Friday, August 14, 2026

Maybe it will be fun to tune into a Golden Girls episode one of these days...

I keep trying figure out when it's a good time to try to travel to South Carolina. I want one of these elephant ear bird baths my sister made. I don't know if I could fit it into a suitcase. It seems too big.

The hospice in home (or apartment) project in Michigan sounds like a big endeavor to oversee, requiring the coordination of many people who didn't always find it so easy to get along in the past, but it sounds like they're getting along better now.

The water element has been very calming and balancing today.

I asked the universe to help me believe that more benefit will come out of having a calmer nervous system. It's been so enjoyable this afternoon to be able to swim, and I will also eat some Hawaiian BBQ with aloha salad, and learn ukulele.

The cat cuteness!

 


The tomfoolery...

 


"the REAL reason why"

norahdechant

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db8i_ynOHVQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

So costly!

"Trump orders Pentagon to redesign US aircraft carrier to use steam catapults to launch jets | Donald Trump" | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/aug/13/trump-aircraft-carriers-steam-catapults

Oh... 🎼🌧️❤️

The Beatles - "Golden Slumbers / Carry That Weight"

@N3WS4I

https://youtube.com/watch?v=b1q5sn21ZkQ&si=JJfaDCGYJU18hTn2

"beatles Piano Kit Walker Julia"

@juana2212

https://youtube.com/watch?v=SVDh0H5jNhs&si=LDN1JTggBDgk3a3Y

What could be great about grammatical errors?

Human beings (not AI) can correct them, and it will make them feel good about themselves!

This is my Friday morning passage to ponder!

"Historians believe the Holy Spirit tradition began with Joachim, a monk born in Calabria circa 1135. He was the abbot of a monastery in Fiore, Italy. He came to believe that the Trinity -- the Father, Son and Holy Ghost -- represented different ages for humanity. The age of the Father was in the past. They were living in the age of the Son, and ahead was the age of the Holy Spirit, according to Joachim's reading of scripture. He foretold that in this new era there would be no separation between everyday life and the sacred. The Empire of the Holy Spirit would bring peace, justice, equality, intolerance. The idea of such a utopia on Earth took hold with many people including Dante, who placed Joachim in paradise in his Divine Comedy."

~ Diana Marcum

Page 205 - 206

"The Tenth Island: Finding Joy, Beauty, and Unexpected Love in the Azores by Diana Marcum" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/39975783-the-tenth-island

"The Feast of St. Joachim"

https://www.fisheaters.com/feastofstjoachim.html

Off to start my day with a healthy breakfast.

 

"The token gringo"

isabelhaygood

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db62rLKu747/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"the REAL reason why"

norahdechant

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db8i_ynOHVQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Pops deserves an Emmy for this one πŸ†"

savvygirlfriend

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbqai6KufHe/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I'm just still evolving as a person.

I just think it's funny how some people seem to respect certain kinds of deaths and disappearances more they respect other types of deaths and disappearances, and I think maybe it's because of the programming they received at a very early age.

It's another morning in August of 2026.

 


It's a collective thing.

"The 'Land of the Free' is no longer..."

riseabovejusticemovement 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcBSRpRM9Ts/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Is this real? πŸ“―πŸͺŠπŸŽΊ

Did he say these instruments are a national security threat; I can't even tell anymore.

"the government said this is a problem so..."

jgover_210

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db7OLQ8Cveh/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Cats are so catty! 😻(Purr, purr...)πŸ’–

Cat loves me a lot and she's being extra cute this morning.

Now I'm going to watch a new one and an old one together.

KATIA POJIDAEVA - "CAPITALISM (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=foOttOKke5A&si=mGcUEZaRG7BhEnDD

Grimes - "Dream Fortress (Official music video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=hy3FPRaeW3Y&si=Nn31Lc6x8MRbVczL

I just wonder how many more interesting stories I'm going to end up hearing about.

She told me that one time, she met this girl who whose mother had died and it was really crazy because you know how the mother died? The girl's brother killed the mother! And the girl whose mother had died was like, what should I do? She was close with her brother, and then her brother killed her mother. Her brother was on drugs, and the girl had also started taking drugs when she was younger, but then she chose a different path. The brother was on drugs when he killed the mother. And you know what the mother, who was deceased, said. She said, would you believe I'm not even mad? And then the girl was like, yeah she would say that. So anyways, what happened was the brother, when he looked at the mother, he saw love and he couldn't deal with it because he was so filled with loathing over his drug addiction and he ended up feeling like he was being judged by the mother for his drug addiction and it was so painful he couldn't stand it and he killed her, but it was him judging himself. And after her death, the mom wasn't even mad about it. Anyways, the task for the girl whose mom had died in that way was to find other people who had been killed by family members. And right about it too, I think. Write. Maybe.

She's talented, too.

Grimes - "Vanessa (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=2-aWEYezEMk&si=D7FGcAu6osq9JHjc

Grimes - "Flesh without Blood/Life in the Vivid Dream"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Tv9YoYCKNoE&si=gqk-Aan1QdQPbErK

It's cool.

This is the kind of writing problem, I mean prompt, that could apply to multiple kinds of children with multiple kinds of mothers in multiple kinds of situations. 

"If you don't like it, maybe you should have picked a different mom. Ha - ha!"

Who's being sensitive? Who's sensitive about what and why? Who's being sensitive?

Off in the distance, a rooster crows. A tune seems to be coming back.

Taylor Dayne - "I'll Be Your Shelter"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=7_Dyouvtb98&si=dDiyuXw7Wn5riH2G

These things are normal, you know.

I just fell asleep like normal. I didn't feel like any of the spirits were trying to get into bed with me or anything. I guess they could see that I was kind of burned out. I have to watch my diet better because I think the inflammation gets to me when I'm sensitive.

Auuuuugh! Anyway, this book is interesting πŸ˜‡.

The woman who wrote it said that after her brother died, she was able to start communicating with his Spirit really really quickly. People in her conservative family couldn't do it but she could.


"You Are A Channel" by Sarah Landon

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/199457100-you-are-a-channel

Ha ha ha. I don't know why, but this universe is still funny.

"I'm awesome." Message received.

Aerosmith - "Dream On (Lyric Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kR4zpS-ky9o&si=u76lnmbPmR076YqY

Because I went to the farm and the house in Michigan every summer, I was always kind of sad that I never got to take any of my friends there. But there was one exception, there was one person I took out there, and I remember when he went out to the farm, and my grandfather was all attitudinal with him and he was trying to help by moving a board or something, and my grandfather was like, do you think that's helping, gee, I could have just done it myself, and it was embarrassing my grandpa was like that, but it's also really funny to remember it right now. My grandma was very sweet though! 

Dream on!

What's next? "How to worship your twin friend like a cult leader?" LOL, no way! I understand that you've been able to develop certain talents in this life that I haven't developed yet, but vice versa, man.

Cycle of life and all that...

I feel like I was having lots of fun the other night. You know. And I felt awesome, and I felt like oh this is so cool that I get to have fun talking to Lucy. I am so lucky! It's really different from that other kind of feeling I've gotten which was like, I don't understand why I have to be outcast for being different. That's not a fun feeling. Anyway. My friend's roommate with the psychic abilities also wrote down Michigan and was like, oh my gosh I wrote down Rajneesh. I didn't know that was Osho!

Thursday, August 13, 2026

It's back to getting calmer and helping myself.

Living in a body can be very humbling. I feel like my body thinks I should get quieter and better at taking care of myself and do not eat and drink rebelliously right now because it's asking for more healing than that.

I think there's going to be some shooting stars visible tonight?! πŸ€©πŸŒŒπŸ’«πŸŒ 

 

"After I stopped recording she told me..."

jeffritogringuito

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db9Z4VkBKHi/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"It's raining men 🎡"

"Why do you think they responded like that"

vicbrugger

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db05ACJKMsQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Reno, Nevada"

thesidewalkschool2

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcAJv_rhCOS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Calm, quiet feminist writing club.

The first rule of calm, quiet feminist writing club is that you take the prompt seriously. Consider the following!

What evidence have you seen in your lifetime that Your Patriarchal Society would like:

for the men to have better access to more resources

for the women to treat the men better

for the women to treat other women with less respect than men

for the women to treat other women as competition for men's attention

and which men have you met who seem to like it better when things are still that way?

Cycles...cycle.

My friends friend said she wrote down the word Michigan and got out the map and she was looking at it. My father's wife in Michigan went into hospice care today (for cancer.) A lot of people have that when they die.

Close eyes for peace.

Think of what will bring you the feelings of tranquility and peace and balance...

I've had to stay in today and just listen to my body.

For sensitive people with certain genetics  it is better to learn to relax more and not overdo it in one area. Otherwise it really can take a toll on certain bodies with certain genetics. This is sad to experience, but it is just the truth.

πŸ˜‡ This music is new to me πŸͺ½

Paul Schwartz - "Angelica"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=szcxvrexVeY&si=iMNMXTbZWcxywe0W

I suppose this could be something that seems relevant to me.

I have for a long time had memories of passing away in a dramatic fashion and trying to talk to people afterwards, and they didn't want to listen or they weren't ready yet, so that's why I have a certain outlook on those kinds of things.

And all of that changes eventually too.

Sometimes people are not ready yet to talk to the spirit, but the spirit is ready to talk to them.

This one was really good.❤️🎢

Working in a bookstore as a lowly salesperson was when I heard it for the first time and then I was beckoned towards other realms...

Paul Schwartz - "Ave MarΓ­a (CafΓ© Del Mar Aria II)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=dnhotLe2KYo&si=Iz2oBsVkEM7cqU0J

It's scary almost.

I feel the universe is loving and has a sense of humor too. People can feel great love in the universe, but they could also feel great loss while they're here on Earth and so then it's hard for them to open up and have fun again sometimes.

Meeting expectations and failing them.

 Such is a life in this era.


"Why couldn't it have been..."

iamthepaintedlady

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db6Svb4TI4v/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Unfortunately, some people do not like to talk about some things.

But then sometimes, if you bring a man along, it changes the dynamics. So that's really weird!

"Unfortunately, this is the sad reality" 

u/mindyour

https://www.reddit.com/r/TikTokCringe/s/p3vK1QK66C

Light helped.

I felt like a mischievous spirit was here last night so much that I had to turn the light on before I went back to sleep.

Cold weather, come back soon...πŸ₯Ά☃️🌨️❄️πŸ”️⛸️🌬️🌫️πŸ§₯🧀🐻‍❄️πŸ›·

Nine Inch Nails - "The Hand That Feeds" - Kawehi

https://youtube.com/watch?v=a2Cenb4UNFE&si=sWWEmsBYQ8tTjakT

I don't know why more guys can't be like...

"Concertmaster walks miles for his cat" - Slippedisc

https://slippedisc.com/2026/08/concertmaster-walks-miles-for-his-cat/

"Joe Lies" from Say Anything

amanfubrusko

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ijYs_zU24-Y&si=rNf8XUGkuqcidUXX

I'm intrigued, but I'm not even sure if I can watch it yet.

I'm kind of afraid that "Kevin Can F**k Himself" is maybe going to make me feel sick? But will I laugh? So many questions. Too.

I'm mad. Why didn't I hear about this one sooner???

"Kevin Can F**k Himself" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Can_F**k_Himself

Do you think there is one?

Isn't there a movie about a trad wife who goes back and finds out it's not all that fun to be trad wifey like she wanted it to be.

If people want to escape into another era...

I think not dying in childbirth is worth quite a lot and look at all the crap they're doing to make people die in childbirth in the 21st century. That's pretty f***** up.

It's okay.

People are people! People are people. People are stressful though. You need a break from those kinds of people, sometimes.

Oh no! Oh why?

Now they're saying...

"Did you ever want to actually just be like some girl's gigantic dildo? Because you've kind of acted like that sometimes!"

Lolololol!

Help me!

We really are in the middle of the 2020s this summer.

 The Summer of 2026.

"Hi! Please pay attention"

https://www.threads.com/@_elnorterecuerda/post/Db8bsxGG280?xmt=AQG0HMjItdwM_tYvL7yYja_a_LRW1wtX-zEojU0b-hAH__4KsTg6f-xyZXcZk1pi1Xt8gCP3&slof=1

"Wow, here's another recent case"

https://www.threads.com/@flyingacecoco/post/Db9JozYku38?xmt=AQG0QVkAFtiXGQAUDbj5K06TTcG_WgtouZW-8haJYAd2r5D5TpuC4_v5ZudkNxhYSTFI-x4&slof=1

"Since ICE has electric gloves"

https://www.threads.com/@inattentivejedi/post/Db8uZV4CT7d?xmt=AQG0P_WLmbLy40RWkjZOvgmX2RWL5_tWKyKqQAEgGzI-viy4IeCVyucdcwUNiLGDlxHYdq0w&slof=1

"Our favorite landscaper disappeared"

https://www.threads.com/@ohyesdawlin/post/Db8jLWWm5HU?xmt=AQG0xQrWfCxCjQIoKtBOyprrid8pIMyMrfrkun52IEr3lnCTwQ6yXOyRw5uJ37g3IOowywFM&slof=1

"bell hooks"

https://www.threads.com/@drdeeknight/post/Db9nX_1jfh0?xmt=AQG0xXzR2KfZwFUlv62f9a1kh7dBwHn3rDUBLHSW8ieAi33svXu6UrYkPtdd8TRFJfy9PXc&slof=1

"Appalling. U.S. Navy sailors are trying to jump overboard"

https://www.threads.com/@jesscraven101/post/Db9Lo5tEYQL?xmt=AQG0Mgtyo5H54SLCofIzRr2mOo1LTgiblStWNn-dmUdFPejI7_V8vRR2ZTufy1QrGziB3cDV&slof=1

"Kids are in jail at the Dilley Detention Center"

https://www.threads.com/@oye/post/Db90O-pFO6C?xmt=AQG0WwgrADqRHEmHhP4qCt7Qv8QsG_wVcAbZI51ctYw808Y_qlvEoJ32ZwwspwBUk0254zyf&slof=1

BAAAAAAA!

Baaaaaaaa.

Maybe the Divine Cosmic Mother just has a bigger heart.

She likes the black sheeps of the families.

This has gotta to end someday.

"San Diego sued the federal government and CORECIVIC for the right to do a health inspection"

spacebunnynews1

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZgNo_vh3qo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I thought that Phil Collins was saying "Hold on" and not "Oh Lord" my whole entire life until karaoke yesterday.

"Watching a fuckload of TV shows is not going to save you." ~ Our Lord  Phil Collins – "In the Air Tonight Lyrics" 

https://genius.com/Phil-collins-in-the-air-tonight-lyrics

The more sensitive on purpose people are the MUCH better for my health kinds of people, now and always.

MUCH more caring!

"San Diego sued the federal government"

spacebunnynews1

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZgNo_vh3qo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"πŸ’” Moms, this is on us"

the_radical_mom

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWO0MsOkZ6Z/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"I can't be the only one"

hackorwackwithdnkat

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db9myS9yoXB/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Not a lie, and she was born in a different era, so...

My grandma would handle this situation so much better.

And by annoying, maybe that means acting like being cluelessly insensitive on purpose as a survival mechanism is their thing???

Some people are being so annoying, they are so annoying, just so annoying...


Hey!

Why don't you step up your friendship skills? Twinny.

Dear Universe, could I have learned about "Kevin Can F**k Himself" sooner?

"How Gaslighting actually works"

@PopCultureDetective

https://youtube.com/shorts/KeK0zMh3n4o?si=r_9rJDUrgXuLBpeU

Sing...πŸ—£️🎼 ❤️

"She's gonna to have to be a monk."

becoolandi

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaVnfEtxyvF/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Wednesday, August 12, 2026

A really different upbringing's happening for some kids right now.

"ICE does not belong in our schools."

hilario4cps

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db9QgPYkwwJ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I feel a little bit like a dog.

With a good sniffer that's not appreciated.

And also like this time when I was young and my family went to see a dog at a no kill shelter that they wanted to give away because my mother didn't want to take care of the dog because she just didn't like her. She had a lot of health problems and my mother just didn't really like her. But we went to see her and she was like, hey, all happy to see us and then it didn't take very long for her to just be like, yeah, well I know you guys are going to leave anyway, so I'm kind of bored of you, so why don't you just go. Sigh! It was interesting to see that attitude in an animal.

Gee, what a show off!

"Why did people like Osho so much?"

https://www.reddit.com/r/WildWildCountry/s/1LplacnyW5

He liked cars like some people like shoes.


Grandma...

"Sliver" ~ Nirvana

https://youtube.com/watch?v=21JfDpX8ulg&si=fIMrTcNgdAXhA37O

Not everyone can be a renowned long distance runner, but...But.

"In 2017, MarΓ­a Lorena Ramirez..."

missliz_martinez

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLiH1lSpAz-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

The ash is looking perilous!

"competitive...athlete...ultramarathoner, lives on the beach..." page 111

"The Golden Hour: A Story of Family and Power in Hollywood by Matthew Specktor" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/216724291-the-golden-hour

Money cult money cult my money called the money cult...

Money cult! LOL. You know that "Lollipop" song!

Chordettes - "Lollipop"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3rYoRaxgOE0&si=zuDneP1DRWQBC5gT

Cults or not cults?

I have a curiosity about churches sometimes, but I don't really act on it, and I do not always enjoy the whole idea of people following the pastor of a church, almost as if maybe there could be a cultish thing going on, but I was told yesterday that sometimes online services at these two places are interesting.

"LivingWayTV"

https://youtube.com/@livingwaytv1555?si=zYQqQQoYArkAMw_3

"AgapeLiveTV"

https://youtube.com/@agapespiritualcenter?si=IDJswZmfydtspeOB

However, she said that services went down at the latter after the pastor and his wife, who was a musician, got divorced, and the attendance never recovered after COVID hit, but maybe that's a little gossipy. 

Children's book author that I think was perhaps suggested to me recently.

"Gary Paulsen, author of 'Hatchet,' has died at 82" : NPR

https://www.npr.org/2021/10/14/1045981769/gary-paulsen-hatchet-author-obituary

She said do you know Gary or Paul and I said no, but for some reason that makes me think of Gary Paulsen, and she said, they said author. So I'm like okay, maybe it's Gary Paulsen.

Remember when the internet didn't even exist?

It's kind of fun to read this book right now because people who were the age of our parents (some of us) knew all of these films and actors that I have to keep looking up online. 

I was sitting by young people who were old enough to drink on a date and the young man was telling the girl his mother gets hot flashes. Just thought of this album, which I don't have.

'Hot Flash (album)" - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hot_Flash_(album)

By the Uppity Blues Women.

His mom's probably my age. 

Sigh.

I'm not dead yet, so I have less patience then the older and wiser. 

That's silly. I don't know if it would work on a ukulele.

 "Like a Bad Twin..." 🎢

I almost went to visit some goats but I decided I needed a decaf coffee drink with maraschino foam.

You should make a song about that.

"The world is filled with joys and boys will be so much less rude to you in the future."

Sunshine on a cloudy day 🎢


Karaoke's playing


across the way...


That one Phil Collins song that's especially creepy and the guy singing it very off-key.

Amazingly off-key.

Which probably makes for the best karaoke, in a way.

I wish I could post a recording, but it never works.

Oh my Lord Jesus! It is so funny, I have to listen to the whole thing.

A lotta useful honesty.

It's very useful after you've gone and it continues and it is your legacy.

"The Golden Hour: A Story of Family and Power in Hollywood by Matthew Specktor"| Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/216724291-the-golden-hour


Whose fault???


 ICE detained two parents

thesidewalkschool2 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db8MGbmhyAy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Manifesting in all kinds of different ways.

I think bad things are happening because people are just real control freaks when they have unresolved trauma.

Sometimes love is like that escape from sobibor movie I still need to finish.

 Just because.

Maybe the universe can help me.

Instead of thinking about how much more I would have been listened to in this life if I had been born in a different kind of body, and feeling pain in that body, I would like to go out in my cute sundress with my cardigan and enjoy a book and a drink.

Every day is your health is important day.

"The story about immigrants coming to America..."

cancel.the.state

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZ5Hz4iC0q7/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Can't stop"

gordygrayson

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZ-Ygc9sX5L/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"the most expressive cat"

pennythegingercat

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db0v_OyCVVE/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Its ok if you're scared"

flowerinspanish and jcfrias

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db7GFC9PwcN/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

It's hot. ☀️🌑️πŸ”₯

There's lots to process right now!

I have to stay inside all day, I think. 

But maybe I'll change my mind about that in a half an hour. 

We'll see.

"#genx #generationx"

drjenniferscott

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYuN5cnx8Yo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Dedicated to the men..."

nyssajasellephotography

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbmrRo0JJGi/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"U can't?"

motorinamakeup

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db3aUnBs_s8/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"SHUT DOWN DILLEY NOW!"

berenice_dolls

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV7h3eUjpOU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Who were they? What were they like?

Had a very nice evening with friends yesterday, but sadly I did hear that there were some people on their street, and they didn't know them very well, but they got deported by ICE.
 

"SHUT DOWN DILLEY NOW!"

berenice_dolls

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV7h3eUjpOU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Speaking up is difficult and sharing stories helps people.

 "From powerful children's books to healing journals and cultural classics"

"Tammy Wallace ✍🏾✨"

tammywallace_3355

https://www.instagram.com/p/DVHMuu1Ej1e/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"Survivor Story: Tammy Wallace..."

jaguarwright

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFyTyAyRolS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Want some big golden books like I had when I was a little kid...

However, sometimes the artwork was the same inside of the little ones and the big ones.

"a Little Golden Book CLASSIC..  Walt Disney’s DUMBO"

sydneystarlette

https://youtube.com/watch?v=26ir9ySl4ug&si=5fJzTd_-A2ZrtAyk

"Vintage 1970's Disney Bambi Big Golden Book!"

https://www.etsy.com/listing/750022357/vintage-1970s-disney-bambi-big-golden

I think that sounds fun!!!!!!

Hang out later because processing information is happening right now, and I don't know. Can children's books help with this?

"a Little Golden Book CLASSIC..  Walt Disney’s DUMBO"

sydneystarlette

https://youtube.com/watch?v=26ir9ySl4ug&si=5fJzTd_-A2ZrtAyk

"Vintage 1970's Disney Bambi Big Golden Book!"

https://www.etsy.com/listing/750022357/vintage-1970s-disney-bambi-big-golden

Lots of stuff is going on...

For some reason, I feel like I want to go look up something about Jesus being denied three times in the Bible.


"Mexican Names Never Disappoint!"

shayfarmkid

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db5oCI4Juzp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"haven't done one of these in a while"

mishmish.honey

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db7M4bJRBY6/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"I was denied miscarriage care 3 times"

ashley_livinginchaos

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db8MGQexH8o/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Like maybe meditation is f****** the way to go?

The Divine Mother thinks we should do things that make us feel good and not just do them for the money, and we don't have to talk to some people if we don't feel like it. Also the Divine Mother was like telling my spiritual friend's psychic friend to think about other things, too, like "Margaret Fragoso." Apparently when she disappeared when I came around it was because something was telling her to go in her room and start writing.

πŸ’ž I had a fun evening! πŸ’—

"Hawaii: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=j8DxdibHibU&si=sd_p8Kw_qzVZMJLG

Lucy is funny. πŸ˜‡


I sort of feel lighter-bodied today.

 




What a life! It's an unusually overcast morning in August in this part of Southern California.

"I'm Mexican and I live in Portland"

themexinpdx

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYiosbQpoNw/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"I'm still working on calling it the new name"

radicallyrose

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZa91fphkXo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

"This man's boss is a monster and they call him a leader in the industry."

sophiaroxanneb

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db60rq5NJYR/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Lucy! ❤️ In The Sky With Diamonds πŸ’Ž

I got happy happy feelings tonight! Someone very sensitive and psychic was very happy to give me some new things to think about! 

Some messages from the friend of my friend who apparently can tune into some things. She said she's been writing a lot when I come around to visit.

This morning she wrote:

Burns Forest Fell

and 

Answers answers answers.

She thought it was about a character in the Simpsons. Today she was Lucy in The Sims game. She moved in here 2 years ago in August. She's been Lucy in The Sims game for a while or something.

She fell, like off a cliff, and was not killed by a bear but was dead for 6 hours and then a bear found the body. Most of her bones washed away to a watery place. Only some big bones she called the brontosaurus bones like the big bones of the thigh are in the original place. They are not reachable; ppl would have to go there by helicopter.

Searchers walked by them. She said there were 92 in the search party because one of the search party was smoking pot and letting the dogs do all the work.

She wrote down the children's names a few months ago. Spelling the names correctly.

She said her husband looked like Burt Reynolds when he was young.

She's been hanging around my friend's friend for years and my friend is relieved to finally have this off her back, and she said sorry not sorry!

She said, she goes the smoking didn't kill me, and slaps her knees.

Marlboro reds

Magnum P.I.

Bran cereal

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds 

Overjoyed, thank you.

Don't do things for the money. Do things that feel good.

Here's another thing that I find pretty hilarious.

I'm pretty sure that I was really into reading spiritual stuff at an early age,  way before most people and I had no idea that all of these weird things were going to happen that were going to completely mess around with my sense of equanimity, like as if I'm some sort of wounded wild creature that can be poked and disturbed easily after having escaped a traumatizing environment. I think that there were a lot of times in my childhood when I didn't seem especially traumatized and it's because I didn't know what was happening. Finding out what was happening later completely messed up my inner child. But anyways, the middle of life can be a good time to integrate and begin new things.

This could be a fun prompt for shadow work if you've got a certain sense of fun about it.

 So what kind of compromises in relationships? Did a father-in-law Spirit have difficulty making?

Perhaps it's just a a shadow work setting boundaries type of summer, but it will ultimately be for the good beneficial reasons!

I'm kind of sorry that I don't seem more peaceful sometimes. Like when I hang out with a spiritual friend and it's just real easy to be peaceful then but I don't know what to say. This is just the way it is right now. Peace as possible!

And I might not be very motivated to get more skinny.

Does a more shallow and untenable lifestyle come along with it???

But now back to Shadow Work. Yippee!

As I switch from Naughty By Nature being down with O.P.P. to Bea Wain singing about how she's Nobody's Baby, can I just say how exasperated I am and how much I wish I was living about 300 years into a more feminist future and how this is why sometimes I just scroll and scroll on Instagram because that's the only place I ever seem to find any feminist content.  Like every time I turn on the radio it seems like the majority of the DJ's jobs is to just talk about how great male musicians are. Really. That seems like 95% of their job. 

I feel disappointed with women in my generation sometimes. Kind of like I was disappointed way back when people at a baby shower were talking about how awful it is to raise girl babies and girl children and they liked talking like that. They had fun talking like that. They enjoyed putting down children. These were women with deep internalized misogyny issues. But anyways, with all the enjoyment they had talking about putting down girl babies, no wonder they didn't have a whole lot of energy left to see how complicated the whole reproduction issue is across the board with a wide variety of women because they're not taught to see that they're just taught to brag about themselves, probably at the expense of a lot of children actually. These women are the mothers of the children who now have fewer reproductive rights then they had. In some cases, people's daughters have been abducted this summer. I mean all kinds of people have been abducted, not just daughters. But really, I thought that we would be better than this. So I'm mad. Even though I am happy with some progress that has been made in society, I'm still mad. And that's the shadow side! 

Tune in later for more Shadowy Stuff!

Also, I can't believe how not that long ago some people were actually yelling at each other about saying things like something looks shady is too much hey you know what looks shady ice agents look shady ice agents kidnapping people looking shady shady shady shady shady and putting them in concentration camps this summer huh this summer alright get a grip.

Now is a better time to appreciate flowers!

 People are like flowers too, sometimes!


And a hematite stone for grounding. Because this is kind of like the summer of shadow work.

I did finish my donuts and it wasn't as healthy as blueberries but I felt it had to be done.

Okay, so I just had to say that as I was leaving the donut shop there was a brown-skinned person talking to himself. He seemed kind of homeless and schizophrenic and I did not go over and try to help him because as a woman I sometimes do not feel very safe with men who are not mentally well. 

But then it's kind of like the universe gave me two gifts. One gift was another brown skinned man came by and honestly just from the way he was dressed and acting I think he was gay and he came up and was talking to the other brown skinned man and I thought maybe he's trying to help him.

And then as I was leaving the parking lot, there was this big crowd of cars and a car stopped for me and the brown-skinned guy driving it waved me in. Like being a nice guy, waving me in, wanting me to go in front of him, like a nice guy. 

So who knows. Maybe I'm not such a b****, huh.

Your story matters, it's just that other stories matter, too.

If someone else always has to water the bush while you're singing songs to it, then I mean maybe it's time for a little switcheroo.

Anyways, when your "different from you" daughter or granddaughter is suffering from the stuff that you're still choosing to remain ignorant about.

Your "halfway to Proud Boys" literature is not going to be helping.

What is your $ money $ doing?

Should you eat a big grown-up lemon powdered donut and a big grown up raspberry jelly donut and two little baby donuts with sprinkles.


Instead of a bunch of nice, healthy blueberries...

Just because you're lucky enough to not be suffering from tuberculosis in a Detention Center paid for by YOUR tax dollars at the moment?

Are you special enough to catch a cold?

You might be special enough to catch tuberculosis someday, if you're locked in a concentration camp.

Sadly, tuberculosis took Thoreau's life at the age of 44, or something like that.

"You are on stolen Native Land, and they keep stealing"

flowerinspanish

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db3_U3xyCRC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I think processing the information that's coming up and being more articulate about certain topics could help a lot of people!

After all, who suffers the most when the people who were treated best by an imbalanced patriarchal society are being distressingly inarticulate? 

Being articulate doesn't mean you have to agree exactly on everything right? 

That would be like cult mentality thinking.

For example, one could say "I find that point of view to be distressing or too dogmatic because..."

"I can see why you would think that way. However, I still prefer to think in a different way about it, because..."

πŸ€”

And a lot more children will be a lot more happy and they'll have better memories when they grow up of how Our Society treated them.

The country and our society needs to get A LOT better.

People deserve better.

The kinds of situations that happen when abuse gets covered up in families play out again and again in other areas of life, and when people are just fine with acting complacent about it, they are not going to step up and change very much, are they?

Sometimes life is not beautiful.

'How do we explain ICE to our children?"| Opinion

https://www.pressherald.com/2026/08/08/how-do-we-explain-ice-to-our-children-opinion/

"Amal, age 6, and her 2-year-old sister have been distraught ever since their father was taken by ICE. They cry at length in the morning because their father was the one who made them breakfast and at bedtime because he was the one who tucked them in.

She tells me that Amal woke up that night, the terrible night he was taken. She heard her parents calling back and forth to each other from their apartment to the street below. She got out of bed and looked out the window. There, she told her mother, she saw her father on the sidewalk crying, surrounded by strange men. She saw him forced into a car and driven away.

Her mother tried to protect her, trying to turn the trauma into a palatable story. “Those are just friends of his,” she said. “He is going with them to do paperwork.”

But a 6-year-old puts the pieces together.

Amal looked at her mother and said, “No, those are NOT his friends. I have never seen them before. I KNOW his friends. And he was CRYING. I saw him crying! Those guys TOOK him. I saw them push him into a white car. Our car is black.”

The mother’s instinct to relabel the horror reminded me of the film “Life is Beautiful,” in which a father uses his boundless imagination to try to shield his young son from the horrors of the concentration camp they are in by pretending it’s all an elaborate game. But except in movies, illusions like these fall apart quickly."

~ Karen Levine Egee

RIP Special Racccon.

The raccoon had a crushed leg, and that probably came from some kind of big impact to the leg, and it wasn't anything like our cat would have done to it. Cats usually just stare, or that's what our cat does if it comes to raccoons. So it probably just came to our yard seeking some safety after the injury happened. Poor little juvenile raccoon.

Perhaps it would have gotten euthanized quicker if it had gone back to the animal control facility after all, but I don't know. (It was apparently euthanized by a vet at the animal rescue place the next day.) Anyways, learned a lot from the little injured raccoon.