Sunday, June 07, 2026

Yesterday's walk, yesterday's walk...

 

Theme from M*A*S*H because of the ambulance in the last picture (which looks like it is the first picture).

"Mash theme song"

@lathanluu4535

https://youtube.com/watch?v=GIGYLBVjYZA&si=yGtYvGYOIxDiFBTI

The Forgotten Military Vehicles of ‘M*A*S*H’

https://www.military.com/off-duty/autos/forgotten-military-vehicles-of-mash.html#:~:text=If%20you're%20going%20to,military%20vehicle%20of%20all%20time.

🎥 Cinematic! 🎬

 


"Hello it's me Sarina!"

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPkL95g/

"Be that bad bitch"

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPkkkNy/

"My sister..."

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPkYFN1/

"Two sisters, two horses..."

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPhoydt/

"The older I get..."

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPhmAE1/

"Wanna match?"

Rina's Corner

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPhmBJc/

This kind of thing and the feminist content brightens my day.

 

"Yall think they're still together?"

4_v..n0wwww

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBPrrCUC/

Make believe or begin to believe

I'm going to make believe to myself (or begin to believe) that I don't have to be like some of the meaner people with money I've met and maybe I can feel not so poor and feel more able to be well off enough to not feel triggered and upset by cycles of poverty that have happened on this planet because humans really struggle with that stuff a lot for some reason.

People dreams

 I had a dream that a tall man was on a park bench in the middle of winter at night staring at some houses and thinking it would be nice if certain girl was there with him. But he couldn't say it. He just had big feelings about it. And the girl was there but just in spirit and she with either behind the bench or on the bench, too. 

I had another dream about being invited to go to a lesbian wedding with a woman as my date and it was suggested to me that instead of a trust dress I would wear black slacks and a button down white shirt and I said I would think about it.

Oh, another little thing around the periphery of the dream was there was a kind of mean mother figure but she would give people gifts and you could choose to enjoy them or not. And she was telling me and another girl that she was disappointed that a third girl was not enjoying her gifts properly and we had to commiserate with her even though we were kind of scared of her. Because we were able to enjoy her gifts a little bit more than this other girl was able to enjoy them. I don't quite remember the details on what the gifts were. It kind of makes me think of drinking a glass of white wine. But I think it was more involved than just a glass of wine.

A cat dream.

I had a pretty good cat dream after some other kinds of dreams. I had some other kinds of dreams where I was observing some characters who were in the Show Business industry and those were sort of just okay dreams. Not being able to fit in very well with it was part of it. Smarmy man being able to fit in well with also part of it.

The cat dream was about how I had a cat and in the dream it was a little bit different from the cat I have, and it had some ancestry with some Wilder cats. 

In my dream, the cat went back to some of her Wilder cats and they went very high up on some rocks and it was beautiful to see but I just hoped my cat would come back again. 

I called out to the cat that I had in this dream. My beautiful girl. Be careful, my beautiful girl.

Saturday, June 06, 2026

I really badly wanted an herbal remedy for anxiety earlier in the day.

Tonight is the time for it. I'm doing some processes again. I really was neglecting my processes. I was neglecting myself too much, really. Even though I was exercising more and bought some clothes I liked...that's kind of surface level stuff, you know. But it's kind of fun, but it's just not what you need sometimes as badly as something else that you need.

One of those steps towards a better way of life.

I need to get a lot more satisfaction out of my own path of healing. Even if it is quiet and not that interesting to other people, that's fine. Don't get pushed off the path so much by some other people and what they are doing and saying and choosing. Especially at a time like this.

This is a loving boundary.

Children deserve to be adopted. I cannot adopt children with childish adults. It will not happen. I really must focus on my health first. But wow, love is great, isn't it? That's real. Real love.

The next exciting thing...

The foot underneath the pillow where it feels cool.

Fools don't know what it feels like to lose everything.

The way my nervous system gave out on me in the past. 

And it wasn't like that tonight. 

It was not as bad as it was a few years ago.

But maybe I forgot that it could be. 

But I am not forgetting it now.

So really it's the body that I am grateful for again. 

It's teaching me a lot.

Boundaries can be beautiful.

No, not for me right now. No parties no performing no podcasting, no. No no no no no no no no.


I feel like I am not the same person as I was earlier this evening.

I am floored by how much I need to heal my own stuff again. I'm in a real state of other people can do whatever they want and it's fine because that's what they're supposed to be doing so they can learn from it. Perhaps I've dissolved something and I just will be in recovery for a little while now. Grasping at little fragments of energy that got scattered about, collecting them to make myself feel whole and reborn again. I don't know why I've chosen such a dramatic way of learning. I don't know why. Especially when I was known as a quiet person. My gosh my gosh my gosh. It's so humbling. It's so humbling. A whole new you...

Taking care of your health is the first thing you need to do.

This is cute but also I know people need to heal themselves deeply and rest and repair their nervous systems.

"Little Guy Refused To Quit"

u/9year_old_amanmehtA

https://www.reddit.com/r/Awww/s/VPs1l18zwi

I want to try to get better in ways that don't make my nervous system flip out so much. I got to remember that.

I'm getting more clear on some things now.

I know other lifetimes happened where people pushed themselves too much and it went too far and that's why this lifetime is supposed to be different and be better. It can be really good. It can be healing. It can be better. It can be more. It can be full of surprises that we didn't even expect. But wow, it's really, really time to get back on the healing path now.

I have pushed myself and I'm going to get back to the healing again though.

I accidentally pushed myself too hard if I accidentally push the person I care about too hard and I need to really gather my healing energies and become the kind of open to healing person that I'm always hoping I can be. I don't understand why I do this but I'm going to get better because that's my only choice. I have to get better.

I have a strong message that healing needs to come first.

I just got some really intense tooth sensitivity. So much that I wonder if I will need extra assistance with it. Oh, I am sorry we have struggled so much. We have asked a lot of ourselves! Need to get better at healing and patience and opening up in ways that serve a more healing pattern. I will ask for more healing and guidance and help from gifted healers. It's been so much to go through. The sensitive people need the healing ones. The healing energies can be more elevated. We have been through a lot and we deserve extra healing. Extra healing can help us. We can ask for and receive help and healing. I really pushed myself  somewhere and I've really got to get back to a healing place now. Help us really heal ourselves. Help us know we can heal.

Some internet content is so good!

 

"The last peaceful second..."

u/ korkutcetin

https://www.reddit.com/r/cats/s/vjvyQaCW9s

"she's staying pretty stationary..."

lucilletherescuecat

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZORI5NgkRh/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"#italiangirl #livinginamerica"

francescalimolij

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWSsJp9ASU9/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

She's here! She's filled with attitude. She has plenty of self-confidence.

My cat probably loves me more affectionately than some people's parents love their kids, and I didn't give birth to her.

This film is so Oooo goo Oooo D! 💕🤪💖😇😻😭

 "CENTRAL STATION | 4K Restoration - In Cinemas"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=qCoqppCsEa8&si=lKdRfAjEQp_Yk8FB

That brother has bothered me for a long time.

I really liked this movie when I was younger called "Central Station," and I still think it's really good but there's this part at the end of the movie where the little kid meets his brothers, and there's one brother who just seems depressed in a way and it's  like he's kind of...really off.

And if you're not, then...

Why would the universe have set it up so perfectly to act like you are????


I guess more people will get tired of it eventually.

 

"The Patriarchy is built on control"

drlb_sb

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZQSlN8PG5Y/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I guess nothing is an original idea, is it?

"Kim Wilde: ‘Maybe aliens are using me to put out a record with them on it’"| Pop and rock | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/music/2018/apr/04/kim-wilde-maybe-aliens-are-using-me-to-put-out-a-record-with-them-on-it

How can such a mentally ill person run any businesses?

 

That's what I should have asked, in a very calm, cold and curious way. I need to find the calm, cold, curious people and co-regulate with them.

Things are getting too boring, sometimes.

I should make more money soon and travel to other countries and see how they've ruined the Anne Frank House. I've seen people complaining online that they've ruined the Anne Frank House. I see no reason not to believe them; they probably have.

It's a weird life, but I guess the universe does reward creativity.

I am aware, universe.

"The Lonely Goatherd (1965 Original Soundtrack Version)"

Julie Andrews

https://youtube.com/watch?v=SYGdv3b3hv4&si=k8_qcANSTDFxrKSo

Next time, the universe could also probably give some people better parents who don't give them the kinds of initials that remind some people of Nazis during the fascist takeover of America. Next time...

Your self-esteem might take a beating.

Honestly, if you read pages 126 through 130 and all that her parents went through to get her her Iron Maiden and Kim Wilde posters... Man, she was kind of spoiled. Maybe it's better to have parents who don't love you that much.

"The Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/991197.The_Complete_Persepolis

Huuuuh.....

Oh well. People don't talk in real life anymore. What can you do?

Just consider the absolute insanity of these times we are living in.

More people in this region probably spent money on "health food bowl" made by a Trump worshipping gofer woman (and not a white woman, either) today then checked out "Persepolis" from their library, for free. 

"Marjane Satrapi died of sadness at age 56."

celinecelines 

https://www.instagram.com/p/DZKZjSXDrpU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

What was her mean side like?

Sometimes, when she didn't like people, she would criticize them, and sometimes she would call them a chicken!

Actually we had a worse side than that to deal with. On account of the sexism and misogyny and all that. But you know, I think we already talked about it and we don't need to bring that up right now. Because you're just going to feel more empathy. Because you know lots of drastic beliefs were pumped into her head from a very young age, and I don't think she would have acted that way if she hadn't been absolutely forced to by her misogynistic parents. Was Martin Luther a feminist, no. 

Anyways. It was all an interesting experience. And here you, are a product of your experiences! 

Go for another walk soon, and let the birds talk to you.

That is correct.

And Jesus - loving Grandma would have preferred loving the child over the tickets to the ballet.

And remember, Jesus - loving Grandma was the one who brought up the farmworkers to you, the Mexican farm workers. Even though she was a German farmworker, she wasn't a Mexican one. She still brought them up to you. That's the kind of person she was. She was the Jesus - lover.

Oh I know. You know what she would have liked better?

You know what she would have liked better than having to babysit a certain kind of child? She would have like tickets to a ballet; that's what she would have liked.

I know, but it's still because of their unresolved childhood trauma and I have empathy.

They're assholes. They've constantly shown you over and over again that they want to be assholes. Stop expecting them to be different. They want to be assholes. They don't want to f****** care. 

But I really wanted niceness and empathy and love and rainbows and fun!

These people are like the racist mommy babysitter. They don't give a s***; you don't need to be nice to them.

You would have been so much nicer to me, huh? Oh thanks!

 "If I were a woman and a lesbian..."

I need to eat a meal and digest this now.

Anyways, all this "You would have been way different towards me if I'd been born into a man's body" stuff is finally f****** sinking in.


Sigh! I would have thought someone could have checked out at least one more copy today.


Considering the author just died of sadness and all that sort of thing. I'm disappointed, but not surprised. Sigh!


"Marjane Satrapi, author of 'Persepolis,' dies at 56"

https://www.reddit.com/r/books/s/MBcGcec7xo

If I cut down on my empathy...

Maybe I can ask some people if they would be dead  now if I hadn't put everything else aside and been trying so hard to help them stay alive. Because, you know, lots of mean, bad, terrible traumatic, violent things happened. 

And who was doing all those bad, mean, terrible, violent, traumatic things? 

Who? Who? Who? 

Who, who, who, who, who, who?

I mean, not to get all repetitive about it, but... 

I'm starting to notice a pattern again.

Kids deserve cool mums...

"The world is run by mediocre men"

coolmumdianna

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWA_V7fDykw/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Moms deserve great sons, etc.

 


"Just kiss your homies, it's alright"

nathan_ing

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZPs2NCxyu3/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Kids are still cool! Everybody deserves a good daddy and a mommy! This is just a moment, though.

"52% OF WOMEN"

abigailprtr

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWZ_h91EqKn/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"And so this is Christmas...🎵" Just kidding.

 That song from childhood just came back to me all of a sudden for some reason.


"Micro-feminism for the win, baby!"

abiralsahlani

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZIWnUBFCaq/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I wonder how long these vast differences will last.

"I refuse to shrink myself to make violent men feel comfortable and neither should you."

abiralsahlani

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYAYIekIJn-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

So nice of her!

"What's it called when..."

rachbelle77

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZDpZ9MSyJv/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Don't forget to shovel some nutritious food in your mouth today.

(Oops, descendant of a farmworker.  Oops, met people who were also descendants of farm workers. Oops. Have a metabolic condition that depends on access to good food. Oops.)

You have got to keep a bunch of human beings that you were trained to be nastily and mediocrely unfeeling towards employed, you know.

GOLLY.

Well, gee, I don't know why you think your unpaid job has to be to make me so glad that I'm not in your male body. Because you're getting paid for a whole lot of other s***. But still you're doing this unpaid job. I think it's because you were trained from a very tiny, little age to act this way, as the other men around you were constantly acting, when you were growing up. And probably lots of women were fawning over them while they were doing it, huh? Really? It's f****** insane. I don't want to look at this right now. I will look at it more later. When I'm in a less "bad for my particular biological state" kind of mood. Anyways, I went to Texas churches, too, I mean, sexist churches, too, so you know, I don't know what it is that makes it so much more appealing for some people than for others to continue the old, bad traditions. But it is and I don't want to deal with it right now. I have other things to do. I will make my own day better.

I had to look up this reference. I found it.

 So different!


"Tbh I gave Big Russel energy as a kid"

hunterhealthproject

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZK6KwroZdP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Good afternoon, my name is Russell and I am a Wilderness Explorer"

https://www.reddit.com/r/acnh/s/7qpgujgszx

My cat's being cute and friendly. I don't know why.

I guess she just wants to completely remind me: She hasn't been warped by the patriarchy, like, you know, some people have been.

"Patriarchy Hack 1"

baddestbinthebldg

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZNlQbeRViA/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Really, how they treat other people's children is a reflection on how they're going to treat their own.

I don't know how you can expect these people to care about children from other social classes or from other ethnic backgrounds when they're not even that great at caring about their own kids. I mean they're not the worst. It's not like you would call Child Protective Services on them. It's just that they're not that impressive. With all of the "great fortune" that has been bestowed upon some of them. 

That's how they were raised, I guess.

It's amazing how much some misogynistic women would like me if I were a man, or in the body of a man who just felt entitled to be a selfish jerk.

You know? But of course, she didn't have the internet, like people do nowadays.

I mean it's not like my parents would have paid the upstate NY racist babysitter mom to babysit me if she seemed like a super mean person on the surface. She was just an average white mom with access to land and money and a white husband. But they wanted her to help them make more money for them anyways. So she had to babysit kids. She didn't want to babysit them, and there were some she certainly liked the least of all. What a disappointingly superficial, shallow woman.

Sorry, there's too many feminists making content online now.

They're just raising the bar for everybody else. All the "fortunate" moms with internalized misogyny issues who don't respect other women enough and are still constantly making excuses for the f*** boys just like their parents and their churches and their schools taught them to are simply not as much fun as the feminists are.

Maybe cats are the best to raise for some kinds of purrsonalities 💕🐈‍⬛.

Maybe some people should just be aunts and uncles. 

I had a grandma who loved raising kids, and I had another grandma who was kind of nuts, and her not - well - enough treated mental illness alienated a lot of people, including her own child. 

And apparently she also had PCOS, and I probably inherited mine from her. But I'm not really like her. I'm different from everybody! I'm my own person.

"You're just jealous!"

Yeah, just tell us. Oh well, probably. People who have an easier time being shallow do tend to get more satisfaction from succeeding in the system as it's currently set up.

I also thought maybe it would be fun to learn more about bird songs.

I found three different types of films to watch. One is a BBC drama (which makes me think that a lot of men actually do like soap operas if it involves something manly like going off to war), and two are documentaries.

"Birdsong trailer" - BBC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=NNXw2ZjvEdU&si=_EXwH0f0ekbtzMnQ

"CIFF2025 - BIRDSONG Trailer"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3D3h4QQ55GQ&si=RV0oAaYrPz08bO9J

"Birdsong: the dying whistled language of the Hmong people in northern Laos" | Videos & Movies on Vimeo

https://vimeo.com/874698713

Oh my God, guess what they do on page 101.

In order to recruit children to serve in the military, they put them in a trance with songs!

That is some crazy s***. 

Of course, they focus on the poorest boys first.

Well, that's because the kids are going to get killed, and they don't value the poor boys very much.

So they have to find ways of hypnotizing them, so that they're willing to do what they want.

Sometimes the children have the right idea.

 They do it better than the rich men who get paid to entertain everybody, too.


This is the thought that occurred to me when I was reading page 97.

"The Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/991197.The_Complete_Persepolis


Favored ppl are the WORST sometimes. Make that oftentimes.

"When Jeffrey Epstein Needed Favors, This Restaurant Mogul Was There" - The New York Times

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/06/05/dining/jeffrey-epstein-stephen-hanson.html

As if you're going to act like that and get away with it in your womanly next life.

Well, who knows? I don't want to know what her skincare routine is though.

"Bondi invoked privilege, declined to answer questions about interactions with Trump about Epstein files

Bondi said Todd Blanche handled the release of the DOJ's Epstein files."

https://abcnews.com/Politics/bondi-invoked-privilege-declined-answer-questions-interactions-trump/story?id=133598250

Shell of a...shill of a!

Voice: "Your decision to act like a shallow f*** boy is not my problem."

To make a long rant short...

You should look at what you're doing today and figure out if it's actually going to look so hot tomorrow or not.

And that number is a conservative estimate!

Oh, and when I sat next to Elon on the plane that was back when everybody thought he was a super genius. I'm sure more than half of the people I've met would have taken his business card and been super excited to work for him.

Saw something very weird and disturbing when I went out and about.

 But it was not this!

Today was the day to turn away from the donut shop and go down to the farmer's market to buy some interesting pastries and French kefir with rose and raspberry and probiotics!

It was a Latina lady who called out hello and brought my attention to this interesting and very large work of art. I guess sometimes Latinos are the new gofers of white supremacy these days. It's not just for the shallow, selfish white people anymore. And that's under the guise of selling people bowls of superfoods and vegan and keto and dog treats.

Also, I saw the homeless lady who got my blanket so now I feel better and worse. How much credit have I been giving them, thinking about rich people? So much that I thought a rich person was a homeless lady? She called out to me and said how are you? And when I asked how she was doing she said, "I'm blessed."

Who knows. Maybe she was a reincarnated rich person? It was a weird morning. It made me feel very angry. I need to settle down before I eat my pastry and yogurt and share it. Oh yeah, don't forget about sharing.

I'll be checking the amount of copies that are available later.

Wow! People who like to cry would appreciate page 69.

"The Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi" 

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/991197.The_Complete_Persepolis

Cat daughter knows it's better to read the book first.


And watch the film later.

Ah, page 33.

Ah, page 37.

"The Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi" 

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/991197.The_Complete_Persepolis

Wanna check stats again later...

O this region of the world is gonna seem more prejudiced against Persian woman again for some reason.

Their culty orientation is too toxic for you.

The cult clearly thinks your sort of human being is next to worthless compared to the ones patriarchal white supremacy favors the most, and they act that way about lots of kinds of human beings, too.  Who needs their version of happiness. That is not for you in this lifetime. The universe has set you up to say you know you cannot be a part of their cult, and you will be going in a different direction now.

I don't want to throw up.

I feel like I could throw up.

Dear Robert Fulghum, thanks for sitting next to me on the plane.

Learned that parents could be racist when I had to see the racist babysitter discriminate against the brown boy who was my friend when I was in kindergarten.

Maybe it will be a doughnut morning.

Tori Amos - "Doughnut Song (Live In San Diego 12/12/07)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=s0rAu3rXpeE&si=mHWfuY5wOOvXc-v6

Moving on to the next musical moments. 🎶

Tori Amos - "Improv Juarez/Siren"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=2Rs9h4-4200&si=BKfcE35UMMiD7keY

Yeah, mental illness happens sometimes.

Including the mental illness of not being able to deal with the audacious outrageous ridiculousness any longer.

This one will be a more uplifting read!

"What happened when a tiny school district refused to 'bend the knee' to Trump and ICE"

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jun/03/vermont-school-district-trump-ice

What a mess.

"ICE deported his dad. Now he’s graduating high school without him" | US immigration | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/ng-interactive/2026/jun/06/his-dad-was-deported-high-school-graduation

You could make things COMICAL.

 Instead of "Accidentally in love," how about "Accidentally xenophobes?"

I suppose a team is working with me again.

Diary written by a young girl. Her Dad, the sole survivor of all of his family. His friends...

Influences are influencing. (Musically.)

"Mercury"

~ Sufjan S., Bryce D., Nico M., James Mc.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZLgLzqq4ySY&si=H86hsSSuj86J0Bt6

I make a better feeling of recovery happen with the help of some musical people.

 "Pluto" ~ Sufjan S., Bryce D., Nico M., James Mc.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ePYgwZzqS40&si=0Ynm4n2_dpv6L-cv

Oh...Ouch.

"Xenophobic Grandpa was like that because being xenophobic paid off more for the men. In his tribe."

Friday, June 05, 2026

Sorry about the sadness it's been causing.

"Xenophobia (from Ancient Greek ξένος (xénos) 'strange, foreign, or alien' and φόβος (phóbos) 'fear')[1] is the fear or dislike of people who are perceived as being foreign or strange.[2][3][4] It is an expression that is based on the perception that a conflict exists between an in-group and an out-group and it may manifest itself in suspicion of one group's activities by members of the other group, a desire to eliminate the presence of the group that is the target of suspicion, and fear of losing a national, ethnic, or racial identity."

"Xenophobia" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xenophobia


Something you could call God expects more of us right now.

I thank God for my disadvantages because I cannot fit in with their ways. It's impossible. It's very insulting. It's very hurtful. It's very painful. It's very dehumanizing. But God knows a greater swath of humanity needs to be seen and acknowledged, and the pain was necessary to experience in order to get to know more about the wounds that need to be healed.

Their ways are still some rough stuff to deal with.

They're still being so arrogant and xenophobic. So many more kinds of grandchildren deserve so much more acknowledgement then they were taught to give them, but they are always taking and taking and taking while the ones they can't acknowledge are the ones who are keeping things going. It's not friendly enough for the life mission that the Universe is asking from us in this era. People can be so much more open to knowledge of other kinds of human beings than that.

Other people with a capacity for experiencing some big feelings have also had this experience though.

People you wanted to love and did love have run away because they felt they didn't need to know all the things that you felt you needed to know more about. The universe wants you to know more about these things. The universe designed you to want to know more about them.

I need more because I feel more but some other people feel more, too. And reading more sometimes helps me remember that.

Sometimes I get the heartache because I have to remember this need I have.


I need to know more. I need more  acknowledgement of some things than some other people seem to need. It really is hard, and it really does hurt, but they just don't seem to need it like I need it. I guess I was either born this way or my life circumstances have shaped me to feel this way.

" 14-Year-Old Rosario Delgado..."

tumgio

https://www.threads.com/@tumgio/post/DZNx_7NGWzP?xmt=AQG0wcB8JxFBiDiBIom3SDDtZSU0oq7yJjBNQb4S5HIvsGz3Lg73x6Iod7SJ9IVR-nwVrDKG&slof=1

Recently...Some good changes have been happening.

I have found it enjoyable to meet people who seem like they are genuinely interested in learning about / discussing a wider variety of topics.

🧐 Master Class???

🎼 MASTER CLASS... 📃

Donna - "Will Swenson HAIR [BDWY REVIVAL]"

broderickjc

https://youtube.com/watch?v=wmJIKKRetUg&si=8R331QO36M99QoH8

Oops! It was supposed to be 

"Donna" - Will Swenson HAIR [BDWY REVIVAL]

punctated like THAT.

Nee, neigh.

No, I don't think people have to live like lyrics. Or I mean, like clerics. Perhaps some things will get easier and more fun. Oh, we are all evolving, aren't we???

Goodness, a question just came rushing up at me.

Have any people been made to feel that they must act like clerics in order to protect a certain lifestyle?

Sigh. Creative people must take care of themselves, mentally and emotionally and spiritually.

"Marjane Satrapi: A girl who thought, a girl who resisted" | The Indian Express

https://indianexpress.com/article/opinion/columns/marjane-satrapi-a-girl-who-thought-a-girl-who-resisted-10726331/

"In this scene from Persepolis..."

femalequotient

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZNRl1FRGK6/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Cat...

It's a weird life 

I lost my picnic blanket 

Not the one I gave away 

I mean another one 

It's a weird life 

I must have misplaced it while cleaning

So I had to get the old one 

Out of the garage

Toes that need a touch up were tiny once upon a time.

Another pedicure would be good for my inner child.

I saw this video the other day about how cat people are always thinking about their cats whenever they take vacations.

I don't know where it went but I did save this one and it's funny to me.

"Great is thy fluffiness!"

zachs_garden_and_cats

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DX2Ap-JRBdK/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Are you getting the role modeling mode revved up yet?

You know about all the kids who got born to single moms with funny boyfriends, right? Well, that's a silly question. There's no way anybody can know about ALL of them. I'm just saying, you know about that type of circumstance. I've been told.

Cute! ♥️ 🌭🐶

This song was just on the radio and it made me  remember that I used to like to rhyme the refrain with the nickname of my sister's little wiener dog who had  a Napoleon complex. He lived an extremely long time.

The Notorious B.I.G. - "Hypnotize (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=glEiPXAYE-U&si=eIkJx8NuuwpvYFBF

R.I.P.,  cute lil' namesake of the butler on "Magnum, P.I."

".... Can't you see, sometimes your barks just hypnotize me, and I just love your flashy ways, that's why they're broke, and you're so paid!"

Well anyways, I bet if we lived in a matriarchy...

The "Persepolis" film would already be available on Netflix. (It is listed but not available in my country.)

"Weekend watch recommendations"

afridarahmanali

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZNNITIiTYo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I checked, and lots of library copies of the book are still available; just as many as there were yesterday.

They do say things sometimes...

 

"My husband said..."

kathleen.rowan.co

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVqbSXREnLS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Flaca Chica Inspo 🎶 💃🕺

"Soñadoras entrada y salida original" | TELECENTRO

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YtmdVIDaCVs&si=kfVI404mjO_w3gi4

Eating quinoa pasta with lots of other things added, including several fresh herbs. 

I don't think I was aware of quinoa pasta back when I was watching this show. 

Maybe I also want to watch it because it was on in the middle of the day, like around lunch time!

And I am in the correct time zone as well, huh?

Actually no, I just checked. 

Even though this part of the United States is much closer to Peru than the East Coast, the East Coast is in the correct time zone. 

Except it might get messed up during the summer.

Wait a second, this is a Mexican soap opera, right?

So yes, the original thought about being in the correct time zone is still valid.

I'm sorry; I didn't know I would care this much.

Oh, all the world wants an Emerson NOW, but who else are they gonna want LATER?

Those kinds of thoughts happen sometimes, too.

"Oh well, maybe they'll sign up for an even more challenging curriculum in their next life."

He he hee...

Naturally, I have to wonder if all of the most patriarchal people who recently passed are on their way to being born as girls now.

Fun awaits?

Well maybe now that the loves have been reunited beyond this realm and the pains of their previous existences are over, they'll come back as twins and always be together.

Thankful for funny white people.

"What kind of prank is this? "

u/Forward-Position798

https://www.reddit.com/r/CoupleMemes/s/4FgcUIcZSM

The baby cannot read yet, but they don't seem to know that.

 🤪


"Give it up for the US healthcare system!"

Blake Wexler

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTByLNTrt/

What an interesting era to live through.

 


It's not as fun as lots of other things.

 

"'Why didn't she report' they ask"

ellie.speaks.out

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZIg7AeIfPX/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Herd animals, that's what humans behave like sometimes.

"On her Friday appearance on the Hodgetwins podcast, Kelly said MAGA is shrinking, calling it 'an increasingly tiny group.'”

Meera Navlakha

"Megyn Kelly Eviscerates Trump for Cheating on ‘Every Wife’"

https://www.thedailybeast.com/obsessed/megyn-kelly-eviscerates-trump-for-cheating-on-every-wife/

"Kelly also revived long-standing accusations made by Trump’s first wife, Ivana, of rape. 'His first wife accused him of raping her. She alleged in her first book that he was so angry over the hair transplant he got, that she made him get, it was so painful that he raped her. And she later retracted that when he ran for president,' Kelly said."

"Ivana, the president’s late ex-wife, once used the word 'rape' to describe an incident between herself and her ex-husband in 1989. The harrowing incident was later detailed in 1993’s biography Lost Tycoon: The Many Lives of Donald J. Trump, written by reporter Harry Hurt III. Hurt said it was 'a violent assault,' and alleged that Ivana told some of her closest confidantes, 'He raped me.'”

Meera Navlakha

Go, Megyn???

"Megyn Kelly claims Republicans should ‘blame themselves' for Trump's second turn"

https://www.indy100.com/politics/megyn-kelly-trump-republicans

"Megyn Kelly caller on Trump: 'Support is dying as the days go by. We're pretty much fed up with his BS at this point.'" | Media Matters for America

https://www.mediamatters.org/megyn-kelly/megyn-kelly-caller-trump-support-dying-days-go-were-pretty-much-fed-his-bs-point

"Megyn Kelly Eviscerates Trump for Cheating on ‘Every Wife’"

https://www.thedailybeast.com/obsessed/megyn-kelly-eviscerates-trump-for-cheating-on-every-wife/

"Female lions turn aggressive"

https://www.reddit.com/r/whoathatsinteresting/s/QT2iRQVSvR

The ones who survive will all be chicks...

"Full text of 'In Fifty Years We'll All Be Chicks... And Other Complaints from an Angry Middle-Aged White Guy'"

https://archive.org/stream/AdamCarollaInFiftyYearsWellAllBeChicks2010/Adam%20Carolla%20-%20In%20Fifty%20Years%20We%27ll%20All%20Be%20Chicks%20-%202010_djvu.txt

"Megyn Kelly Forced to Compliment Kimmel Against Her Will"

https://www.thedailybeast.com/obsessed/megyn-kelly-forced-to-compliment-kimmel-against-her-will/

"Please enjoy this EPIC opening..."

epicplayersla

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZK-Q5cO29o/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Lol, bass clarinet!


Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

 


Kate Bush - "Army Dreamers (Version 2)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=tABqUFDVOBw&si=UYwPRocEc1bsgVT9

Also, I decided to look up Persepolis the video game, and it's not the same.

"Why Everyone Should Read 'Persepolis' Right Now"

https://www.buzzfeed.com/meganeliscomb/why-you-should-read-persepolis

But what if they did put more of the kinds of scenarios that she faced in her life into a video game? That would be interesting, huh?

"French-Iranian Persepolis author Marjane Satrapi dies of ‘sadness’"| Entertainment News | Al Jazeera

We interrupt the latest "training them to be little soldiers" video game for a public service announcement.

Kate Bush - "Army Dreamers (remastered 4k)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=OMEFp718Mo8&si=nPhRybokx4LrQX2e

Not very impressed by what they're doing to so many daughters' human rights these days.

"My genetic superiority s**** on your humanity again: a crash course in being a good product of Your Proudly Patriarchal Society."

That still doesn't encompass the full experience. But it's somewhere to start, and would be educational for some people.

If you put those electrodes on you that make you experience the really terrible menstrual cramps and then have somebody that you really care about be super mean to you afterwards on account of how the ignorance and brainwashing has warped many human beings' perceptions...

It's been strange on so many occasions to see and experience such an attitude.

It's weird how your version of God and Jesus is always telling you to ignore x-types of people and lift up y-types of people. 

Okay, so here's something else that just came up for me.

One time, I was really going through some stuff and I had a really bad dream, and I was like a little child brought to my knees and it was because I was traumatized and I couldn't go back to my old job. And His Better Than Most of Themness was good and compassionate. And I was grateful. But that could not last. Around the same time, I had awful menstrual cramps. And nobody was checking on me to make sure those got better and I felt sad about that and I expressed something like that and his first reaction was to think that I was being a childish little baby. Really, right after I'd been through some very horrible pain, and he could not have any empathy and neither did the women in his family, and he's better than most of them. And I still hate that he did that, and if I go back to that instant, I haven't forgiven him and I kick him in the head and I know his family was warped by patriarchal society to act like women are less important than men, and he's still better than 95 to 99% of the men that I've met. The ignorance, the audacity, the cruelty. The amount of physical pain you can go through and still get treated like it means nothing. By the "good" ones. That is a big lesson to learn about what the patriarchal society has done to some people's humanity sometimes. The patriarchy is terrible.

No wonder they act like some really rich guy who raped a 19-year-old girl and got sone kids killed on a helicopter crash when the helicopter couldn't shouldn't have been flying, they act like this one is the girl dad of the century. The paycheckee needs people to worship violent men. They are so sick in the head sometimes just because patriarchy did that to them. You know stuff like that makes menstrual cramps worse when you're already recovering from abusive situations happening to both your body and to other people's bodies, because you actually have empathy for other people because you had to have empathy for other people in order to survive the certain kind of circumstances / childhood you inherited. And a lot of parents are incredibly ignorant about this kind of thing, and patriarchy wants them to be ignorant. Patriarchy wants them to be content with love of money and houses being at the top of their list, too Yeah, that's not really a very high form of love in my opinion.

So brave, so honest. So ready to go to the next level.

"Having the ability to unsee a lot of kinds of human beings has been extremely important trait to have on my career path in order to succeed in this particular type of screwed up Patriarchal Society."

And now I don't even know why I'm getting better.

I went through so much pain and horror sometimes just because patriarchal society wanted certain kinds of people (like me, I am one of them) to suffer and feel punished and outcast. I felt personally, physical pain and mental and emotional pain. I felt the pain of seeing others suffer even worse than I was suffering, on numerous occasions. I was at the bottom of the barrel. I was least important. I was degraded by the world's holiest book just for the body I was born in. I had people who should have been friends treat me like nothing. Out of ignorance, mostly. I had my hopes raised and then dashed. I was abandoned. I was treated like I was worth nothing because I didn't act the way patriarchal society wants you to act. Patriarchal brainwashing ruins everything. Survivor of a sick patriarchal society psyche is real.


Thursday, June 04, 2026

But I believe I could help some people.

 Believe I could wake up with some people.

Also, I deeply regret that this clip is coming back over and over and over and over again to haunt me.

 "Thankfully, the exchange rate is better than that."

"being a Dad is easy #TomSegura"

https://youtube.com/shorts/-8Z6Dn955pA?si=ImN-jrzeqsUZ49Y2


This is one of several versions. That's cool that several versions were made.

 

Kate Bush - "Army Dreamers - Official Music Video"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=QOZDKlpybZE&si=Nc-u5R3Dwd4uEs5k

It's just been so hard to accept the truth...

That all of my best, most well-connected, highly talented brothers worked very hard to deserve their master - of - the - house, masterpiece - making status. But now I've seen the light! That must be why music came to me in the shower, as I was being pelted down by the warm rain of love (in the form of advanced 21st century hydraulics, which we also can collectively appreciate). It was one of the most essential songs playing in the background to many a young woman's coming of age in the '90s. 

Sarah McLachlan - "Possession (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=itydwcyywBc&si=S3emY4aS85OeQXyK

And how wonderful it is to realize that life now is still so much better for many of us than it was in previous centuries. Because we have more of a voice now than we ever did before, and we can get out our messages much more quickly than we could even back when I was a teenager, or a 20-year-old or a 25-year-old or a 29-year-old. It's amazing. Really.

Oh my gosh, this is calling me!

With a music box version of "Army Dreamers."

"Irish Tea Garden"

Goth Nutritionist 🦇 🖤

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBU5CSKh/

Anyways, out of consideration for our society's daughters who deserve better than this patriarchal...

 

"I bite back 😬"

Gienel

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBUPErrG/

"her ghast is flabbered"

Penny

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBU5j9K1/

"eventually I found the car"

@thatspicypisces444

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBUPune1/

I guess this is the truth, if you're coming from the "I am a product of a dad-oriented society" perspective.

"being a Dad is easy #TomSegura"

https://youtube.com/shorts/-8Z6Dn955pA?si=ImN-jrzeqsUZ49Y2

AND BEING COMICAL ABOUT IT!

"Date With A Child Psychologist" - SNL

https://youtube.com/watch?v=naK3KWjbAzA&si=ZZusybrAyDKLNINk

Good attitude and peaceful countenance.

"Working in the cilantro harvest in California"

Obduliah Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBUP6j1g/

Focus on compassion and love and grace, and things will be more okay than a lot of the worse alternatives.

Anyways, it does seem like the right combination of genetics and years of suffering can do interesting things to your personality and outlook on life, but in a way, it might all be for the best if it contributes to the evolution of humanity. This is a more optimistic point of view than some of the other alternatives, right? At least, it seems to be a perspective that's going in towards a generally more positive, upward trajectory, kind of direction.

This one doesn't have a paywall, so I can read more details.

"She said that she is excited to see her family, especially her two younger siblings who she helped raise, and to play musical instruments again.

 Her attorney, Ruby L. Powers, called her release 'nothing short of a miracle,' adding that now that Pedro Francisco is going home, 'she will finally obtain the care she needs and deserves.'”

Lomi Kriel

"Guatemalan woman who needed surgery for months released by ICE"

https://www.texastribune.org/2026/06/04/el-paso-camp-east-montana-detention-ovarian-cyst-surgery-medical-neglect-2/

 

Hey! ICE released the woman with the ovarian cyst!

"ICE releases Burnsville woman with life-threatening condition"

https://www.startribune.com/burnsville-woman-with-ovarian-cyst-released-from-ice-custody/601853428

Everybody can give birth to a Seether! And they have.

Oops.

Veruca Salt - "Seether"

https://www.reddit.com/r/Music/s/rL9DOspbEP

Oops again.

Veruca Salt – "Seether Lyrics | Genius Lyrics"

https://genius.com/Veruca-salt-seether-lyrics

Okay, it is the song! 

Veruca Salt - "Seether (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=jC9AUR-iTo0&si=L9M1pVZjxkY6I8Py

Dear God, this is just a distraction from what they've been doing for Mark Zuckerberg.

"Congrats. You’re About to Unwittingly Make Elon Musk a Trillionaire."

https://www.thebulwark.com/p/congrats-youre-about-to-unwittingly-make-elon-musk-trillionaire-spacex-ipo-index-funds

I'm not arguing with God about the plans for my life's purpose as that's unfolding.

Seeing as everyone's on a spectrum of being more or less like, oh, Elon Musk, for example. 

Oh oh, here she comes...

 She's a...


"Get ready."

imomsohard

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZItPJGSKc3/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==