I kind of do want to know how many people think they could be living with energy that came from another time or another lifetime. I mean, at some point, I might want to know. And how would you know that. Like would you have flashbacks, memories or dreams, or would you just have a feeling or a vibe, or would you hear things, or all of the above, or how would that manifest.
Wednesday, February 25, 2026
Sometimes mistakes work out!
I accidentally froze golden berries instead of refrigerating or dehydrating them. They're very good! I will probably freeze more in the future. Although, maybe some of the teeth are not very fond of biting on them.
I kind of think alter sounds better.
I wonder why...
"did you know all of these?"
germanwithsammy
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVMNG0CjjwC/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Flair in the fields...
Perhaps I can enjoy the gluten-free pizza with some cilantro on it today.
"best regards to you"
Obdulia Ag
Just get better, little by little.
Since I know life gets hard and people really deserve peace and head massages and other nice things, I won't eat chocolate for breakfast tomorrow.
So relaxing...
Peaceful content 🪷🙏🏻💗
"Thank you @n1ckwilkins"
refashionedhippie
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVJF1vGDRPs/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I suppose that's up to her.
"Barbro Helen Ask-Upmark Obituary | Crowe's Mortuary and Crematory | 1954 - 2022"
https://www.crowemortuary.com/memorials/barbro-ask-upmark/5045172/
I feel like in the next existence, she's either going to not remember anything at all, or she's going to remember, like, 12 different lives.
"Barbro Karlén, The Woman Who Says She's Anne Frank Reincarnated"
🎼!!!
"CHICAGO — A third grader who stopped eating lunch at school because he feared typing in his lunch code would help immigration enforcement agents target his family. A mother who considered granting guardianship of her daughter to a healthcare provider so she could get the care she needed if her parents had to leave the country without her. A vibrant economic corridor turned into a ghost town."
~ Maggie Dougherty
"Commission hears shocking testimony about ICE in Illinois"
Aw...What's going on here?
"The Musicology of 'Sixteen Going On Seventeen' from THE SOUND OF MUSIC..."
RodgersandHammerstein
Ariana wants to go home to Hicksville, New York.
"Children Describe Life Inside Dilley ICE Detention"
https://www.propublica.org/article/life-inside-ice-dilley-children
I guess this might be part of a curriculum.
"Children Describe Life Inside Dilley ICE Detention"
https://www.propublica.org/article/life-inside-ice-dilley-children
You know, my cat can't read this stuff.
"Rümeysa Öztürk: I Saw the Horrors of ICE Detention Firsthand. It is No Place for a Child." | American Civil Liberties Union
He reminds me of Daisy Coleman's brother.
"Virginia Giuffre's brother Sky Roberts fights to release more Epstein files"
I feel like there's arguing going on which is either coming from outside or a phone.
She kind of reminds me of Daisy Coleman.
Raffaella - "BLONDE (Official Video)"
Try harder. Exhausting, irritating, unliberating herd mentality nonsense.
"I still don't know why you had to act like that just to show off to future generations how your wife had truly terrible taste in men."
Cool vibes for lovers of humanity.
May the children find themselves feeling far less entitled to be patriarchal, chauvinistic a******s towards girls and women than their parents were told they should be. The old survivalist ways of the last of the sexist mommies and daddies can die out, so society and humanity can grow, change and evolve, and become much, much healthier.
Bad, bad, bad guys.
"Men keep asking why women are 'so angry'"
clareoke2
"See, the thing is..."
amberforiowa
"You can't scroll..."
roxazoo
I guess some people are just wired differently sometimes.
I'm really disappointed at how cold and hard and mean many of the show business people turned out to be. So maybe I do like to find the content where people are freaking out over the Epstein files. It reminds me that people can have sensitivity, and being sensitive is normal.
I truly cannot deal with their insensitivities and their anti-feminism sometimes. Things that are tolerable to other people could make me throw up. It's really too bad, I suppose. Can't deal with their selfishness right now. I'd rather die in obscurity than act like they do.
"Toxic positivity." Happy Nazis. Bizarrely fascist and utterly self-absorbed. Assholes. Everything's about their pleasure today, and barely any flicker of acknowledgement in regards to bigger picture issues. Who needs that?
Apparently other people are more into that stuff than I am. Apparently, other people's bodies don't want to throw up around the survival strategies of selfish jerks. It's the fraternity party atmosphere I really don't need.
Tuesday, February 24, 2026
And she never had any kids of her own.
"A Fabric Uterus. 400,000 Lives Saved. #history"
HistorywithTiff
Also very cinematic, but, eeeeesh...
"The Queen They Bought: How a German Teenager Saved The Throne"
@HistoireParfait
Oh, I came across this clip.
I don't know, some people in the comments are saying this is fake, but anyways...
"Alysa Liu says people calling her 'a child without a mom' made her want to retire early."
cutepuppies_52
Run away. Run away! Lol.
"Tori Amos Introduces Her New Album With 'Stronger Together'” | Pitchfork
https://pitchfork.com/news/tori-amos-shares-new-song-stronger-together/
Well, I hope we can find out more about how this happened.
"Mom of 3 who vanished 24 years ago while Christmas shopping found alive..."
"'My mom is only human’: Daughter of missing woman who was found ‘alive and well’ 24 years later breaks her silence"
And what if this could be helpful to watch?
"The Story You Care About Is The Distraction" - Barry's Economics
I wonder if this could be helpful to watch...
"Your Brain Won't Let You See What Epstein Really Was" - Barry's Economics
More not so popular opinion...
A lot of middle class people are like the masculine Elon. They're not that bad to sit next to on an airplane. They're even quite nice. But when you start to get to know them, they're so obsessed with their own status and their own money, to a fault. And they get a lot of their identity from having kids.
However, there was also a feminine Elon in my life. This was a friend of my mother's, and she gave me that "Circle of Stones" book about women honoring their menstrual cycles.
"Circle of Stones: Woman's Journey to Herself by Judith Duerk"
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/588251.Circle_of_Stones
I remembered her name...No, I didn't, not right away. She inscribed it in the book, which she gave to me when I was in middle school. And I saved it. Then, years later, I took it down and read the inscription, and that's when I remembered her name.
She was a creative woman and she was married but she didn't have kids. She liked to do crafts with us. I remember thinking to myself, "Gosh I could be like her one day."
So maybe some middle-class people are more like the feminine Elon, who was a woman.
I really need feminism way more than you, huh?
Isn't it crazy?
So anyways, this guy's basically like, well, a stalker who did not actually physically harm anybody I personally know, but also, perhaps our culture just needed to be different to help somebody like him. I mean, maybe he had some Spirits guiding him. You know, maybe we do need to have a better culture that believes more in things like that. I don't know. I don't hate him. I can feel empathy for him too. But I still just don't really trust him.
"Junot Díaz’s 'Oscar Wao' removed from English class at NJ school : NPR"
https://www.npr.org/2026/02/20/nx-s1-5708741/junot-diaz-oscar-wao-mental-health-book-bans
He's kind of like an honorary rich white guy to me, basically.
Just a feeling, that's all.
I really think it's more more to like ideas than to make big expensive things happen.
Sometimes the second thing only happens after the first can occur.
Oh well. Good thing most people aren't locked away in the detention centers, I guess.
Poor injured bodies. Good healing is here now.
There are some things that are mending and getting better.
Real damage was done on account of a lack of understanding and lack of funds and lack of caring.
Prayers and patience and trusting in the universe more is helpful.
Crisises happened, and now there is more healing.
Poor country.
I'm ashamed of our country because of the ICE raids and the detention centers and other things.
Cassettes were magic! Especially at a dark hour.
Memory of something nice playing on a cassette tape while others were sleeping, and the house was dark. Maybe it could have been "The Moonlit Sonata" or some such thing. Love.
A few thoughts before hopefully returning to slumber...
My houseguest left yesterday, and waking up early, there is the feeling in this place of wanting her back again. And another feeling arises, a belief system: It is so much better to feel more. How sad are people who must shut down and guard their hearts? Like some relatives who became less articulate and seem exceedingly attached to materialistic things. Poor little them? And naturally, if they must shut down, they never want to say sorry for anything. They could just say "Sorry you suffered, sorry about that abusive other one," but that's too much for them. I don't think it would be too much for me at all. I would say it in a minute. That's why I think growing up in a conservative Christian cult with strict rules and gender roles did not help them.
Who? Who? Who?
"People in ICE detention..."
https://19thnews.org/2026/02/ice-facilities-federal-prisons-menstrual-products/
Your culture is changing!
"What does your period look like?"
nourishherbody
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVEWaSdDEW4/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"But you're lonely??"
minton_jr
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVGlcP_kcAg/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Going to menstruate in your next life, probably.
Hopefully not inside of an ICE detention facility, though.
I hear they're not good at providing adequate supplies in those places.
All Men! Just saying. It's kind of proof that we're living in a patriarchal society.
Another one bites the dust. But they all bite the dust differently. And they get rich off of biting the dust.
Dear Otto, I wish this literature didn't have a paywall.
"'It will drive you crazy’: Letters reveal what life is like inside Adelanto ICE detention center"
Monday, February 23, 2026
🎼 Spinning 🙂↕️ wheel 🎶
"Another theory is that weasel is not referring to the animal, but to a spinner’s weasel. Yarn spun on a spinning wheel could be measured on a weasel, which featured a mechanism that would make a popping sound when the desired length had been reached. This interpretation may have been the inspiration for the textile version of the verse:"
"‘Pop! Goes the Weasel’: The Real Meaning..."
https://www.mentalfloss.com/literature/nursery-rhymes/words-to-pop-goes-the-weasel
This is an amazing song...
It's like, grounding and "out there" at the same time.
Donna Summer - "I Feel Love"
So much.
Exhausting people deserve...
"Here We Go Round the Mulberry Bush" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Here_We_Go_Round_the_Mulberry_Bush
I really do feel so much better now.
The Rookie Horror Country Store
"STORYWRAPS: Tim Noah - Country Store"
https://babybookworms.blogspot.com/2015/11/tim-noah-country-store.html?m=1
Finally deadly
Philly Diddy
D
Go Into The Country Store!
I don't know...
I guess I feel kind of sort of better, anyways.
Not like, vagus nerve oil shirodhara stoned better, but something.
Wow! I think I might have re-realized part of my mission again.
I want to do scary music for a heartfelt horror film.
"Men are afraid that women will make fun of them. Women are afraid that men will kill them."
BOO.
What about Otto Frank.
Do you actually think Otto Frank was persecuted because he was some sort of lesser, more unadvanced soul.
"Otto Frank talks about Annes diary – Anne Frank Fonds"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=fuNAdok2TtY&si=bcHHH2_eTErY1Kyz
Shifts are hard sometimes...
Shhh shifts...shhh should have planned out some sort of compelling activity for myself this evening...
Free....freezing...
I'm not feeling very advanced, and I also feel like sometimes people don't want to heal things because they've done great work and they get some, what's it called, secondary benefits or something? No,there was a different term for it. Secondary gains? There are times when it's really obvious that not all people can be a part of certain tight-knit, cozy communities. There's like, a very big wall there. And it kind of reminds me that there are things that were around me, that were sort of put in front of me, like this is something you could do or be. And I get really strong feelings that actually, the universe didn't want me to do or be those things; that I was supposed to go elsewhere, and that I was supposed to do other things. I was just supposed to observe that those things exist, and then I was supposed to go somewhere else. So it's very strange to be thinking about that right now.
Maybe I'll be asking some people who have more knowledge about astrology what they think about this (Feb. 26 - March 20).
"Mercury Retrograde 2026: Dates, Meaning, and What to Do"| The Old Farmer's Almanac
Sounds more like: Sorry not sorry.
"Sorry for da nightmares you’re gonna have..."
seamus_th...cottish_fold
Can you imagine this being your calling? Can you imagine?
"Tucson resident Lupita Tello poked the dirt with a sharp metal rod soldered to a handle. After wiggling the rod in the dirt, Tello pulled it out and smelled the sharpened metal tip.
'If it smells bad like something decomposed, that’s where we start,' Tello said, showing reporters and true-crime streamers the main tool she uses in her searches for missing people in Mexico.
This will be the first time her group, Madres Buscadoras de Sonora, will search in the U.S. The group is a nonprofit from Mexico, which aims to find lost and missing people in Sonora. Some people in the group joined to search for their missing sons and others for their missing brothers, among others.
Her group was told about Nancy Guthrie’s case recently by a journalist friend of Guthrie’s daughter, Savannah, and was asked to make flyers and search for her, Tello said."
Helen Rummel, Sarah Lapidus, Rey Covarrubias Jr.
"Backpack discovered..."
I really don't think I could do it.
Not right now.
And that was the twenties...
I can remember having an experience in the 2000s when I was driving across the Midwest, probably to Chicago, enjoying listening to music so much while on a road trip by myself, and I kind of had a question and answer session with myself: Do you want to hang out with more people in the music industry? And I said to myself, No, I do not. Because I felt like it was a hyper masculine and stressful industry, and the girls were encouraged to act like groupies, and I didn't want anything to do with it. But I still enjoyed listening to music on my road trips in my car.
I've been quite enjoying reading about the Olympic ice skaters in Milan.
"Why are figure skaters so nice to each other nowadays?" - The Washington Post
This a little bit reminded me of my dream.
"This 18-year-old is protecting his California farm community – and his own mother – from ICE" | ICE (US Immigration and Customs Enforcement) | The Guardian
"The agent’s voice crackled from the car’s speaker, loud enough to carry through the open window: 'How’s your mother, Cesar? We’ll go visit her soon.'
Vasquez drove straight home and found his mother washing clothes.
'I took her car keys and told her to stop everything she’s doing. My hands were shaking,' Vasquez said. 'I then moved her to a secret location that I have precisely for this moment.'
Vasquez’s mother is one of the thousands of undocumented farm workers in Santa Maria whom he is trying to protect. She left her home in a tiny town in Mexico to cross the US-Mexico border at age 13 in search of a better life. Vasquez’s biological father was one of the first people she encountered – a Guatemalan American whose family was settled in California and who held US citizenship. He was also abusive and never legally married her, keeping her from accessing US citizenship, Vasquez said. When Vasquez was an infant, his mother ran away with her three children to Santa Maria, a town about 150 miles (240km) north of Los Angeles, where she found work in the strawberry fields. She has been trying to secure documentation for more than a dozen years now."
~ Jennifer Chowdhury with photographs by Zaydee Sanchez in Santa Maria, California
Dreams...what are they for, really?
Think about it. And I also really encourage some people to think about all the people who do not have the "luxury" of getting through life by relying on a fawn response, or by relying on other people's fawn responses.
Enough with that already. That's what Facebook is for. (Apparently).
People could write more about what they're learning from their lives being not so idyllic, maybe.
Maybe this is where the higher intelligences can get through.
"Arvo Pärt: My Heart's in the Highlands"
skycam_ee
Kind of had a farmworker dream.
Dreamed that there was some kind of good outcome after difficulty and drama in a rural area, and that had to do with a young white girl who was impoverished and a young hard-working Latino farmworker. They were both connected to a farm. They were in danger of losing something. He decided they would get married, and she agreed / went along with it and the voice that was talking to me said they were very happy together and they had an idyllic life with kids.
I just kind of wondered why I was supposed to know about that when it's so different from what happened in my life, really. I was observing and listening. I feel like being alone inside of the empty farm buildings after traveling through many fields, and cultivating a deep sense of wonder and curiosity about life was mainly what was happening for me.
Humans are ridiculous, and it's fine.
Look, she even made art and a bunch of money. I wonder how she managed it? Maybe God helped her?
Lady Gaga - "Bad Romance (Official Music Video)"
This is a time of access to more knowledge.
What if it's an optimal time to learn about how to make good changes that can help you take much better care of yourself as an act of love for yourself and for humanity?
Sunday, February 22, 2026
A little bit of alternative healing therapy.
It seemed like sitting crosslegged in the desert while playing around on a small Panda drum I got as a gift was good for some lower back and hip issues. Cygnus showed up when I viewed the landscape through the Stellarium app as we were leaving, and so did Pegasus and other constellations.
(Screenshots, not the real stars.)
Mira.
"Work in California USA harvesting vegetables cutting fresh cilantro"
Obdulia Ag
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThbeU2ax/
"rlly trying to love..."
fatalfemme66
I'm in a special needs cycle.
I'll just have to get better at embracing being a special needs person in a special needs cycle and know that maybe we can find some good, nature-oriented, healing kinds of things...
Could say, "He likes to touch water."
"Like how do I explain..."
herhouseofcats
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVCve_tEbzs/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Perhaps there will be some different descriptions soon...
"Psychology says people with high intuitive intelligence tend to be mislabeled as anxious, oversensitive, or indecisive..."
Still seems easier to take pictures around sunset.
So cold out there this morning.
"The Lonely Goatherd (Da Twinz Hardstyle Mix)" - DJ
https://youtube.com/watch?v=enLYSvOZ2LI&si=z8M3C25BG7PszCg_
"The Lonely Goatherd" from The Sound of Music
RodgersandHammerstein
Delicious authentic Mexican food it is.
Unfortunately, the restaurant next to "The End Of The World" art piece is a NO because photos show that it looks just a little too much like a fraternity party atmosphere.
"It's the cement floors."
Conductors of cultural conditions say...
Grist for the mill.
"The Holy Use of Gossip by Kathleen Norris: Small-Town Community Life"
https://studylib.net/doc/8913345/the-holy-use-of-gossip#google_vignette
The Greeks are so much nicer to all of the imbibers now, they say...
"Greka’s Tavern admits women now."
~ Kathryn Almy
"Rogers City, Michigan: You Can’t Go to Town and Back"
Their billboards, my mind, a big hymn.
"Pass It On – It only takes a spark" | Enid & Austin
https://austinbhebe.wordpress.com/2014/11/12/pass-it-on-it-only-takes-a-spark/
🎼🙏🏻🎶
"Welcome to PassItOn.com | The Foundation for a Bet"
https://www.passiton.com/inspirational-sayings-billboards/60-smile-mona-lisa
Waking up early again (just like yesterday)
"We've got to get better about punctuation, I mean intuition, since mom's got an early Alzheimer's diagnosis and it's too difficult to talk to her husband about whatever's going with will stuff...Liberal in the '90s but addicted to Fox News in the 2020s -- what does this really mean?...Parents who change their political views according to whoever they live with are on earth to build our characters, yeah?..."
Saturday, February 21, 2026
Do I believe in synchronicity?
I think maybe she was skating in Milan while I was having shirodhara oil poured on my forehead for the first time!
"What time does Alysa Liu actually skate today?
Alysa Liu actually skates at 4:40 p.m. ET, which is 10:40 p.m. locally in Italy.
She's the final U.S. competitor to go."
https://sports.yahoo.com/articles/time-does-alysa-liu-actually-104254346.html
The appointment was supposed to be between 1 and 2 p.m. in CA (three hours behind East Coast time), but there was rain and we got turned around and arrived 15 minutes late. And then we had to prepare but nobody was after us, so I think we (my sister and I) still got the full hour long appointment. We left by 2:30 p.m. It was her idea. Well it was kind of both of our ideas because I suggested it. She made the appointment.
Friday, February 20, 2026
Desert light 🏜️
At The End
Of The World.
Just having fun reading again!🍨
"Historic Oakland creamery offers Alysa Liu 'ice cream for life'"
https://www.sfgate.com/sports/article/oakland-alysa-liu-fentons-21369647.php
"Choosing the Alternative: The Power of Alysa Liu & Amber Glenn"
https://wcuquad.com/6025078/op-ed/choosing-the-alternative-the-power-of-alysa-liu-amber-glenn/
"All About Olympic Figure Skater Alysa Liu's Dad Arthur Liu"
This is good too!🍦
What if the guys who walked into the ice cream place reminded her of some other people, too?
"What is it like to be a woman?"
tomiwalamies
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DU-PExQDGiO/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I also re-experienced youthful feelings of being criticized for my dress and attitude and complimented on my appearance (maybe even a little excessively) only in the context of "But you would look even better if..." while being informed that I was not living in a democracy.
I feel like I might want to start practicing drawing pictures of dancers and skaters
"‘This is a good life’: Alysa Liu embracing joy and creativity in figure skating" – Figure Skaters Online
Anyways, all I know is it's time to get better.
Need to chill. I started not feeling well again. I had to tell people to go and do stuff without me.
Layers! (She has really interesting hair.)
"Alysa Liu: Free skate performance"
NBC Sports
https://youtu.be/qhc00PRmNgc?si=d1g_I6dLcAZe5vJ7
"Alysa Liu’s Olympics Style Is Changing Figure Skating Fashion"
I felt better when I woke up the second time today.
I shall share some layers.
"The Great Beauty Official Trailer #1" - Paolo Sorrento
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Dyt430YkQn0&si=B1oFDj4JeA5Uw0s7
He put a little girl artist in his film. She was very traumatized. That part of the film made a big impression on me, I guess, and it was very meaningful to me, so I would not want that erased.
Meg Lui - "Gone Girl" (Official Music Video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gMA5TKmybM
The girl who is an artist in her music video made me remember the other artist, too.
"Echo Location poem" - Alice Fulton
https://www.best-poems.net/alice-fulton/echo-location.html
Cool?
"Barbara J. Petoskey, 'An Interview with Alice Fulton,' Associated Writing Programs Chronicle 30:6:24-29, May/summer 1998.
Poems discussed: 'About Face,' 'Dance Script With Electric Ballerina,' 'Echo Location,' 'Elvis From The Waist Up,' 'Fuzzy Feelings,' 'Give,' 'My Last TV Campaign,' 'Some Cool,' 'The Priming Is A Negligee,' 'Vanishing Cream.'
Not now, but later.
I wonder if I could find a way to make housecleaning feel awesome, like editing something.
SIGH. Woken up by a distant ambulance siren.
Too mysterious. Not the favorite way to wake up. Well, I should take a probiotic before I sleep. I didn't. I will take that now. But tense because the way toxic stuff can get braided into other messages is both intriguing and terrifying. Wow, so much to calm down about already. Not the favorite way to wake up...But maybe somebody is getting the help they need. I don't know. I might be about at an emotional level of a four year old. I might need to hug a pillow to turn seven. My body is older than that and is laying on a big soft, torn skirt...
I'm awake! I'm awake. Sigh. I can go back to sleep and wake up again later.
Lady Gaga - "Paparazzi (Official Music Video)"
Thursday, February 19, 2026
Relax...
I just realized that if you're afraid of bad dreams, when you lie down in bed, you feel like you're gearing up for a battle.
Actually, things are looking up again!
PMS is still real and dreadful but the symptoms are changing. Yes, I got a shorter (time-wise) shirodhara treatment for the first time, and now it feels like there's many signs the universe likes it when people enjoy creative projects.
And I'm certainly interested in that idea now.
I've heard that some people think when you get more spiritually evolved, you don't have to go through such intense purges.
I love gradients.
Some people are so all or nothing; thank God not everybody's like that. But all are nothing people will purge you. I guess I give them that.
I want everyone to evolve.
Really hope people are smarter than this in the future. I don't want to go through this again. I don't think people should have to go through s*** like this. Why? Why are we like this? Figure out what you need to do to get better. It's not the same for everybody. Just figure it out.
Get better.
I am having the most vile f****** experience and I'd never want to go through this again. The only way I know how to feel better is to f****** yell at people. After having thrown up. Jesus, may the people heal themselves.
Poor humans. I need to cry more. I wonder if it would help.
I'm sorry if grief gets so unbearable. It makes people sick. Make me better at stuff they need to be better at because I don't want to live this way anymore.
I'm going to do some healing processes now.
I will be better later. It's terrible right now. I don't understand why I have to live in a body. It's not fair. At least make the body happy again. It was happy once upon a time. Want to be better now.
I only prefer peace today. 🕊️🙏🏾🪷
The sinus headache is a lot and is influential and the body needing peace matters the most.
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