Dewwwdropzz
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThPWpJ6Q/
Contains Gasolina - Daddy Yankee
Friday, February 06, 2026
I just find online content to be educational sometimes.
"This has thrown me through a loop and I'm very upset."
Belle Blake
Look at this vileness!
"ICE Denies Women Custody Pads and Tampons"
https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/s/YYT5P8PyEm
What a time to be alive.
Tori Amos - "Liquid Diamonds"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=dhGETVlOM0Y&si=i6AQ_uLVpXoHFnQ3
Also, it's been pointed out to me that my pour painting actually kind of looks like water.
Siiiiiiigh...
"It's time for women to break free from the shackles"
itzettromero
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUa8mSiACcz/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I ate the most unhealthy dinner yesterday.
And yet I did not wake up sick. I was just kind of thirsty. For dinner I had alcohol (red wine) and wheat (soft pretzel) and cheese and vanilla coffee with milk and sugar and cookies (almond biscotti). That was my dinner. There was no vegetable or healthy protein in sight. No, I don't plan on repeating that.
I'm not nauseous though. I just woke up kind of thirsty. I'm not having any panic attacks either.
I might actually prefer this to waking up feeling sick and panicky, which is what happened so many other times.
But I don't like this waking up this way either.
I just woke up mad, and with muscle pain on the lower left. Literally a pain in the butt.
Perhaps not.
Perhaps you would like to indulge a full-grown adult as if they're the spoiled pampered child of a rich person today?
Maybe you should thank the incels for their f****** honesty.
"And these kinds are the higher value women and these kinds are the higher value children." Look at how you act. They're just being blunt about how people act.
Thursday, February 05, 2026
Then you can start talking about the other things that need to get fixed.
Have a Blame Deepak Chopra party instead of a silent book club or whatever.
Scrap old projects now
Bye-Bye Miss covering things up and trying to be funny as a coping mechanism pie. That one was a piece of work. That's why it started to feel like crying and throwing up.
Chauvinism ruins things.
It's kind of too bad when you want to be happy and light-hearted and then the universe just won't let it happen. Nope, not going to happen now. Go back to work. Vile. Wretched. Prejudiced. Suffering. Mean. Chauvinistic.
I thought I should try to explain my experience but I don't feel like it.
I don't really have any words right now. Except that my job is to take better care of my health. In spite of the many, many, many, many, many, obstacles and distractions that have been bad for my health. People are being real fools. Maybe they will start to get better at being less foolish in the future.
Maybe if people change a lot then the next generation will start raising expectations and better people.
"Part 35 Replying to Kristyn I retired last year but this isn't the justice I took an oath to support...people need to wake up."
Jackie | The GRAYce Effect
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThPysnRo/
"#nononsensespirituality"
No Nonsense Spirituality
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThPyvbss/
"🥲🥲🥲 #abortion #epsteinisland"
Tara Margulies
Naturally, it's not good to get burned out by so much bad news.
HOWEVER
If one feels that reading the news or stories about the Holocaust is actually almost like a relief compared to making more excuses for your shallow b******* that might be something to f****** think about.
Not bored enough of it yet, I guess.
It's weird how certain things just seem to enhance the appeal of those old, familiar prejudices. I guess it's just, like, the familiarity of it or something that makes it feel like it's still good enough.
They're just less fortunate than you, but they kind of have the same "I don't care about others" vibe.
People like you make people who join ICE possible.
It could be interesting if that happens someday.
Imagine if some people began to use their talents to enhance their love of humanity instead of being above others or in place of their love of humanity.
Horrible experiences. In addition to mostly men who are named in the Epstein Files, selfish women went along with it.
Your favorite things are money, alcohol, houses and shallow, abusive men, and it shows. You pay lip service to loving children, and it's more about what's in your words and your images. Than what is in your actual behavior.
Shallow, patriarchal women were also treating sexually abused girls and boys badly by the way. They treated them badly by diminishing them.
Selfish women and men. Always putting selfish fathers and selfish husbands and bad boyfriends and bad brothers first, on pedestals.
Because another member of the shallow insecure patriarchy would throw a fit if they didn't.
How is continuing that behavior going to show a better way for good behavior to awake in children?
Children deserve better than your sexism and prejudice and shallow self-absorption.
Figure out how to rise above the selfishness. Try harder.
The patriarchy wants you to drop the ball and you drop it. Certain kinds of boys and girls, even if they came from underprivileged backgrounds, still got treated with more favoritism.
Real children and real adults who are immigrants are being put into concentration camps and suffering for no good reason except for that programs of selfishness and prejudice are still running rampant.
Meanwhile, rich guys who are sexual predators have nothing happen to them! They get off on abusing people, and they get away with it! Who's to thank for that?
Treating girls and women like garbage unless they adhered to very specific genetics and behavior patterns. Behaving in ways that are so disgusting to girls and women, and especially so terrible to some kinds more than others.
Shallow parents are terrible to girls and women. They just are childish, and not in a fun, inner child way, more like in a playground bully way.
I don't know why they have to act that way. They seem to feel they have no room in their brains or hearts to understand that other people are going through things that they don't know about because they don't want to know about it because they're stuck in a childish state of mind.
Meanwhile real children and real adults are being kidnapped and put into concentration camps and suffering. Real rich men and some of the women who were going along with their stupid shenanigans were actually sexual predators who abused children and nothing's happening to hold them accountable.
Stop scapegoating the poor and the immigrants and stop acting like you're better then the more disadvantaged when you're not. You are not better. Quite often, you're probably worse. The things you do and say are not helping and are not good role modeling. Stop repeating the old patterns.
I have plenty of memories of how badly some of the prejudiced shallow parents behaved towards the "wrong" kinds of children.
And now, some are acting exactly like those parents acted and training their children to carry on their habits.
Grow up. You're not cute. You just got persuaded that duping people into thinking that you're more important than others was fine, and you never were and you were just trained to act that way by prejudiced, shallow people, and all those patterns are crumbling now, so stop following them.
It's ridiculous. And it's very hurtful and upsetting.
Quit being racist and sexist just because that's what your parents were like. They are not heroes.
Personally, I think it's interesting that God set things up in a certain way and thats including the ways experiences of childhood are overlapping with the experiences of social media shenanigans. And then combine that with people actually being kidnapped and thrown into concentration camps. Jesus Christ, my head is going to explode. No, it's not. I'm going to do something else.
Esteem...
"Tom Stoppard Is Gone. In ‘Arcadia,’ His Wit Still Sparkles." - The New York Times
https://www.nytimes.com/2026/02/05/theater/arcadia-tom-stoppard-old-vic-london.html
"Widely regarded as Stoppard’s masterpiece, 'Arcadia,' which premiered in 1993, is nothing less than a dialectical inquiry into the meaning of life. The characters’ discourse covers a dizzying range of subjects — algebra, thermodynamics, botany, computer algorithms — but is underpinned by a series of simple binaries: the difference between classical and romantic temperaments; determinism versus free will; logic versus emotions; head versus heart."
~ Houman Barekat
I distinctly remember getting the impression that people used to esteem "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead" more.
I found and reread an old book I never owned (I don't think) but I remembered it.
"Novellum: A Girl Called Al by Constance C Greene"
https://ianwoodnovellum.blogspot.com/2015/03/a-girl-called-al-by-constance-c-greene.html?m=1
"A girl called Al : Greene, Constance C : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive
https://archive.org/details/girlcalledal00greerich/page/76/mode/1up
I read "A Girl Called Al," "I Know You Al," "Your Old Pal, Al" and I owned "Al(exandra) the Great."
Sometimes you just got to live through the Dark Ages...
Entertained and squashed.
"DOJ Protects Trump From Epstein Accountability as MAGA Attacks 'Sanctuary Cities'" | The Daily Show
https://youtu.be/cwXIq81eE24?si=j9A3jmrdFJb1DlCk
Another day can be more vibrant.
Actually, perhaps this would be good for now.
"Tuning Fork Sound Healing Vibes | All 9 Solfeggio Frequencies"
soundhealingvibes
Okay, well, I'll remember that.
This is what happens when you eat a salad with dressing right before you go to bed.
I'm glad things are progressing, though.
I actually wonder if my esophagus is outraged or something. I'll watch that interesting feeling and then hopefully it'll just pass. I genuinely ask the universe to help me give my body permission to be not quite so dramatic, thank you.
At least I have ginger tea and Manuka honey cough drops
"Succession (HBO TV Series) - Main Title [Piano Version]"
There there. There there.
I'm just going to have to take care of myself and pray for people. Some people have a lot going on.
Poor baby humans.
I pray for my personal experience as a baby human to guide me into being a more healed human, little by little and bit by bit.
May the Angels bless the sensitive ones and also I don't feel great at all so this sucks but maybe it'll stop soon.
I'm doing figure eights over my heart and my throat and teeth.
Looking up the road now... I mean, Thoreau.
"The Ultimate Collection of Manly Last Words"
https://www.artofmanliness.com/character/knowledge-of-men/ultimate-collection-manly-last-words/
Honestly, that was mean, to wake up that way.
Ow, my throat hurts. I also feel achy. I think I deserve to catch a break, really. I suppose it's time to take human suffering seriously now. I need to survive. Why must life be this way? Oh God, so unfair... Sigh, sorry. I suppose maybe I have to take my temperature. My face feels hot. I have no idea what's going on, of course. Am I never going to have fun ever? I feel like my life's been hard enough already and it's time for the fun part of my life to start right now. So I'm going to make myself have fun and I'm just going to be quietly having fun. In some way. And it will be great. Maybe I'll fall asleep again too.
I'm going to learn how to prepare fennel!
"How Italians Cook Fennel (and why we eat so much of it)"
PastaGrammar
I might look at this more for fun later.
But I might have to check on my muscular system first. Probably. Well. So be it.
I think it's possibly overdue. I checked it out a very long time ago.
Courage...All that change is going to keep on happening!
"This is my post about the E-vil creep files."
sarahcakebaker
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUTroLPEi-T/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Isn't that great that nothing lasts forever?
Seriously, the poor thing. It's like tight draw bridges being pulled up over moats. But eventually it won't be like that anymore! And it also is going to be like a bridge into another experience, anyways. Who needs to understand everything right away? Well, sometimes we just don't need to understand everything right away.
What's next friends, with the systems that are supposed to help us, huh?
Oh the nightmare of my piriformis muscle, but I guess this is good learning experience and I probably start to get better at taking care of my muscular and skeletal experiences?
Wednesday, February 04, 2026
Feeling better...
Feeling like people deserve healing and good lives and they can keep a lookout for possibilities that hadn't been considered previously.
And another thing...
I don't feel like enduring story chasing me around for years on top of everything else for no reason.
Uh-oh, I wonder if I'm getting sucked in by a theme song...
"Succession Opening Credits Theme Song | Succession"
What kind of a role model is that?
Is he scared they're gonna conscript him into joining the Brownies where he'll be making glittery crafts and selling cookies?
"Pete Hegseth finds yet another culture-war distraction to focus on: Scouting America"
https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/pete-hegseth-finds-yet-another-171919879.html
Man, this miserable guy hates everybody.
"Pete Hegseth finds yet another culture-war distraction to focus on: Scouting America"
https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/pete-hegseth-finds-yet-another-171919879.html
Who knows what the data will tell tomorrow?
"SNL’s ‘Mom Confession’ skit is very real. Here’s what the data tells us." | CNN Politics
https://www.cnn.com/2026/02/02/politics/snl-mom-confession-skit-trump
People have to figure out what's self-care versus what's self-limiting.
Also, maybe collective ignorance which results in some people steadfastly ignoring that there's stuff going on now that's similar to what was going on in the Holocaust is not doing them or Society any favors, either.
"When will you say 'this is too far'"
_jen_hamilton_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNTkflLhg72/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Omg y'all 😭"
fefe__inferno
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThfM4PDx/
"Succession Opening Credits Theme Song | Succession"
Going back to learning about her favorite fruits.
"My Favorite Fruits! 🥝🍒🥭 - Beginner Dutch Compressible Input"
@learnwithdutchly
Alas, the gatekeepers. They do gatekeep. Because I guess it's their survival strategy.
Trying to have some nice interactions and good communication instead of some other ones that feel like gaslighting when stubborn people don't want to listen. Oh, and changing the story around multiple times does not inspire confidence, but nice interactions and good communication would be better. It's possible, right? I mean, I believed nice interactions and good communication were had before. Maybe they can happen again!
Brave Sir Robbins and Lady Robins...
"When will you say 'this is too far'"
_jen_hamilton_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNTkflLhg72/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Monty Python - "The Tale of Sir Robin"
Same planet, different realities.
"Deanna | Dietitian and Biz Coach"
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThfUa3Na/
"Here's why eating 30 g of protein is so important"
pcos.weightloss
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTN4nF5Cb_j/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
And also if you've ever wondered why...
"So much of online misogyny is performative."
dadhugsforyoursoul
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUSmrpoCq9G/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
And why the patriarchal men and women of a certain era rushed to be what's considered normal to everyone else so they could fit in with their toxic environments and get their paychecks heedless of whoever else they trampled on!!!!!
Not today, S.
Oops! Oopsie Daisy.
"Saturn Devouring His Son" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saturn_Devouring_His_Son
Click away from the shallow, materialistic, patriarchal parents raising some children to be just as shallow, materialistic and patriarchal so they can reassure themselves that somebody else will act just like them.
Some people.
Some people can and should stop acting like they expect to be treated like mini deities just because they're good at certain things, such as duping a bunch of gullible people into treating them like mini deities. Fawn responses in overdrive are not that good for humanity! That's one thing they can do.
Huhhhhhhhhh....
I need to heal this, because I really hate the behaviors of spoiled brats and careless rich people. Stop being a selfish scourge on humanity. Horrible. Horrible, horrible horrible! Get a f****** clue, it's long overdue!
I feel a message coming through.
Some of you will not be living in the La La Land you were living in any longer. Sayonara to all that.
I've had it.
I have woken up once again with reminders that need the universe to send me people who are better at listening so I can get help in resolving medical issues.
And I also feel like the stuff I experienced at an old workplace was absolutely atrocious, and it was normalized by both men and women who worked there just so they can get paychecks. It was bad. So much that I actually feel scarred for life right now when I even start to think about it. I don't want to feel scarred for life forever.
I was impacted mentally, emotionally and financially. And all of that stuff impacted me physically, too. I can't believe how okay with gross, blatant, rotten sexism some people will train themselves to be just so they can get their paychecks.
It's unbelievable! It's outrageous!
How can I possibly be so freaking handicapped just from being in a certain kind of body? How, how, how? It's ridiculous!
How can I actually be maimed for life by that toxic crap?
I am so over it. I am really, really, really over it.
The sexist, Patriarchal society is filled with adults who are still operating with childlike mentalities, and it's not in a good way.
Auuugh!!!!!
Tuesday, February 03, 2026
And what about spirits, then.
It may be that every human being is a song about a collection of survival mechanisms.
A very cat-like thing to do.
"I commend him for his creativity"
olivesnsimon
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DURVjmWEnJW/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
There's already a feeling of yesterdayness about this, but it was kind of fun
Because several days before yesterday, I had some experiences where I went into a zoned out state and started to remember a story about this woman who talked to her husband's deceased first wife sometimes. Apparently they had rather nice conversations. And then I ended up experiencing a strange man being very nice to me, and I got some free food along with the food I purchased, and it felt like there was a kindly energy that the Universe was providing. And then, when I was walking around in the grocery store yesterday, that experience started to come back to me again. So I wanted to see if I actually had the book with that story in it at home. And I did have it. And I also wanted to see if I could find the story, and it opened right to the last page of it!
"The Boy Next Door" by Lois Smith Brady in "Love Lessons."
I'm really impressed I kept the book all this time. I must have bought it in my twenties, when I worked at a bookstore. (This is what I consider to be a good experience that came from a liminal space.)
I also feel very good about not being in a cult this evening.
"Succession (HBO TV Series) - Main Title [Piano Version]"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zf6PcdXliX0&si=jDwj1A4v4Y6rltls
And I've never seen this any episodes of this show but I had tears in my eyes listening to parts of this theme song today.
Where did the rambling go?
I checked back and I never saw any "abundance of rambling." I guess the image was more powerful, because I always remembered it.
"JaHy☝Hold the Fairy Dust (Mililani, HI)’s review"
The waters ... Almost didn't even notice them!
"Omg y'all 😭"
fefe__inferno
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThfM4PDx/
"Behavior like that has to be studied."
Still working on some cultural things right now, huh?
And have you ever noticed how sometimes the link has a different headline from what you saw on the page when you saved it?
"WePresent | Talking creative control with English..."
https://wepresent.wetransfer.com/stories/alt-j-young-replicant-deadcrush
The headline was more about who their historical crushes were.
I don't know. I'm thinking about this stuff again, too. And ripple effects.
"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC – SAC Media"
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
Maybe the ones who passed approve of the changes.
More feminist poetry from across the pond...
"More Epstein files. More women murdered."
whatmiadidnext
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUPqG3kEdAx/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Hah, that's true.
But I feel like a good thing I'm learning is that it really is a part of nature to know that lots of relationships go beyond what has been written in the textbooks!
The body can be very not in alignment with what has been written in textbooks sometimes.
I guess we should get better at knowing what's better for ourselves and our health. I have two different teeth that were treated in two different ways and one of them is feeling much better than the other, but I'm still trying to see if the second one will start feeling more normal after some time. I have had multiple adjustments. So I guess I will see if it really is a matter of time. And if it does not start feeling more normal, I think the work is going to need to get redone again. So that's been exasperating and costly.
I guess I better respect messages from liminal spaces.
To deal with certain things is my fate. We'll see what happens with others.
There were two kinds of messages that came from liminal spaces recently. One was in my dreams and one was in waking life. The one that was in my dreams was not good. The one from waking life was good, but I was hesitant to talk about it. Then I fell asleep and had a not very good dream.
I guess both messages were gifts in their own ways. But one was very disturbing. Also, I don't have the energy to talk about them right now. But I probably will later.
Dreams have been interesting lately.
Monday, February 02, 2026
Ay, a channel disappeared from the car radio stations today!
Well, it probably did it at the end of the month?
In memory of the SiriusXM "Spa" Channel... (No longer available in the car, apparently.)
The final Shazams I took of music that I felt like Shazaming...
"Across the Valley"
Dean Evenson, Scott Huckabay
https://youtube.com/watch?v=IyPAc5WRpvo&si=F86xTTsdvTI4h1tk
"Innocence"
Lawson Rollins
https://youtube.com/watch?v=k0H55T3_1lY&si=u9I0rN1o1tu_LQEO
"Deep Distance"
Ashra
Making a note about important music.
Although it's not easy to use words, I think I will try to explain why the end of a certain song has helped me ever since I first listened to it.
I can say that a part of this piece has made me think of seeing a sunset on lake, and the reflections on the water. You can see the sunset both in the water and in the sky. Your senses are filled with the sight, and you begin to know how beautiful the threshold between daylight and darkness is.
But it's also about surviving intense emotional pain. So, it doesn't have to be about the beauty of the sunset. Maybe it could be about experiencing the cold and going through an interesting experience that is intensely painful. But something in the universe is going to help keep you warm enough to survive.
I can also imagine being by the lake during the day and enduring the cold along with a lot of emotional pain, but finding the fortitude to keep on going. There's so many different things that could be associated with this music.
I really do think that for me, this is one of the songs that has been like a gift or message from the universe. It can help people who are going through difficult times stay the course, even if it just means surviving for one more day.
It also makes me think of human suffering as being a part of nature. You're going to survive because nature is going to help you survive. Humans are here to grow, and it's not easy when we come here to experience life and deal with certain circumstances as we have blinders on. We have limitations and we get challenged, and some people really go through a lot, especially the sensitive people do.
Maybe it also feels like some kind of divinity is coming through the music. It gives me a holy feelings; it gives me something like Anne Frank's diary was miraculously saved for a reason feelings.
When you think of the things that you're afraid of, this is the type of music that can help someone like me have more courage. And it's a reminder that other people have gone through painful things too. Feeling alone can actually be a shared experience. Whether it's something you share with another person or a bird or a cloud in the sky, nature is a witness to it all.
Or, maybe it's that the music at end of the song draws me into a "liminal space."
Sufjan Stevens, "Drawn To The Blood" (Official Audio)
https://youtube.com/watch?v=jkkpHDX_Cvg&si=FyrZlJBIkStGX7TF
Oh, so much possibility in the liminal space!
I feel like it's also probably a lot more than this. I was just trying to find some words from this era to explain how the music has been particularly helpful to me. It's not entirely possible to put into words. But I am glad the music is here for us.
Music is so great because it's going to last forever and continue to change meaning and speak to people in so many different ways. It's pretty amazing, honestly.
Time to learn more about thinking and systems?
"Part 12: Everything is connected"
kirstyleephd
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DURCxMxkyqj/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
It's cute!
Kitty cat courage.
"lucille and I laid on the floor for three hours..."
lucilletherescuecat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUQhhCGkRvY/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Rich people can be real creeps, huh?
"Son of Norway’s crown princess to face rape charges as new Epstein files mention her hundreds of times
The eldest son of Norway’s Crown Princess Mette-Marit is set to go on trial on charges including rape, in a case that has shaken the royal family"
They might be more motivated to expand what's in their line of vision, too.
Maybe some people's grandchildren will be less racist than the ones who came before them. Change happens. It has happened before.
My dream was quiet, and it was about noticing things.
Like the weather. Shadows moving under a partially opened garage door, indicating that several people are inside. What's going on...
Sunday, February 01, 2026
What kind of dreams will happen next time I fall asleep?
I guess I will see...
"dismantle everything"
makeitbae_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUMWT8egWGB/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
This is a part of humans experience on Earth that's coming up.
People want to feel their suffering and process it for themselves and be able to know or believe they've earned feeling better.
Hooray for helpful tools!
I think I'm going to just add lemon juice but not sugar because they're Cosmic Crisp apples.
"Thousand Layer Apple Cake (Invisible Apple Cake)"
https://www.pinchofmint.com/post/thousand-layer-apple-cake-invisible-apple-cake
Yeah...kinda seems like it, anyway.
Was my extremely disturbing dream this morning really like an intersection of the past and the present?
"I had a dream about being a man in another life and just having a different kind of experience and that wasn't so bad.
And then I had a dream about how terrible the Holocaust was and how merciless they were about killing people and there was something about burying poison in the ground after it was over.
Point of view was witnessing some of the last selections of who they chose to kill as a calm observer from above (a spirit), and then being one of the people on the ground shoveling Earth over the poison."
So there's a "Little Kid Has to Touch a Hot Stove" analogy?
"ICE Raids Secret Origin Story: North Carolina"
FarmToTaber
Peeling and cutting apples today, too.
"ICE Raids Secret Origin Story: North Carolina"
FarmToTaber
https://youtube.com/watch?v=o8h_8NNSqig&si=Y2nK4ir2zcohvLiB
"Part 32 | #sushka #slavic"
Miapajks 💖
Some people are acting like they are what they drink or eat in particular ways recently.
Kinda funny.
"Part 32 | #sushka #slavic #slaviccountries"
Miapajks 💖
People need to make some choices about treating themselves and others better.
I had a dream about being a man in another life and just having a different kind of experience and that wasn't so bad.
And then I had a dream about how terrible the Holocaust was and how merciless they were about killing people and there was something about burying poison in the ground after it was over.
Point of view was witnessing some of the last selections of who they chose to kill as a calm observer from above (a spirit), and then being one of the people on the ground shoveling Earth over the poison
I woke up hours ago and could not get back to sleep, but the time has flown by and the sun will be up soon.
No coffee for this one today.
I am thinking that some people can ask the universe for more help in caring for the parts of themselves that were hurt as little kids, and they will be able to understand their experiences better soon.
Saturday, January 31, 2026
Society is getting chattier...
"We gotta stop running into each other"
fefe__inferno
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThyTq8Mp/
"Replying to Kendra Menopause is a great example of how matriarchies are natural"
Gabriel Rodriguez Lemus, Jr.
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThyTE1qM/
"Sometimes I just get smacked in the face"
Kristi Brooks
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThyT3oLK/
"#women # patriarchy"
Hanan Browning "HB1"
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThyTEjqa/
"Can you feel it..."
RosemaryBorzellino
Well, this is such a great opportunity to be super attentive to health-related lessons.
I probably have to be one of those super - attentive - to - my - health kinds of people right now. So, if I still make an apple cake tonight, I will try to make it with gluten-free flour.
Someday I might be more studious of this language again...
"My Favorite Fruits! 🥝🍒🥭 - Beginner Dutch Compressible Input"
@learnwithdutchly
Okay, time to lie down for a while.
I have a headache and I don't think I should drink coffee right now. Really, half a cup in the morning...
This is a way to like the 21st century.
Remember how much more advanced Society has gotten.
"🍎 Food for thought 🐍"
your_witchy_bestie
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTYnlZSkgPk/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Soy muy Americana.
These are Dutch people being blunt.
"letsdoubledutch: saskia has some feedback..."
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUFyfv4CMaV/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Ouch!
"Netherlands: 20-year-old victim lashes out at judge..."
https://www.reddit.com/r/UnderReportedNews/s/k5sjf5OI3m
I'm just going to go do some baking...
I'm going to do some baking with Cosmic Apples.
Because those are the ones that happen to be available at this time.
"1000 Layer Apple Cake / Invisible Apple Cake Recipe"
PinchofMintCookingChannel
https://youtube.com/shorts/qtJ1Fz0GyH4?si=RywvWX1ZZnjVkHoR
I'm an American, and I need this converter.
Grams to Teaspoons Converter (g to tsp) https://share.google/rnPi9QqLb8SoU1wo4
Maybe I'll be puzzling or baking or I might go up to a winery, but I don't know. Yet...
This evening I got coffee jitters after drinking not even one whole cup of Blonde Roast coffee in the morning. I got them hours and hours and hours later. There's so much energy to process in an Earth life, I guess? Maybe I should do something usefully movement oriented? Maybe listen to this again...
Kawehi - "Somebody That I Used To Know Mashup (live) at The Pike Room on 7.11.15"
In your eyes...Enya ayes...
"Who also wants a dress..."
laurasjael and jamieleeayleen
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLFhI18Ni1B/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"hehe whew :)"
galageorgette
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DS1Yz2TDSPk/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Well well well well
"I'm tired of being told...
laurasjael
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUJvbJ7DGgS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"i haven't stopped thinking about this for days"
galageorgette
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUKitALkxXC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"checkmate incels"
tomiwalamies
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUF6sAFjHDp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"We're not a serious country"
wiscocowboy1
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUJ3wC2ERkk/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I really do think this book is so good.
"Captives of Time by Malcolm Bosse" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1709582.Captives_of_Time
Also, it's kind of funny, because I couldn't read "Tree By Leaf," and then I decided to look at this one, but there's a very mean character named Clotilda in the book.
Can't make art if you don't have your basic needs met first.
"Why Farmers Voted For Trump: Free Government Money"
@FarmtoTaber
You're in this world, still, aren't you?
If you were okay, you wouldn't have needed to treat self-absorbed men and abusive men so much better than the other human beings.
"Paris Paloma - labour & Women In Asia #shorts"
Feels like your ancestors who made it possible for you to be here have left their mark.
Oh I get it, you feel you need more alcohol to help you forget about all the labour that went into growing the fruit that other people needed to cultivate and harvest for you.
God, direct my attention to whatever helps me develop more patience.
It's as if I don't understand the appeal of the self-absorption of some of the famous ones in this era in a way that's hard to communicate because some people don't want to see how it's also very limiting and damaging to be so self-serving, and there's so much around them that's working to keep them sheltered from other realities. I don't get that shelter, but I also don't even want it. I may want some kind of shelter, but that is not the kind of shelter I am seeking. It feels like that kind of shelter or filter is putting limits on their awareness and ability to perceive the world around them. It's limiting their abilities. They get rewarded for their role in keeping things smaller and more manageable for Patriarchal Systems. Shutting out and shutting down and getting praised for that behavior is part of an old pattern that they are repeating. But maybe I just need to look at something else, or somewhere else. Sometimes that would be a much better thing for me to do.
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