Grimes ft. Janelle Monáe - "Venus Fly (Official Video)"
Wednesday, March 11, 2026
Oh, I had fun finding this one when I lived in Virginia 😹.
Makes me kind of miss all the time I spent alone in my Favorite Parks. And I never listened to it in my Favorite Parks. I gotta start having more bonding with Favorite Parks experiences again. That was real medicine!
The Dandy Warhols - "Godless"
I'm not saying these are the right thoughts.
Radiohead - "I Might Be Wrong (Music Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=SDUJHpwcaBY&si=6XcbAQLDf6vMj3LC
How come you couldn't choose better husbands and boyfriends to be an influence on your children?
How come you couldn't act like you cared more about your daughters' physical and psychological and reproductive safety?
How come you kept acting like most men and boys were more important than most girls and women?
I have multiple beliefs circulating in my brain, based on a lifetime of experiences.
I believe that men and women who wanted to have kids and couldn't have them should be much more seen and considered and valued by a More Enlightened Society.
And I also believe that adoption should be more valued and people should realize that having your own kids genetically is not proof of you being a better human being.
A lot of people still act that way and it's really s***** and sexist and misogynistic. I honestly think it's kind of just as bad as being racist. Acting like one kind of body is more valuable or important than another kind of body is degrading to the human species.
You could be degrading your own daughters and granddaughters right now with your terribly myopic attitudes. Unfortunately, that's what the patriarchy wants women to do to girls and women.
Some people will also do really awful things in exchange for money or a false sense of security or better health insurance or a house.
People deserve to be more valued and treated well.
Exercise inspo. has not been killed off entirely
My cat is so creepy when she stares at me when she's outside in the dark. If a human being ever stared at me that way, outside, in the dark, I would run and run and run.
And the planned ones too??? Gosh, it's hard for them to win.
"Every Unplanned Pregnancy Is a MAN'S Choice"
yv_edit
People will do so many things to their bodies.
Every time I see a GLP 1 ad I want to chirp: "I'm so happy now! I hope my appendix survives!" But I guess if people have already had their appendix out then maybe it doesn't matter? I don't know; I haven't read all the studies. I just feel very suspicious.
Jesus understands.
Just like they nowadays have different categories of "PCOS," they should also have different categories of "Woman."
"Jesus Is Just Alright (Live)"
The Doobie Brothers
Trust vibes.
Hey, I too had my car broken into and the window smashed and stuff stolen and that was a really different experience.
"Just another casual day in my corporate finance class"
Franci
Even after you paid money for special fertility massages.
And for some reason, sometimes I do kind of wish I could have could have been like one of those hippie moms in Mount Shasta wandering around with her kid in a sling or on her hip in the health food store, or the used bookstore, or the crystal shop. And there's a lot that can go on in someone's life that makes those kinds of things just, like, not happen.
I should have gotten greedier sooner.
Let's make me some money and I can go back to the Ten Thousand Waves Spa in New Mexico. I'm not as young and beautiful as I once was, but I'll hopefully have a much better time.
Credit where credit is due.
"Just another casual day in my corporate finance class"
Franci
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThvKfDkX/
At least he wasn't making jokes about black eyes though!
Lucky him! On to the next project.
"Apple Valley Town Manager Todd Bodem Leaves Position After Short Tenure"
https://www.vvng.com/apple-valley-town-manager-todd-bodem-leaves-position-after-short-tenure/
Pssshaw, fireman fundraiser calendars.
What about a calendar of pensive would-be genius writers in graduate school.
Every month: "Don't; you'll regret it!!!"
Actresses are the best!
"The Corporal" - SNL
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ExMmplQIyO0&si=J7LSbJKRfHxEk9ba
"Colonel Angus Comes Home" - SNL
Me ignoring my macros counting app again.
"Very amazing simple chocolate lava cake recipe"
the_hormone_goddess
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DT0mfTYDNht/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Merch thought... Leads to another thought...
I think I saw a dripping paint pour swan shirt that looked kind of good but I don't know if I would order it right now because, well, who knows if it would be in my preferred size? Haha. And now I feel like reading "The Laugh of the Medusa." Or do I just like saying I feel like reading it? Maybe I'll just be an unintellectual person this evening and veg out. And read nothing. Take a break!
Good...
How can someone believe that being cute is everything when there's so much more going on than that???
These are times when growth is possible, and maybe can even be a lot of fun.
Being alone is an opportunity to become better for the next time when you're not alone.
Application. And this is relevant to feminism.
As a matter of fact, I think a couple of special stories were teaching me that maybe when people let some kinds of love get out of control and other forms of love are not as well respected or tended to, that's a recipe for disaster. So maybe it means people are supposed to learn from the old examples and do better. And start paying more attention to a wider variety of experiences.
Anyways, couldn't that be part of what is going on? And the different kinds of love could be interconnected so when you pay more attention to some of them, the ones that were being neglected, it improves the health of the others (The ones that were getting a little bit out of hand, or people were getting too addicted to them).
Moreover, I think when Eros gets out of control, I almost always think the women suffer worse than the men. I'm sure there are exceptions to that rule but honestly, look at our society. Look at the things that are unhealthy and out of balance and wrong with our society right now. What do you think?
I think maybe Eros is a better experience when other forms of love are also being taken better care of, too.
They need attention and it's not a lie.
I wonder if that song came on after tacos in the park because parts of adult people's inner children are just everywhere. (MGMT ~ "Kids").
I'm not really very princessy most of the time, honestly.
I would have been getting a lot more pedicures over the years if I were, and also I kind of do not feel like putting the squares of chocolate into my macros app because, let's face it, that app does not love me!
I'm sure there were other times in my life when I was active and healthier and I didn't have an app like that involved.
I believe some neglect is happening with regard to the types of love humanity is here to experience and cultivate.
"7 Types of Love (And What They Mean)" | Elizabeth Rider
https://www.elizabethrider.com/7-types-of-love-and-what-they-mean/
This is a very good dark chocolate bar by the way. I think it's what the other dark chocolate bars should have tasted like.
"Tried the TJ Single Origin Organic Dark Chocolate with Vanilla Bean"
https://www.reddit.com/r/traderjoes/s/sNHB3igMNZ
I have a feeling that something better could be possible.
Sometimes I get very troubled because I feel like I have a complicated task and I want to be a better communicator and I suppose people can just forget about some stories and heal that way I suppose. But is that really the best way to go about handling things???
I wish I'd created more stuff when I was younger.
Do people who make music have their younger music days and their older music days?
Or maybe their younger music hours and their older music hours?
You might need to dunk your feet in warm green jelly.
The aloe jelly foot bath! I swear, some kids would love it.
And picked polish that accidentally matched the aloe jelly...pretty good experience, after a 16 year hiatus from pedicures.
It was also kind of fun to observe the princessy people. 👸🏽👣😹💅🏽 I wish I felt I could do this when I had jobs where I was on my feet all day.
Well, wabi sabi.
Well, all things exist on a spectrum, but some 21st Century guys certainly can't blame me too much if their next lifetime is more complicated because the Patriarchical Society was so imbalanced and there were acquaintances who made too many excuses for unwell behavior patterns.
Tweak and refine and make things more fun? 😸
"Why The 1970s Produced The Last 'Free' Human Minds"
SoftThesis
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Y7Yg_1tch5c&si=wncXizjM8wj1Oy1W
"POV: you just got triple sat #reels #youtubeshorts"
briannaleetv
Am tempted to get my nails done???
I've never seen this. It's fascinating...
"got into a bubble bath that was too hot and my fingernails made a gradient"
"That was some really good production quality."
"JANE AUSTEN'S PERIOD DRAMA / 2026 Oscar®-Nominated"
JuliaAks
Grrrrlz...🎶
"Gorillaz will never end: 'We’ll pass it on to the next generation'"
Tori Amos - "Precious Things - PBS Soundstage - Live in Chicago 2003"
Moreover...
Clearly believing in a Cosmic Mother is gonna be highly problematic, and not always for the usual suspects, either. Shhhh...
I just got a little distracted for a second.
She told a joke about coaches!
"I Wanna Be a Dad | Elle Orlando | Stand Up Comedy"
Now enjoying comical, musical content contemplative chums have shared...
"JANE AUSTEN'S PERIOD DRAMA / 2026 Oscar®-Nominated"
JuliaAks
https://youtube.com/watch?v=dxpjzOLVRR0&si=wbndB2zSLDBb3nFm
"Why The 1970s Produced The Last 'Free' Human Minds"
SoftThesis
The universe makes me contemplate parenthood sometimes.
If I ever have kids, I believe they will know what I am like before they get born or come to live with me.
It could be a personal problem, I suppose.
The way The Patriarchy trains some shallow parents to make excuses for predators really gets to me.
You're not doing predators a favor by making excuses for them. You're most definitely not doing other women's children a favor either.
You're setting things up so that other predators will continue in the footsteps of the previous predator. How hard is it to understand that? Apparently it's super hard to understand for a lot of people.
Even in this year, with the Epstein files coming out, and lots of people being dramatically influenced by that, the old ways of surviving the patriarchal society are still hard to discard.
I'm very disappointed in some people's choices. I would have thought this would be a great opportunity for them to release and stop continuing / repeating old patterns, and I really hope they are the last of a dying out breed of mediocrity.
Which means I hope their children and grandchildren make some very different choices than the ones that they've made.
I have multiple layers of reasons to have this point of view. It's not going to just magically go away.
Tuesday, March 10, 2026
The universe can be very creative...
Sometimes people can get very open to experiencing some cheeky things. After we tried a shirodhara session we were so relaxed that we had some very funny conversations with people in a health food store and split a falafel wrap in the car. Then we were not sure where a trash can was so sister went into a Wendy's to throw the stuff away and some guy told her she looked like an obscure actress and we tried to look this person up and it seemed like she was from Grand Rapids.
Universe / uterus alignment
What if my universe gets mad at me if I act like a wimp? And then my uterus acts like a stupid bully. Is that the Patriarchal Society or is that the feminine life force, or what. I don't know, really. I don't feel like thinking about these things anymore.
The phone can go on bed rest now.
I literally just looked up "Brother Mercury" and somebody who is an entertainer goes by that name. I don't know anything about him
I think I'm just going to go look at blah blah blah blah blah grass blades and clouds with my cat.
The truth is, is practicality is very important.
I really like that Mercury Retrograde is so artistic.
It's like what we have here is an artistic personality with journalistic interests and a journalistic personality with artistic interests.
A lot about life is not very romantic. Romance is kind of like a little extra thing that comes with the rest of life, like a dessert.
Maybe?
Anyways, there's been talk of trying to find more artistic communities. There's been talk about musical things. There's been talk about various kinds of lifestyles.
I've talked about my memories or stories.
I just seem to live with somebody who's pretty accepting of a lot of things in theory. Lots of things are acceptable in theory when you don't put them into practice.
What if what if this happened one day? Well I would be open to it. What if this happened one day? Well I would be open to it
What if theoretical what ifs happened, like, next Monday???
😂
I have to commune with my spiritual midwives.
Maybe I'm going to get more into astrology because I've never been a bigger fan of Mercury Retrograde.
Mercury Retrograde is very artistic I think.
Mercury Retrograde is my brother.
The world's still quite abundant with carbs, apparently.
But surely you can prefer to use which kefir because it is less inflammatory? A2
Just surprised that there's still so many carbs in protein rich foods...
Maybe I can give rewards, too.
I just think my uterus is being so nice to me today. And I'm very grateful. So why not give it some more encouragement?
I really think being a mom is the best thing about you.
Not being an open-minded mom. Not being a mom who thinks about reproductive rights for other girls and women. Not being a mom who's cognizant that her daughters or granddaughters might have a different body than her. Not being a mom who is, you know, concerned about other girls and women and feminism and crap like that, that the patriarchy would totally give you s*** about.
Just doing that basic physical labor that the patriarchy wants you to do and disregarding the rest?
That is what you excel at!
As a matter of fact, I'm grateful.
My life is improved when people who have given birth to children prove to me that they're really just cranky little kids. I don't know why; it's so hard to be elevated sometimes. Why is it this way? Why?
I guess I wonder if I have to cultivate the attention of a super small focus group until I I get a little more healed.
Cranky uterus. Cranky uterus always wants her way, doesn't she. Cranky cranky cranky!
Anyways, the lady that rides the lawn mower is cutting the grass in the backyard now.
And yet, the memory of yesterday still lives on...
Hello, cats!
Glad to see you're peacefully coexisting over there.
This looks really upbeat!
I could learn some stuff here.
"I Tried Riding A Penny Farthing (And It Taught Me About Feminism)"
JDraper
Oh! Surgery reminded me to listen to and watch their second song, too.
"Gorillaz Climb the Mountain to Make Their Long-Awaited SNL Debut: Watch"
https://consequence.net/2026/03/gorillaz-snl-performance/
Slouch stomp slouch stomp.
So many men! So tasteful and reserved, compared to Epstein, himself.
"Epstein paid for a conference of top scientists in 2006. His motives are now clear" : NPR
https://www.npr.org/2026/03/09/nx-s1-5721150/epstein-scientists-physics-virgin-islands-conference
"I am not here, however, just to roast Richard Feynman—the problem of unchecked misogyny in the sciences goes far beyond the conduct of a solitary bad actor. Predatory male scientists abound in such numbers that it would be a Sisyphean task to devote a series of essays to describing their abuses in painful detail; even as this article was heading off to press, pop astrophysicist Neil deGrasse Tyson was accused of sexual misconduct by multiple women. In addition to cataloguing the trespasses of individual scientists who abuse the cultural power of their position, we have to dismantle the structures that have allowed their abuses to continue with little to no disruption."
"Surely You’re a Creep, Mr. Feynman | Leila McNeill"
https://thebaffler.com/outbursts/surely-youre-a-creep-mr-feynman-mcneill
I think I feel influences.
I had such a rewarding and intensely personal experience when I went to my teacher's memorial service last year because when I saw all these pictures of her from the '70s and '80s, it was like I was reliving an alternative version of all these things I experienced in those years too, but on the opposite Coast.
"Neighbor of the Week: Erin Snyder"
https://www.raincrossgazette.com/neighbor-of-the-week-erin-snyder/
Almost felt like I grew up around her, too.
This song was on the radio yesterday and it got in my head.
So I feel like I'm going to watch the music video for the first time now.
Martika - "Toy Soldiers"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=LvdLovAaYzM&si=r8vJ9H9LuC6ho_JR
It makes me think of friends from New York visiting Michigan in the summer and listening to a mix tape, and people making fun of this song and of "Patience" by Axl Rose (But why was it recorded and put on the tape? And haha I don't even remember any of the other songs that were on the tape. These are people's nostalgic 80s songs now, but they were very new once upon a time.)
It makes me think of hearing young people splashing around in a motel pool, by which I mean they were probably teenagers dating / boyfriend and girlfriend. And a mom saying, "oh they're young," and how she was young once and would have been doing the same thing.
It also makes me think that sometimes when adults are acting childishly, maybe they just need to be nurtured. Maybe their inner children are just asking for some attention and they need to listen better to their childish sides.
And it makes me think of the 2010s when I was in a modern dance class at a community college and we were put in a small groups and did some improv dance routines for fun. A guy complimented my group by saying, "I like that; looks like a soldier girl."
The song was still going around in my head this morning, so I had to look it up.
And then I found this!
"Like Toy Soldiers"
Eminem
Monday, March 09, 2026
Also quite timely! 😂 (IMO anyway.)
"Bicycle face: the terrifying medical condition that threatened 1890s cyclists" | The Spinoff
There's no time to wait to get rich enough.
"KETAMINE"
ultimabituca
https://youtube.com/watch?v=HfiDxpCLzSs&si=VqOV16QOqUpzeFRd
Some people (so many more than we know) are instead working on optimizing their learning experiences...
"Looking into ketamine"
D! Chill.
"Dysmenorrhea: What It Is and How to Deal With It | OBGYN"
https://coolspringsobgyn.com/dysmenorrhea-how-to-deal-with-it/#
Ghost Guardians of the Uterus being cheesy.
"xkcd: Plums"
https://share.google/VPJNr426EaXZBXaha
Elderberries.
"Monty Python and the Holy Grail - The Insulting Frenchman"
Reading about somebody else's magnum opus over my oatmeal.
"The haunting story of Mary Doefour and one man's quest to give her back her real name"
"Former Morton nursing home is torn down: ‘I hear the neighbors are very happy that it’s gone’" | WCBU Peoria
Womb-like and wonderful.
Kawehi - "Somebody That I Used To Know Mashup (live at The Pike Room on 7.11.15)"
Ronald Mark
This morning, I hope she's running off to a really great and beneficial body balancing appointment!
Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"
Oh, here's an idea.💡 And something else interesting to watch.
"A Lot of Women THINK They’ve Decentered Men…"
@yv_edit
https://youtube.com/watch?v=izsoGDhCB2Q&si=xWLluzpvxnBJQoNy
"Maybe you can work with the assholes when your uterus stops cramping. Maybe, after you either get a hysterectomy or fully go through menopause, you can work with them as an uncredited addictions counselor. Okay. Well, we'll see how many years that takes, I guess. Boy oh boy, doesn't that sound great? I mean as long as some other health problems don't crop up, I suppose that might work out? I don't know. I don't really think that this is an ideal situation for her health. Yeah, let's not count on that."
How to honor and respect your own genetics and experiences.
How to be much kinder to yourself because your genetics are not like theirs. And therefore, your experiences are also not like theirs.
A humble body needs help with releasing attachment to the unhealed, anxious patriarchal culture.
Help yourself heal your uterus and let things go... Hasn't the body felt enough pain and suffering already? Yes, it's been enough. Why should it go on if a better experience is available, somewhere, somehow?
For some situations, I might...
Need music that helps me embrace healing myself and release the need to heal with other people, maybe? I know this is sad because it's happier to heal with other people, but sometimes other people are determined to keep acting like assholes. They choose their addictions and not you. Their addictions are not compatible with your health issues. Maybe you just need to just let it go, and focus on healing yourself, and let them just be the assholes they feel like being. But elsewhere?
I really want to get sleepier now.
I need some sleep. But sometimes I feel like there's some "more successful" people who see "potential" in me but who still feel they have to do things their way, and if my body keeps saying no to the idea of working with them, I have to listen to my body. I mean, why is it so hard for them to change? Why do they feel others have to accommodate them? Well, maybe it's a fear of ego death thing. Sometimes I think these people are also influenced by group dynamics and their group doesn't want them to change because things have been going along in a certain way and if it seems like it worked out pretty well for them and got them lots of money in a big house and if they were comfortable with all that, then why should they change?
Maybe they don't have a lot of empathy for others and they prefer it that way. It's easier for them to live life that way.
Just some thoughts I guess.
I wonder if I'll have any other sea or deep water dreams?
"Diving into the Wreck" by Adrienne Rich
https://www.reddit.com/r/Poetry/s/kixeHE9Ccn
I think women who felt traumatized by people who've also been traumatized by the patriarchy but are acting it out in a different way can get some very isolated feelings. Well, maybe there's other people who are better at feeling really empowered by bravely exploring the difficult stuff, but I do feel you have to be willing to go on your own to take a certain path sometimes, and I don't think I'm totally alone in feeling this. That's partly why I think a poem like 'Diving into the Wreck" exists.
I'm enjoying my magnesium capsules' effects on me!
Plus a Kate Bush music video.
"Kate Bush’s Earliest Smash Climbs To A New Peak, Decades After It's Release"
Kate Bush - "Wuthering Heights - Official Music Video"
Just to make them nicer. More well-rounded people.
I think some of the not-so-sensitive people should have those electrodes hooked up to them, the ones that they've started putting on some men in videos to show them what bad menstrual cramps feel like.
Can't really wait for others to do this.
Going to really get better at seeing the positive aspects of having so much sensitivity to pain that it literally affects my physical experience. So attention grabbing and distracting from whatever other nonsense is happening.
Sunday, March 08, 2026
Belief systems can be good and more healing for our temporary lives.
Decided I believe that some things are divinely guided and when the people in their little corner of the planet work out some things, it generates more energetic healing into the universe and benefits others on an energetic level too.
Also fun...Alas, a paywall.
"In some ways, that Fennell’s Wuthering Heights is this vacuous and one-dimensional feels like progress. Male directors get to make big, unserious epics all the time. ('How many times have you watched Top Gun: Maverick?' I asked my husband last night. 'This month?' he replied.) Fennell, whose film made $83 million at the global box office during opening weekend, is at least proving, with sticky aplomb, how starved we as a culture are for romance. Margot Robbie, the movie’s co-star and one of its producers, has shrugged off mixed reviews..."
~ Sophie Gilbert
"Why the 'Wuthering Heights' Movie Is Infantilizing"
Lol. 😹
"Literary Hub » Emerald Fennell’s Wuthering Heights is a Deranged, Half-Assed Bodice-Ripper That Entirely Misses the Point'
"By the time Catherine kicked her father’s corpse and ran out into the rain again (in the movie, you’re either bejeweled, bedrenched, or be-both) with Heathcliff in tow, I thought, If they don’t fuck now, I will demand a refund. I had to wait another beat before their lackluster Gothic coitus montage."
~ Emily Van Duyne
"As Cathy started dying in earnest, the gallon drum of club soda I had consumed over the course of two hours had filled my bladder to the point of agony ('our drinks are one size'). I panicked, not wanting to miss one minute of this spectacle, still clinging to the possibility that there would be some trace semblance of Emily Brontë in this Wuthering Heights, that we might meet the next generation of Earnshaws and Lintons. Once more, I needn’t have worried. Cathy bled out onto her Princess Peach sheets, Heathcliff wept over her corpse, and the credits rolled to another Charli XCX banger.
I left my husband to gather our things for dinner and scooted to the loo, where I was faced with a David Lynch-like scene far stranger than Fennell’s moors. A woman in one stall loudly begged a drunken stranger (who was dressed to the nines for her Valentine’s Day date) for toilet paper, her disembodied hand wiggling beneath the hanging door, as the drunken stranger opened a stall and rolled a giant pile of tee-pee around her diamond-studded hand, screeching 'CAN YOU SPARE A SQUARE, REMEMBER, CAN YOU SPARE A SQUARE' to me, the only other person in the room old enough to catch that Seinfeld reference. Two young women in Taylor Swift hoodies who had been in the theater with us were weeping over the ending, saying, Why? Why? What was the point? They weren’t talking to me, and god, I was glad, since I had no answer for them."
~ Emily Van Duyne
I decided to have dessert.
I had some date syrup swirled in a goblet filled with a chocolate protein smoothie and I'm reading a bunch of reviews about the controversial "Wuthering Heights" film. They said it's made Emerald Fennell a lot of money. I am just guessing I probably would not like it as much as I liked "Promising Young Woman," but it's kind of a fantastic opportunity for people to express their opinions, huh?
Oh, what a musical city...🌁🎶🌃
Encore un 🎶 digestif (for me this evening.)
Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"
I ate dinner and enjoyed a wonderful soup and salad.
Must figure out ways to tap into the kind of love that is the glue when there's so many different points of view.
I'm changing my eating.
I'm eating to soothe the screaming.
I'm eating to balance the body.
I guess I really have to change my diet a lot more than I thought.
Actually my cat just ate some food for the first time today, so that's nice too. She wouldn't even eat the squeezable treat stuff, but just now she's started eating dry food. Who knows why it was like that today. Who knows why.
And it's very sad and painful and not conducive to good health.
For some reason my cat's not eating today. I don't feel very well. I don't have a nice experience with my gallbladder right now. I have off and on menstrual cramps and I wasn't having those for a while. But now they're back. I'm going to have to change some more things with how I'm eating probably. Probably need energy healings and things like that more than I need anything else right now.
Honestly, I think that stuff like this revibrates psychically when the selfish people try to cover it up.
"Survivor Story: Tammy Wallace..."
jaguarwright
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFyTyAyRolS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"our bodies are really f u c k i n g tired of generations of performance"
sarahswildhoney
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVmbIxKjfeg/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
So today I found this.
"Serious allegations have been raised and for years voices were ignored"
tammywallace_3355
https://www.instagram.com/p/DVamjv2gENM/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"When survivor supports survivors healing multiplies."
tammywallace_3355
https://www.instagram.com/p/DVNC_NQEZgK/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Here is the man who assaulted me..."
tammywallace_3355
https://www.instagram.com/p/DTlRB1pEodk/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
As a chauvinistic, sexist, traumatized Patriarchal Society goes through more changes...
Maybe you will find yourself moved.
And I as well.
"I'm so glad my grandma didn't want me to grow up to be the kind of guy who had to beat down girls and women in order to get whatever he wanted."
I think it would be really nice for the Future Generations if that were to happen.
I think you should get more articulate about why it's been so hard for you, personally, to value the health and safety of most women and girls. In our current society, most of them don't have as much money as you have. You could start with that. That's just scratching the surface, but you could start with it. Maybe you could do mourning pages about it.
"Mt. SAC women’s basketball coach Brian Crichlow wins Coach of the Year for a third year" – SAC Media
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says" – SAC Media
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC" – SAC Media
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"2023 Mt SAC Alumnus of the Year Sona Movsesian"
I think you could pair a book by a pimp with a book by a Holocaust survivor.
"Whatever you think this film is about..."
bronxzou
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVjsRfQj_I-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"House of Dolls" - Wikipedia
Jeffrey no longer needs the physical sustenance provided by our hard-working labourers on this earthly plane.
But Michelle? Conan? Sona? Skyler? Elon? Brian?
They still need physical sustenance!
Disappointed in the Patriarchal Culture, Too.
Michelle and Conan and Sona and Skyler and Elon and Jeffrey and Brian!
But just showing it in really different ways. I sort of feel like Jeffrey's still showing it, even though he's dead. I think his spirit is, like, hovering around and crap.
They're just so special to The Patriarchy!
Isn't it interesting it is expected that they should be the ones who are embarrassed by the actions of some shallow, callous, misogynistic, financially better off people?
I don't know if it's the fault of their fathers, their bosses or what.
I really do wonder if the Patriarchal people subconsciously believe that girls and women just have to get sacrificed to predators so they can have their careers.
I felt rather glad I watched this. It gave me new things to think about.
"Weirdos are where the wisdom comes from 🌱"
fatandthemoon
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVMKa3oD_jN/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Combining two products that I have on hand has been a helpful stand-in recently...
But I decided I'm going to get the Sage & Rose Face Mist I really like again from their company.
Embracing frivolity?
X: Wow! Just because a man can make an insecure woman act like a fashion magazine is more important than a human being doesn't mean the man can't also die and reincarnate into something quite different.
Y: I wanna reincarnate as an elephant.
Some people have a way of reminding you that Jeffrey Epstein was probably brimming with good vibes.
"'Good vibes only' sounds harmless. It isn't."
Kat | The Unpackologist TM
House addicts could be worse to girls than irresponsible alcoholics sometimes.
Hard, horrible upbringings and chauvinistic churches and misogynistic meanies who put abusive men on pedestals were so great at showing us how terrible this disgusting this Patriarchal Society is to girls and women and now my uterus is not well again.
How addicted to houses are they?
I wonder if my sister and I are going to be destitute because 😂 liberal single mom died for patriarchal survival mode and a nice house and everyone else did, too.
Sigh.
I have to eat more dandelion greens.
Uterus got better; gallbladder got twingy.
Always more health stuff to not ignore.
Very, very sensitively 🎶
And hilariously
Enjoying and appreciating my not throwing me over a cliff body this morning
AND
Wondering how the "Gee, kinda wonder what else happened with Adell" energies are doing these days...
"Royal Robertson" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_Robertson
"My mom..."
https://www.reddit.com/r/Sufjan/s/PcIZTFN7LE
"Royal Robertson" - Wikipedia
Thank humans and nature for parks.
I love a park with space and views and interesting plants and creatures to look at.
If I don't have to be in bed with a heating pad and pain remedies...
I think it is a going to the park, lying on a blanket kind of time.
I feel for this human.
Maybe I would give me drugs to relax me. I am not so relaxed. Guess I will see what kind of sleep or dreams happen.
Saturday, March 07, 2026
Tea...Integratron...
I want to go out to a high tea place sometime. Or see the Integratron. That is expensive, to sign up for a soundbath.
Maybe I don't think I have the most optimal brain functioning right now.
And that's because I don't, because my uterus keeps giving me f****** cramps. But then they get better, but then they come back.
And no one told me that it would be really difficult to choose a good healing way of life. How many things in society can distract you...how many customs...how many ways...
Having a peaceful evening before changing the clocks tomorrow...
"If you are feeling overwhelmed..."
adam.floatinghome
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVeGtzrjMdt/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"RACHEL FROM NEW YORK | Omeleto"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=KwlqckmjN7A&si=jmlJ4m_hmQtNY8Fk
"Whatever you think this film is about..."
bronxzou
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVjsRfQj_I-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Is my uterus acting like a pimp?
Thanks to the uterus, I've seen a new-to-me music video.
I wanted to know why my uterus wanted to hurl me over a cliff after I had two good healing encounters and a nap and I thought it was a relatively peaceful day, and this is the song I felt like looking up.
Aerosmith - "Livin' On The Edge (Official Music Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7nqcL0mjMjw&si=cJNu9HnAEXA3xmY9
This is good calming stuff to spritz and add to all the other remedies right now.
Hope the Cosmic Mother is going to help with the medical bills, too.
Practicality practicality practicality.
I hope the Cosmic Mother is pleased with me.
I'm never doing this again. I don't want any trauma. I don't want any craziness. I just want peace. I'm just, whatever is happening, is going to be in service to a greater healing plan. This is the only way I can survive. Whatever it is that I'm surviving. I need creams and potions and time and space and reworkings and the best vibes and the most balanced chi. And everything of that nature. I have to take care of my feminine side. This is what I'm supposed to do in this lifetime. I have to physically take care of a feminine body and the feminine side of a life experience, and it's a big project, apparently, for this kind of soul to do this kind of work in this kind of lifetime. Okay, good to know about this.
It's a miracle. A sense of humor has returned.
"Colonel Angus Comes Home" - SNL
https://youtube.com/watch?v=3l2oi-X8P38&si=5NY0F79XmM41O9Vb
"The Corporal" - SNL
Because they're really good...
Bad guys that are really good guys (I know) can help a lot.
Bad guys that are just selfish and mediocre or the truly bad guys who are just awful are not going to help at all and they need to stay away.
I think the universe can help arrange that.
There's so much strong wind blowing outside.
The wind is blowing after a rainy season this year. I hope that helps prevent any fires.
Pain has lessened greatly and that's so amazing! Sigh.
Some of the other music that transcends everything is coming back to me too.
I get to have my die and get reborn again experience this way. Maybe that's why this is happening.
Everything could be wiped out. All the stuff that's hard to deal with can just go. I could be sublimely reborn. I want to be reborn and new to the world again. And now I can have this experience. It's happening and it's bigger than myself.
My experiences in my body can be bigger than they are.
No horrible institution or sadistic group of people can take my own personal pain and healing process away from me. My own experiences wipe out any knowledge of what they've done or are doing, at least for a little while. My body is bigger than them. I'm just trying to understand what's going on right now.
Maybe I'm being helped. Maybe this process helps me.
Easier to say on the other side of terrible pain. But I wonder if it is so.
STOP MENSTRUAL CRAMPS - "Luna's Touch" - Pain Relief
Mercifulness.
The beautiful pain relief is starting to kick in. Chewed ginger but it wasn't doing much, and then I got down an ibuprofen, black currant seed oil, some swallows of a banana almond smoothie because I could tell my stomach would be upset by the ibuprofen otherwise, and magnesium.
Dear Angels, please help this body.
I need healing so much more than I need anything else? Because I am in a state of suffering from pain really badly right now again.
Say goodbye to old ways again.
Ask the universe for more help you when you get shocking reminders that the cult still wants most people to act like uncaring participants in a Sexually Violent and Narcissistic Patriarchal Cult. The cult mentality blatantly does not care about safety, equity or kindness towards most women and girls. It's members are so desperate to please the worst elements in their wounded culture that it makes them behave in very insensitive ways. Their choices will only look more desperate and foolish in the future as society gets rid of the old toxic patterns.
It's hard to be here right now.
Cramps and chills.
My body is difficult to be in again.
I have a heating pad.
I'm going to do a castor oil pack.
The good cat is with me.
Friday, March 06, 2026
🍃🌬️🔚🪟
"1️⃣Han Puri -- 'The Unraveling of Han'"
howmindswork_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVXfYddjlfB/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Survivor mode.
I'm only going to be more dedicated to healing and seeking healing and staying away from people who do not have enough sensitivity to put the focus on healing when I am still in a fragile state, and in that way I will survive.
It broke again.
I'm going to ask the cosmic mother to help me, because the temporary tooth is not going to last. It's wiggling. Brokenness is what's happening right now.
Your family is unloving and shallow and sexist and cruel and treats male rapists better than they treat girls and women.
I am not turning myself into someone who makes excuses for rapists, just so your shallow, unloving immature, cruel, sexist family treats me better. Because it's impossible.
They will never treat me better. It won't work. I never want to act like them or you. I will die first. I probably will die soon. Either metaphorically or physically. Everybody's going to die soon anyways.
Your horrible excuses for misogyny and rape culture were an absolute horror show to endure.
Torture is not too strong of a word.
My health is paying the price right now.
Not everyone can be as willfully ignorant and insensitive to rape victims and sexual assault survivors as you are.
I hope those bad, sexist patterns do not continue, and that you are the last ones to continue them.
Maybe you'll get the motherly motivation to get better at "real love" now.
Life destroying menstrual cramps seemed kind in comparison to your misogynistic, excessively servile, rape-culture excusing, patriarchal ways.
I can't wait to meet them, though!!!
Here's to your or other people's unborn great-grandchildren who will be so grateful about being less terrible to girls and women than you were.
As you have more selfish "fun" with your Patriarchal rape culture friends in the future...
You're not invited into my alternate universe where people actually do manage to treat one another well and perform acts of love and treat one another well. Fluids everywhere and everything. It's a rape culture free zone, unlike your f****** workplaces and sad social gatherings.
Their babies also deserve to be around people who are better at respecting other human beings than you are. And they will be raised by people who are better at it than you are.
You're a shallow, sexist, creepy, selfish Patriarchal servant and you're not invited there.
You had plenty of time to make yourself a better person. You're clearly unmotivated to get better because you're so desperate to fit in with patriarchal society and that's your first "love."
It's too violent, and so it will not work out.
Go away.
That's not how I show my love right now.
I believe I have felt love but I am not hanging out with s***** misogynistic assholes who cater to rape culture for meager temporary rewards. I don't care how rich they are. I don't care what political positions they've held. I don't care how many babies they've pushed out of their bodies or how many women they've impregnated. Or how good they are at making excuses for the bad behaviors of the patriarchy.
Go f*** yourself.
What kind of "love" do you really want?
What kind of "love" do you think you need?
What kind of "love" do you mean?
Is it too mean???
You're fine???
You're just not sexually predatory or misogynistic enough to be "successful" in some places.
If you had raped underage girls they would just love to root for you more, I guess???
If you accepted more semen in your life and pushed out babies and turned a blind eye to sexism, you would be doing what good girls are supposed to do for the Patriarchal Society???
Your paycheck would be fatter???
People would love you more???
What kind of love is that???
Woe. I mean, WOE. I mean, WOE!
"Mt. SAC women’s basketball coach Brian Crichlow wins Coach of the Year for a third year"– SAC Media
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says" – SAC Media
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC" – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"Recapping Mt. SAC’s Recent Harassment and Discrimination Cases" – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/08/08/recapping-mt-sacs-recent-harassment-and-discrimination-cases/
They can help the children and grown people in the concentration camps in five future lifetimes maybe.
In the meantime, as they're helping people like Elon and Wendy, maybe they can also invite some of the predators from Sona's training ground to join them.
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says"
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"2023 Mt SAC Alumnus of the Year Sona Movsesian"
100% SURE
I'm sure Michelle and Sona and Conan would treat Elon, The DAD of The CENTURY, far better than they would ever treat me. They should hang out with him. I spent enough time with him. Them, and Elon and Elon's Baby Mamas can probably help each other a lot.
Honestly, I think I just have to go find much better people to look at and think about now.
Isn't the psychological pain of misogyny so damaging, too?
Since I heard a crack, I wonder if my temporary crown will last the weekend?
I think you should figure out why, and start expecting better of humanity.
You are still behaving like a human being who wants to be cruel and insensitive towards the people you were trained to treat like garbage, just to be able fit in with a cruel, insensitive patriarchal pattern, perpetuated by the cruel and insensitive patriarchal cults.
They must have really wormed their ways into your vulnerable brain at a very, very tender age. I hope your children are a lot better to other kinds of people than you have been, but I'm really not counting on it.
On the bright side, they have so much in common!
Conan and Sona and Michelle could probably really help someone like Wendy. Why don't they reach out? What's stopping them? I think they're just still too addicted to treating girls and women who aren't incubating patriarchal patterns the way they are like worthless garbage. I think that's what's stopping them. I'm sure Wendy was very traumatized by being gestated in the body of a teenager. And by having a dreadful father. I'm sure she needs a lot of help that people like them just can't provide for people like her. Maybe she'll find a better church. Stop posting such racist, misogynistic disgusting things.
They're just being so discriminatory and dishonest and sexist and patriarchal.
Since Conan and Sona and Michelle still give me very strong vibes that they lack respect for most women and girls, and Conan spied on me and barked at me like a dog, I want them to explain why they also still have to act like poorer people are worthless pieces of garbage compared to rich people.
What is it that makes it feel SO good for them to act that way?
Apparently, being genetically blessed and financially blessed still doesn't make you want to be a well or healthy person.
Like with a regular, normal level of empathy for what is happening to other people right now.
Apparently, you're still so addicted to your misogynistic sexist survival mechanisms that you just can't stop choosing Patriarchal Patterns and dehumanizing other people.
You don't have the motivation to grow more and become a more respectful person?
Well, that's really all about your comfort level, your motivation, and your enjoyment.
Whatever floats your boat is still very bad for other people but that's what you want.
Just don't expect all people in the future to want to behave the way you did.
Now I'm probably going to have to call a medical professional.
Unfortunately, I heard something snap after I chewed. I wasn't chewing. I was being really good about not chewing all this year. I wasn't chewing. I have had a temporary crown on a healing tooth since the end of December.
But now it's gotten worse.
Now it feels like I'm a being treated like a worthless piece of garbage by the unwell, unempathetic mothers and sexist dads. AGAIN.
Genetically Superior Sona and Genetically Superior Wendy and Genetically Superior Conan and Genetically Superior Michelle will not be able to teach us more about how to not treat people backgrounds like worthless garbage anytime soon, will they. They're too busy fawning over men who treat girls and women badly and getting rewarded.
Sometimes mothers don't do a very good job of raising their children to respect other human beings.
savagewendyvan
https://www.instagram.com/p/DT5EQVKlJxH/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Even if you try to like them personally, and you wanted to like them, they are still so deeply motivated to treat someone like you like a piece of garbage.
They are still being influenced by their patriarchal society to be terrible to others.
Isn't your world kind of bizarre?
Why did so many people vote for these kinds of people to run things? Why.
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
For the health of society and everything.
Maybe some of you should figure out why some people will just fall all over themselves over the cleverness of certain individuals? And is the point of life, to make people fall all over themselves about you? Or is it to learn more other things about life, and about what's going on with others?
Several true things about today.
Today I'm glad the world is filled with a variety artistic and wonderful and creative people. I've been noticing how sensitive I am to even just some water being spilled on me right now. I feel like it's enough to care for the cat I have, when it comes to caring for little dependent beings. I'm happy the cat is napping next to me while I figure out how to take better care of myself.
Sigh.
Some bedridden with cramps stuff happening today. But it could be worse. It seems like I'm taking care of it now. Actually calming down and not being in pain is such a nice experience that it's almost like a cleansing or something.
My hat I made for myself is cute.
I knitted it in the round and I put a pom pom on it and sometimes people say it's cute if I go out and wear it. But it did something strange where it twisted and it started to look like a turban and reminded me of gurus and of people who need deprogramming from cults, and if that's the case (and I bet it is) then don't delay. Don't do it for me. Do it for yourself.
I had buckets of tears pouring down my face earlier. And now I just feel so much calmer and I'm sipping tea. In a way, this is actually so much better than a lot of stories you might read...
Not messing around with this again.
Got the heating pad and ginger tea with the big chunks of ginger in it because cramps started showing signs of flaring up again.
Who would want to take that belief system away?
Just think of how many people with challenging relationships with their parents would benefit from believing in a caring and compassionate cosmic mother energy.
That's kind of helpful to realize.
Super glad the universe decided to make me weigh more right now actually.
All things pass!
Empathy for the girls and women who have been taught to orbit around cute and wonderful sons and brothers and husbands before moving on to something that's a lot better for everyone and also more cosmically motherly!!!!
Beatles reincarnated might catch some feminine health complications.
Physically spiritually sociologically emotionally mentally psychologically psychically peaking...
She's a Cat Whisperer!
Wow! This is like a completely different cat.
"I just got home from a long day at work to this"
lucilletherescuecat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVe1_kvka3x/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Matador, matador...
I was in the backyard because had to shake out a blanket and it was red and I ended up swishing it back and forth... It was fun. (!)
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs - "Matador (Official Video)"
Bodies, they must be dealt with.
Mine is gurgling. Probably because of my buckwheat crackers and pistachio butter binge.
One time I was in the car and with a friend and I played a longer piece of music for her on my phone and she wanted to stop it when it was most of the way through and play "Dust in the Wind" by Kansas, so we did that, and then we finished the "Impossible Soul" song.
I played her "They Are Night Zombies" because that was the first one I heard, on a college radio station in Claremont, and she didn't like it so much because it reminded her of people going to war, but I felt differently than her, and I still really like it.
"Plenty of people on the Epstein list have children."
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women | Tyler Bender"
Transformative!
That one time I listened to this song and stared at the white stuff the airplanes make in the sky.
"Danger Zone (From 'Top Gun' Original Soundtrack)"
If they're SO concerned...
Why aren't the Podcast Bros obsessed with adopting orphan children????
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
Staving off death!
Better Buckwheat Maine Crisps (savory fig and thyme), salted pistachio brother, apricot and chia seed fruit spread.
🎼What a song.🎶
Sandwich sounds good.
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
https://youtube.com/watch?v=aTsjfMx8o0I&si=HXkzQsuu9wgsUjmx
Thank you, comfort zone!
"The Hidden Sexism in Wedding Traditions"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
https://youtube.com/watch?v=m3M9g5HZWZM&si=LRsfDrdsSnsbCm27
I can sleep soundly beneath Mama duck's wing now.
I HAVE to make better use of my restaurant industry experience soon.
"this will haunt me until I drop the check #server"
briannaleetv
I don't mind the "maiden mother crone" thing.
I really have also felt that either men or women could be motherly, I think.
"The holy trinity of maiden mother and crone..."
Steve Nobel
http://youtube.com/post/UgkxCIXEtESMSBoE-BIyZ1AVlfyQsnq1vPNT?si=ZJQZOh2Lhd0qH6gc
"Maiden, Mother, Crone: Embracing the Sacred Feminine in All Her Phases"
https://downtheforestpath.com/2013/12/05/when-maiden-mother-crone-isnt-right/
"You Are A Triple Moon Goddess And Here’s Why | Blog" | Tia Marie Johnson
https://blog.tiamariejohnson.com/you-are-a-triple-moon-goddess-and-heres-why/
Thursday, March 05, 2026
This is 🎶 fun...
She likes Kate Bush! And some people I never heard of. Also a bunch of others I have heard of.
Peaches' "What's In My Bag?" | Amoeba Music
Inspired to honor Frida. Probably visit her house someday.
The Growlers - "Monotonia" (Official Video)
It just feels like cosmic things are happening lately.
I have been having so many weirdly arranged dreams and I've been feeling like even the worst information is somehow being cheered on by groups of enthusiastic onlookers in a spiritual realm or something.
I really think she did a great job with this one!
Also, just remembered my sister's friend who was taking Ozempic got appendicitis the weekend my sister was visiting me and had her appendix out. So don't count on that stuff being popular forever.
"The INSANE Art History of the 'Perfect' Female Body"
bekahart
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8ooRZqSyPig&si=FIAlC8-KMo7Ur3GL
"She Took Compounded Ozempic..."
https://www.healthline.com/health-news/compounded-ozempic-appendicitis
Cilantro harvesting earlier today...
Muchismas gracias!
I had some on my cauliflower crust pizza.
"I work in California, USA and agriculture..."
Obduliah Ag
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTh7KMh6W/
My app informed me I went over my carbs today. However, you're not supposed to assume the app knows what's best. You're supposed to get a personalized plan from a professional. Especially if you're perimenopausal or in menopause. A lot of women are eager to learn more and will pay $$$ for educational content that helps them get their health needs addressed. I believe it will be a burgeoning market.
Lol, the golden retriever paws on the laptop keyboard.
"Waffles has a whole new cat corner to enjoy thanks"
thegoldenbreakfastclub
I like these challenging intellectual activities lately.
Plus, fun inner child tunes.
Kenny Rogers - "The Gambler"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7hx4gdlfamo&si=86Oop2YfSJLQ35Y0
Color Yarn
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