Monday, August 24, 2026

Probably just have to look for the little gifts in life these days.

I discovered I had two herbal "Lunar" cigarettes that I'd hidden from myself and they're like a gift. From the Blue Lotus and other fairies.

I feel like I might be able to have more conversations in the future if some spirit or person wants to talk to me.

Instrumental yoga music with weights and who knows what kind of music with swimming is nice to hear today.

Fun with patriarchal nonsense!


"The triggered maga boys"

thefunnygina

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbYYwNQhsfv/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"episode 2: THE SUMMER I BECAME..."

ilovefarideh

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbEEFx3vgs6/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"You need to..."

dr_hannah

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcZUqo9uXyW/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


This looks like fun with fabric and fashion.

" SOLD OUT‼️"

aniksanandco.in

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSZi1zKEW6q/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


It's the darkest hour just before dawn where I live!

 Blessed are all the reincarnated souls evolving at their own paces.

"She said what she said"

munchkinstevie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbwUGuRRSQw/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"She left her coop to start a new life"

luke.pre

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcY201-TLsW/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"I am not crazy"

loudly.leo

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcZEayDIwMA/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I'm not dealing with their lordships right now.

It seems as though the spirit world does not have as much invested in hierarchical status as a patriarchal human society does.

Whee! Some people's childhoods are my younger adulthood.

"Name: Singing horses"

@miki.hva

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDC1d5WC/

It's the middle of the night, or rather, the morning when it's still dark.

And I just feel like way too many women have gotten duped by the patriarchy and I can't stop feeling that way. So I have to go sit by a stream and sing and strum an instrument or something. I mean men could be fun to dance with and stuff but they're not very good at so many things. I hate to generalize. I know there are exceptions. It's just the exceptions are so few and far between... I need to go cry by a stream... The Earth classroom has been such a trial in this incarnation... Look out for things to get better. Consider communicating with spirits that want to help you. 

Sigh.

Go ahead and dabble in imagining being a self-absorbed patriarchal person, because you're never gonna be able to truly regress to that point on a permanent basis in this life.

Sunday, August 23, 2026

Four strings on a ukulele. What a relief for a beginner!

"The Lute: A Happy Family of Instruments" | Skillshare

https://www.skillshare.com/en/blog/the-lute-a-happy-family-of-instruments/

"As long as you're having fun" a patriarchal figure who loved music and the arts used to say. 

Decries has the word cries in it.

"Servicemember aboard USS Lincoln decries father’s ICE detention"

https://thehill.com/homenews/administration/6046254-uss-sailor-father-ice-detained/amp/

Why does it seem like "Pressure" is my fun to listen to song right now?

 


"I am late Gen X / Xennial..."

ebonyelizabeththomas

https://www.threads.com/share/BAOGfXp4Eq/

Billy Joel - "Pressure (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Iyv905Q2omU&si=mlL-6LQ2m0yq-i9J

Julia Jacklin - "Pressure To Party (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=CZFyqzTCt-I&si=yWnHmmDbxMHy1C7-

Might be curious about a place...

The name "Allston" accidentally came out of my mouth today.

"Allston-Brighton - Global Boston"

https://globalboston.bc.edu/index.php/home/immigrant-places/allston-brighton/

"Washington Allston" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Washington_Allston

Petting a cat is a good thing.

Probably too many movies teaching people that when the great injustices happen, the warrior gets activated and then convinces people to do the right thing, and that's less likely to happen in certain circumstances, but then again one wonders if it does make sense to be that way sometimes, but perhaps not enough has been said about chilling out and petting the cat and all that sort of thing. Children need to learn how to heal from trauma and a lot of the weird behaviors and messages they were exposed to carried over into adulthood and  actually the point of that thought probably was that adults who used to be children need to figure out something better and more healing. I think petting a cat is better right now.


Lately, I was supposed to know several layers of things.

"Angel Blessings: Cards of Sacred Guidance and Inspiration by Kimberly Marooney"| Goodreads


I was supposed to look at some books on account of some things that have been happening here. 

"You Are A Channel by Sara Landon" | Goodreads


I was supposed to remember this movie exists because people are watching it in another part of the country.

"I just watched Somewhere In Time (1980)"

Time to go back to the petting the cat and the little string instrument!


"Protecting your cortisol levels"

nathan_ing

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Da5Rcd9BqsZ/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"results@end"

theclemetsons

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dblf-bAOkHS/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"A Chicago school bus driver..."

teesferalmind

https://www.threads.com/share/_5l08AaTW/

Maybe everyone's learning to be more heutagogical?

"MAGAs, serious question..."

transformativeadventures

https://www.threads.com/share/BAbcX3yRgQ/

"Judge to One-Year-Old Baby: File an Asylum Application"

aaronparnas

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcW0aEgglUG/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Heutagogy"

nichunterreal

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcTZukzAYgI/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I really do wish this was more of a shocking sentiment.

"Project 2026: Women are treated like breeding machines and are no longer worth anything once we can't."

a_real_democratic_socialist

https://www.threads.com/share/BAVEP-0Y6o/

Ha - ha; it's a lifelong affliction.

"You are so fortunate that no one is ever going to treat you like a real cult leader being that you're just a feeble woman."

Another time, another time.

"Disenfranchised Grief in the 21st Century Studies"

Someone needs to keep people who make ointments in business.

Sadly, it's painful to walk. Chafing. Who knows why?

Somewherebehindthepinkhat

 Cat eyes...

"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"

JJMilare

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bQNQ1qdg9zc&si=ADXifaxHTHY9qI6F


What a silly and ridiculous game!

"Hungry, Hungry Hippos game commercial 1978"

@BionicDisco

https://youtu.be/iA0ukIwg3cw?feature=shared

Can there be a movie about her???

"Seventeen Witnesses Testified Against Lincoln's Widow. Her Lawyer Called None."

Boring History 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=pgKhIl_0YoQ&si=tJU2rFIMGFO7l94l

I feel like I've excavated and uncovered an old self that I really like, apparently!.

This just reminds me that sometimes when I lived by myself in an apartment in Illinois there were times when I was incredibly lonely, but then again, sometimes I felt so freeeee... And when I was taking my solo long distance road trips... That was the best...

Bathtub is much cleaner (even the weird unsanded side) and the old junk mail is getting weeded!

I love the smell of bleach. It smells like a vacation or something. I feel like new possibilities are unfolding right now!

I just like that "Pressure" song.

I don't need to watch this show but the other eater of the pastries enjoyed it and said he didn't think the ending was as bad as people online are saying.

"The Boys ending..."

u/ hiiloovethis

https://www.reddit.com/r/TheBoys/s/IKZsZjxknJ


I must make my pilgrimage up north soon...

Actually I got indoctrinated into a cult too; the Cult of Snoopy.

"Meet Snoopy's siblings!" 🐾

schulzmuseum

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DW9i3Y6D8ad/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Live a little!

 


Buy three pastries! Two savory and one sweet.


 And then share them and say, but it's only like I ate one and a half pastries.

Anyways, not everyone can join the same cult in this lifetime, and that's a good thing.

Would you like to be a devotee, a.k.a. like a Stepford Wife without the husband? Obviously not.

So offensive!!!

"ICE Detention Center Says It’s Not Responsible for Staff's Sexual Abuse of Detainees"

https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/ice-detention-center-says-its-not-responsible

Tell your Trump-voting financial advisors it's okay to not be so whimsical when your tax dollars are going towards ICE being mean to 11-year-old girls.

"Family members describe recent ICE arrests in Santa Fe as residents protest

New Mexico U.S. Rep. Leger Fernández calls on federal immigrant agents to resume policy of staying away from ‘sensitive places’"

https://sourcenm.com/2026/08/20/two-family-members-describe-recent-ice-arrests-in-santa-fe/

"Economic Times - Quote of the day by American poet Mary Oliver: ‘You Must Not Ever Stop...'"

https://m.economictimes.com/news/international/us/quote-of-the-day-by-american-poet-mary-oliver-you-must-not-ever-stop-being-whimsical-and-you-must-not-pulitzer-winning-poet-on-wonder-independence-and-taking-charge-of-your-life/amp_articleshow/133437275.cms

Saturday, August 22, 2026

I'm sure this fun song from childhood I heard on the radio today was made to help people, actually!

 Billy Joel - "Pressure (W/Lyrics)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4QvNft-MxLk&si=Zvdsd6_lVZbirGX_

I don't know. It makes me think of dancing or horses prancing and stuff.

The people who are being mistreated are going to survive and grow up and remember this time, and what will you say to them?

I think ignoring what's happening to other people's children is not good because that's fear-based and it's just absolute insanity. Okay, well, I understand when people get into survival modes so they don't have, you know, crippling anxiety attacks all the time, but like, survival mode is to help you get from moment to moment; it's not overall the best way to live a life.

Be honest, make yourself feel good, etc.

Maybe if people were better at taking care of themselves in all kinds of ways they wouldn't have to be ignoring it so steadfastly when there's blatantly obvious stuff happening that's really bad for humanity and really needs attention and healing!

I wonder if that's the case sometimes.

Do you think some people are afraid to talk about what's going on because there's too much that it might show them about some of their thought processes and patterns that they need to change and they don't want to change them yet?

I'll just give myself a little time to enjoy some music therapy.

I like these; they're fun.

"Girl (2015 Remaster)"

Tori Amos

https://youtube.com/watch?v=boNX-dl7VXc&si=5xqpQ9dHMbLeAabR

STEVIE NICKS - "EDGE OF SEVENTEEN (Original Video 1981)"

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hSp4F7u7sjY&pp=2AEAkAIB

SAIL - "AWOLNATION (Unofficial Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=JaAWdljhD5o&si=mLOCV_Ri5_H-U5JD


I should ask Nature for help with the ADD.

Such an interesting book the adults would talk about when I was a child, and I finally read it and then I reread it several times. But nevertheless, I got distracted anyways. And now I want to start using flower essences more again; I haven't used them very much this year.

"Behaving As If the God in All Life Mattered by Machaelle Small Wright"| Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/798829.Behaving_As_If_the_God_in_All_Life_Mattered

Maybe I should say to the body, "Thank you for letting me know" more often.

Things can get so interesting that it's easy to get distracted, but then I get signals that I have to take better care of this body in this life because it's kind of a particular one and that's the thing I cannot leave or escape from in this life.

Oh I guess I'm resting and reflecting now.

There can often be something that's kind of appealing about some people who found a way that seemingly works well enough for them in their life, even though you know you can't adopt that way for yourself. "Father-In-Law energy."

The sun is going down. The moon is rising...


Hopefully helpful songs...

The Beatles - "Golden Slumbers / Carry That Weight / The End"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=b1q5sn21ZkQ&si=WqxZaIonJPcOKXd9

I feel relieved that a lot of people have access to good things.

I was even looking at my apartment and feeling like, man, this place looks so good right now. Just think about how much better it is to be living in a messy apartment than in a terrible detention center right now. I kind of wonder why more people aren't thinking things like that, sometimes. But anyways, I can understand it better if people tell me that their nervous systems can't handle it or something. Because my nervous system got a little bit challenged today. I wanted to do something fun and so we went to a coffee place, and I ordered an extremely delicious coffee drink but I ordered it decaf. However, the person I was with did not order the decaf version and I tried both the drinks and then I got a bit jittery. I was like, why am I jittery, because I ordered the decaf drink. But I think having a few sips of the other drink was throwing me off. I don't know why my body has to be so sensitive. I think it's just with drinks with espresso shots in them because a regular cup of coffee poured in a restaurant doesn't seem too bad for it. But it's these lattes and stuff with espresso shots in it that always really challenge my nervous system if I don't order decaf. I don't know why my nervous system is wired like that. I know other people's nervous systems don't act that way with those drinks. My drink was very, very good and I'm going to try and get it again soon. But I have to have the decaf version, if it's an espresso drink.

Rambling...

Excuse me for being more interested in migrants not getting put into concentration camps than in whatever Osho was all about because I read about Osho in a library book but I wasn't, like, inducted into his cult at an impressionable age or anything. There's lots of different kinds of information and energy out there, and the other evening, I felt honored that the Universe wanted me to pay attention to the spirit of Lucy. I really do feel like I believe in other lives and I believe I've had memories of being a spirit who passed on in other lives and I know the spirits sometimes try to talk to people they knew but the people don't always want to listen. The spirits are trying to say things like I'm okay. I'm still alive in another form, and the people are still grieving and they don't want to listen because they're still in shock. 

But I feel like the Lucy spirit was really happy to get through, and maybe she doesn't mind anything as much as humans on Earth mind it, and maybe she was just trying to be helpful. She's just like, I'm not dead. She's still alive in spirit form. I had a lot of fun with that experience and I hoped other people could have fun, but anyways not everyone's ready to have fun yet, I guess. Anyways, the one who said she could hear Lucy didn't seem to have anything else to say and I felt like I shouldn't ask. She was looking at a TV program and somebody was performing on it, and it was like a competition where people sing and dance she was like, oh my gosh, I was just looking up that place on the map, and it was some tiny obscure town in Florida where the performer on the show was from. Apparently she just taps into lots of information and perhaps she doesn't hold on to any of it for long; she just moves on. I was kind of sad. But anyways, I suppose one has to move on from these things. Or just wait and see if another time is a better time to talk about things, maybe.


This is my musical project!

Music can save teeth.


"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"

JJMilare

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bQNQ1qdg9zc&si=ADXifaxHTHY9qI6F

It's also a good time to read more.

 

"Number the Stars..."

maydaypartyof5

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcWPlH8N2Za/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Dear Fox"

maydaypartyof5 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcWPnEBt2SN/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Documentary about Patricia Douglas and others available to watch on the director's channel.

"Girl 27" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Girl_27

"Girl 27"

David Stenn

https://youtube.com/watch?v=590vNRpjhwE&si=pppy6036pTjFW2X2

Shared with me this a.m.

"Overlooked No More: Patricia Douglas, Who Challenged Hollywood’s Culture of Abuse" - The New York Times

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/08/21/obituaries/patricia-douglas-overlooked.html

Sometimes I really do wonder if there are spirits of women from the last century, from like 100 years ago or so, who are with me.

X: Interesting that you found that to share with me and it's also interesting that you know people who live in what was said to be Fatty Arbuckle's mother's house.

Y: Do you think there needs to be a cleansing?

Update: Maybe we have to check that story. Was it somebody else related to him? His mother died before he got famous, I think.

"Roscoe Arbuckle" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roscoe_Arbuckle

Some other words...

But they can have what they already have, and more in addition to that.

People are so immature I can't believe it.

Am I back at the babysitter's house now, probably so, but anyways...

"Love the One You're With"

CSNofficial

https://youtube.com/watch?v=SY4HI_vqf0c&si=4k19BNW2NBx5PX5I

Sometimes I wonder why I'm not more advanced already. Maybe I'm just a slow learner.

Anyways, it was interesting to read about how she was able to communicate with her brother's spirit almost right away, even though the rest of her family was too conservative to be able to do so.

"You Are a Channel: Receive Guidance from Higher Realms, Ascended Masters, Star Families, and More by Sara Landon" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/199457100-you-are-a-channel

I have another spiritual thing coming up.

Why are some boys so much better at thriving in a Capitalistic Society in this era. But they are still so angry anyways.

O heavens, how fast can change happen?

Blazing Saddles 1974  - "People Of The Land"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=hYTQ7__NNDI&si=uCMU8FNfkf3eaJe4

Maybe tomorrow or today?

One time, there was a bunch of a product that I could tell maybe could get sold on eBay or something out by the dumpster, and we collected a lot of it, and I haven't put it on eBay because I've had a block about it.

Anyways, it's always interesting to see what the curious people end up learning more about others and themselves.

Also, don't need to behave like a rude cult leader just because you have gifts. 🫶🏻🎶😊

Maybe I could play this on the ukulele if I practice a lot and work really, really hard at it!

"Angry angry people..." 🎶 to the tune of "Hungry, hungry hippos..." 🎶

"Hungry, Hungry Hippos Game Commercial (1978)" 

@BionicDisco

https://youtu.be/iA0ukIwg3cw?feature=shared

I feel like certain stones and crystals could be good support.

It's a trip when you have to make your own path and not follow group dynamics.

Or you could give yourself something nice, like a spa vacation!

You'll have more fun sooner that way!

Sometimes people don't have the funds for a spa vacation, but then they ask for some kind of guidance and assistance, and then it just feels like they get the energy of a spa vacation. 

Kind of amazing to know that that really happens.

I got the nudge that I'm supposed to learn more about different kinds of angels. I'll probably do that next.

The Beatles - "Golden Slumbers / Carry That Weight"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=b1q5sn21ZkQ&si=pv4FpzeM9rT1nSFv

That's what friends are for...

Be well. Be on a healing path. Be your own friend.

Sometimes that's the best you can do.

All you can do is process your own experiences and then look for opportunities to feel better and have a little more joy again.

Oh, spirits and angels.

Man, the way people on Earth act sometimes is so harsh, and sometimes it makes me feel like if I didn't live with a nice person, I'd likely already be dead by now.

Oh! It's just how they are sometimes.

People are awful sometimes; they really are. Perhaps being awful helps them feel able to survive a tough world, or whatever. People don't want to listen sometimes because they just don't want to. People are determined to do things the way they want to do them. People are very hard sometimes and they choose what they choose.

You have to recover from a death.

 Sometimes grief is the thief of joy. Sometimes grief is more about how people are hard than about a physical death.

Let us cry... I hope it could help...

I have to feel better soon. I woke up and I feel tense. I feel upset about surviving horrific trauma. I'm sad, and I feel it in this body. It's horrible, man. It's horrible, horrible, horrible... Prayers for more healing... Peace be upon people. People deserve more peace. 🕊️🙏🏻❤️

 

Friday, August 21, 2026

Life can be silly, and watch out for too much sugar; it's like drugs!

My friend and I were buying dinner at the grocery store and we both were eyeing some peanut butter cups in the checkout line and I asked her do you want them even though inside of my mind I had thought to myself better not buy those and just then a tattooed guy interrupted us and asked if we wanted any medicine and his friend rolled his eyes as we declined his offer and then they both left without buying anything. 


In my fantasy book club, we discuss who chooses to abandon (or perhaps to not abandon) who and how and why by reading this text.

"The Cut Out Girl: A Story of War and Family, Lost and Found by Bart van Es" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/36978239-the-cut-out-girl

"The right way?"

Doing it "the right way" doesn't seem to be any guarantee of getting the right outcome.

"Welcome everyone"

_incrediberry

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcHyzcHTort/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Today, I read a story"

_incrediberry

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcR5eofzOhj/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


Beginner's mind...🌈🎶🌊🙇🏻‍♀️

"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"

JJMilare

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bQNQ1qdg9zc&si=ADXifaxHTHY9qI6F

Human beings are going to get better!

 "Six O'Clock (Extended Version)"

Ringo Starr

https://youtube.com/watch?v=mkOAvWST-Hk&si=WuTCJWgmioF0NRZ_

Things are still weird right now!

"Baby Deer Trapped On A Freezing Pond"

u/Mr-Ouchen

https://www.reddit.com/r/BeAmazed/s/9nnCgQWwyF

"Another foreign object was thrown onto a WNBA court"

u/Darth_Ronin

https://www.reddit.com/r/SipsTea/s/6fgM2dTnGL

Who first came up with this chasing a carrot at the end of a stick idea?

 

You're supposed to get better at talking about things so that the things don't keep happening!

Angels may work in mysterious ways to make things look more interesting in the long term.


"Who are they referring to? 🤔"

Val

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDPANxgL/

"I do it for me, for little me"

yourdailydoseofselflove

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcRfHAkPWin/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Trying to help..."

alchemicallyarticulate

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMyijmBOzI/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Oh, this is very nice. Please share it with all the struggling ones in their special bodies.

"Imperious" - Etymology, Origin & Meaning

https://www.etymonline.com/word/imperious

That might take a while. Better talk to some angels.

You have to be realistic about managing your expectations. Things don't just change overnight like that in the Earth realm.

Oh my God, that would be so insane. Society would f****** collapse?

Just imagine if you lived in a society where women got rewarded for being motherly and caring towards women with reproductive health issues.

Paulsen sounds interesting. I wish I knew more about Malcolm Bosse who wrote "Captives of Time."

Reading and sneezing loudly...

"Obituary: Gary Paulsen"

https://www.publishersweekly.com/pw/by-topic/childrens/childrens-industry-news/article/87636-obituary-gary-paulsen.html

"Malcolm Bosse" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malcolm_Bosse

Part of me wanted to make the name look like "Undigo Gurls."

"Airplane" ~ Indigo Girls 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MhVcbRldEfs&si=ijvtb1UOtKnIBMRD

People have to get over things.

Also, it was such a dreadful shock to find a possum corpse along with the towel in the cat carrier; I just keep getting reminded that that was a dreadful shock.

Different because a lot of times things happen on the right side.

Need life to be nice to me because I think I might have a pinched nerve on the back of my neck on the left side, but also close to the middle, this time.

Oh darling, it's such a daunting knowledge to grapple with and I have to be a little melodramatic to handle it.

How much things can change or be different just because of some genetic circumstances and environmental differences. Here's The Beatles being dramatic and talented...

The Beatles - "Oh! Darling (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nUuFYhVq6ws&si=7A--Z3anGlAUI65T

Oops! I woke up too early.

Grief. Ask angels for assistance.

Why other people cannot be more helpful. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

Oh my gosh, next, a weird sense of calm is helping. 

How did that happen.

I got to have the gratitude because it happened and some of the painful feelings from grief are getting transformed into a calmer state. 

It's a miracle.

I hear a train. I wonder if I could take a trip soon...

 


"Artisanal ice cream"

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDPARCTX/

Thursday, August 20, 2026

Sometimes I just wonder how that whole trend got started.

I find it to be one of life's challenges when just because people appreciate somebody's 's talent OR exquisite gifts, they say things like "so and so can do no wrong" when I know very well that "so and so" is a human being and can do plenty of wrong.

I'm having a really nice evening!

Listening to The Tenth Island on CD and eating warmed up vegetarian chili from Trader Joe's has been a peak experience. I'm on CD 7 now, the last CD. Also, my new brown slip on sandals with very thick high heels made me feel tall walking around the kitchen, like I'm on stilts. Opening and shutting the microwave and getting things out of cabinets is a lot more fun. And they go well with a dress that I like, but the skirt is a little long on the bottom.

"The Tenth Island: Finding Joy, Beauty, and Unexpected Love in the Azores by Diana Marcum" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/39975783-the-tenth-island

Oops...But I do feel a bit more educated now.

 


"I've watched this film too many times not to have an opinion."

hjichan

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcL-5quBFsN/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

No one knows what it's like to live in your body like you know it.

I got so exhausted. Finally it's getting better. Survived.

"Anddd how is this medical care in 2026?"

laine.bruzek

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbeszkXD9-1/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Such is the life!

Wanted to go to a singing event but had to stay home and take a nap because I got soooo sleepy...

There's so much that can be done with vegetables!

 


"Carrot Tarte Tartin / Upside Down Tart #carrot"

CapucineEmily

https://youtube.com/shorts/S3eyA2QiP7w?si=nuTGQtOD_M7GR4c0

"The dressing Grandma kept in her fridge all summer"

WyseGuide

https://youtube.com/shorts/xsvG9aOKCfs?si=OEVLMvxvmUSDLskg

"Viral Korean Sweet Potato Hack"

kalejunkie

https://youtube.com/shorts/ekOTPrWct5s?si=LPh-W7kMIIE8jWu6


It's just a dream...

I dare to dream that if some people who have been through a lot themselves (and perhaps haven't worked through their own traumas enough yet), invariably encounter someone who's been through even worse things, perhaps even a small child who's not grown up yet, I hope they're not going to behave in taunting manner towards an even more traumatized human being when they could be doing a lot better.

Pushy pushy.

"How Gate Agents Are Pushing Back Against ICE Airport Arrests"

https://time.com/article/2026/08/19/ice-is-asking-gate-agents-to-help-arrest-passengers-some-are-pushing-back/

Yay...

"Yay! Now you get to learn how to have more patience with stubborn people."

versus

" Yay! Now you get to have more fun and work on creative projects together."

Especially if the women are "different from the norm" in some way...

It's so averagely patriarchal for people to not want to listen to or care about what some women are experiencing. Going along with the "norm" is very important. Fitting in with what the Patriarchal Society wants is sooo important.

soopbrains

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDysqqa3/

But apparently a lot of women are getting better treatment if they bring husbands and boyfriends to doctor's appointments, like what they've been doing at auto mechanic shops. And they're sharing those experiences all over social media platforms now. So that's an interesting development.

Not everyone can do it if not everyone is genetically set up for it.

I feel like cult dynamics are just far too exhausting and not the best for everyone's health right now.

Why should you care? You seem to be ensconced in the cult of acting like you don't.

"'I Can’t Focus on My Schoolwork’: A High School Student Agonizes That Her Parents Will Be Seized While She’s in Class"

https://mindsitenews.org/2026/08/20/high-schooler-agonizes-that-her-parents-will-be-seized-ice-arrests/

"How Many Sexual Abusers Have We Cheered For During The World Cup?"

https://lataco.com/fifa-world-cup-sexual-abusers

"Trump administration to open untouched national forests to logging"

https://www.npr.org/2026/08/18/nx-s1-5936495/trump-administration-moves-to-open-untouched-national-forests-to-logging

"The U.S. debt tops a record-shattering $40 trillion. Yes, with a T."

https://www.npr.org/2026/08/19/nx-s1-5937552/the-u-s-debt-tops-a-record-shattering-40-trillion-yes-with-a-t

I'm sure some of them are a lot nicer than others.

Some people remind me of what ICE agents are probably doing every day just so they can say, it's just a job, I'm just doing this for the paycheck.

Oh, okay. Well, maybe it'll get better soon.

"$ome people have aligned themselves with behaviors that are akin to toxic masculinity in order to survive in a patriarchal society, and that's what you're getting from them right now."

Sad violins for real, not the ironic ones.

People who you'd have thought would be acting a lot more empathetic and compassionate towards others right now... Well, that's not what they're doing. For some reasons.

Emotional immaturity sucks.

"The system meant to protect ICE detainees has collapsed" : NPR

https://www.npr.org/2026/08/20/nx-s1-5850361/grievance-ice-detention-immigrants

I guess they just don't want to have fun. That's fine.

I don't know how you can even have fun when some people are so determined to be mean?

I don't think masking is a very grown-up activity at this point.

I don't care if some of you are reincarnated lords; you can stop acting like it.

What an experience.

So first, there was a wounded juvenile raccoon, and a raccoon symbolizes wearing a mask, like when people are always masking.

Then there was a whole bunch of stuff going on so we could get the raccoon to a rescue place. Felt grateful and made a donation. 

However, the raccoon had to be euthanized the next day anyway. 

Finally we get the carrier back and unbeknownst to us it contains a dead possum.

In conclusion, maybe it's better to just get animal control to euthanize the creature right away next time?

Well, this looks like it could be a nice experience to share.

 I wonder if they have some decaf options.


"lil morning adventures"

destany.sweet

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUusY7h/

Isn't it good to know that there's some good people out there?

 

"Thought it was just the big cities at first"

Beater2Beamer

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUuVUHd/

"#fyp #viral_video #lgbt🌈"

Michael_Foote

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUuUVJD/

"Friends/Fam"

_✨trres🌹_

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUuHWbs/

Growing pains...

 

"It's a Sin to Tell a Lie"

brenda.cummings.33

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcL_lCeR9TY/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"😂 This sketch is pure comedy gold!"

Ferrellimpactsnl

https://youtube.com/shorts/bLyvgz13qYM?si=OawerzX8-Qz2jNXL

"he wants to tell u a secret"

quddusgorden

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DatRTDyJTCr/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Prejudices and pettiness problems.

At least maybe there's some nicer spirits out there who don't find it as socially advantageous to discriminate against certain kinds of people so much and so often in exchange for the short term benefits.

If only we all had equal access to a nice scream.

 "25+ Heart-Healthy Recipes with 6 Ingredients or Less"

https://www.eatingwell.com/heart-healthy-recipes-with-6-ingredients-or-less-12063552

Picking up some gossip from the nearest Detention Center.

Psssst psssst psssst bunch of selfish, materialistic control freaks psssst psssst psssst actually that one's not even a very nice person sometimes psssst psssst psssst oh look out, here come the guards...

Just kidding, but sort of true, too.

People like you make reading literature about the holocaust feel like a relief sometimes.

Do it for the rich pro-life moderates.

"Olympia"

u/Mysterious_Glasses8738

https://www.reddit.com/r/hole/s/AZnmksSlYF

Hole - "Olympia"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1Qnpp5zSISA&si=PLQePiZo-sJvtguV

Life goes on, continuously peppering the masses with more ridiculous moments.

 


"Dutch divorcee signs divorce papers 📑 #sketchcomedy"

@letsdoubledutch

https://youtube.com/shorts/JHjgLddN8z0?si=ZqwgCSBcl8eF1tiV

The Golden Girls said lots of acidic things. And they got a laugh track. And a really nice place to live.

Thank you for being a friend in a parallel reality, LOL!

Wednesday, August 19, 2026

Has it not gotten old yet? Is it not time for something to get better yet?

Why do you have to be such a snob, so determined when it comes to not listening to certain kinds of people, just because a very imbalanced society trained you that if you acted that way, then you could fit in better with the prejudiced ones who were supposedly more favored by the imbalanced society.

"If it's the devil they want..."

maka.the.bean.queen

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcKeKaaspCz/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Why emotionally immature people cannot hear you"

francescapsychology

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcOXs3ho-Ep/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"1 year ago today and 1 year since the death Carlos Roberto Montoya"

chicadeluz_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcPO3VfBTR6/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

May the joys of becoming less superficial swamp the wellness sphere sooner rather than later.

 

"Chibbi was one of our first volunteers"

handsoff.stockton

https://www.instagram.com/p/DcNVXbFOs7k/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"This was an uncomfortable reality to accept"

Carter Brown

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUUGmHo/

"Thank you @Gabby George"

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUUy591/

Who voted for this insanity?

 


"Daily Memo: An Increasing Number Of ICE Detainees Are Being Deported To Africa"

lataco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMWXgOPXbx/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

This is just horrific, and I wish it wasn't happening.

 

"The Trump Regime is building an ICE concentration camp just for children."

therealchancemeeting

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcOp_rqMhbO/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I wish this Society valued the women & girls inside of the ICE facilities and treated them better.

I also wish this Society valued the women & girls who are not inside of the ICE facilities and treated them better.


"and why these things are encouraged by other women but not the advancement of female medicine
‼️‼️‼️‼️ EXPLAIN"

emeleedahla

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcL6FoxRdzc/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Lol, this one reminded me... 🍑🥧🩴

"#peachcobbler #lunchladyenergy"

breakroom.chronicles

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcPF5L2Smu-/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I got the peach cobbler flavor for the shaved ice I bought the other night, and it had cinnamon on it. It was really good.

"Chaotic mermaid!" Ha ha ha ha.

 

"Write 'Mermaid' in the comments"

babushka_en

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DK0MpW7IVeI/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

# bimbostoicism

babushka_en

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMOfK_Cqnu/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Recovering from shocking things happening again.

I feel sick. 🤢

"Opinion | Status Defines Friendship for Too Many Americans"

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/08/19/opinion/friendship-luxury-good.html

Sounds like Harvard is coming down in the world. 

"Why the Closing of Harvard’s Writing Center Matters"

https://www.theatlantic.com/culture/2026/08/harvard-writing-center-closure/688331/

The horror of nature today. 🫪

I just discovered a dead possum was left inside the hard cat carrier. I thought it was just a dirty towel, but no, it was a dead possum too. That was inside of the apartment for days. Oh my God.

"Well it must have been dead when you brought the carrier back."

"It could have been a live possum. I didn't look inside the carrier."

Oh my God oh my God oh my God oh my God. 

Oh my God.

I think it was probably dead.

I was thinking about these two children's books recently!

Because when I read it as a kid and loved it sooo much, I even got my grandma to read it when she visited the island: 

"The Sign of the Beaver by Elizabeth George Speare"

https://goodreads.com/book/show/830182.The_Sign_of_the_Beaver

(But I prefer the one I had, a pale green 1980s cover with the two boys next to a stream on it.)

Because I never read it and lately I am curious about it:

"Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1) by Gary Paulsen" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50.Hatchet

Maybe I will check it out soon.

These poorly parented dudes look like they're in the parking lot of my old apartment complex.

But I never lived in Covina so that's not the way it is. Good on us for getting out when they raised the rents and finding a place with a yard! Still feels awfully close, though.

"Take notes!!"

ricardosalvadormirandaa 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMt0lrP-Ui/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Knew each other in a past life.



Is this on purpose.

"What a major discovery!"

daviethegoliath

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZi2-crv5nj/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

All the cults burn out eventually, too.

Elevate art that helps you more but not so much the cult of celebrity culture, I would say.

And why isn't humanity doing a better job with the information in those files?

I'm sorry to have to say this, but sometimes people who are insensitive or too focused on dealing with the world by only relying on their own pleasure seem just a hair away from being one of those guys in the Epstein files, and a bunch of stuff that passes for normal right now is not going to look so good in the future, because people are actually getting more sensitive, not less sensitive.

Not asleep. Nostalgic.

Or something. As if this life's memories are woven in with remembrances of other eras.

Duran Duran - "Come Undone (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Epj84QVw2rc&si=08weLJa1wpGb2wvm

"Can't believe everyone that passed by said no"

rearseatrobert

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcNHUP4Dt5-/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"#mentalhealthawareness"

klatopathian

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMigO7Md6l/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"#bimbostoicism"

babushka_en

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMOfK_Cqnu/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"25 Forgotten Diner Sandwiches America Used to Order"

@Retro State America

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZmJl36rdSkI&si=uk_bB484an8UcoyS

Older & newer content for contemplating the other side of America.

"Casa Susanna" | Chapter 1 | AMERICAN EXPERIENCE | 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=bZJzBRpuQ9I&si=EwYldnHMFwnR8cMn

"This Tiny Upstate NY Town Has 7 Bookstores"

@gabsmall

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZtkkZDpeiQA&si=RG7iqWJtut-X3YIY

Tuesday, August 18, 2026

And anyways a Good Vibes Mentality has room for this.

Some of the idea is that it's good to protest what ICE is doing when you know you're not one who is at risk of getting kidnapped, because that's helping show the people who are at risk of getting kidnapped that they are human beings who matter to you. And perhaps even more so, it shows other people who also probably won't get kidnapped but who worry about them more than you do (because it's their neighbors and coworkers and friends and family) that you still care anyway.

Some people have been really determined to serve Joy lately!

"Serving Joy (Award Winning Dark Comedy)"

@reeelhorrorshow

https://youtube.com/watch?v=a4XTVzuLj3c&si=rV90nxi6lPU67DWV

I think this guy is good to his female characters, and hopefully he also was good to the actresses!

"THREE COLORS (Krzysztof Kieślowski)" - 4K Restoration

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1HeEUjqsI1M&si=o9mJOCsu2Be9__CF

I suppose sometimes it seems like one can only be tough for so long...

Then the heart softens and people want to go back to enjoying life and a variety of pleasures. Because maybe having a softer heart and enjoying life and a variety of pleasures is a natural state. So, what is to be done when the state threatens the natural state?

Suffering! But soldiering on.

"Your generation constantly treats white men better than any other kind of human being on this entire planet. Full stop. This is not about having an argument. You need to acknowledge you have been doing this and figure out why. Maybe you can journal about this when you get the opportunity."

I need access to online content because...

I've heard zero moms in real life express any concern for the health of women and girls after this administration made everything more dangerous for their bodies, and why do you think that is? Well, a lot of them grew up when people thought feminism was a bad word or something and they didn't want to use it to describe themselves. I just think they were socialized to not talk about such things and I don't see how that's actually to their benefit most of the time.

The violence is exhausting!

I mean it wasn't that long ago that somebody was threatening to kill my sister on the job and I had to fight people we knew because everybody wanted her to just stick it out and go with HR so she could keep her health insurance and HR wasn't goddamn f****** helping; and if they they'd been the only ones around, I think she would not be alive now. I'm scarred for life. I spent my entire life trying to help people stay alive. That's how it feels when I look back at it right now. And then people who've been more successful at being colder and less sensitive have the audacity to act like that means nothing. Well, of course. Why should I be surprised?

Anyways, if I was a nice cup of coffee...

Anyways, if I were a man, I think some people would have had more respect for my points of view and been nicer to me because men do all kinds of stuff and get forgiven for it all the time. 

Like what have you forgiven men for lately that you wouldn't forgive me for if I did it, cuz you haven't forgiven me for just having a different point of view and not expressing myself in the "nice enough" way that the Patriarchal Society says all the females are supposed to express themselves?

ICE apparently has no respect for women's bodies.


"Leaked video from ICE detention"