kimiandherdad

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbhGcNCRawr/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


"You got to change your eating ways 🎶 maybe?"

 

"costco sale😛"

simplyysri

https://youtube.com/shorts/O8BIaXuMu9I?si=Np1iRjieIrpJjBnJ

"Herb Roasted Chickpea Vegetable Wellington"

plantbasedrd

https://youtube.com/shorts/l2jg1aIxpHA?si=lBle6WJsIq4aNDVm

"girl who do you think i am"

simplyysri

https://youtube.com/shorts/Ck2U9yCjz38?si=s3I40kAihehAKFxZ

She would do something like that, wouldn't she?

"Billie Eilish Launches Eilish Intense Perfume With Stronger Notes"

https://kiss951.com/2026/07/31/billie-eilish-launches-eilish-intense-perfume-with-stronger-notes-floral-accents/

Ha - ha!

 

"why are you scaring me woman"

simplyysri

https://youtube.com/shorts/eVRoK75Q6T8?si=CWTRbhmA-DtTQO16

"Ethically correct f boys"

quentinnguyen-duy

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4QibkELgb7k&si=Pbj5W5htYP_Rq9-V

It's 11:11!

It was 11:10 when I got the reminder that I set an alarm for 1:10 and I remembered that I was told that when I see a lot of 11s it means my old friend is looking out for me. And I'll take that belief system. I'll take it!

I had a nap!

 

"Just a normal Saturday night"

holhuds

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbiiNk1IKwp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Thank God they are cleaning up their act"

juliahub

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbli93SqNNB/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"I get asked about..."

delusionalpath

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbXLX7J-fP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

You're such an amazing artist.

I can't wait to finally not give a s*** about my own human rights or any one else's just enough to feed your fragile f****** ego. Not even yours. It's your f****** horrible dad's ego. You're a puppet of your goddamn f****** father. Stay away from me.

This seems like proof that rich people can take strong stances on important issues.

"I am horrified that my pension funds private prison contractors and ICE detention centers."

"Readers respond: Divest PERS from ICE-contract prisons" - oregonlive.com

https://www.oregonlive.com/opinion/2026/08/readers-respond-divest-pers-from-ice-contract-prisons.html

Worms in drinking water is disgusting. Better drinking water next time, hopefully?

This is what your tax dollars buy????

"Exclusive: Video Footage Appears to Show Drinking Water Contaminated With Worms Inside Adelanto ICE Processing Center" ~ L.A. TACO

https://lataco.com/contaminated-water-worms-adelanto-center


Less shopping and less medical help for the people who actually feed America. That sucks!

"California farmworkers report effects of immigration enforcement"| Sacramento Bee

https://www.sacbee.com/news/politics-government/capitol-alert/article316695258.html


SO unhealed and SO bad for children.

They're going to know it, too.

"I didn't rig shit!"

u/seeyalaterdingdong

https://www.reddit.com/r/IThinkYouShouldLeave/s/cqMLubyfrM

All this suffering just because of some traumatized dads having messed up childhoods...

 

"check me out"

autumnbruewer

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Da8ZiIvPaYV/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Satire. Obviously."

driven.byjamie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbVZG_cOPky/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"🔥Hot Girl Summer🔥"

burlesonlibrary

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DY0Pb2mP27v/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Menstrual cramps multiple times monthly were also super meaningful.

"Oh Comely" - Neutral Milk Hotel

@Confusling

https://youtube.com/watch?v=OALwvzmW6_o&si=eh5OtWtBy9LWvO0d


Best Life EVER???

I'm sure a little debt and extra dental work is a small price to pay for not being forced to procreate with a monster! Ahhhh...

My cat's so good at loving herself. 💖

She's loving herself a few inches away from me right now. Just peacefully sleeping and totally fine with loving herself. When she wakes up, she's going to be even more amazing at it.

"Besti😺"

jona.marieo

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbf39vHOTOu/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"My besties 🐾🥹"

jona.marieo

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbiWncxB3ri/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

God!

Save a bad dad's daughter from anorexia, too.

Noice.

 

G-Eazy - "Lady Killers II (Christoph Andersson Remix)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=XTT5MIkhEY4&si=6gg_KJdrxycy6Ux_

"#arianagrande"

brown19170

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbjIMBcPnfJ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Do not despair."

theandrehenry

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZLQClBjdrI/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Kids!

Just think of all the potential future fans who still have to survive your f****** survival strategies.

If I'm able to afford it...

And I see another big 🎶 show this summer...

"Really!!?? I'm so upset...."

u/eclecticbunnie

https://www.reddit.com/r/toriamos/s/pk28GvciLO

I'm not buying any merch. I spent my donation money on the rescue of an injured half - grown raccoon. 

Always with Texas demanding to be acknowledged for its specialness again.

"ICE Collected Nearly 1 Million People’s DNA Last Year—Including Young Children" | WIRED

https://www.wired.com/story/ice-dna-collection-fbi-codis/


And how were you affected?

Someday, we can have a real conversation about how meaningful it all was...

Can't sleep. Got to go put a Band-Aid on a paper cut.

 

"Gauguin genius and Epstein free read..."

artlusts

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZI_vtvpVAC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Just finding some stuff out there that can help me process some feelings...

 

"now remember kids! just because it happens..."

delusionalpath

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbd2boQp-4k/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"3 MEN ACCUSED OF POSING AS ICE AGENTS TO SEXUALLY ASSAULT..."

blackgirlonracism

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbj4d-lzhsC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"This video could be 20 hours long..."

leo.taps

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbjgC9yRlgq/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

How forever this takes...

It was very educational to go right out of college and be in all the lowliest and lowest paying positions in our best service-oriented industries: restaurants and academia, while living in a disabled-feeling female body, but it wasn't allowed to be called disabled, because it was just called tough s*** you got that kind of female body, and right now, I currently only have 1/4 of my smoking herbal blend ready in the mortar and pestle, but I had to pick a lot of stems out of the mullein flowers.

I can smoke occasionally.

I mean hey! I guess if some dumb, unhealed from their traumatized childhoods ICE agents have to be entertained like any other human being and then use that as an excuse to torture people...

I have to go out to the backyard that was forever changed by one single wounded juvenile raccoon this morning.

And smoke an herbal cigarette that I will make myself because I've run out of all of the ones I've bought and no place out here carries the tobacco-free cloves.

Nina Simone - "Sinnerman"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=QH3Fx41Jpl4&si=7Tq2r1-wbK7Yd-p1

Sunday, August 02, 2026

These are the times we are living in!

I keep feeling like I'm getting weird little memories of snippets of dreams I had in the past that foretold this time in my life. But I remember more about the feelings of the dreams than the actual plot of them.

"If you care about children..."

attorneymartinez

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbjXlZuyJdv/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Finished with this book now, almost.

Can you imagine if Professor Book Character, blind to all sorts of prejudices that still run rampant in Academia, had daughters instead of sons? What if one of the daughters made the mistake of going to a fraternity party populated with nefarious characters? Sigh...

Also, long-term live-in servants.

I sort of can get into reading certain types of literature sometimes, but...

I don't know how to totally get into certain types of literature when it feels like I've so often got the spirits of the survivors of concentration camps  perched on my shoulders lately.

Goodbye and hello.

My backyard is like a different place because it had a wounded juvenile raccoon in it this morning and I cycled through so many emotions but in the end we were able to get help from someone with a certain special type of training to catch wild animals put it in the old hard cat carrier and take it to an animal rescue and I just don't feel like the same person now. They have the old style hard animal carrier. I guess we might get it back in the future. I know that lots of newer cat carriers are now smaller and more squishy and that wouldn't have worked as well. Probably wouldn't have worked at all. 


A good friend.

"#ICE #immigration #government"

sophiaborzilleri

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXPkC74Ccq-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Also, that just reminds me that my friend who didn't want to think or talk about this stuff because she's too worried about her mortgage is the daughter of a man who immigrated here (he passed away quite a while ago though), so there may be some additional trauma there.

Mindfully...

"Hoard books. Share them with your friends."

charleeremitz

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZp09AZR5aj/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

New channel discovery!

"Family, what did you have for dinner today?"

kimiandherdad

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbUij1_OMnJ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Dad is learning more everyday English!"

kimiandherdad

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbMfpQiud86/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

You know, sometimes gifted people channel things to share with others that are bigger than their own personal stories.

 

"'50' d*aths in ICE detention..."

flowerinspanish

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbi_w_6vdYQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

This isn't the first time I've listened to some of the music from the Carrie and Lowell album accompanying a protest about what's happening in this country right now.

I gotta pray and stuff...

I just got some bad pins and needles feelings in my lower limbs and I couldn't really walk so I had to ask for a bottle of water and now I am trying to take some of the supplements that are supposed to be good for me. I've been stressed out because I feel like my one tooth started to wiggle more today. I'm having a crisis and its probably survivable but it's just not very fun sometimes.

Sometimes, trying leads to pleasing results.

 

Rescues, songs on the radio, good memories, donations, and all kinds of things....

Thompson Twins - "Hold Me Now (Official Video)" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=TvzVTRK1nOY&si=WRGapxKvR2lwn9Vu

The Pond Digger Rehab

https://www.ponddiggerranchwildliferehab.com/

Oh wait, things just got better!

The animal control officer was able to help us out by putting it in the carrier because a rescue just texted and said they can take the raccoon today if we can bring it in a carrier! 

I don't think we could have put it in the carrier by ourselves.

Smoking my tobacco-free clove cigarette.

Telling the injured baby it deserves better. Maybe it can reincarnate and have a better life, and it won't injure itself so badly next time.

Animal control sounds brisk and efficient and on its way.

I don't think a young raccoon should just lounge around in my yard and die a slow painful death, so I am pleased that there will be another, more helpful solution available.

Oops! I accidentally left the cat out but she's completely ignoring the raccoon.

She's leaving the raccoon alone and she's looking at little butterflies and things.

We are sorry. Thank you for being here.

 


I should probably just go outside and thank the injured raccoon for appearing on a Sunday.

Because Sunday is a great time to think about life's deeper and more meaningful questions.

There needs to be a movement or something!

I bet some of the daughters and sons of the rich would be great at assisting injured children and animals though! However, they also need to take care of their own needs. First, assist your own oxygen mask putting on skills before tending to others.

Also, don't listen to the patriarchal clowns too much, because they think too much about their own immediate gratification, and often in regards to sex, and it's ridiculous. They will do anything to distract you and sabotage you from telling your point of view.

"This *ss..."

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbhE6tPAVA0/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Leslie Jones says she would have hooked up with Conan." 

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbcChzZgUyU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

This feels very metaphorical for how our society actually treats children who need help, too.

This all just feels symbolic for how ICE has been treating people, too, you know. I mean ICE is probably filled with people who had s***** childhoods, and nobody ever rescued them. So why are they going to rescue anybody else? No, they need their paychecks.

Well, we've been trying multiple places.

Well, I'm getting the picture that it's inconvenient to try to rescue an older injured baby on a Sunday morning. So I guess we're going to call animal control soon.

I feel like nature is being made visible in many forms and is asking for attention.



This is very sad. 😥

The little raccoon is not in any of the corners of the yard. It just went underneath the window of the study and lays there like it wants to just go to sleep and not wake up or something.

Wouldn't it be nice if there were more injured animal rehabilitation places?

A local animal rehabilitation place says that it is temporarily closed to the public, but it is open to local animal control officers. 

Sigh. Raccoon is injured.

The raccoon came down from the but it has an injured front leg and is not going out the open gates; it just looked like it might want try to climb a wall and then it gave up and went to another corner of the yard.

I tried talking to the little raccoon in the tree.

I went out to the tree and I told it that maybe if it gets itself out of the yard by itself it might have a better life and be able to find other raccoons to help it. But right now it's in a yard where a cat lives and it won't be able to stay in this yard. So I told it that there were things next to the wall and a gate that's open and maybe it can get itself out of the yard. I said otherwise we might have to call a person to get it out of the yard so I was hoping maybe I could convince it to get itself out of the yard. It did seem to feel a little bit less traumatized as I was talking to it. I thought so, anyway. Also, I said I was sorry because I could tell it was traumatized.

The poor thing must have got separated from its family

This morning we have a baby (or maybe not a baby, but just not a full grown one, so a very young) raccoon in our backyard, and it climbed the tree and doesn't want to come down right now.