I might have to see if the universe gives me any dreams about why the girls always seemed more forced to deal with the heavier topics in this life. I want to find humans who are developing their skills, and going towards compassionate strength.
Wednesday, May 13, 2026
Don't you think angels at the very least must think we're amusing?
😇
I'm sure DJs have fun. I kind of want to mash up "Love bites, love bleeds..." And "Gimmee one reason to stay here..." Still remembering the mom and daughter wearing their matching Def Leppard t-shirts.
Tuesday, May 12, 2026
So a quiet person became a performer, for some reason.
"The Woes of a Quiet Person | Aparna Nancherla: Hopeful Potato (Clip)"
@dropout
Listened to some music and drifted off to sleep.
Be really funny if some people named their kid Semper. Just as a girl could be named September, I imagine a boy could be named Semper. I wonder if anyone ever did that. I can almost see this kid wandering around a medieval landscape, taking care of animals...
Fun to read alongside of the "Mirabilis" novel.
"Moon Mistress and Shadow Queen" – Enchanted Living Magazine
https://enchantedlivingmagazine.com/moon-mistress-and-shadow-queen/
More reflection must be needed.
Sometimes you might need to take step back because there's all these playful energies in the universe, but you sort of have to find out which ones are the best fit for whatever you're supposed to be doing at the moment.
This musical composition has been going around in my head a little bit this evening.
"Moon"
Sufjan Stevens, Nico Muhly, Bryce Dessner, James McAllister
Does it ever seem like you want more good changes to happen.
And like, instead of being manipulated by certain lower energy forces, you have to get to know yourself better and download something from a higher place and use that to create your path. (Instead of joining a cult, maybe.)
Everything humans find difficult to deal with gets processed eventually.
A human life is very challenging sometimes. Sometimes, it also has its fun moments. Sometimes, it feels like I never knew how many people would seem to feel like they need to be somewhat sleepwalking through an era of important changes. I guess a lot also depends on the day, or even the time of day.
What makes you feel concerned?
About / for us...
"Have you ever wondered what it's like in the Whipple Detention Center"
50501Minnesota
Wow, big health news!
"PCOS has been officially renamed PMOS, and it’s a momentous move"
Maybe I should go out and have a teal drink like something in a Julia Jacklin video. Or a blue drink. Can pretend it's teal. Close enough. Wear teal.
"Julia Jacklin's New Video Is an Exercise in Boredom"
https://www.vice.com/en/article/julia-jacklins-new-video-is-an-exercise-in-boredom/
I don't know. Maybe I won't do that though.
"PCOS just got a new name. And it changes everything"
drsalomemasghatimd
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYPwxazgUED/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I wonder if this is actually really fun for him. Bunch of compliments in the comments.
🤣😭😂
Mitski - "Brand New City (Official Audio)"
"Men in female dominated fields"
cbeaumartino
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYNm_N2SMfL/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
The worst of times...
"Queer and trans immigrants allege forced labor and sexual assault in Ice facility: ‘I was treated worse than an animal’" | US immigration | The Guardian
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/16/ice-immigration-queer-trans-louisiana
The abusive patriarchy.
"Trump administration full of abusers sends a message that violence against women is acceptable
Missouri Republicans once got rid of a governor over alleged sexual assault. Now they support all the president’s abusive men"
Considering who's running things...
A bunch of dads who happen to be accused of sexual assault...
"Inside Dilley ICE camp: Alleged 'blue butterfly zones' keep young girls isolated for 'unknown reasons'"
Just remembering that time when I was out in Utah and I met the guy who had a ranch and he said he had survived a traumatizing childhood.
Maybe some people who survived traumatic childhoods will be good adoptive parents?
Is this really happening to any teenage girls in ICE detention centers?
"If you were angry enough..."
thomasisntreal
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVPtLG6DIbY/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
Like some kind of repeat of the kinds of stuff that happened to the marginalized groups who were put in concentration camps in the past?
She had to address some backlash.
"If you want to have a separate conversation"
therealebjohnson
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYPIzb5oksp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Uh - oh. Stuff that didn't require the Internet to exist to happen has happened.
And it seems to me that the Internet just helps it get pointed out a little bit more swiftly sometimes.
"It's weird. It's weird behavior. It's a weird thing to glamorize."
the real ebjohnson
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYOz5USogyj/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Baby Doll"- Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baby_Doll
"Kobe Bryant sexual assault allegations" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kobe_Bryant_sexual_assault_allegations
Bloody 19-year-old rape culture "girl dad" cult trauma trigger warning.Just ask which character is most like yourself.
Or for this one, it's actually better to ask, "What do you have in common with the main character?"
"REVIEWS IN BRIEF"
https://www.sfgate.com/books/article/reviews-in-brief-2904965.php
"Mirabilis" - Historical Novel Society
https://historicalnovelsociety.org/reviews/mirabilis/
"MIRABILIS" | Kirkus Reviews
https://www.kirkusreviews.com/book-reviews/susann-cokal/mirabilis/
!!🐼💌💐!!
Comedy: I dreamed drones brought me a stuffed Panda bear and a bouquet.
Behold the creepy background noise in this version:
"Siren (Live In Detroit 10/27/07)"
Tori Amos
https://youtube.com/watch?v=RgW49Wv8Dp0&si=MtIFrzjXr3cvzYXk
"The Silencing Trap"
@Femalevolutions
https://youtube.com/shorts/mR7gjf4IVjQ?si=UxPwslQU0BVLh41-
On the Aesthetics of "peter Quince at the Clavier"
"I know you believe it happened."
"The Silencing Trap."
@Femalevolutions
https://youtube.com/shorts/mR7gjf4IVjQ?si=UxPwslQU0BVLh41-
This is more empowering than that time a bored old rich guy spied on me on a rare night when I was feeling uninhibited, and that's EXACTLY what I get for not taking the Wallace Stevens poem about Susannah and the Elders seriously enough back in the more "flaca" college days. Eat a snack.
"Peter Quince at the Clavier" | The Poetry Foundation
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/47430/peter-quince-at-the-clavier
Let me guess; they're eating me at...
"Your boyfriend who is embarrassed"
@theslappablejerk
"When 'new poor' meets 'old poor'”
@theslappablejerk
https://youtube.com/shorts/s1txKo6zQd0?si=I4MHGKypQzLb-BEB
"Let this be a warning to the few of us"
@theslappablejerk
In a way, he's actually right.
Just went in the wrong direction with his analysis.
"Dr Oz called women 'underbabied'"
Start adding more exercises. Not as motivated to restrict calories as you hoped.
"How to tell someone's Significant O. that just because someone astral traveled on that special night when you were listening to a much famouser composer on a cassette tape, it still will never change their special connection."
Brill, a sleepy manifesting.
And, as you know, brilliant artists don't have to be...
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah...
It's one of the chief advantages of being a brilliant artist.
"My husband chose a life"
Ob ser va tion ally
Non-sentimental and self - curious in this aspect of life that has already become a part of the past:
I didn't plan it this way but for some reason this is what I was listening to when I visited the grave of Corrie Ten Boom:
"Ziello" ~ Claire Ozmun
Got some yellow flowers from a seller by the road who didn't speak English; practiced a little bit of Spanish.
"Appointment in Samarrah" ~ Anand Wilder
Was helpful last year when I felt kind of estranged from some people, but I still actually talked to these people. But anyways I was disappointed when I felt more traumatized by ICE raids and other people didn't seem to be noticing. But then somebody who attended church more told me Corrie Ten Boom's Forgiveness of the Nazi guard at her concentration camp story, and it helped me shift. I didn't feel quite so horribly estranged anymore.
I think the reason why E.M. Forster wrote "Only connect" is because people are often bad at it.
Anyways, hmmm, infinity pool. ♾️
"Guesthouse in Temecula · ★4.93 · 1 bedroom · 1 bed"
https://www.airbnb.com/l/Bw4zMfsz
I think the manic pixie dream girl inventor guy has an infinity pool; I saw that in some pictures online a while back....
🧊🐧🥶
Actually, I was mistaken about that; oops?
"Manic Pixie Dream Girls: why their inventor is apologising"
https://www.theguardian.com/film/2014/jul/16/manic-pixie-dream-girls-writer-apologises
Monday, May 11, 2026
This is what people should do with their anger and war-like tendencies.
"Billie Eilish ticked off the internet."
Parkrose Permaculture
"It could happen," as that one comedienne used to say.
I could read about medieval characters both real and imagined and make simpler music.
"Judy Tenuta" - Wikipedia
And, I'm expanding my creative horizons, toooo...
Even if it's sad that fewer and fewer people are reading whole books because they get sucked into online stuff and video games, I can also read whatever books I want if they're in my first language (😭 And I really aspire to acquire knowledge of other languages in this lifetime.) And I'll teach myself some musical things, too, because I used to make up songs by myself while riding on the school bus. I don't really remember them, and that's fine. But I know I did that.
The Patriarchal forces controlling the money are not doing well enough for our society.
"We Need To Talk About This Year's Met Gala"
Karolina Zebrowskax
I feel musical people do have a very superior advantage, like when it comes to accessing emotions and getting through the rumination barriers, sometimes.
Anyways, you can also be on the lookout for the other kinds of ancestors that the descendants are going to look back on the most fondly. Maybe they're the ones who are having kids and feeding us, too. Oh yeah, and some of their kids are also feeding us. That's another great thing to remember.
Is it plenty or a plethora?
"Either plenty or a plethora of parents will begin caring about children in concentration camps as soon as it becomes more pleasurable to do so."
Throw some charity balls or something! I bet it's easier to do now than it would have been in Nazi Germany.
Pleasures are what all people of all different backgrounds are born for, right?
I feel I've been made highly aware of how pleasure-oriented people on this planet really are, and maybe that's for the best, when it's channeled properly, or in some better ways than it was in the past.
Cosmopolitan it up a little.
"Have the best, most satisfying burst of pleasure releasing chemicals in your brain you've ever had, and care about civil rights, too!"
Sometimes I think what society really needs is an Act Like You Care About Your Daughters' Civil Rights Day.
"Not pleased to see this stuff is taking hold"
bittersweet.everything
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXzkGubs0gP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I had a dollar for every time a woman was ashamed..."
notoriusdrb
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DR3or03gN8v/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Save this. Send it..."
deniselovehewett
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXMrgbEgS5Y/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Patriarchal Society still wants a lot of people to act like they do not need to care too much about those kinds of things, apparently.
Cat humor that the current Vice President wouldn't be able to appreciate is still good though!
"He's my reason why"
theblackcattoothless
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXFpFayjIch/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I do find this idea rather appealing, lately.
Like, if well-off people also thought of some of the things that not as well off people could do when it comes to their opinions about, I don't know practicing some sort of creative endeavor or creating a not terribly expensive meal that's going to give you enough energy, couldn't it be fun for them, too? Pretend you're teaching a bunch of children in a musical orphanage how to rehabilitate themselves. Who are the heros now...
A little education goes a long way!
Even when it comes to simple, repetitive things! For example, now I know that you can push a chair up against a wall and just stand up and sit in it as you do your reps three times with your not very heavy weights. That is really really simple addition, but for some reason I never thought to try that when I was younger. So being able to connect with somebody who is caring and competent and good at communicating when it comes to the things they know that you don't know about is life-changing!
But for some reason, I did know that you can do a wallsit and do it. Cuz we always did wallsits in PE.
Yes, it's better late than never when it comes to access to more feminist content.
❤️🧡💛💚🩵💌💙💜🩷🤍🖤
"They just need to see it 👹"
mind_the_kate
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYH9MugIbw6/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Or maybe..."
rexandwrinkles
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYKakyIRsXS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Context
"I have to bite back certain words -- bite and chew and swallow. How quickly my darker past has been forgotten; how quickly I have become a civic treasure, when once the prison was too good for me."
Page 301 - 302 of Mirabilis by Susann Cokal
Well, I have to read up to this point now.
So relaxed! Back to reading my book.
We're not actually living through the darkest ages / most medieval times of politics and medicine and civil rights for human beings.
~~~~~~
Okay here's one:
"How quickly my darker past has been forgotten; how quickly I have become a civic treasure, when once the prison was too good for me."
Page 301 - 302 of Mirabilis by Susann Cokal
Blessed Motherly Daughterly Thoughts Day 🍀
And, also very glad that some caring and conscientious dads and son might be thinking about them, too!
"Dr. Oz called women 'underbabied'"
"Sick!! As an RN, this makes me furious!"
"I feel like I've reached the age..."
poppytherescuecat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYLVW6xPYHg/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I need to prioritize my activities right now.
I think I should at least try to read my "Mirabilis" book.
"Mirabilis by Susann Cokal"| Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/590147.Mirabilis
Maybe I'll look at this later.
Maybe I'll go play on My Little Panda Drum.
🪵🪘
"Heartbeat Drum Song - Native American"
Katy Morton
https://youtube.com/watch?v=duZ60fUYgX8&si=TgejJlv-z_FvuA01
"Mahk Jchi (Heartbeat Drum Song)"
jrobbierobertson
Didn't know I needed this knowledge, but I do.
"Husband urged the family to watch his old favorite movie..."
u/take7pieces
I'm going to get more into learning Dutch again today!
During yesterday evening's magical walk, there was discussion of how there's a Dutch word for it: schemeren.
"succes with your life 🤗"
letsdoubledutch
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYKNLIAoMYX/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Perhaps I can ask my helpers to help me get better at learning more about this language.
Feeling appreciative of the efforts of these students and writers...
"Over the past couple months, Chapman students have investigated what cities in Orange County have done in response to large-scale immigration crackdown that ramped up last June, filing public records with each of the 34 cities to see what they implemented.
Anaheim, Santa Ana, Costa Mesa and Irvine have provided informational resources on their websites, and launched funds to either help impacted immigrant families with legal support or to help them pay bills.
Anaheim is the only city in Orange County to post detailed daily updates on immigration enforcement actions in the city, while Santa Ana remains the only sanctuary city in the county.
Garden Grove, Mission Viejo, Buena Park, Fullerton and Stanton have solely provided informational resources.
Huntington Beach has firmly supported immigration enforcement, declaring the city a “non-sanctuary city” and saying they will help ICE if they come to town.
The remaining 24 cities have done nothing official in the past year."
~ Caleb Otte and Declan McDaniels
"Many Orange County Cities Stay Silent on ICE Raids"
https://voiceofoc.org/2026/05/many-orange-county-cities-stay-silent-on-ice-raids/
Human beings of all ages and backgrounds deserve better.
"Many Orange County Cities Stay Silent on ICE Raids"
https://voiceofoc.org/2026/05/many-orange-county-cities-stay-silent-on-ice-raids/
Sunday, May 10, 2026
Slightly whine dined.
Evident that my great karmic debt to woman kind in this incarnation could be more recognized in the not two different future.
I hope they give the kids a popsicle or something.
"Palm Springs grad detained by ICE. She hopes her story helps others"
"Community-built map tracks ICE activity across Tucson"
"Activists rally at Minnesota Capitol, demand justice for families harmed by ICE"
https://www.cbsnews.com/minnesota/news/activists-demand-justice-for-families-harmed-by-ice/
Human offspring are more complicated than cat offspring.
"Student faces expulsion after posting video of student who can barely read"
🎼 It's just another day...🪂🌹☔🌳🐱
Flight of the Conchords - "Summer of 1353"
https://www.reddit.com/r/Music/s/JNEUf6zVpO
"Daily Song Discussion #324 Jenny Wren"
https://www.reddit.com/r/PaulMcCartney/s/vWpNelrpB4
"I just discovered 'Another Day' by Paul..."
https://www.reddit.com/r/beatles/s/5MgoE8BLA8
"Daily Song Discussion #192 Eleanor Rigby / Eleanor's Dream"
https://www.reddit.com/r/PaulMcCartney/s/Uih6GoeId9
"When Paul Explained Blackbird"
https://www.reddit.com/r/beatles/s/ij0uMYUw8u
"My brother's daughter is also his niece"
Things can resolve nicely.
Now I've decided that my feelings almost exactly mirror the feelings of others. I was just not able to say so before. These things take time.
Maybe for some people, it can also be like, Love your Cosmic Mother Day?
"Let's celebrate a different kind of Mother's Day this year."
Perdita Finn
https://substack.com/@perditafinn/note/c-256267746?r=1oj2u
The season for love is spring.
I found a bunch of kinds from Professor Google: Agape, Eros, Philia, Storge, Ludus, Pragma, Philautia, Mania, Xenia, Anteros
Great question to contemplate today.
How well do you think all the daughters of all the different backgrounds deserve to be treated? Do we know that? How do we know?
I believe I could start halfway over with my project.
Frogging a hat I finished because I want it to look better.
Perhaps life can feel more carefree soon.
I suppose much of my life has been predicated on a "It's better to know about the painful things" stance, which seems to also mean that I feel them in my body sometimes. That's empathy.
Processing new lessons again; they're very old lessons, though.
When I was sleeping, I dreamed I was by a rose bush and there was an insect buzzing around my ear and then I woke up and the buzzing around my ear also went to the base of my skull and then I was awake. I'm sad because I didn't realize how thirsty for revenge some people are if they don't feel appreciated enough. Well, that's how it seems. And then it completely takes over, their need to express their dominance and power. And they don't care about iniquity. They don't care about that sort of thing at all. They just want to express dominance and power. That's what the patriarchy raised them to be like: thirsty for dominance and power. That's like when people smile at you, but you can tell you're not supposed to be happy. You're supposed to show them that they're the ones who deserve to be happy at the expense of others. It's sad.
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