"Push you until you reap a more bountiful reward" mentality.
Saturday, May 02, 2026
One square on a cube.
A person looks soft and soothing and caring and wants to tell you it will be okay, but it's actually an angel who is making them seem like that, and the angel is protecting you, until you can deal with the harsh reality of the person's more punitive intentions.
Maybe it will be possible to see these someday.
"How to Watch the Northern Lights Tonight and Over The Weekend"
https://people.com/how-to-watch-the-northern-lights-may-1-2026-11964050
Life is just a list of tasks.
If the universe just wanted me to be like "I'm in a bubble of love with a fine musical instrument from another century" than I suppose I would be, and I guess the universe is still requiring more tasks of me to tend to instead of being like that.
Friday, May 01, 2026
I found out the full moon's in Scorpio so that's pretty interesting, too.
This was pretty awesome to find out about a new singer and I hope we can acquire some of her songs, too.
"Start Listening To: Hannah Frances — Still Listening'
https://www.stilllisteningmagazine.com/start-listening-to/start-listening-to-hannah-frances
I also enjoyed songs by the other musician but then I started to feel too weird and I had to leave but I did stay until 11:00 so I listened to a lot. Also, I was having some health issues today so I need to take care of those. I made the effort to come out in spite of the health issues and I'm glad I did.
I just get the vibe that some people don't like overly "mouthy women" and stuff. You might consider that not all women can be the same kind of woman is all I can say, if you've got the they don't like the mouthy women vibe happening in your life.
Sigh!
Maybe it's just the full moon in Scorpio.
All right, ready to set my mind to the next task.
It's annoying when little health concerns flare up so I have to be very smart with myself today. Probably a lot smarter than I've been.
Everybody has to make money somehow I guess.
She married a guy who smokes, uses face masks, and puts a variety of colored polish on his nails.
valenoffline
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXzQlYQBl5H/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It's kind of chilly outside right now, too.
My body has sent me some twinges and it makes me feel like it has decided I'm going to be a more chill and boring person today, probably.
Humans are weird a lot.
People aren't even going want to talk about the really blatant, in your face stuff, like ICE raids and unreasonable amounts of human beings getting locked away in detention facilities.
Anyways, people's life experiences can shape / inform their lens of the world.
Anyways, people aren't fond of finding out if there was covered up abuse amongst good people, and don't I know.
Wouldn't be so authentically of this era if sleeping through the night was normal.
The original version is good, too.
Kate Bush - "Army Dreamers - Official Music Video"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=QOZDKlpybZE&si=fYWuxJ4I29v5yA6y
Also
"Well, convincing brothers to care more about the health and well-being of girls and women is my life passion."
"Date With A Child Psychologist" - SNL
https://youtube.com/watch?v=naK3KWjbAzA&si=ea0WO7gRBEOe0O51
Or
"Well, asking X types of women to care more about others types of women is my life's passion."
Good. She's inside now.
I just woke up and realized my cat had to come in.
Oh pshaw, what a fantasy.
Limerence killers.
Thursday, April 30, 2026
How could your focus shift so quickly?
I think it's the Moon. The Full Moon. The Full, look at your bank account Moon.
Actually I just felt a twinge and it reminded me of something.
Health is wealth. Oh, health! Okay, let's be nice to our bodies. Let's be really nice to them. We certainly can get the message that we need to do better for ourselves when it comes to that sort of thing.
Mmmm. Can I smell any hint of impending prosperity, somehow?
It's really funny because it seemed like I was just doing the right thing for a while, however strange, and the universe was letting me do that thing. But now, I'm like, wait a second. I need to start earning $ again, soon.
I guess this life is all about making good transitions now.
It's the end of the month, a full moon and halfway to Halloween (apparently, or that's what I learned tonight.) I live in a material world, so I need to figure out a way to start earning money again soon. I guess I'm going to pray and stuff about it. What should I do, who should I ask, what kind of work would be beneficial for my health, etcetra. Oh, I could do some bookkeeping for the side hustle, but that's not really making extra money come into the household if you live with the person who's paying you. Also, I've never done bookkeeping for money, so I have to sort of learn it and stuff.
Sweet and haunting! 🎶
A cover of "Army Dreamers."
"Here's the full cover..."
mocheetah
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXwgokep-HS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
To feel nice and simple and grounded and normal...
I thought I wanted to watch a mystery show, but I don't really want to, but I think I wanted to finally read this obituary (about a writer and teacher who liked to watch mystery shows.)
John M. Brantingham
That's so weird. It didn't show up in my search history.
I swear that this is exactly the artist and exactly the song that the phone said it picked up and I don't think I heard it anywhere today.
Isaac Hayes – "Walk on By Lyrics" | Genius Lyrics
https://genius.com/Isaac-hayes-walk-on-by-lyrics
Also, sometimes life seems really regular, and then sometimes it all of a sudden seems like this could be a great writing prompt:
"I die a little bit more every day."
I guess some higher intelligences are hoping that humanity's emotional evolution hurries along a little faster?
I mean, it's also good to have help and resources available.
Just remember, the resources...need resources too!
"Why Does Everyone Have The Same Face Now?"
Karolina Zebrowskax
https://youtube.com/watch?v=-xPx0K-cbpM&si=rHWa1XHXLMjIv5dJ
It's good to take some time to finish a long video.
💎 Luxury!🍨
"Why Does Everyone Have The Same Face Now?"
Karolina Zebrowskax
https://youtube.com/watch?v=-xPx0K-cbpM&si=rHWa1XHXLMjIv5dJ
Maybe he's a good relative. (Brave.)
💃🌹👼🏻❤️
"Germany's a great place...."
empoweredabroad
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXoN4QxDSUj/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Business.
"I was sat on the train minding my own..."
selflovewithbeth
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVawwugiMmp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
A dancer is born.
"Lucia Joyce: FULL CAPACITY"
MulrooneyDeirdre
https://youtube.com/watch?v=wF6fUYhtt90&si=tAagmG8wGn2nKuMG
"James Joyce and his daughter"
https://www.reddit.com/r/ireland/s/W7uEEBztaV
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
It's a good question.
"Have you been swallowing your anger"
wanwanluv
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXu2y82s-6o/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Especially if you start noticing that your body seems to feel a lot better when you don't do that so much.
Also, I wonder if the people addicted to toxic positivity are going to start looking kinda feral.
"Why Does Everyone Have The Same Face Now?"
Karolina Zebrowskax
Oh God! Why did you make people so much more diverse than they seem to want to be?
"Why Does Everyone Have The Same Face Now?"
Karolina Zebrowskax
She might have some good ideas!
For building a MUCH better Society.
"Welcome to my fuck patriarchy build matriarchy series"
wanwanluve
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXsZm_gjB6z/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
A fitting example of using empathy for the greater good?
"Fulton thought about her paternal grandmother, who died in childbirth and left seven children behind. 'I have seen what my aunts and uncles have gone through as a result of losing their mom when they were really young, and how it still affects them,' she said. 'I didn’t want to do that to my son.'”
~ Melody Schreiber
"A Tennessee woman needed an abortion to save her life. She then joined a lawsuit against the state’s ban. After she had to travel out of state to access care, Rachel Fulton joined the Center for Reproductive Rights’ suit, which an appeal has now halted indefinitely"
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/apr/27/tennessee-abortion-lawsuit-halted
It really feels like you're the last of whatever you're the last part of right now.
Yes, your traumatized grandchild will want to hug a stuffed animal in the ER, too.
Your children deserve better than that.
I think I have finally stopped running away from the traumatized by the patriarchal cads endangering reproductive rights energy.
I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry enough.
I think you'd start acting like a better person if you started hanging out with people who are actually going to expect you to act like a better person. You're very influenced by others.
What other kind of person could she be instead?
Do you think your mother has to reincarnate as a man like you in order to have a nice life? I also kind of hope that if she knocked somebody up in her man's body, she wouldn't traumatize them by doing it.
You know I need to live amongst good people.
I'm starting to feel like your mother and I are almost equally unvaluable to most of the people you know or have known.
However, I am not currently homeless, so that's a stroke of luck for me. And my mental health seems to be somewhat more stable (it's still not as good as it could be for sure), no thanks to the sloppy laziness of the servants of this really messed up and inequitable patriarchal society, which is filled with parents who voted for a rapist of women and children just so they could have a little bit more money in their pockets.
And now they're locking away children, the children that you're not supposed to care about, in detention facilities. And they don't even get the money. Where are their morals and values?
I see hardly any evidence at all that being a parent makes you a more moral or outstanding person. It might make you more servile to a patriarchal regime, though.
However, I'm not talking about all parents. I might not be talking about the parents you know either.
I'm just saying that I've been asked to be more observant of some of the behavior patterns that cause more inequity and suffering when you're born with a certain set of genetics.
I wonder if she's assisted with any labors recently...
I'm thinking of the student who bluntly told me that the girls who can't get pregnant get cast out to a far away village in her country. Just imagine! Okay, so would you rather be cast out to a far off village or locked up in a detention facility by unscrupulous ICE agents?
Actually, I think I'd rather be passed out to the rural village because you could get in tune with nature and maybe become a wise herbalist more easily there, than in a detention facility.
You have to start somewhere, don't you?
Anyways, "You're a miserable outcast urchin and I'm the thin and beautiful and easily impregnated one in this orphanage" will return after another uplifting song from one of our generously endowed by the patriarchal cult sponsors.
Here's a really shocking thought.
Maybe it's been difficult for certain kinds of women to function at optimal levels in a patriarchal society
Film ideas daydreaming (or actually, more like evening dreaming.)
"This music deserves to be heard – as does the story of the young women of the Ospedaletto."
Marica S. Tacconi
"Music painted on the wall of a Venetian orphanage"
"Nora Barnacle" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nora_Barnacle
"How did she get so messed up?"
r/jamesjoyce
I guess I get the blessing of getting to learn how to ask the universe for more help with hoeing my row.
"Magnificat (Porpora)" - The Sydney Children's Choir
https://youtube.com/watch?v=plYR6gt4gcU&si=o9mc_1lwgdCULkQz
"Music painted on the wall of a Venetian orphanage"
Elevation? Is it possible? Is what The Universe loves?
"Women’s health is more than female anatomy and our reproductive system—it’s about unraveling centuries of inequities due to living in a patriarchal healthcare system. - Blog: Health Supplement"
Kind of addicting, almost.
So much fun finding out about all the traumas behind the tough attitudes and then wondering what else is there to learn more about?
Anyways, you should heed your calling.
Anyways, sometimes it's better to give people pointers than to act like they're incapable of anything better.
O, gezellig.🎵
Ha! I decided spontaneously to listen to this one song last night and then I listened to part of an album and drifted off to sleep, and then I woke up in the part of the "Ativan" song where it sounds like the bad drug trip is over.
"What is my rajneesh about?"
https://www.reddit.com/r/Sufjan/s/stBbCo2ZEb
"it has been three years since sufjan released 'the ascension'..."
Think of the less fortunate now and then; it is good for your heart.
"Music painted on the wall of a Venetian orphanage"
"Magnificat (Porpora)" - The Sydney Children's Choir
Writing Prompt: Punishment.
Maybe women who were treated callously by cash men blah blah blah. Use your words. Kaddishmen blah blah blah. Caddish! Men. Jesus.
So silly!
"Regulars Angry Dive Bar Now Popular Enough"
https://theonion.com/regulars-angry-dive-bar-now-popular-enough-to-be-financially-solvent/
Also, just get high from music and don't get addicted to drugs.
The spirits are probably like, "If you make the date in the lyrics and the date in the title not match, then people will play it more often, and that's more fun."
Sublime - "April 29, 1992"
I see patterns / I've been getting noticed lately.
It's like living on the edge!
https://www.instagram.com/tetyanawrites?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I guess you do the best with what you got!
And if it seemed you gained 20 lbs in a month because you're PCOS perimenopausal and not rich, maybe it was actually more like 2 months, and you just weren't paying enough attention to the scale last year.
Anyways, I got the charming "Toe Jam" skinny people video stuck in my head recently.
The BPA feat. David Byrne & Dizzee Rascal - "Toe Jam"
I guess my genes are gonna make me in this life.
"Women's History Month"
retrosspection
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVy00XVDLtd/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Chicken broth with puya chili and hoja santa chili"
Obduliah Ag
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTkqXXfnm/
"Inside the house of a lilac inventor"
Kendra Gaylord
Again, these are some questions about the programs running our society.
A) Do you think you were trying to treat men better than women?
B) Do you think you were trained to treat men better than women?
C) Do you think you were were trained to treat certain kinds of women better than other kinds of women?
Coyotes are outside and not really feeling very sleepy.
The cat is safe inside. These are some very large leaves.
"Chicken broth with puya chili and hoja santa chili"
Obduliah Ag
Tuesday, April 28, 2026
Pairing these two embodiments of the divine feminine for me!
Keren Ann ~ "Chelsea Burns"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=1A1thQqUvAI&si=Su5JNaWPw2HbXCGj
plus
"Inside the house of a lilac inventor"
Kendra Gaylord
This doesn't look so hard to play. Harmonium?
Cute aesthetic!
"You know the melancholy"
thistlethistle
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CuCY7XJglHy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
This is you in your next life.💃🏻
Lady in Red... You're going to have to chase a lawyer around the restaurant when she's drunk and scantily clothed... And other people will make fun of how she's mad and kind of a mean drunk and really angry underneath all of her little weird flirtations that she likes to do when she's not drunk... but you have a moral obligation to make sure someone doesn't take advantage of her incapacitated state... Because life has definitely set things up for you to feel this way... And as part of this whole process you'll take away her phone to try to call for help ... then she'll growl and jump on you like a cat and you'll give up....you'll give up and then she'll get home fine...but she'll call you and make you give her a blow by blow account the next day and...she'll still act mad at you about everything... So fun! Hope she found the right man to marry.
I probably have to say goodbye to some things that were very rewarding experiences for others.
The punitive patriarchy will need to either die or fizzle out. Also, so crazy that apparently my higher self wanted me to be a bigger size at this moment, since it feels like I gained XX amount of weight in such a short span of time.
What else should I do? I can't help but wonder, I guess?
Another question I find really interesting is, if you're the survivor of some forms of violence and you're living in a patriarchal society, then does the any aspect of society encourage you to pay attention to that part of you that might become more empathetic to other people and their experiences as a result of your experience? Or does the patriarchal society instead ask you to ignore and shove that down and reward you more for going along with certain agendas if you're living your life in a certain type of body?
And then also it can be healing to become more attuned with nature.
Nature can help people have conversations, and maybe it would be fun to ask questions and compare notes and administer flower essences and get in touch with the earth or water or air or fire elements and things like that.
"8 Secluded Towns In Southern California"
https://www.worldatlas.com/cities/8-secluded-towns-in-southern-california-53631.html
I feel like the curiosity is very relevant to lots of health / energy / integration of healing resources.
I'm getting more curious about what can be learned from exploring the nonfiction.
Formative experiences, where and what and who would you be without them?
Multiple points of view...how much better is it to be able to consider them?
It feels like I'm being asked to notice some things more sometimes.
For processing and progressing.
"When we said the most marginalized would pay..."
hersocialtakes
"Toni Morrison didn't write about domination the way most people expect it..."
anetiaisbell
"A mother..."
u/ God_Emperor_Doom
https://www.reddit.com/r/SipsTea/s/8Lrz2gBIfa
It's like being able to notice things and either think about them or talk about them might be a key to creating more peace and progress.
She looks like she's had to live in a very bad place.
"This is horrifying"
therealebjohnson
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXrjpMmlevQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Ooof.
"Copy Of 'The Scarlet Letter' Can't Believe The Notes..."
https://theonion.com/copy-of-the-scarlet-letter-cant-believe-the-notes-high-1819574420/
This is very dramatic also, but anyway...
I am starting to remember...this didn't actually happen to me, but I knew a person whose dad would get so mad, that he would say: "If you're very lucky, you can have a relationship with me again someday." Not so nice for a dad to say. Probably had lots of unresolved trauma from his childhood to work on.
It's been like a truly terrible tragedeigh...
The survival strategy is very disappointing!
The way an unwell patriarchal society wants some people to be soooo proud to act in a way that is terrifyingly shallow and self-absorbed.
And how, with some of these people, their own insecurities are still being masked by the inflated attitude of self importance they adopted as a way to deal with the pain they have been taught to shove down and suppress...
It isn't cute.
It is painful.
Not okay.
Not cool.
It's a real comfort fort. It's real comforting.
I'm literally never ever ever going to have to go through something like this ever again, and that's fantastic.
Hope so.
Maybe they'll try harder to figure out how to have higher standards for how they believe certain members of our society should be treated.
I have a lot of different souls to think about I feel.
I'm sorry if the patriarchal society has convinced some people to act like the world is your personal candy store; this is why it's important to pay attention to politics, too.
Just being a little bit of a shock absorber.
People can be quite shocking in regards to what they expect others to just go along with.
Very bereft soul in a very mean place.
If your mom's ex behaved with her like u behaved with some ppl....
Blessed be the darkness. And sleep will come now.
And if any of your kids or grandkids have infertility problems or need to have abortions or have any other reproductive health rights issues, I hope they're experiences are absolutely idyllic considering that you're so great at acting like you just really don't give a s*** about those kinds of things because you're so invested in acting like such a brainwashed tool of this Awful Patriarchal Society. Be better! Do well.
I got to assume I mean I got two go to sleep and show my IRL better side tomorrow.
I don't know, I find this to be a very hard time of life right now, but I'm sure things will get better.
"No one told me black cats were this strange😂🥰"
Happy.place.23
If anyone REALLY needs good reproductive healthcare in those horrible facilities, hope they're miraculously getting it, somehow!
"Wild Flower Hotline" | Theodore Payne Foundation
https://theodorepayne.org/learn/wildflower-hotline/
I hope your grandkids don't marry somebody being affected by the cruel xenophobia right now!
“'This is all driven by the Trump administration’s cruel and xenophobic mass deportation agenda of rounding up and warehousing longtime members of our communities, forcing them to either endure indefinite detention under inhumane con"itions or, out of desperation, to make the devastating choice to leave their families and communities behind,' said Loren Khogali, executive director of the ACLU of Michigan."
~ Katherine Dailey
"Civil rights organizations call for independent investigation into Michigan ICE detention center"
Oh I guess it's a Grace problem. That's what it is!
Well, I guess Jesus would like it better if we gave Grace to the ones who we believe are acting like they find it very difficult to give Grace to others.
I bet it would be fun to ride a train and look out the window during wildflower season.
You know, in another era, when things are not so sick and twisted. It's bizarre. It's truly bizarre.
Like being trapped in the kitchen of a restaurant as a low wage worker, listening to the "How Bizarre" song. What is wrong with people? Why are they not behaving better? Why don't they enjoy behaving better? Why are they making other people do all the work? How hard could it goddamn possibly be to behave just a wee bit better. Just a smidge.
OMC - "How Bizarre (Official Music Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=C2cMG33mWVY&si=hBMNGOaZkcz-leQE
They probably don't want to because they're afraid they might like it and they have to convince themselves that they like what they're doing right now the best, and that they're doing the absolute best they can for themselves, and they're just so stubborn and so addicted to their ways, and I just I can't deal with them right now.
Maybe they'll have a great emotional release, a cleansing, and a great spiritual awakening will descend upon them. That would be kind of cool.
Maybe it's easier to actively care about certain kinds of human beings if you choose to intentionally feel better about doing so.
See, they don't have too much stupid white guilt interfering with their lives, do they?
"Hundreds protest in Romulus against proposal to convert warehouse into ICE detention center"
There's a kind of brotherly love thing going on here. Care and concern for the collective.
"As shown in research and studies, an estimated 80% of people affected by violent conflicts, civil wars, disasters and displacement are women and children. The lifetime prevalence of the rate of violence against women ranges from 16% to 50% while every 1 in 5 women suffers from rape or attempted rape. The most common mental health issues faced by the elderly are depression and dementia, a majority affected being women."
~ Gia Alvares
https://feminisminindia.com/2023/05/26/gender-inequality-and-mental-health-among-women/
People stuck in very behavior childish patterns don't care, but some of us need to know this stuff.
"The domain of therapy, counselling, and psychology still lacks a feminist understanding of issues."
~ Banani Ghosh
Oh well, this is a very repetitive exercise again.
Oh well, I guess you're just going to have to show yourself how to get better after other people have had to show themselves in certain ways. (So they could get better eventually, hopefully.)
Such an expression of kindness and caring!
"Hundreds protest in Romulus against proposal to convert warehouse into ICE detention center"
Brothers who had unwell role models are suckers for that sort of thing.
Also, I wouldn't be surprised if my cat, who is good, told me that ballet was just an elaborate brainwashing exercise to perpetuate oppression and the silencing of the feminine.
I am totally sick of the b*******.
"Patriarchal servants warped the dance. It's what they get rewarded for. Something got weirdly wired in their brains at very young ages and now they're just like that. Sorry!"
Sons and stepfathers lifting their little pinky fingers probably
But compared to when I was chasing around women who got abused by Patriarchal Society and trying to help them...
We are really raised differently, aren't we?
Yes, we are.
Monday, April 27, 2026
Oh, I just felt a little lighter, for a second.
I look forward to some people elevating themselves in ways that are not just feeding their insecurities / egos, but are helping them heal, and they can probably become super great at cultivating some of the other forms of "love" besides the ones that kept sucking them under and throwing them off balance because this is / has been a challenging lifetime for them to experience a lot of things, so at times it has been pretty hard row for them to hoe.
May some people escape their prisons soon.
"Guri said he worried he was going to go 'crazy' inside Dilley.
He feels sad, he said, but also bored. 'We sometimes entertain ourselves,' Guri said. They collect empty plastic water bottles, and take turns hitting them on each others’ heads: 'Like, I hit it on her head, she hits it on me.'
On Manpreet’s birthday – which came about one month into the family’s detention – her parents assembled a sort of 'cake' made with snacks they bought from the center’s commissary, and everyone in the cafeteria sang Happy Birthday to her. But there were no candles. If there were, she said, she would have blown them out and wished that she and her family could get out of Dilley.'
~ Maanvi Singh
"She celebrated her 11th birthday in ICE detention."
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/apr/27/texas-ice-family-detention
I don't always think some other people have enough experience with that, though.
I think I have had plenty of experience of not only noticing when people get treated badly because a shallow Patriarchal Society wants people like them to be forgotten and slip through the cracks, but also having empathy and suffering alongside them, or even feeling empathy from afar, has been a big part of the human experience.
Isn't it sad when the female judges are worse to women? Who taught them to be that way?
She must have gotten some kind of rewards for having this kind of attitude, from society, from her community, from the people who raised her, etc.
"Trump Judge Says Some Women Are Just..."
https://newrepublic.com/post/209562/donald-trump-immigration-judge-women-warm-wet-hole
Yeah, she just wants to leave now.
"She celebrated her 11th birthday in ICE detention."
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/apr/27/texas-ice-family-detention
"Hurt people hurt people" energy.
I think these are like some past life things that I feel I don't want or need to participate in this life at the moment:
Being shaped by a Patriarchal Society to act like a jerk the moment something triggers my insecurities but still being charming enough about it so that I get accepted.
"I was a jerk but at least I was still charming about it" gets perpetuated as if it is an art form.
Oh and then when it gets revealed that I acted like kind of a jerk, do most people ever actually challenge me or talk to me about it? Or do they just sort of arrange their lives in a way to accommodate me being a jerk? Oh, why do they feel that it's better for them if they have to do it the second way?
Behaving like some kind of manipulative church pastor or professor drawn into a dynamic where the followers are feeding off of the leader, and the leader is feeding off of the adoration of the followers.
The reason why I don't want to act like either of these characters is because these are the kind of people that mess up other people's lives and perpetuate harm. And it's really unnecessary and I don't think people should continue to accept it as good enough.
People feel entitled to be insensitive and boorish, and it permits them to survive in a way where it's like they're wearing blinders on purpose, and they are refusing to see the harm that's a result of the things that are happening now, and those are things which will be talked about a lot more in the future.
But in the present they're still operating in survival mode, and they're just trying to pretend that it's not that big a deal and that they don't have to care, because apparently, that's the best they expect from themselves.
People are going to have to figure things out.
Because an elderly woman in a teal sweatshirt asked for help and I was able to give her a blanket from my car and someone else was able to give her $5 and she walked away and she was crying. I usually have used the blanket to go to the park on a picnic and one side of it keeps out the dew so I think that's hopefully going to be helpful. I have another one at home I might take with me in the car from now on.
How rich have I got?
Why should I have to go through years of suffering and chewing and being triggered and having these weird mixture of, like, conglomerations of other lives memories, all interlacing with each other, for nothing? Just because some other people are a little bit more selfish and don't want to think about others or see others as being as important as they are, because apparently that's what you feel you must do in order to succeed in your patriarchal cult.
Auschwitz had an orchestra.
Of course, we're all so incredibly happy that nothing that's even nearly as bad as what happened there is going on now. However, I wonder if the masculine men who are more musically developed could be gaining access to extra resources, as opposed to the ladies who might be locked away in the camp's Joy Division? This does not have to be a literal thing, you guys.
Or not! It's your life, but...
Why not try harder to not create circumstances that make your great grandkids feel embarrassed by your behaviors. Why not?
Gifted with another gem.
Whenever you notice a woman is acting like men are more important, it's a great reminder that a lot of men are constantly acting that way. Why are they still acting that way? What do they get out of it? Things to just mull over and ponder. Let it marinate; come to some conclusions later. Might take a while.
I guess I just have to ask for some grace!
When the fun middle-aged people revert to some younger people types of dynamics, because I guess there was some stuff they never worked out in their younger years, and now it's coming back so it can get healed, hopefully???
I feel like performers in different areas of life will burn out if they don't learn how to take better care of themselves.
That could also mean being a "high performer" in a totally different occupation, like accounting or real estate sales or something.
And I don't think that ignoring when things are going wrong in the country with immigrants being persecuted is actually a very high form of self-care.
I wonder if maybe people do that because they feel they deserve better than what they've seen. Other people go through or than what their ancestors went through, but what if it's just spiritual bypassing.
You have to figure out some better tools to help you.
I feel bad we didn't get a well society that could give the emotionally sensitive people some better tools to help them. Maybe I have felt like I needed to look harder for them because I don't get a lot out of performing in front of others. Although it's not like sometimes it wouldn't be fun, but it's just not my primary orientation. And also, I got a lot of pressure put on me to look out for others. And I have to learn how to balance that with taking better care of myself now. Getting really stressed out and chewing on my clothes wasn't my best life.
Moms too, probably. But the dads are standing out more at the moment.
Sometimes it feels like if some people had different dads, they'd be acting really differently at this moment in our time...
Another thing for a nation of avoidants to have to deal with...
"Trump Endorses Rebranding ICE as NICE" – Mother Jones
https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2026/04/trump-endorses-rebranding-ice-as-nice/
This judge is a huge jerk.
"Trump Judge Says Some Women Are Just..."
https://newrepublic.com/post/209562/donald-trump-immigration-judge-women-warm-wet-hole
You're such a product of our society and our experiences.
I mean we I mean we.
"April 29, 1992 (Miami)" ~ Sublime
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4ttchToDa7Y&si=eHH8WugA5DVu-RHc
"Ladies, did you get recommended..."
nourishherbody
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXhWqNLjDLH/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
As the old fashionedness is fading away, as nature intends...
It's so inspiring to think of all the genders of grandchildren being super stoked about treating all kinds of people in all kinds of bodies really well, and making sure everybody has optimal access to reproductive rights.
I feel like it all looks pink in the pictures.
But in real life some of the buckwheat looks more orangey, to me.
This is why it's good. There's music that doesn't have lyrics. Out there.
Oh how annoying now a song that was annoying seems to have some better parts to it. But some parts of the song are still so annoying.
Oh, there's such a lot of Brothers...
There's some brothers in this society who could have been better with / been better to other people, so their whole "let's get quite intimate, and now let's have a big party; no, let's be quiet now; okay, let's have an enormous party again" dynamic is just kind of like when the tides ebb and flow, or when the waves come crashing down, but then things can get calmer again...
Sounds good, like something that could remind someone to go out and take a walk, like me.
Bird Fancyers Delight
bradwhitepanflutes
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CxMOWclOUUS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Never heard of him. Never even saw him before today.
"He was the Most Beautiful Boy in the World but..."
baishakhinath09
And apparently, lots of people like it, which makes it that much creepier.
This is one of the creepiest songs. I have ever heard.
Dave Matthews Band – "Crash Into Me Lyrics" | Genius Lyrics
https://genius.com/Dave-matthews-band-crash-into-me-lyrics
It's just so creepy. I feel like it was written by a 13-year-old.
https://www.instagram.com/stories/tetyanawrites/3884135589800370073
Seeing they rhymed "I'm the king of the castle" with "You're my dirty rascal" for the first time did not improve my opinion of their song, either.
Lack of funds never helps, either.
"Scientists identify the main cause of sunburns, and now they have to rewrite the textbooks"
https://www.earth.com/news/main-cause-of-sunburn-finally-identified-rna-damage-not-dna-uv-exposure/
She just reminded me of something funny...about shopping.
"This number is for all you girls"
pinkynel
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXjjdwgOEny/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
In case I ever wear a sundress out in public this summer, I was excited to find a removable straps bra for a plus size person that doesn't have wire included. The store actually had exactly one in stock. "It's called a bralette." And when I bought it, I asked if I could order another in a lighter color. "I know, I don't like bras with wire in them either" said the cashier. "I'm not used to wearing wire. I guess that was something my mother's generation was more used to wearing." "My mother hates wearing wire bras too," she said. (!!! But they're always the main kind of bra that's in stock, especially at the stores for the plus size people. So how many other people don't like them and have to try extra hard to find something more comfortable for their bodies???)
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