I feel like if this was a more health-oriented society then a lot more people who are not so advantaged by the way things currently are set up would get the help that they need and they would get listened to more and people would celebrate that more too. I guess if I have some issues with my health that I struggle with then I need to make trying to get better a priority, and if that means a couple of people who seem more sensitive or interested and curious are more able to listen, and if sometimes it means talking to angels or spirits is what is supposed to happen, then I guess that's what's going to happen?
Wednesday, August 26, 2026
I would love to just let go of those expectations now.
Tired of stressing out about being able to meet my expectations for travel plans just because my body feels terrible today. I honestly just feel like sleep and painkiller and a teddy bear sounds good. And I don't think I'm normally a teddy bear person, but for some reason the teddy bear sounds nice right now.
His most famous song. And his funeral is in the video.
OFFICIAL Somewhere over the Rainbow - Israel "IZ"
Oh let this pass please.
Let it be a good sign please. The girl at the checkout said she had a headache yesterday but it's gone today. If mine is gone tomorrow it would be so wonderful.
I can't hardly eat any food right now. Even one extra bite of a piece of watermelon is too much. I just can't.
Time to take care of just one body right now.
Just one that's filled with knowledge that the world has got so many people in it that your Society seemingly doesn't want to care about because it's too much for them to process.
I really hope tomorrow is better.
I can't believe I have made plans this week when I feel this bad today and I need to drag this body which is filled with pain and nausea to the store to try to get some healthy stuff for it.
Perhaps they're just enjoying a sleepwalking experience for a little while longer yet.
You may feel like there's just as many women who are holding up the ways of the imbalanced Patriarchal Society as there are men.
This is just a blip in a journey and a bigger picture will be created out of it.
Amazing genius artist versus outcast witch who gets sick and suffers. It's terrible that Society is set up that way. I think it's not good enough for humanity. People deserve better. Just like it's not good enough that some people get put in concentration camps, and other people get to live their lives freely. Anyways, I hope tomorrow feels much better.
What do the crystals say now?
"Suffer less, pioneer." I don't know. Maybe that's kind of my mind.
"Integrate..."
Think I need to lay some gemstones on me.
It seems like people are more brutal than death when they're going along with certain societal patterns because death is a part of the cycle of nature. And if more people were in touch with those cycles, then it wouldn't seem odd to talk to the spirit of your loved one who has transitioned.
Such a joy! ❄️🐘🍚🧊
A cold rice pack that's big enough to cover your forehead and eyes and also flop down to your earlobes so you feel like it makes you think of Dumbo ears.
Gratitude under dress.
I mean about a dress under duress, because it's a great privilege to be able to have something nice to wear when you don't care and your favorite thing about the whole afternoon is getting to lie your neck on a rice pack from the freezer. Frozen things are beautiful for being in the world and that's what's good in life right now.
Feeling excited about taking a shower.
"It's too fun not to 😹"
otisandivy_cats
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db3ReCTRAYY/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Managing the crisis of living another day in a special body.
My body is being very weird today. I cannot leave the house. I am taking supplements and eating almost all vegetables and just a little bit of protein. I barely can leave my room. I have lingering headache. I'm very hot. I cannot fathom...but anyways, maybe it'll be so much better tomorrow.
Time to soothe headache again.
"Welcome to our cat loving home"
otisandivy_cats
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaNo_OExkns/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"No truvago"
thebelovedcindy
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZqgydphA87/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"💚"
khaotickayleee
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcZjecTylzz/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"THERE's TOO MANY"
aminabonthebeat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcbITyqMjLb/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"The idea that there is one professional way..."
emily.the.recruiter
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcd0Llhuk6W/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I don't think that it's very actually loving to act that way.
Some people seem to find conformity to be very comforting and perhaps even lucrative for them financially but I think it's just weird how it seems like some people don't want to know a lot about what's going on with others. They appear to want to remain in ignorance. They want their life on purpose to be simpler, even if that means other people get dehumanized in the process.
Did their parents raise them to be that way? That could be. I don't think that there is any guarantee that just because their parents were that way and they are choosing to be that way that future generations are going to be able to be that way, and I think that it's very sad that that's the best that they seem to be able to think they can do.
Creative content!
"Craaaazyyyyy"
thebelovedcindy
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbJ07pLPn4s/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"💕 Rip"
chef.garycat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcelFxGpF25/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I might be in a medium shirt by next week"
troyamess
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DceJIVXRC6N/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Progress is pleasing!
"One of the many thoughts I've worked on"
mountainmorgannn
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DceP6UII3l5/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Reactors trying to process"
harlowsmusings
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcfr-h1R_Mf/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Husband daycare part 2"
goodgamesmorley
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DalC6NZhojs/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Happy to be making some progress!
"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"
JJMilare
Hmmm.
It's almost like learning about listening to what your body really needs is not about resisting or conquering or rebelling. Cuz you don't have to resist and conquer and rebel when you're listening and trying to work together.
Healthy people also care about the environment.
If you could send the people in charge and the ICE agents and etcetra to a spa and then they would learn how to take better care of themselves and get motivated to do something better, and would stop oppressing other people's bodies in exchange for money or whatever, I'd say go for it. Likewise, if you could send some rich people who don't seem to care very much about the environment to a spa that would get them more in touch with nature, and then suddenly they would really start caring...
Health is super important when you have a body on Earth to take care of.
People need to get better at looking out for their health so that means women needs to get better at looking out for women's health, men need to get better at looking out for men's health, etc. And then they will be able to help each other more.
Scale is not making sense over here.
7 lb less last week. Looking less bloated today than yesterday. 2 lb heavier today in the morning. Make it make sense, or not? Maybe the point is for it to not make sense.
I'm grateful my headache seems to be fading away.
My body is physically ill and super tired and I feel like I'm going to throw up but this too shall pass.
Getting shut down by people because they need to control the narrative
Seeing fascism is in regular people not just that horrible man doing his horrible things
Figuring out how to get better at listening to the body so it doesn't get to this point love and treat yourself better
That thought / belief is such a relief!
Some people who wanted to control the narrative yesterday or might still wanting to be do so today may be less apt to want to do so tomorrow because they're going to get more curious. That's awesome.
Recover a lost art maybe. The lost art of having a conversation.
I could explain more in conversations and get better feedback in conversation. So why don't some people want to have conversations? What are you creating? What are you surviving? How do you treat people? Which people do you treat in this particular way and which people do you treat in that other particular way? Who do you have to treat in what way and why? It's about getting to know yourself better too. Or getting to know who you're becoming, since that's what part of being human is. It's about changing and growing and stuff.
Survive pain, grief, aching face, body, etc.
Muscles are sore from weights and swimming. Feeling really sad about human grief. Not about spirits because they're they're doing better than we are. I have something like a migraine. Hopefully if I detox today tomorrow will be much better.
I think being able to play the little string instrument is calming.
"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"
JJMilare
This is somebody who's into fashion and being artistically expressive.
"Showing what I looked like when I was normal"
emiliafart
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7IS-wPfdIG8&si=ZfmXQlJUTQrxo0Aa
"Why I dress like an obese, deranged Judge Judy"
emiliafart
I took magnesium. I hope I can go to sleep soon.
I almost wish I wasn't going on a little vacation and getting anxiety about aches and pains. I almost wish it was my time to transition, but it's not yet. I think people who are on the other side are having more fun. I had the most delightful fun I practically had all year when someone from the other side was overjoyed to be listened to. And now that's gotten shut down. I'm glad that there are swimming pools. Swimming is, in a calming way, maybe the second most fun I've had all year. I had some other fun moments too, though.
It sounds like fun!
I think a much wider variety of people will be treated a whole lot better (and that's what they deserve), when we let celebrity culture peter out and start feeling more enthusiastic about respecting the Earth and our environment.
Maybe we'll have rocking chairs and relaxation and an easy sense of humor about facing death!
Maybe I'll mellow out and lots of things that are strange to us now will be more amusing to us when we're older. Maybe we'll process deep traumas, rediscover old ways that were lost, and invent new ones.
Tuesday, August 25, 2026
The universe dares to disturb me.
I had a dream about wildlife that is very uncomfortable to think about. Someone was telling me that I could roll up a possum who was "playing possum" in a towel and hide it from ICE agents in the towel for several hours and then I could take it outside and unroll it and set it free.
Humanity and humane treatment is healing.
Who can you rely on? Someone who can have a conversation with you about things. Not meaning that they're going to always agree with you about everything, but they can acknowledge you and talk to you.
Human beings are sometimes mysterious.
They acquire strange habits.
"A woman should never have to make herself smaller, quieter, easier or more agreeable just to protect someone's ego."
spiritualreset
https://www.instagram.com/p/DcS8_X0D03C/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I have to get spiritual because I want explanations.
Like why was the universe making me think so much about a certain scenario / dynamic and then why was the universe ever so gracefully telling me to also put that sort of dynamic alongside a different life with a different sort of dynamic. But that's only one thing and there's other things. There's always other things, and as long as I can be in relatively good health and in a state of sanity, I can handle it.
Walking different paths and having different experiences is what happens in this realm.
Maybe we can be better friends later if we agree that I am simply not set up or equipped to do a lot of the things that you were able to do and sometimes I don't know why but it seems like I just have a more rigid program I have to follow and I suffer more intensely in this body and that includes the psyche when things get out of balance and so I hope that I can find more peace and relaxation.
Well that makes sense. I'm going to tap.
"Often, trauma symptoms don't appear until you're finally safe."
Page 124
"Rewired: The Breakthrough Tapping Method to Stop Overthinking, Calm Your Body, and Finally Feel at Ease by Nick Ortner"| Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/242881096-rewired
Since I was feeling so much more peaceful earlier this afternoon.
I guess it's different from the other thing.
Just got shown a "funny" video and it was the most irritating thing ever. It was about somebody feeding the dog food it wasn't supposed to be eating and then pretending to be innocent about it and yelling for his mom to come in and saying the dog was eating the food he wasn't supposed to be eating.
I'm so mad. I don't even think I had anything that was all that bad today. I think the worst thing I ate was when I had the pastries on Sunday. I'm really pissed off about this whole dynamic with pmos and perimenopause and food and how society treats women's bodies and I'm so mad. I'm so mad; really so, so mad.
The other thing I was mad about was that I'm tired of being so interesting that I've gotten access to so many stories and I'm just going to like have to lay down and die and somebody else will have to make something with them because I'm sick of it.
It's a temporary feeling; it'll pass, but I just don't think I will ever want to do this lifetime again when I have this sort of an evening. I just don't want to ever do it again.
I will learn to listen to what is needed for healing. I will do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can stop doing it but then I can start again.
Somehow I took on a lot of things and I have to heal from them, so I'm not going to be very exciting. Probably I'll just be boring and focusing on healing. I hope so. I get very anxious to heal when I start getting physical symptoms. I will really change myself this time and it will get much better, I say.
Moon rising over tree.
Can you help humans heal more from the painful things they have been carrying?
I will get to the next rung of healing one way or another.
I get intermittent physical sensations that are not what I would like to keep feeling. The gallbladder area seems to be affected again. Maybe I wasn't eating correctly, or maybe I wasn't on the right path emotionally. Maybe I have to get back on a better path. Maybe have to ask for more guidance. Maybe I have to ask for more patience.
In case your kids' genetics are more complicated than yours...
"Follow for more stories"
thenokidscollective
https://www.instagram.com/p/DcbDH6Sm_ha/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
How tired I am.
My genetics are really making me feel like this life is a challenge. I cannot jump through all the hoops to please people. I have to figure out what I need to do to make my body be more healed than it is right now. I'm going to try to get more intuitive and I hope everything I'm doing this week will help me work towards a more balanced state of health and towards feeling better in this kind of body.
I think I'll bring some flower essences on my journey...
I think when you've been constantly bombarded with messages that the patriarchal culture will find ways to shut certain kinds of people down or up or out, you need to try to heal, and healing requires calming the nervous system, but sometimes a part of calming the nervous system can involve having some fun?
Cats love!
"Cats are a lesson in consent."
poltipunkpeacock
"@foxnews ran out of new minorities to hate so..."
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcd00VrqzmS/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It could happen...
I'm just going to go on a little vacation and have fun and improve myself; nobody else!
Wow!
"Rest in peace Dolly Parton"
breakroom.chronicles
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DceWzM9RInH/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Why should I say people act like numbnuts sometimes?
Because their patriarchal indoctrination made them numb and it makes them seem kind of nutty. Everybody's been numb, and everybody's been nutty. At some point.
It's interesting how they both have that in common.
Ghosts say they're not really dead. Their spirits are still alive.
Oppressed people say they're not dead, and even if you don't want to acknowledge them, they're still alive.
Bad at talking about some things, but...
Good at making sacrifices!
Only 1/8 of my grandparents benefited from their cultural norms, so I don't think it was really worth it, huh?
But that's weird. Why are they being so weird?
And never forget you would be outcast to another village, probably one with no internet yet, if you'd been born into another set of circumstances.
Perhaps ghosts is the best explanation.
Future grandchildren of America:
But why couldn't my less oppressed grandparents acknowledge the humanity of my more oppressed grandparents back in the 2020s?
Their patriarchal white supremacy cult indoctrination training went very deep, and it was kind of like asking them to listen to ghosts or something.
There's other motivational factors to consider.
I feel like when higher levels of trust are circulating, there will be more sharing of the important details about that time when life was really really good.
Doing things for the money???
Niederfranks makes me think of Anne Frank because it's the summer of 2026.
"Which San Diego ice cream is just too expensive?" - Axios San Diego
https://www.axios.com/local/san-diego/2026/08/25/which-expensive-ice-cream-isn-t-worth-it
So much Patriarchal Cult stuff to deal with again.
"Check out Zach's new special"
Reductress
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DR24wLQiZQV/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Any chance wailing means something good?"
Reductress
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DadkKmHpCok/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Finally!"
Reductess
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUZHtshCcje/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
And that's another reason why having conversations can be beautiful!
"Perhaps learning doesn't really happen when we encounter a new idea. Perhaps it happens in the conversations that help us make sense of it afterwards."
~ Andy Lopata
"Why Smart People Learn but Still Don’t Change" | Psychology Today
"Your brain thinks learning is risky," apparently.
"Why Smart People Learn but Still Don’t Change" | Psychology Today
That is something I feel good about for me.
I feel acknowledged by the spiritual ones and the spirits!
Nation of mommy children. Oops.
Some mommies weren't taught how to acknowledge other women's children.
Recalibrating...😊
"Being an ugly old crone is the safest I've ever felt in my life"
theroboho
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcYuNPMxlbs/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"having to chill out on the couch"
reductress
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcbzxR6J2DA/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"THE PLATYPUS"
amy_king_amy_king
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcAClxPt4Vp/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
The nervous system appreciates acts of self-preservation.
I still cannot believe how unfeminist in their thought processes some people are, especially considering what's going on at the moment, but it's their survival strategy, and it's what feels like is working for them, and I don't know what else to say about it. I guess I give up.
"The increase in fascism across the United States..."
feminist
https://www.instagram.com/p/DcYw5silrfX/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Monday, August 24, 2026
Sharing is caring!
Pretty good day.
"Eight miles high... 🎶" I went out to eat a meal that my sister ate when she was here because it was Santa Maria tri-tip for a better price at a diner, because I think I'm going to go by myself to Paso Robles (which I've never been to before and always wanted to visit) and I can see Tori Amos in concert there, and I thought I might have time to visit Pismo Beach and Santa Maria and drive by that house in Arroyo Grande which I felt weirdly drawn the first time the first time I passed it and then after I read about it I realized I'd had dreams that are like seeing things through the eyes of the ghost story of Alice that was told about it. So I wanted to eat the tri- tip meal my sister ordered at another location when she visited earlier this year. And take some of it home with me to share. After I got to the diner, I realized there's cute depictions of bears everywhere, and I took pictures.
Probably just have to look for the little gifts in life these days.
I discovered I had two herbal "Lunar" cigarettes that I'd hidden from myself and they're like a gift. From the Blue Lotus and other fairies.
I feel like I might be able to have more conversations in the future if some spirit or person wants to talk to me.
Instrumental yoga music with weights and who knows what kind of music with swimming is nice to hear today.
Fun with patriarchal nonsense!
"The triggered maga boys"
thefunnygina
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbYYwNQhsfv/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"episode 2: THE SUMMER I BECAME..."
ilovefarideh
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbEEFx3vgs6/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"You need to..."
dr_hannah
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcZUqo9uXyW/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It's the darkest hour just before dawn where I live!
Blessed are all the reincarnated souls evolving at their own paces.
"She said what she said"
munchkinstevie
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbwUGuRRSQw/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"She left her coop to start a new life"
luke.pre
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcY201-TLsW/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I am not crazy"
loudly.leo
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcZEayDIwMA/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I'm not dealing with their lordships right now.
It seems as though the spirit world does not have as much invested in hierarchical status as a patriarchal human society does.
It's the middle of the night, or rather, the morning when it's still dark.
And I just feel like way too many women have gotten duped by the patriarchy and I can't stop feeling that way. So I have to go sit by a stream and sing and strum an instrument or something. I mean men could be fun to dance with and stuff but they're not very good at so many things. I hate to generalize. I know there are exceptions. It's just the exceptions are so few and far between... I need to go cry by a stream... The Earth classroom has been such a trial in this incarnation... Look out for things to get better. Consider communicating with spirits that want to help you.
Sigh.
Go ahead and dabble in imagining being a self-absorbed patriarchal person, because you're never gonna be able to truly regress to that point on a permanent basis in this life.
Sunday, August 23, 2026
Four strings on a ukulele. What a relief for a beginner!
"The Lute: A Happy Family of Instruments" | Skillshare
https://www.skillshare.com/en/blog/the-lute-a-happy-family-of-instruments/
"As long as you're having fun" a patriarchal figure who loved music and the arts used to say.
Decries has the word cries in it.
"Servicemember aboard USS Lincoln decries father’s ICE detention"
https://thehill.com/homenews/administration/6046254-uss-sailor-father-ice-detained/amp/
Why does it seem like "Pressure" is my fun to listen to song right now?
"I am late Gen X / Xennial..."
ebonyelizabeththomas
https://www.threads.com/share/BAOGfXp4Eq/
Billy Joel - "Pressure (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Iyv905Q2omU&si=mlL-6LQ2m0yq-i9J
Julia Jacklin - "Pressure To Party (Official Video)"
Might be curious about a place...
The name "Allston" accidentally came out of my mouth today.
"Allston-Brighton - Global Boston"
https://globalboston.bc.edu/index.php/home/immigrant-places/allston-brighton/
"Washington Allston" - Wikipedia
Petting a cat is a good thing.
Probably too many movies teaching people that when the great injustices happen, the warrior gets activated and then convinces people to do the right thing, and that's less likely to happen in certain circumstances, but then again one wonders if it does make sense to be that way sometimes, but perhaps not enough has been said about chilling out and petting the cat and all that sort of thing. Children need to learn how to heal from trauma and a lot of the weird behaviors and messages they were exposed to carried over into adulthood and actually the point of that thought probably was that adults who used to be children need to figure out something better and more healing. I think petting a cat is better right now.
Lately, I was supposed to know several layers of things.
"Angel Blessings: Cards of Sacred Guidance and Inspiration by Kimberly Marooney"| Goodreads
I was supposed to look at some books on account of some things that have been happening here.
"You Are A Channel by Sara Landon" | Goodreads
I was supposed to remember this movie exists because people are watching it in another part of the country.
Time to go back to the petting the cat and the little string instrument!
"Protecting your cortisol levels"
nathan_ing
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Da5Rcd9BqsZ/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"results@end"
theclemetsons
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dblf-bAOkHS/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"A Chicago school bus driver..."
teesferalmind
Maybe everyone's learning to be more heutagogical?
"MAGAs, serious question..."
transformativeadventures
https://www.threads.com/share/BAbcX3yRgQ/
"Judge to One-Year-Old Baby: File an Asylum Application"
aaronparnas
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcW0aEgglUG/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Heutagogy"
nichunterreal
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcTZukzAYgI/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I really do wish this was more of a shocking sentiment.
"Project 2026: Women are treated like breeding machines and are no longer worth anything once we can't."
a_real_democratic_socialist
Ha - ha; it's a lifelong affliction.
"You are so fortunate that no one is ever going to treat you like a real cult leader being that you're just a feeble woman."
Someone needs to keep people who make ointments in business.
Sadly, it's painful to walk. Chafing. Who knows why?
Somewherebehindthepinkhat
Cat eyes...
"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"
JJMilare
https://youtube.com/watch?v=bQNQ1qdg9zc&si=ADXifaxHTHY9qI6F
Can there be a movie about her???
"Seventeen Witnesses Testified Against Lincoln's Widow. Her Lawyer Called None."
Boring History
I feel like I've excavated and uncovered an old self that I really like, apparently!.
This just reminds me that sometimes when I lived by myself in an apartment in Illinois there were times when I was incredibly lonely, but then again, sometimes I felt so freeeee... And when I was taking my solo long distance road trips... That was the best...
Bathtub is much cleaner (even the weird unsanded side) and the old junk mail is getting weeded!
I love the smell of bleach. It smells like a vacation or something. I feel like new possibilities are unfolding right now!
I just like that "Pressure" song.
I don't need to watch this show but the other eater of the pastries enjoyed it and said he didn't think the ending was as bad as people online are saying.
"The Boys ending..."
u/ hiiloovethis
https://www.reddit.com/r/TheBoys/s/IKZsZjxknJ
I must make my pilgrimage up north soon...
Actually I got indoctrinated into a cult too; the Cult of Snoopy.
"Meet Snoopy's siblings!" 🐾
schulzmuseum
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DW9i3Y6D8ad/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Live a little!
Buy three pastries! Two savory and one sweet.
And then share them and say, but it's only like I ate one and a half pastries.
Anyways, not everyone can join the same cult in this lifetime, and that's a good thing.
Would you like to be a devotee, a.k.a. like a Stepford Wife without the husband? Obviously not.
So offensive!!!
"ICE Detention Center Says It’s Not Responsible for Staff's Sexual Abuse of Detainees"
https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/ice-detention-center-says-its-not-responsible
Tell your Trump-voting financial advisors it's okay to not be so whimsical when your tax dollars are going towards ICE being mean to 11-year-old girls.
"Family members describe recent ICE arrests in Santa Fe as residents protest
New Mexico U.S. Rep. Leger Fernández calls on federal immigrant agents to resume policy of staying away from ‘sensitive places’"
https://sourcenm.com/2026/08/20/two-family-members-describe-recent-ice-arrests-in-santa-fe/
"Economic Times - Quote of the day by American poet Mary Oliver: ‘You Must Not Ever Stop...'"
Saturday, August 22, 2026
I'm sure this fun song from childhood I heard on the radio today was made to help people, actually!
Billy Joel - "Pressure (W/Lyrics)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4QvNft-MxLk&si=Zvdsd6_lVZbirGX_
I don't know. It makes me think of dancing or horses prancing and stuff.
The people who are being mistreated are going to survive and grow up and remember this time, and what will you say to them?
I think ignoring what's happening to other people's children is not good because that's fear-based and it's just absolute insanity. Okay, well, I understand when people get into survival modes so they don't have, you know, crippling anxiety attacks all the time, but like, survival mode is to help you get from moment to moment; it's not overall the best way to live a life.
Be honest, make yourself feel good, etc.
Maybe if people were better at taking care of themselves in all kinds of ways they wouldn't have to be ignoring it so steadfastly when there's blatantly obvious stuff happening that's really bad for humanity and really needs attention and healing!
I wonder if that's the case sometimes.
Do you think some people are afraid to talk about what's going on because there's too much that it might show them about some of their thought processes and patterns that they need to change and they don't want to change them yet?
I'll just give myself a little time to enjoy some music therapy.
I like these; they're fun.
"Girl (2015 Remaster)"
Tori Amos
https://youtube.com/watch?v=boNX-dl7VXc&si=5xqpQ9dHMbLeAabR
STEVIE NICKS - "EDGE OF SEVENTEEN (Original Video 1981)"
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hSp4F7u7sjY&pp=2AEAkAIB
SAIL - "AWOLNATION (Unofficial Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=JaAWdljhD5o&si=mLOCV_Ri5_H-U5JD
I should ask Nature for help with the ADD.
Such an interesting book the adults would talk about when I was a child, and I finally read it and then I reread it several times. But nevertheless, I got distracted anyways. And now I want to start using flower essences more again; I haven't used them very much this year.
"Behaving As If the God in All Life Mattered by Machaelle Small Wright"| Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/798829.Behaving_As_If_the_God_in_All_Life_Mattered
Maybe I should say to the body, "Thank you for letting me know" more often.
Things can get so interesting that it's easy to get distracted, but then I get signals that I have to take better care of this body in this life because it's kind of a particular one and that's the thing I cannot leave or escape from in this life.
Oh I guess I'm resting and reflecting now.
There can often be something that's kind of appealing about some people who found a way that seemingly works well enough for them in their life, even though you know you can't adopt that way for yourself. "Father-In-Law energy."
The sun is going down. The moon is rising...
"in another life he was..."
mylilscottishfold
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcGqgxnBSNn/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"My number is the same..."
luc.ai_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcUDINqvvlv/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Protectors and providers..."
stay.at.home.tom
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcXIffMMNxq/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I feel relieved that a lot of people have access to good things.
I was even looking at my apartment and feeling like, man, this place looks so good right now. Just think about how much better it is to be living in a messy apartment than in a terrible detention center right now. I kind of wonder why more people aren't thinking things like that, sometimes. But anyways, I can understand it better if people tell me that their nervous systems can't handle it or something. Because my nervous system got a little bit challenged today. I wanted to do something fun and so we went to a coffee place, and I ordered an extremely delicious coffee drink but I ordered it decaf. However, the person I was with did not order the decaf version and I tried both the drinks and then I got a bit jittery. I was like, why am I jittery, because I ordered the decaf drink. But I think having a few sips of the other drink was throwing me off. I don't know why my body has to be so sensitive. I think it's just with drinks with espresso shots in them because a regular cup of coffee poured in a restaurant doesn't seem too bad for it. But it's these lattes and stuff with espresso shots in it that always really challenge my nervous system if I don't order decaf. I don't know why my nervous system is wired like that. I know other people's nervous systems don't act that way with those drinks. My drink was very, very good and I'm going to try and get it again soon. But I have to have the decaf version, if it's an espresso drink.
Rambling...
Excuse me for being more interested in migrants not getting put into concentration camps than in whatever Osho was all about because I read about Osho in a library book but I wasn't, like, inducted into his cult at an impressionable age or anything. There's lots of different kinds of information and energy out there, and the other evening, I felt honored that the Universe wanted me to pay attention to the spirit of Lucy. I really do feel like I believe in other lives and I believe I've had memories of being a spirit who passed on in other lives and I know the spirits sometimes try to talk to people they knew but the people don't always want to listen. The spirits are trying to say things like I'm okay. I'm still alive in another form, and the people are still grieving and they don't want to listen because they're still in shock.
But I feel like the Lucy spirit was really happy to get through, and maybe she doesn't mind anything as much as humans on Earth mind it, and maybe she was just trying to be helpful. She's just like, I'm not dead. She's still alive in spirit form. I had a lot of fun with that experience and I hoped other people could have fun, but anyways not everyone's ready to have fun yet, I guess. Anyways, the one who said she could hear Lucy didn't seem to have anything else to say and I felt like I shouldn't ask. She was looking at a TV program and somebody was performing on it, and it was like a competition where people sing and dance she was like, oh my gosh, I was just looking up that place on the map, and it was some tiny obscure town in Florida where the performer on the show was from. Apparently she just taps into lots of information and perhaps she doesn't hold on to any of it for long; she just moves on. I was kind of sad. But anyways, I suppose one has to move on from these things. Or just wait and see if another time is a better time to talk about things, maybe.
This is my musical project!
Music can save teeth.
"Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version"
JJMilare
It's also a good time to read more.
"Number the Stars..."
maydaypartyof5
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcWPlH8N2Za/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Dear Fox"
maydaypartyof5
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcWPnEBt2SN/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Shared with me this a.m.
"Overlooked No More: Patricia Douglas, Who Challenged Hollywood’s Culture of Abuse" - The New York Times
https://www.nytimes.com/2026/08/21/obituaries/patricia-douglas-overlooked.html
Sometimes I really do wonder if there are spirits of women from the last century, from like 100 years ago or so, who are with me.
X: Interesting that you found that to share with me and it's also interesting that you know people who live in what was said to be Fatty Arbuckle's mother's house.
Y: Do you think there needs to be a cleansing?
Update: Maybe we have to check that story. Was it somebody else related to him? His mother died before he got famous, I think.
"Roscoe Arbuckle" - Wikipedia
People are so immature I can't believe it.
Am I back at the babysitter's house now, probably so, but anyways...
"Love the One You're With"
CSNofficial
Sometimes I wonder why I'm not more advanced already. Maybe I'm just a slow learner.
Anyways, it was interesting to read about how she was able to communicate with her brother's spirit almost right away, even though the rest of her family was too conservative to be able to do so.
"You Are a Channel: Receive Guidance from Higher Realms, Ascended Masters, Star Families, and More by Sara Landon" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/199457100-you-are-a-channel
I have another spiritual thing coming up.
Why are some boys so much better at thriving in a Capitalistic Society in this era. But they are still so angry anyways.
Maybe tomorrow or today?
One time, there was a bunch of a product that I could tell maybe could get sold on eBay or something out by the dumpster, and we collected a lot of it, and I haven't put it on eBay because I've had a block about it.
Anyways, it's always interesting to see what the curious people end up learning more about others and themselves.
Also, don't need to behave like a rude cult leader just because you have gifts. 🫶🏻🎶😊
Maybe I could play this on the ukulele if I practice a lot and work really, really hard at it!
"Angry angry people..." 🎶 to the tune of "Hungry, hungry hippos..." 🎶
"Hungry, Hungry Hippos Game Commercial (1978)"
@BionicDisco
I feel like certain stones and crystals could be good support.
It's a trip when you have to make your own path and not follow group dynamics.
Or you could give yourself something nice, like a spa vacation!
You'll have more fun sooner that way!
Sometimes people don't have the funds for a spa vacation, but then they ask for some kind of guidance and assistance, and then it just feels like they get the energy of a spa vacation.
Kind of amazing to know that that really happens.
I got the nudge that I'm supposed to learn more about different kinds of angels. I'll probably do that next.
The Beatles - "Golden Slumbers / Carry That Weight"
Sometimes that's the best you can do.
All you can do is process your own experiences and then look for opportunities to feel better and have a little more joy again.
Oh, spirits and angels.
Man, the way people on Earth act sometimes is so harsh, and sometimes it makes me feel like if I didn't live with a nice person, I'd likely already be dead by now.
Oh! It's just how they are sometimes.
People are awful sometimes; they really are. Perhaps being awful helps them feel able to survive a tough world, or whatever. People don't want to listen sometimes because they just don't want to. People are determined to do things the way they want to do them. People are very hard sometimes and they choose what they choose.
You have to recover from a death.
Sometimes grief is the thief of joy. Sometimes grief is more about how people are hard than about a physical death.
Let us cry... I hope it could help...
I have to feel better soon. I woke up and I feel tense. I feel upset about surviving horrific trauma. I'm sad, and I feel it in this body. It's horrible, man. It's horrible, horrible, horrible... Prayers for more healing... Peace be upon people. People deserve more peace. 🕊️🙏🏻❤️
Friday, August 21, 2026
Life can be silly, and watch out for too much sugar; it's like drugs!
My friend and I were buying dinner at the grocery store and we both were eyeing some peanut butter cups in the checkout line and I asked her do you want them even though inside of my mind I had thought to myself better not buy those and just then a tattooed guy interrupted us and asked if we wanted any medicine and his friend rolled his eyes as we declined his offer and then they both left without buying anything.
In my fantasy book club, we discuss who chooses to abandon (or perhaps to not abandon) who and how and why by reading this text.
"The Cut Out Girl: A Story of War and Family, Lost and Found by Bart van Es" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/36978239-the-cut-out-girl
"The right way?"
Doing it "the right way" doesn't seem to be any guarantee of getting the right outcome.
"Welcome everyone"
_incrediberry
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcHyzcHTort/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Today, I read a story"
_incrediberry
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcR5eofzOhj/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Human beings are going to get better!
"Six O'Clock (Extended Version)"
Ringo Starr
https://youtube.com/watch?v=mkOAvWST-Hk&si=WuTCJWgmioF0NRZ_
Things are still weird right now!
"Baby Deer Trapped On A Freezing Pond"
u/Mr-Ouchen
https://www.reddit.com/r/BeAmazed/s/9nnCgQWwyF
"Another foreign object was thrown onto a WNBA court"
u/Darth_Ronin
Who first came up with this chasing a carrot at the end of a stick idea?
You're supposed to get better at talking about things so that the things don't keep happening!
Angels may work in mysterious ways to make things look more interesting in the long term.
"Who are they referring to? 🤔"
Val
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDPANxgL/
"I do it for me, for little me"
yourdailydoseofselflove
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcRfHAkPWin/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Trying to help..."
alchemicallyarticulate
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcMyijmBOzI/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Oh, this is very nice. Please share it with all the struggling ones in their special bodies.
"Imperious" - Etymology, Origin & Meaning
That might take a while. Better talk to some angels.
You have to be realistic about managing your expectations. Things don't just change overnight like that in the Earth realm.
Oh my God, that would be so insane. Society would f****** collapse?
Just imagine if you lived in a society where women got rewarded for being motherly and caring towards women with reproductive health issues.
Paulsen sounds interesting. I wish I knew more about Malcolm Bosse who wrote "Captives of Time."
Reading and sneezing loudly...
"Obituary: Gary Paulsen"
"Malcolm Bosse" - Wikipedia
People have to get over things.
Also, it was such a dreadful shock to find a possum corpse along with the towel in the cat carrier; I just keep getting reminded that that was a dreadful shock.
Different because a lot of times things happen on the right side.
Need life to be nice to me because I think I might have a pinched nerve on the back of my neck on the left side, but also close to the middle, this time.
Oh darling, it's such a daunting knowledge to grapple with and I have to be a little melodramatic to handle it.
How much things can change or be different just because of some genetic circumstances and environmental differences. Here's The Beatles being dramatic and talented...
The Beatles - "Oh! Darling (Official Video)"
Oops! I woke up too early.
Grief. Ask angels for assistance.
Why other people cannot be more helpful. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Oh my gosh, next, a weird sense of calm is helping.
How did that happen.
I got to have the gratitude because it happened and some of the painful feelings from grief are getting transformed into a calmer state.
It's a miracle.
Thursday, August 20, 2026
Sometimes I just wonder how that whole trend got started.
I find it to be one of life's challenges when just because people appreciate somebody's 's talent OR exquisite gifts, they say things like "so and so can do no wrong" when I know very well that "so and so" is a human being and can do plenty of wrong.
I'm having a really nice evening!
Listening to The Tenth Island on CD and eating warmed up vegetarian chili from Trader Joe's has been a peak experience. I'm on CD 7 now, the last CD. Also, my new brown slip on sandals with very thick high heels made me feel tall walking around the kitchen, like I'm on stilts. Opening and shutting the microwave and getting things out of cabinets is a lot more fun. And they go well with a dress that I like, but the skirt is a little long on the bottom.
"The Tenth Island: Finding Joy, Beauty, and Unexpected Love in the Azores by Diana Marcum" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/39975783-the-tenth-island
Oops...But I do feel a bit more educated now.
"I've watched this film too many times not to have an opinion."
hjichan
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcL-5quBFsN/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
No one knows what it's like to live in your body like you know it.
I got so exhausted. Finally it's getting better. Survived.
"Anddd how is this medical care in 2026?"
laine.bruzek
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbeszkXD9-1/?igsi=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Such is the life!
Wanted to go to a singing event but had to stay home and take a nap because I got soooo sleepy...
There's so much that can be done with vegetables!
"Carrot Tarte Tartin / Upside Down Tart #carrot"
CapucineEmily
https://youtube.com/shorts/S3eyA2QiP7w?si=nuTGQtOD_M7GR4c0
"The dressing Grandma kept in her fridge all summer"
WyseGuide
https://youtube.com/shorts/xsvG9aOKCfs?si=OEVLMvxvmUSDLskg
"Viral Korean Sweet Potato Hack"
kalejunkie
https://youtube.com/shorts/ekOTPrWct5s?si=LPh-W7kMIIE8jWu6
It's just a dream...
I dare to dream that if some people who have been through a lot themselves (and perhaps haven't worked through their own traumas enough yet), invariably encounter someone who's been through even worse things, perhaps even a small child who's not grown up yet, I hope they're not going to behave in taunting manner towards an even more traumatized human being when they could be doing a lot better.
Yay...
"Yay! Now you get to learn how to have more patience with stubborn people."
versus
" Yay! Now you get to have more fun and work on creative projects together."
Especially if the women are "different from the norm" in some way...
It's so averagely patriarchal for people to not want to listen to or care about what some women are experiencing. Going along with the "norm" is very important. Fitting in with what the Patriarchal Society wants is sooo important.
soopbrains
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDysqqa3/
But apparently a lot of women are getting better treatment if they bring husbands and boyfriends to doctor's appointments, like what they've been doing at auto mechanic shops. And they're sharing those experiences all over social media platforms now. So that's an interesting development.
Not everyone can do it if not everyone is genetically set up for it.
I feel like cult dynamics are just far too exhausting and not the best for everyone's health right now.
Why should you care? You seem to be ensconced in the cult of acting like you don't.
"'I Can’t Focus on My Schoolwork’: A High School Student Agonizes That Her Parents Will Be Seized While She’s in Class"
"How Many Sexual Abusers Have We Cheered For During The World Cup?"
https://lataco.com/fifa-world-cup-sexual-abusers
"Trump administration to open untouched national forests to logging"
"The U.S. debt tops a record-shattering $40 trillion. Yes, with a T."
I'm sure some of them are a lot nicer than others.
Some people remind me of what ICE agents are probably doing every day just so they can say, it's just a job, I'm just doing this for the paycheck.
Oh, okay. Well, maybe it'll get better soon.
"$ome people have aligned themselves with behaviors that are akin to toxic masculinity in order to survive in a patriarchal society, and that's what you're getting from them right now."
Sad violins for real, not the ironic ones.
People who you'd have thought would be acting a lot more empathetic and compassionate towards others right now... Well, that's not what they're doing. For some reasons.
Emotional immaturity sucks.
"The system meant to protect ICE detainees has collapsed" : NPR
https://www.npr.org/2026/08/20/nx-s1-5850361/grievance-ice-detention-immigrants
I guess they just don't want to have fun. That's fine.
I don't know how you can even have fun when some people are so determined to be mean?
I don't think masking is a very grown-up activity at this point.
I don't care if some of you are reincarnated lords; you can stop acting like it.
What an experience.
So first, there was a wounded juvenile raccoon, and a raccoon symbolizes wearing a mask, like when people are always masking.
Then there was a whole bunch of stuff going on so we could get the raccoon to a rescue place. Felt grateful and made a donation.
However, the raccoon had to be euthanized the next day anyway.
Finally we get the carrier back and unbeknownst to us it contains a dead possum.
In conclusion, maybe it's better to just get animal control to euthanize the creature right away next time?
Well, this looks like it could be a nice experience to share.
I wonder if they have some decaf options.
"lil morning adventures"
destany.sweet
Isn't it good to know that there's some good people out there?
"Thought it was just the big cities at first"
Beater2Beamer
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUuVUHd/
"#fyp #viral_video #lgbt🌈"
Michael_Foote
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTDUuUVJD/
"Friends/Fam"
_✨trres🌹_
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