Sunday, September 06, 2026

I need the universe to help.

Dear God, I hate waking up feeling exhausted. I feel like I'm not going to be able to do any better than this right now. Please help us because I don't need the uncaring assholes of the world to kill us off. Thank you.

Saturday, September 05, 2026

So you can actually find a lot of pictures of ice sculptures in Frederick, Maryland.

"Downtown Frederick Partnership Gears Up for Fire In Ice"

https://downtownfrederick.org/downtown-frederick-partnership-gears-up-for-fire-in-ice/

Maybe I will look at that ICE in Frederick Maryland footage again.

Children who are surviving traumatic situations right now might appreciate a board game like this someday.

"Pound Puppies: Pooch on the Loose Game - 1986 - Golden - Good Conditio" | Mandi's Attic Toys

https://www.mandisattictoys.com/products/pound-puppies-pooch-on-the-loose-game-1986-golden-good-condition?srsltid=AfmBOoqGM9P3NLAOJHcCPDe6Wi-m1CbUZ68k07Zw2vpkSfdWZMc5AG1Z

Well, the past is the past.⌛

If only I weren't permanently maimed in a tooth now. 🤪

Breakfast is mere hours away!

"Henry's Kitchen 103 - McBreakfast Sandwich"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=U92K_vjqHOE&si=qUWdBOtnvnq9zEb5

Gosh, I think I was alive when they made this.

"loving you minnie riperton"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kE0pwJ5PMDg&si=poyvEVhSXIsXJgGE

I feel gratitude! And catitude! Everything is going to work out well in the end!

The autumnal celebrations of black cats and pumpkin crop harvests are imminent!

"#catscatscats"

lu.andlufam

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DboLKN4si-N/?stkn=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

What a splendid cornucopia of information!

"You asked, I listened!"

pcos.weightloss

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dc11HHYhxNp/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

A list of PMOS - friendly foods with some upbeat Greek music! Cool. 😸

Great time to learn more about how flexible a human being can be.

Who was I yesterday? What were my opinions? Who am I today? Am I the same, or am I different? And what about tomorrow?

I'm getting into cooking again. 😸

"Balance Baked Canned Beans That Are Too Sweet" 

https://www.tastingtable.com/2246768/canned-baked-beans-spice-upgrade-turmeric/

Add turmeric to baked beans! 

And this sounds good, and I think I might have the ingredients on hand.

"Potato salad with harissa yogurt and preserved lemon"

https://www.tastingtable.com/686953/tillamook-yogurt-harissa-potato-salad/

Apparently, this is how I unwind sometimes.

I only saw a tiny bit of stuff about ICE raids happening in Frederick, Maryland and I was just like, this looks like the apocalypse and I can't watch it right now.

Health needs to be tended to and everything.

Sometimes people just need to empty their minds a little bit more I guess. I want to chill. I feel a bit too hot. I want to feel more cool. 

It's like a big lesson about how the Earth life is a classroom again. But it's different this time.

All kinds of things are coming up. 

So, day by day and poco a poco, the next steps will be presenting themselves.

I was reading this one again!

"Green Grow the Lilacs and Oklahoma!: The Appropriation of Native Perspective" - Carolyn Gage

https://carolyngage.weebly.com/blog/green-grow-the-lilacs-and-oklahoma-the-appropriation-of-native-perspective

Plans to see a local production of "Oklahoma!" have been thwarted. 

Or perhaps only halfway thwarted?

Time to look at this one again maybe?

"CITIZEN KANE was released 85 years ago today"

https://www.reddit.com/r/FIlm/s/SmEhyhzM75

There's only so much I can do.

Better pray for us. "A freight train is coming." Because people have to take time off and then there's not going to be enough people and then there's going to be no days off. Day off tomorrow is now not a day off anymore.

There's a lot going on right now.

Took a tiny solo journey for the day to visit a place with lots of brochures to look through and brought some back! Living in the material world. I love a tiny wooden acacia wood board I acquired today. 

Starting at the bottom: Something I bought for myself and shared by bringing home the leftovers, something I thought about buying but didn't, something else I thought about buying but didn't,  you can't buy the sunset, a blurry picture of some stuff I bought and acquired, a less blurry picture of the stuff I got and evidence of consumption. 

Not pictured: the date ice cream cone that I could only chew on one side when it came to the crunchy ice cream cone part.  Because the right front tooth wiggles when anything is too crunchy, but just living with that for now.

Oh and I was listening to a playlist for part of the journey and these were three new-to-me songs I remember and I'm going to listen to more of them. 


Primal Scream - "Kill All Hippies (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=E86gWQs-ios&si=QHhVvYn75ZiK9ZrE

Maple Glider - "Mama It's Christmas (To Enjoy is the Only Thing LP)"

Good cats...😺

"When life bites you in the butt"

otisandivy_cats

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DctQrxYRPif/?stkn=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It's still summer...

"Bette Greene, American Classic Novelist"

@BetteGreeneAuthor

https://youtube.com/watch?v=XTcPMjI57dU&si=skHhmC6Jb8lYjVUY

"Bette Greene’s 'Summer of My German Soldier': Bad Family and an Unlikely Savior" | Jewish Book Council

https://www.jewishbookcouncil.org/pb-daily/bette-greenes-summer-of-my-german-soldier-bad-family-and-an-unlikely-savior

"Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/18580.Summer_of_My_German_Soldier

Maybe sometimes you can even learn a lot just by reading some reviews!

"Gary Paulsen"

https://www.reddit.com/r/books/s/iTcYCMiQsV

"On Gary Paulsen, Minneapolis Writer Who Was King of the Lonely Boys"

https://racketmn.com/on-gary-paulsen-minneapolis-writer-who-was-king-of-the-lonely-boys

"Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1) by Gary Paulsen" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/50.Hatchet

This has happened a couple times.

Sometimes after somebody dies, you find out you had a bigger connection to her. Like maybe we were much closer in other lifetimes, and that's why things are like this right now. That's just one possibpossiblepossibpossiblelepossibpossiblepossibpossible le explanation. They are my teachers now. And if I can get quiet and listen, then they can help me.

Doing our best letting her have her space.

The tail is flickin'....

Friday, September 04, 2026

Poco a poco

Heart - "These Dreams"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=41P8UxneDJE&si=-1EeTnWSPs4vG8wA

A little nap at night and then waking up to do laundry.

Somehow this really helped me to feel better. 

Walk outside underneath the stars. Remembering times when I felt aligned. Like the night on vacation when I ate a delicious meal and I found the Star Lane wine bottle planted in a pot next to the olive tree. 

Maybe I am more aligned again. 

Maybe sometimes it's not so bad to have the laundry room out there.

I wish to be on a different adventure now.

Sorrowful sorrowful sorrowful. Now is the feeling of humility and heartbreak, which is how humans sometimes operate in order to survive certain circumstances. Maybe if some seemed like they wanted to communicate more, they can still go hang out with their council of friends and helpers. 

I already met some and know of some.

I need some smart fun people to help me with creative projects.

The living can still attend functions like a taping of The Price is Right!

"What are some underrated things to do in LA"

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskLosAngeles/s/001z7N5L2N

"Christine Lahti plays friend, feminist icon Gloria Steinem on PBS"

https://cbsaustin.com/news/entertainment/christine-lahti-plays-friend-feminist-icon-gloria-steinem-on-pbs

"Gloria Steinem in her own words : NPR"

https://www.npr.org/2026/09/03/nx-s1-5955470/gloria-steinem-in-her-own-words

"That time Gloria Steinem went undercover as a Playboy Bunny Womenswear" | Dazed

https://www.dazeddigital.com/fashion/article/32834/1/that-time-gloria-steinem-went-undercover-as-a-playboy-bunny


And celebrate our wonderfully imperfect feminist icons!

 🥰🙏🏻💗🙋🏼‍♀️💋

"We need each other": Our final interview with Gloria Steinem - The Australian Women's Weekly

https://www.womensweekly.com.au/news/gloria-steinem-interview/

Hey, things are better again.

My big task today was getting over my off and on dizzy headache enough to go to the Post Office. Once I was in line, a big yawning pit of despair seemed to engulf me. People were at the counter chatting in Spanish. I vaguely wanted to brush up on my Spanish-speaking skills, but mostly, I no longer cared about doing anything. I envied people who are already on the other side. But I completed my task. On the way back, something told me to go into a grocery store to look for a particular cold drink and it was a good choice. 

Walking into the store was an act of self-preservation. I started to make a list of things that make sense:

The "What's going on" song (it was playing in the store)

The guy who was dressed head to toe in army fatigues (because it feels like a war is going on.)

El classic cool air conditioning 

I mean 

The blessedly cool air conditioning.

They didn't actually have the drink I wanted, but I had the ability to buy another one and to restore my sanity.

4 Non Blondes - "What's Up (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=6NXnxTNIWkc&si=MkItjErpUnHS-4Uo

I don't want to do anything right now at all.

I'm fine with that. Also my headache's coming back again.

Enough is enough.

I will say that I don't want to fall into a pothole at night and skin my knees and have scabs for weeks and I also don't want to find another dead possum in a cat carrier.

Isn't it weird? And then you try to do otherwise, and you just come to the same conclusion?

Sometimes, you have to do what the universe wants you to do, whether some people seem to like it or not.

Actually, this was rather disturbing, I thought.

"I'm going to be a horrible father one day because of you f****s" he said.

"Punishing the cat"

u/Lord_Darksong

https://www.reddit.com/r/LoveTrash/s/YsYetQz0ye

"Breed, damn you, breed."

u/LordJim11

https://www.reddit.com/r/Snorkblot/s/IzkraQvNDH

Maybe the universe wants me to watch this one!

Again? Didn't I watch this a few years ago.

"The Lost Daughter" | Official Trailer | Netflix

https://youtube.com/watch?v=xNq9YOfL0Zs&si=8x6exX7SHEnVLGlP

But we can't stay that way forever!

"Maggie Gyllenhaal Takes on Venice Film Festival's Lack of Women Directors: 'There's a Systemic Problem'"

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/movies/movie-news/maggie-gyllenhaal-venice-jury-press-conference-women-1236687884/

The condensed version of a bunch of paragraphs I have in my head right now.

Irresponsible in your views and treatment of girls and women, and irresponsible about taking accountability and talking about it.



I don't know why some of this song got in my head now.

Pink Floyd – "Comfortably Numb Lyrics"| Genius Lyrics

https://genius.com/Pink-floyd-comfortably-numb-lyrics

Feels like I can't do a lot of external activities today.

Honestly.

 


"Breed, damn you, breed."

u/LordJim11

https://www.reddit.com/r/Snorkblot/s/IzkraQvNDH

I needed more protein to process this.

Fox News says not enough teenage pregnancies are happening!

"Breed, damn you, breed."

u/LordJim11

https://www.reddit.com/r/Snorkblot/s/IzkraQvNDH

Who can explain that to me in these dark days of women's healthcare?

I ate two mini turkey sausage sticks and crackers and it helped. My head pain and dizziness seems to be receding. 

Tabled indefinitely.

Some stuff is just gonna have to wait. Health is the priority!

Because your body is a cage.

"What do you think?"

u/LetAggravating5094

https://www.reddit.com/r/okbuddycinephile/s/gPzaLpDcMR

Why...is my head...doing that...

 


"Mom is trying to introduce us to a word"

olaf.the.fluff

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbc_omYC1d1/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"The brain cell has clocked out."

louie.and.the.snowshoes

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcKe3eWoPKw/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"good thing the internet is forever 🤪"

ruiqichn

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dczpt70urEG/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


Sigh...

"Advice for your period from 1946!"

minamoriarty

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dc3e_-9MACE/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Some people have decided that today is the day to declare that Gloria Steinem was the devil incarnate and I don't believe them, but I do believe that we still live in a deeply misogynistic society and it's affected many of us in all kinds of ways.

Whoops.

Assailed. Head. Ache. Dizziness. Best take care of yourself ATM.

More Mediterranean style food bowls, please!

 Salty pickles.


The pickles I bought are too salty, but they work well in a Mediterranean style food bowl!

Hangry but making breakfast thought s

If they keep doing what they're doing and don't change and then they're horrified when they look back even if it's from the vantage point of a different life, I don't think they can blame me because I wasn't one of their enablers.

I feel like money would seem better if the people who need it were better.

"ICE Skipped Basic Checks in Rush for Recruits, Whistle-Blower Says" - The New York Times

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/09/03/us/ice-recruits-national-security-risk-whistleblower.html

"'What'd I Miss?': ICE's shocking news"

https://coloradosun.com/2026/09/04/whatd-i-miss-ice-shocking-news-gloves/

"ICE bans hugging inside California’s largest detention center"

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/sep/04/ice-california-detention-contact-visits

More waste of tax dollars by a violent patriarchal cult, but what can you do? Really.

Not nearly as disturbing as the electric shock gloves, IMO. 

"ICE Wants to Know Everyone Who Bought a Certain Green Beanie From REI in the Last 2 Years" | WIRED

https://www.wired.com/story/ice-wants-to-know-who-bought-a-certain-green-beanie-from-rei-in-the-last-2-years/

I wonder if REI appreciates this.

Thank you for sharing this, too! 💡

 Using women mannequins in CPR classes! 


"How to give CPR to women"

https://www.reddit.com/r/whoathatsinteresting/s/J834wV3WLI

So tranquil!

 


"Menudo with corn kernels 🌽"

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTUFmMGvv/

What a relief. No one got kidnapped by ICE in this video.


"UPDATE: there's now a link for donations so i can get this family their own vehicle"

Marisa Nicole

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTUFaf9Fs/

Go back to work!

Should also figure out who's getting treated the most like the honorary immigrant in your Society.

Truly, sometimes I wonder if some of the eldest sons have been neglected...

"I didn't study eldest daughters because..."

thelaurenhyland

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dc12GI-Jbsu/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Laura Branigan - "Gloria (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nNEb2k_EmMg&si=H8O0sAh9tT-jbqBi

Terms of Endearment -  "The supermarket"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MLZrV8M7blU&si=-NZSuQjkNC9xWRTL

But for now, I'm going to have a lot of fun doing some housework to MEWSEEK 🎶 

Painful! What a challenge!

I gotta say, sometimes I think people of all backgrounds are pretty good at dehumanizing "the category of people they got taught to dehumanize  by patriarchal white supremacy."

Stayin' aliiiive 🎶

 X: Hey! It's going to rain on Sunday. Let's do something fun on Saturday morning before the work shift. Like we can go to a park and have a morning picnic. Hey why do you look stressed? Hey are you okay. Going to a park on Saturday morning shouldn't stress you out. 

Y: It does when the work shift starts at 10:00 a.m.

X: Okay fine. I was just trying to make it cheap but maybe we can do something on Sunday morning but it'll be raining. Maybe we can go out to breakfast or something on Sunday morning. What do you think of that?

Y: I don't know. We'll see.

"Halos and Pitchforks!" This is a Great Idea.


From Coastal View News, Carpinteria, California

Thursday, August 27th 2026

Caaats... 🥰😸🥳🪤🤩🐱🫠

 💗🙏🏽💗🙏🏻💗

"It's a guaranteed good time"

judyandthecats

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcwq0QPsC1O/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Welcome to our cat loving home"

otisandivy_cats

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaNo_OExkns/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"It's too fun not to 😹"

otisandivy_cats

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db3ReCTRAYY/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

TGIF, the end of the work week. For those who have a "normal" work week, that is.

 


Whatever, man, woman, people, peace, love, cats are the best.

 "Sometimes I think you got trained at a very early age that to be rude and sexist towards certain types of people is a real survival strategy."

"The world has had a way of reminding me that you're not the only one who's been through hard things."

"Come and kneel with me. We're married, body and soul."

"Vamos a la playa."

Gloria Steinem as a daughter / mother.

"DETROW: Her mother, Ruth, was 35 when she gave birth to Gloria. What Steinem didn't know until much later was that Ruth had given up a successful career as a reporter and editor to help her husband run the family business. After her parents' divorce when she was 10, Gloria was both daughter and caretaker to her mother who had nervous breakdowns and depression. In order to fit in with other kids, she would give herself her own curfew, something her mother couldn't do.

CHANG: Steinem remembered her mother in the essay "Ruth's Song (Because She Could Not Sing It)," and she spoke about that with NPR's Susan Stamberg in 1984.

(SOUNDBITE OF ARCHIVED NPR CONTENT)

STEINEM: Because we live in a society in which women are less powerful, many of us have been motherless, and I suppose because our mothers had no power to be examples to us or to protect us. And so part of the women's movement is becoming each other's mothers and nurturing each other. Part of it is understanding that it was not our mother's fault. It's amazing how long we can as young women, especially, go through life saying, I'm not going to be anything like my mother. So we blame her. We blame the victim instead of seeing what the forces on her were. Now, I'm just beginning to meet young women who say something wonderful because their mothers are interesting and sort of powerful people who have been able to be individuals. And they say, oh, I hope I can have as interesting a life as my mother. And it's so wonderful to hear that change."

"Gloria Steinem in her own words : NPR"

https://www.npr.org/2026/09/03/nx-s1-5955470/gloria-steinem-in-her-own-words

I bet she likes this.

 

"This is my tribute to Gloria Steinem"

acceptingunclemurphy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dc1_vHERXHC/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Thursday, September 03, 2026

And nevertheless, I do also believe in a Divine Cosmic Mother energy that wants to heal and help us.

Containing multitudes and all of that!

Way to unsee all the work that all the humans on the planet are doing.

I think this is just how some men learn to feel good about themselves in a patriarchy that exploits the labor of so many unseen people.

'"As far as I’m concerned, there’s no job more important on the planet than being a mom.'

Quote of the day by Mark Wahlberg"

https://m.economictimes.com/news/international/us/quote-of-the-day-by-mark-wahlberg-as-far-as-im-concerned-theres-no-job-more-important-on-the-planet-than-being-a-mom-life-lessons-from-motivational-quote-on-selflessness-dedication-unconditional-love-hard-work-strong-character-and-success/amp_articleshow/133737569.cms

This is another kind of food that also sounds delicious.

"Making some tamales with my mom and my sisters"

Obdulia Ag

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTUN2UHN2/

Thoughts on my mind as I enjoy a very delicious greens and grains Mediterranean style bowl with grilled chicken.

Maybe some people have to figure out how interested they are in women as human beings. And not just as people who mother them.

Echoey Mall Hallway Thoughts (Is This Moment Not Sacred)

The human being who became one of those "I got to go shopping for cute clothes" women this year feels humbled. There's a lot that the genetically privileged people (according to the paychecky) seemingly don't know about life. People who don't have a problem finding clothes that fit them in a thrift store, who didn't have pmos since they were teenagers plus perimenopause now, who didn't suffer for years because of a biological female disorder that the patriarchal society seemingly didn't care about treating. And also, sociologically privileged people who didn't have any kind of severe illness or traumas in their family. It's about more than just clothes. It's not just some superficial thing. But having clothes that fit your body well is important.

It's because I live in this body and I've inherited certain circumstances in this life.

I just seem to need feminism A LOT more than some other people seem to need feminism. But fortunately, there are other people who also seem to be much more interested in feminism now, compared to in the past. And their voices are getting a lot more prevalent when you look online.

Come back! I'm also open to messages and signs from the universe.

"Gloria Steinem dies at 92"| AP News

https://apnews.com/article/gloria-steinem-dies-724836935f6547fda60f361c15238d14

"Starting to recognize how insane that sounds."

"This headline makes me irate."

maydaypartyof5 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dc1ofMPtWXG/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


This was a REALLY good use of time!

Most likely choices of fun outfits to wear if I attend any concerts in the Autumn. 

Others, probably not so likely to wear, but for fun...




Well, now their stance has been updated and clarified. Progress!

"Teen Not Charged With Murder After Father Impregnated Her, Forced Her To Kill Baby In Northern CA: DA Says" | Santa Cruz, CA Patch

https://patch.com/california/santacruz/teen-not-charged-murder-after-father-impregnated-her-forced-her-kill-baby-da


At least Mexico's finally got a woman president.

By the way, a grown-up woman sheriff persecuting a 14-year-old girl who got raped by her father is so on point for this warped, imbalanced, misogynistic, violent, paternalistic Patriarchal Society.


"So the 14-year-old that can't drive is 'on the run?'"

montemader

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcynbhLBNy5/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"asking for a friend"

isabelthurston_real

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcy7fuUh_gL/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"the not-so-covert misogyny"

hannahlacavamusic

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcN3-UTEeW8/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Do you think he made it down to Mexico?

 Jimi Hendrix - "Hey Joe (lyrics on screen)"

@PeaceLoveRockabilly

https://youtube.com/watch?v=6i9_wHpbVQw&si=NyXT0aGiahAvp8Da

Look at this little black cat putting her face in my face.

When I'm trying to figure out important human student loan stuff. She's like, "Pay attention to me!"

And then she just jumped down and went into the other room to see what the other human is doing.

No picture! Mental visual.


Do you think that they were very advanced?

I read somewhere that people who had been through something really terrible absolutely dreadful like some genocidal violence got an enormous healing just from one tapping session.  And won't the human society talk about them more in the future versus now.

I think this is what happens sometimes...

People choose themselves and they say it's going to be a life where we go deeper into the feelings and that requires a certain level of commitment so even if it means we don't have as much of a relationship in the external worlds if it allows us to go deeper into the feelings than it's serving our mission and that makes it worth it for some reason. We must have very deep feelings about all kinds of things like the beach or the sky because we are a part of nature and there's things about our society that want us to forget that. But whether we remember or not, we are still a part of nature.

Seems we need to learn how to help ourselves more.

It seems like it is possible we could help each other and be different from any other lifetime that ever happened before.

It feels like I have to reach for tools so it will move through my body and I won't get too sick.

It must be something I have to go through.

"Bells for Her (2015 Remaster)"

Tori Amos 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YWIvvDjOt-A&si=VlxFnkjp4-OPYkEx

Time on Earth is Special.

Even if spirits want to help, people need to grieve longer sometimes. 

Crying all day. Nothing will ever be the same.

So that's why the body needs to know it can have access to Healing.

But you know how you know it is fair to be able to talk about wanting to heal from violence? Because some people are able to do so. Also, Angels can help with these things.

The body is feeling the things.

Grief is here and is seen now.

You were not able to trust certain people because they had unhealed issues involving certain types of violence in their lives and they could not be relied upon because they had not dealt with their own pain enough to be communicative about such things. Survival mode was activated. Not enough room was available for discussion when it came to those topics. Isn't it sad, when people are exposed to violence at such an early age, how it can affect them? Yes it is very sad!

This body is getting sick and needs tea and water.

 Throat chakra, heart chakra.

Why not a song about a pillow?

A pillow is there for you, isn't it?

And it has so many nice qualities.

Wednesday, September 02, 2026

I need a break.

It's not fair. Its like I get directed to ask people to talk about things they don't want to talk about. It's not fair. I don't mind asking. It's just for some reason, my body is very tired now. And it's really obvious. I just need to take better care of my body now. Some other day is some other day.

This is why people have to believe in angels.

Because angels are there to help us. Help us.

I have to take care of this body's health again.

I don't understand why some people just can't be more of a helpful nice surprise for a change. I feel like the universe has asked me to do a lot and I'm going to have to take care of my body because I get ill and I get physical symptoms. And I need to take better care of my body now.

Perhaps it's just better to not be ready sometimes.

Even though I felt a pain and I wanted my spiritual friends to help...

"Sesame Street: It's Not Easy Being Green (Kermit's Song)"

@SesameStreet

https://youtube.com/watch?v=51BQfPeSK8k&feature=shared

I bet the spirits want us to talk about DV. Who's ready?

"the not-so-covert misogyny"

hannahlacavamusic

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcN3-UTEeW8/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Such a silly sojourn, eh?

 


"📍Huian, Quanzhou, Fujian "

iamhappytour

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYpTPD6N4FW/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Send this to someone"

nategaffney

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcmzhKKgCFf/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Outgrowing friends as you get freer from patriarchy"

loverobinclark

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DczgERgMD32/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


My birth month! PCOS Awareness.

A good time to remember that insulin resistance is like some people, sometimes.


"SEPTEMBER IS PCOS/PMOS AWARENESS"

doctordaoud

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcwdCq6MRbQ/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==


Sounds like a critique.

"COVER REVEAL for 'A Slice of Orange - Loving and leaving the Osho /Rajneesh cult'"

nicranson

https://www.instagram.com/p/DJZou4_JAuQ/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Break my heart / Unbreak my heart

Cursed with a compulsion to always want to talk about things more quickly than the companions want to talk about them? Painful!

Oh wow, she has a point about the Hulk...

"Why do men get to be angry but other people don't?"

"asking for a friend"

isabelthurston_real

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcy7fuUh_gL/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

And so another day has gone by...🌄

I do feel like it would be so much nicer for some people if they could believe in a Divine Cosmic Mother energy that can guide and assist them.

It's hot. Gotta go drink some water...

 


"mee maw mode"

khaotickayleee

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Da_u8hAuA7t/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Inspired by one of the most shocking cars I've ever seen"

park_slope_arsonist

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcyaXc1M52d/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Whilst we are on a pretty awful timeline..."

thelaurenporren

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcF0vUMSRmf/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It's almost like there are scared patriarchal energies that are attaching to some people and telling them to shoot down others...

 Jimi Hendrix - "Hey Joe (lyrics on screen)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=6i9_wHpbVQw&si=NyXT0aGiahAvp8Da

I wonder how well my nervous system would be able to process these right now.

"The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo..."

glitchgestaltgirl

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcOsRs2Nyxs/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

They just want to learn things the hard way, I guess.

Stuff comes through, but people don't want to hear it. You'd think it would help, but they don't want to hear it. Stubborn. It does make you realize how easy it was for Germans to let fascists take over their country a century ago. 

I even heard a whinny, but it's not schizophrenia.

Anyways, I imagine wild horses, running for their lives, traumatized, getting to a place where there are humans and needing to be calmed down. It reminds me that I haven't read The Horse Whisperer yet.


They just don't want to know, but why

Why don't some people want to know what is not going to be able to be hidden much longer? Why don't they want to know. Why do they want to prolong it? Why? Why? Why? Really. Why? It's almost as if they have some weird energy attached to them making them behave that way.

There's a lot of problems with fear and how to handle it, and not everyone's in the same boat at the moment.

"For some North Texas Latinos, U.S. citizenship isn't enough to quell fear with ICE on the streets"

https://www.keranews.org/immigration/2026-09-02/citizens-ice-detention-worries-dallas-north-texas

Do you think this is ever true?

"Without justice there can be no love."

page 30

"All About Love: New Visions by bell hooks" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/17607.All_About_Love


It's the future. 🏰⏳🎶🏖️🩴🌊🐚

"Castles Made of Sand (Jimi Hendrix) Ukulele Cover"

Munson Covers

https://youtube.com/watch?v=_RdCov9Y4rU&si=TEbTcFy5oXCkiOgB

Can you believe this?

I kind of used to live in Monterey County. I mean, I stayed there for several months with my sister and my dad while my mom was on business trips, when I was just a little younger than the age of the girl in this story.

"So the 14-year-old that can't drive is 'on the run?'"

montemader

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcynbhLBNy5/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It's almost time to go get lunch...


"How to care for your partner in a relationship"

jeremie.boyamba

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbrw84WO88j/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Lava loves visiting Grandpa"

meowdyssey.of.lava

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcxXXakspLt/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Clean it up"

sarahhesterross

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db8xX_fM6ti/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Why is that?

Patriarchal people have such a hard time seeing women as real human beings.

Among other things!

 "Fascism taught me a lot about how it's absolutely useless to try to change people's minds when they're just not ready to change yet."

Change is bound to happen in one form or another.

Man, I hope some people's children can get to therapy and have the courage to address and overcome all the lessons they're still being taught about great ways to dehumanize others in exchange for certain rewards from the ailing patriarchal society that's still controlling things.

Traumatized people can be so mean.

 


"My mom isn't going to like this one"

paulainked_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcyq_83xv0w/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Oh this is an old standby, isn't it?

 


"My mom isn't going to like this one"

paulainked_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcyq_83xv0w/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

And if you just love them enough, that will fix their sexist behavior, huh?

 


"My mom isn't going to like this one"

paulainked_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcyq_83xv0w/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

And communicating feelings? Results in the opposite of being rewarded...

 


"My mom isn't going to like this one"

paulainked_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcyq_83xv0w/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Oh so that's why the sexual predator of the family got treated better.

 


"My mom isn't going to like this one"

paulainked_

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcyq_83xv0w/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==