Monday, October 26, 2026

A whole new world...

 


"abolish frats"

scotthelman

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeKnNU9ygJl/?psln=MTRnam4wYjhtZm9wMg==

"There are plenty of good men"

plumyoni

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeHpxfAIHTR/?dlrf=MzkwdWR2Ym5xZmpu

"ABOLISH GREEK LIFE"

okayshalom

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeRq7fDxTQs/?rpxt=MTk2Yjk4OHc3bW1odg==

Something about how God is non-binary is playing in the other room.


"Older now, but..."

conzo0311

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Deh4jijMof8/?cplk=cDBwNTR5MnM4dHQ0

"My husband made me brownies"

trent.and.eliza

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De8WvarTQsz/?exln=OWpwcDMxaDNnMTRj

"2026 feels like a fever dream"

cogey

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeiQ5fePtiW/?dlrf=MTY2aHRjaXhwNnpwZA==

The gas prices are too high now.

 


😒

2krispii

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De97Mk8o8J2/?mdxt=Z2plZDY5a2Zka3Qz

A share-y soul (?) reflects on the present

I think it's better to limit time online. I didn't like my nightmare last night, and I noticed some of the internet content is getting to be very dramatic because this is a very dramatic country right now. Two of us in this domicile ate pretty much the same things today and one of us has a more upset digestive system so I'm drinking broth. It's good to have a nice soft pettable cat to hang out. 

Time spent outdoors in nature was very nice to enjoy, today, too!

It sounds like Rose Wilder Lane also got to experience some 🥂 glittering parties 🥂 in between grueling work assignments and bouts of brutal suffering.

"'It Was in Armenia That I Learned Fear'

Rose Wilder Lane and the Armenian Genocide"

https://www.sdhspress.com/journal/south-dakota-history-50-2/it-was-in-armenia-that-i-learned-fear-rose-wilder-lane-and-the-armenian-genocide

"It was in Armenia..."

https://www.sdhspress.com/journal/south-dakota-history-50-2/it-was-in-armenia-that-i-learned-fear-rose-wilder-lane-and-the-armenian-genocide/sdh-5002-01.pdf

The way Rose Wilder Lane was in love with Albania kind of reminds me of how Diana Marcum was in love with the Azores.

"Straight from Pico: An interview with the author of 'The Tenth Island'" - Portuguese American Journal

https://portuguese-american-journal.com/straight-from-pico-an-interview-with-the-author-of-the-tenth-island/

"Escape to the Azores Islands, 1,000 Miles From Land" | by Diana Marcum | GEN

https://medium.com/gen/escape-to-the-azores-islands-1-000-miles-from-land-8b4740dc453c

Go nuns!

"Monday Starter: Nuns protest conditions at California ICE detention center" | Global Sisters Report

https://www.globalsistersreport.org/social-justice/monday-starter-nuns-protest-conditions-california-ice-detention-center

They're at the place that's on the other side of the mountains...

Surviving my own nightmares makes me feel mighty...

"Urban Dictionary: mighty white of you"

https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=mighty+white+of+you

I'm just a female in this life, and I can't do it right now.

Maybe the lesser richer men should save the morer richer men from themselves.

Sometimes life is not so beautiful, is it? Tsk tsk.

"Spirit Run by Noé Álvarez" — Open Letters Review

https://openlettersreview.com/posts/spirit-run-by-no-lvarez

"The challenges of the run are expectedly intense. The daily physical demands put the author’s body in a near-constant state of pain, especially after he experiences an injury, and the changing terrain presents shifting threats. Unpleasant interactions with non-runners are unavoidable as they pass through densely populated areas. Runners become target practice for rock-throwers and occasionally draw the attention of those with more sinister ideas. Even the runners, though intensely connected with one another, are not immune to in-fighting. The group’s rapport begins to go further and further south as the run does."

~ Olive Fellows

Pointing out trauma makes me feel better, actually.

Just look at all this PTSD.

"'It Was in Armenia That I Learned Fear'

Rose Wilder Lane and the Armenian Genocide"

https://www.sdhspress.com/journal/south-dakota-history-50-2/it-was-in-armenia-that-i-learned-fear-rose-wilder-lane-and-the-armenian-genocide

She's human, and appalled.

"'It Was in Armenia...'"

https://www.sdhspress.com/journal/south-dakota-history-50-2/it-was-in-armenia-that-i-learned-fear-rose-wilder-lane-and-the-armenian-genocide/sdh-5002-01.pdf

I'm glad people are waking up to some things, though.

I think the Patriarchy wants people to be a part of the Epstein class, and I think I will never be able to see fraternities as truly good places because of all of the terrible things that have happened as a result of the fraternity brother mentality. And yes, there have been some better fraternity brothers, but why couldn't they have held the other ones accountable? It's too much.

Perhaps it is natural to want to avoid a lot of knowledge sometimes.

Perhaps it is just how people are able to cope and manage.

It's not to say that this has not been a very violent place, because it has been.

We could be better here because we didn't have to go through World War I and World War II. Some people back then had to experience both.

That was both horrifying and helpful.

We rented a house and there were old black and white WWI era pictures we found in the garage. I don't think I can even remember the pictures so clearly. I just remember looking at pictures of things like people lying in the street with heads chopped off next to them and a very skinny person with the caption "Victim of the Huns" underneath it. I don't know who took the pictures or why they were there, but they told us that terrible atrocities had happened. And isn't it easier to look at an old black and white picture than to have to see it happen in your own neighborhood?

They can do it. They may choose better.

People really need to go deeper and be more careful about not falling into old Patriarchal patterns and habits because those old patterns have been put in place for reasons, and Patriarchal Ones are hoping you fall into them, just like falling into a trap. Because their consciousness is not very evolved and they don't want to know too much or grow or change yet, and that's why you cannot follow their example.

I can do clearing processes. 😌

A bunch of traumas are surfacing, and I appreciate them because they're letting me know that they're still there and they need to be dealt with and acknowledged and stuff like that.

Ladybug, ladybug, fly away home.

Your house is on fire. Your children are crying. 

It was hard for my mother to be a single parent. She would leave us alone in the apartment sometimes.

It was hard to have a first grade teacher who was broken by her own life and mentally ill and who decided I was this detestable outsider who was a rich girl she hated because my mom dressed me a little bit better and we weren't Catholic and I had a little bit of an accent. 

For goodness sakes we lived in an apartment. We were not rich.

I guess she could tell my mother had more money growing up than she had had. She actually didn't like my mother, but she took it out on me. My mother's lifestyle is not the lifestyle I got either, though.

Tragic stuff to know and to heal from today.

People know not what they do.

They also don't want to know what they do.

You cannot convince them to want to know anything they don't want to know about before they're ready to know it.


Lots of things really need to change.

Going to ask the universe for lots of help and I'm going to turn over a new leaf.

I had a bad dream.

 I had a bad dream that I was trying to joke around with my husband even as we heard planes flying over and rumors about bombs dropping and then someone came to the door and delivered some sort of letter to him and I know this was just a dream because it was set up differently from the apartment we live in now but try to joke around with him and then something happened where my mind fragmented and I saw a little a little a lot of little girls running around and then he got unresponsive and then the next thing I knew I was talking to some people he knew at work and it seemed like something was in the letter that poisoned him or something and we didn't know he was going to survive and he was at some hot hospital but I didn't know which one and that I was supposed to make a long trip John to see my family and then I don't even know if that was possible and then I had to worry about the cat and it was going to take care of her. It was just a totally bad dream.

Maybe lots of people in humanity will get a clue soon.

Maybe my health will improve, too, and lots of people will get so much more wise and trustworthy. It'll be pretty awesome. Congratulations will be in order all around.

It must be true that the Universe can help us more.

It must be true that we can have some much better experiences.

Grow up. Stop gaslighting people. Get better. You can be better to yourself, too.

Grow up. Stop gaslighting people. Get better. You can be better to yourself, too.

Everyone's having their own human experiences.

 In certain places at a certain times.


"We just want our parents back 💔"

icygio

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De0jw6lN41n/?dlrf=MTBqNXFsNjAwNjFpOA==

"The world could use some peace"

buzziebeeteacher

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdTqNA4xGwX/?rpxt=MXU0cDVwc2xrdW10eQ==

"#usnavy #menareweak"

jaycarson201

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DexgFp3vBtS/?psln=MWptaGYzdThzZ3hxeA==

"Ice fell upon California"

buzziebeeteacher

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dejqo4sRu1U/?rpxt=dGl3aG5obWhwZnc1


It's probably time to pray some more again right now. 🙏🏼

This life has been difficult. The patriarchal ones are really messed up. Their survival bubbles do not seem real enough to believe in them being able to help me. But if they still believe in them, that way of surviving is going to seem to work for them for a little while longer, probably. But I don't think it's going to last for very long. Sigh.

Sunday, October 25, 2026

Isn't age a blessing?

Isn't it so important for those of us who are getting into our more mature years to be a good role models for the next generations? Or is that just like an older sister thing that some of our brothers never seem to have experienced? Because there are other brothers who have experienced it and act like it. And that's worth pointing out.

There could be some good changes coming on...

 


"Nearly told the world"

caseylowerymusic

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd_3TvJoBLc/?xtok=MTFoNzhjeHMwZGlsZA==

"Do you want amazing witchy book recs"

stevenpaitchison

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd1hW9HscPd/?exln=MTFtaWRxc2hyNnppeA==

"Imagine feeling like you have to justify..."

adamcam10

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbq99GmxZfd/?psln=MWt6MjBlZjBrN2hqZw==


No...

 Susana Baca - "Heces - Poema de César Vallejo"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1jzuHjIUfVg&si=_hqywoKSjrj9awIV


"It really doesn't matter..."

"ICE acts like they're in a game of Grand Theft Auto"

agirlhasnopresident

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De62ifaRTEE/?dlrf=YmFqb2h4M20ybHZ1

Sometimes, being here is like the line of a great song from my adolescence.

"Life is bigger. It's bigger than you, and you are not me." ~ R.E.M.

"Nervous system work"

wellwithitmiranda

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db3SsiURvwD/?psln=MXd6eGxqZHQ5MmJvMQ==

"An interpretive dance..."

toninagy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De7tJ0aPBwj/?dlrf=cjhyaXBwNnBocmFh

It really is the truth.

Just had no idea I was ever going to be this big.

Best. Decisions. Ever.

Lean into failure. Don't hang out with the successful people when you're younger. Build your character up. Listen to that waitress who wants you to watch the "Pushing Daisies" show for some reason. Resent your future self for having it easier. Future self also has to work on forgiving a lot of stuff. Don't try to figure things out right away. Take your time...

Wow! This guy was on a mission.

"Affair of Edgar Allan Poe and Frances Osgood in The Scarlet Letter"

Andrew Barger

https://youtube.com/watch?v=htcUb0uHGsk&si=LjqEaOWAT7s1-qMK

In a Dark Time: East of the Concentration Camps Built by Uncaring Rich People in the 2020s.

Cathy of the Concentration Camp. If Only...

I guess that's the real full moon now.

 


As nights are getting darker and colder, it feels like the "East of Eden" adaptation has been choosing me to watch it again...

"East of Eden Ending Explained: What Does Timshel Mean? Inside the Series Finale and What Happens to Cathy?"

https://www.netflix.com/tudum/articles/east-of-eden-ending-explained

"Netflix’s: "East of Eden" Cathy Ames Distortion -- Review" | National Review

https://www.nationalreview.com/2026/10/from-monster-to-martyr/amp/

"Florence Pugh on East of Eden's Most Complex Character"

https://www.netflix.com/tudum/features/florence-pugh-east-of-eden-cover-story


I love the fairy stuff, sometimes. Or maybe even most of the time? Or maybe all of the time, but I just forget about it, sometimes.

"Meet The Fairies - Flower Fairies"

https://flowerfairies.com/meet-the-fairies/

A natural born nature submitter? Fighting my way back to Mother Nature?

An authority on fighting authority or resisting authority or getting back in touch with the fairies and the devastating supremeness of nature?

So seductive!

"I Took A Feminist Into A Tradwife's Life"

Zandland

https://youtube.com/watch?v=9-n2KcfUFZ8&si=3cBydLEEBwbTqzZU

Ella Fitzgerald - "Manhattan (lyrics)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZRKUyTOlDEU&si=aZzwGDySAvQdA-P1

I ate very good chocolate candy in a particular way while I was reading this part of the play.

It was a delicious experience, and here's what I did:

"Pygmalion by George Bernard Shaw: Act 3 (continued)" - The Literature Page

https://www.literaturepage.com/read/pygmalion-61.html

I put the chocolate in my mouth with the flat part at the bottom of the chocolate on the top of my tongue, and the curved part touching the roof of my mouth, and I just sucked on it until it collapsed inward and all of the creamy deliciousness inside melted everywhere throughout my whole mouth.

"What's Good at Trader Joe's?: Trader Joe's Apple Crisp Milk Chocolate Caramels"


Just candy! Not 72% dark chocolate. Nothing redemptive about it. 

It was much better than just eating a chocolate candy in the regular way. I had to do it twice. I recommend it.

We'll go ice skating when it gets colder and I will plan ahead for it.


"PART 1 Should I do a series"

mirandajanewyatt

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeXSCgyxjgn/?obrf=OThtOWh2dWVpdjBx

"New dads are the best"

elleorlando

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Db_ufh7BxR5/?psln=MTQ3N2R3c2c3MTkzbw==

"Happy #autumn"

andiemain

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DewgYwFqXNk/?xtok=MWx6YjFyNjM0cDQxZw==

I feel like writing about obstacles to exercise for moment.

I have this book that I'm reading about runners. I'm never going to run a marathon, and I don't want to, but I feel curious about how the other half lives sometimes.

"Spirit Run by Noé Álvarez" — Open Letters Review

https://openlettersreview.com/posts/spirit-run-by-no-lvarez

I just started it and it's very interesting. I'm reading about four different books right now I would say. 

So today, I went for a little twelve minute walk in a park after I ate some breakfast, which was two eggs, scrambled with vegetables and some beans and tortillas and salsa, and it was good. 

But now I have a rash from my walk earlier and this is because I have to treat my skin with more TLC. This is because when I remove hair from certain parts of my body before I go swimming, if I don't really baby that area a whole lot, I get a rash on it very easily and then it interferes with my being able to go with it for a simple walk. 

Who thinks about these things? 

Human beings with a specific genetic makeup might relate to this kind of thing. Others do not. And that's just one little segment of what it's like when you've inherited a certain types of genetics and are living in a woman's body in a patriarchal society. Constant obstacles getting in the way of doing what people say you're supposed to be doing.

Would the universe like to recommend a helpful housekeeper?

 


It's happened in Mexico, so things are different now.

Someone's daughter is going to do it in the U.S.A. too, someday. 


"Throwback to when Jordan Klepper asked..."

u/Camaro6460

https://www.reddit.com/r/DailyShow/s/6fVNP7VfbF

"She yeeted that kid."

u/downtune

https://www.reddit.com/r/LoveTrash/s/EI5akNVaer

Y: You know they say variety is the spice of life.

Billy Joel - "Pressure (Official Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Iyv905Q2omU&si=rDVuE_thhepWDuOS

X: I know but sometimes I listen to songs on repeat because it helps me process my angry feelings. 

I'm sure it will be fine.

I really want to buy some chocolate. I really want to buy some chocolate. I really want to buy some chocolate. I really want to buy some chocolate!

Oh, and I heard about this.

"She yeeted that kid."

u/downtune

https://www.reddit.com/r/LoveTrash/s/EI5akNVaer

Doolittle! What kind of disturbing dad nonsense is this...

I suppose he was just a man of his time. 

"Pygmalion by George Bernard Shaw: Act 2 (continued)" - The Literature Page

https://www.literaturepage.com/read/pygmalion-27.html

I am so excited about positive societal change!

Everyone is in trouble, and everyone is in good company now.

I guess I get to read some things when it's the best time to be reading them.

I also think it's fun to pair Shaw's Pygmalion with Steinbeck's East of Eden. Although at present I am more familiar with Kazan's East of Eden. I also haven't seen My Fair Lady yet. I turned the page of my Pygmalion library book, and Mrs. Pearce just told Liza that she's trying to change her from "a frowsy s*** to a clean respectable girl fit to sit with the gentleman in the study." A gentleman she's afraid might drug her chocolate, because apparently, that's what some gentleman did, sometimes, back in the day!

Poor great-great-grandmother!

Needing to look out for drugs in the chocolate.


"Pygmalion by George Bernard Shaw: Act 2 (continued)" - The Literature Page

https://www.literaturepage.com/read/pygmalion-27.html

Rediscovered a character today because of the "Connections" puzzle

"Tom Swift and his talking pictures : or, The greatest invention on record"

https://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/72578

Go forth and appreciate the goodness!

"good girl, live from Houston🍎"

parispaloma

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dee2UY_sUrI/?mdxt=MXZqNDlpam96M3FmZA==

"SO MANY OF US have this story"

mamatraywilbon

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De5N2rohEFR/?dlrf=MWFlYW9nc20zYXI5eA==

"just a th0t"

tealadykatie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De5XtsQhQ_d/?srtk=eGc2NXp3azRnMjcw

We all grew up in a very sexist culture, so it's nice that it's starting to change in some aspects.

Sundays were often sexist when I was growing up, but curiosity about how we can go much farther persists.

"35 Bible Verses About Women to Empower and Encourage

Passages about the wisdom, beauty, and heart"

https://www.womansday.com/life/inspirational-stories/g29199258/bible-verses-about-women/

Sunday is for forgiveness or something.

I feel like some of my stuff got unexpectedly messed with recently, and it wasn't the guy I live with who did it, so I hope that doesn't happen again.

Saturday, October 24, 2026

Living vicariously...

 


"District Court Judge Ana Reyes is fed up"

buzziebeeteacher

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De1xWljRCL5/?mdxt=ZDA3Z2U0MTVzcnUx

"ABC News sent a camera crew"

faculty_lounge_dj

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd0HqWJuce_/?cplk=MTNqaWVpeWtjdGMwYg==

"I'm just saying if you're lifting something"

msjaydeadams

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdZKvjModQF/?xtok=MTg5MGttdzZnbzBlbg==

I have to go read my analog book now and stop scrolling.

 😬😬😬


"Are you like this?!"

unaversehq

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DewjgAPIc34/?obrf=MTI0NXdyYjZjMG9kag==

I can be lighter in this life. I am making the effort.

 


"Someone's gotta do it"

is_becca_marcus

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De2BBNApkGo/?cplk=MmhpcGptMDNzMWpm

"Need more inspo"

allyburniee

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De1M9-WAnwd/?mdxt=MXJ2NW03cXY2ZTdraA==

"Mother f*ckers online..."

mxnecrxftbxrbie

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De3JZ0norJQ/?psln=MTNzazB4MWw2ZHUwMA==


Sounds quite interesting. It might be too far away for me to drive to, but still.

"In 1926, LA's Hotel Figueroa opened as a groundbreaking safe haven for female travelers; exactly 100 years later, the historic landmark is serving spooky seasonal cocktails by its famous coffin-shaped pool

Celebrate the centennial by ordering a Boo Berry or Midnight Vault from Florence by the Water, and don't miss the massive new Paul Daniels mural honoring the property's trailblazing first female general manager"

https://secretlosangeles.com/la-hotel-figueroa-anniversary-halloween-cocktails/

Speak of the devil!

 The older gentleman dining behind me were talking about the healthy range weight range for a 5'10 man and it's apparently 132 to 195. I looked up a 5'4 woman and apparently it tops off at 145. I don't know who set these standards but they are pretty impossible to meet for some people.

Felt drawn to eat American Italian food tonight!

Some rolled eggplant with the cream sauce and vegetables and pasta. It's very good. I will take half the entree home. 

I think if  some people believed in multiple soulmates they wouldn't be so worried about some people giving his getting skinnier.

I didn't really watch the show "Friends" very much, but that was one thing that stuck in my mind from an episode of "Friends," the having multiple soulmates idea.

I didn't expect my little walk around part of the lake to be this enchanting.


And then, and then...

 


Gazebo wants a girlfriend!


Full moon over an army tank!

I believe I like to be authentic. 🙀

Also, we should all get better at the whole friendship is magic, brotherhood of men and humanhood of women stuff. But sometimes I honestly don't know what to do. Maybe I should just be like those people who smile big and repeat positive stuff that isn't true and then that will make it so. 

Patti Smith Group - "Because the Night"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=c_BcivBprM0&si=Wosaid3izC5CKzhT

"I'm so happy that my husband is treated so well at his job and gets consistent days off every single weekend or at least every week because I can tell the people in charge really care. I feel so fortunate to be enjoying an optimal state of health and things are getting better and better all the time."

😀😃😄😁😆😂🤣😭

I feel like somebody was impressed when I brought this poem to a class.

Sufjan Stevens, "All Of Me Wants All Of You" (Official Video)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Se6-q57xJCg&si=wleGlC1YaaRUGZY_

I don't know if the students were really into it and they were all forced to be there because it was a special summer program where the people who were the first in their families to go to college had to go to compulsory tutoring everyday and I really feel like tutoring worked better when it wasn't compulsory and when they chose to come. 

But they had this counselor type person and I think the counselor type person might have seen the poem and been impressed by it. 

Anyways, I'm never going to know and I might be wrong but I like to think that one person benefited!

Could it be played on a ukulele?

This guy's video came up several times.

 

😘

zacharyfederclinicalalchemy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De2kKOuC3YJ/?mdxt=dHUxZGQyZDJrNjF6

Otto Frank was kind of like a good rich guy, I guess?

For the majority of his life, he was very wealthy! Just not so much when he had his kids. And when Hitler was doing the worst. But before and after that war, he was very well off. And he was a decorated soldier from the previous war. I guess they just don't make all rich guys the same.

I just polished off some cheese.

And apple butter and pumpkin sourdough bread. Anyways, I'm afraid some of these rich guys are going to look like dumb pool boys to the descendants. And now I'm sorry because there's probably a pool boy out there who's really smart and he's like hey don't insult us. The English language is an imperfect medium. I just feel like I'd be in a better mood if there weren't so many concentration camps. I feel like this has been a lifelong battle. Scarred for life. By a past life, possibly?

I hope I get some healing help from the universe with this today.

I got some very tender, maybe receding gum line type stuff around my lower left teeth and it's causing a lot of sensitivity. It's quite distracting right now. I hope to get some help with healing that.

Anyways, do whatever you want, I guess.

It doesn't stop the fact that I've decided to be convinced that for years, some kinds of forces aligned with Otto Frank et. al. have been interested in my life and are watching over me.

I'm trying to hone in on the best part.

We have to stop these old patterns from continuing.

Come on, Brothers!

You can still have the fun things you like. They'll just be better in the future.

I really wish I didn't have to be this mean.

But weren't Nazis just like the most hard-bodied and libidinal dudes ever? Do you think dudes who are more into their own and each other's muscles than anyone else could ever be into them are kind of like, the ones who make concentration camps possible?

Rich people f****** hate talking about concentration camps, and yet rich people are the ones who make the concentration camps happen. 

It's really sick. It's like Epstein Island type crap.

We have a ridiculous amount of concentration camps in this country right now, and they never f****** want to talk about it. 

The rich guys are like last on the list of who's going to take care of your little sister.

And first of the list to make excuses for the ones who've made your life worse! 

Stop doing that!

They're more aligned with the fraternity brothers who are terrible. We have to stop this pattern from continuing. Come on, Brothers!

Do you think the grandchildren are going to care how hard your bodies were? 

"My grandpa couldn't be a freedom fighter. He was too busy thinking about his muscles. He was kind of a Nazi, actually."

You rich guys kind of suck, sometimes. I mean a lot. You make so much extra work for the rest of us to have to f****** do just because you're so into yourself and following some weird program that got shoved into your brain at a very vulnerable age.

It's almost like you have to learn how to be much kinder and more attentive to yourself first.

And then perhaps some other people will be brave enough to follow suit.

I know that there are others who feel that way too.

I feel like my responsibilities extend beyond my own personal situation or feelings or wishes or hopes or dreams. My body thought it could be relaxed and have fun and go on excursions and suddenly it's screaming at me to stay inside and do some kind of healing work on my nervous system. It's pretty crazy. I wouldn't wish it on a lot of people, actually. I feel like I got stuck in a glitch where humanity started to progress and then stalled. So I have to be super attentive to my health, and that doesn't always equal what some other people's ideas of of optimal health means in this time period, which is the 2020s.

Actually, I might have to stay in right now.

I feel really complicated. I think I might need to do some energy healing work all by myself. Sigh. Sometimes we have more difficult situations to work with, and we must do what we can with what's available to us.

But isn't it cool how Craftsman Taylor...

"Address Unknown: the great, forgotten anti-Nazi book everyone must read" | Fiction | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2019/aug/23/in-praise-of-address-unknown-the-anti-nazi-novel-that-saw-into-the-future

Made it so that the guy who was an entitled sell-out jerk suffered dire consequences for his horrendous lack of empathy and terribly unethical decisions? And this was before most people even knew how bad Hitler really was!

"Address Unknown"

https://www.acobas.net/teaching/textbook/address/addressunknown.pdf

It's the whole idea that some people just don't get it, unless...

I guess it's time to get up and move about.

It's like this story could almost be the basis for some type of new ballet.


"New Episode of Wrong Turns with Jameela"

jameelajamil

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdWzswgO9mn/?exln=MWR5bXdndmQxNjhqbw==

Should I just rely on my own mind to use the number 13 in any sort of business aspect.

"That's a very interesting perspective. What are a dozen other ways your mind can come up with to look at it?"

A woman and a man and a black cat are one.

"Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Blackbird" by Wallace Stevens | The Poetry Foundation

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/45236/thirteen-ways-of-looking-at-a-blackbird

Kitty Cat District. Cats in windows.

 


"San Francisco's latest walking tour..."

sfgate

https://www.threads.com/share/_6gdXW8CJ/

I think this was a really good one from the spirit team though.

"Address Unknown: the great, forgotten anti-Nazi book everyone must read" | Fiction | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2019/aug/23/in-praise-of-address-unknown-the-anti-nazi-novel-that-saw-into-the-future

"Address Unknown"

https://www.acobas.net/teaching/textbook/address/addressunknown.pdf

By Craftsman Tailor.


Why don't you?

Just relax and kick back with this little work of fantasy. "Well, since the student who got such a good discount on the expensive class was still in need of another type of assistance, the Lord of Extraness decided to send another little lure..." Oh come on.

Lord hear our serenity prayer

A non-profit that helps people who get stressed out about stuff they can't do anything about, like spouses never taking days off, maintain a bare minimum of sanity.

Lord have mercy

"Canadian-born dentist taken into ICE custody at green card interview"

https://www.cbsnews.com/minnesota/news/canadian-born-dentist-ice-custody-minneapolis/

Friday, October 23, 2026

I want to think about praying and God a lot. I don't want to be the same anymore. Can I become a new person...

I want to think about praying and God a lot. I don't want to be the same anymore. I can become a new person.

My cat is back after an escape and we are so relieved.

That was scary. She got out either while I was in the shower or after I was lying down and I fell asleep while I was listening to some content from one of my classes. I wasn't feeling very well. I fell asleep. Then I woke up and I didn't know where she was.

She's in for the rest of the night. She was found underneath the car and she was scared but now she's back inside. 

We need to be doing our utmost to be good to ourselves and to be truthful and open and flexible enough to make good changes. We really need to truly be good to ourselves and do our best, and only in that way can we be good to others and help each other.

I really think I must have needed to get some kind of wake up call, and I did.

Taking pictures outside was a nice way to end the day.

People are a part of nature, aren't they?


"Valery, and her two little brothers are separated from their mother and their older sister Sofia"

lidiaterrazasnews

https://www.instagram.com/reel/De2s2WappdQ/?psln=cWdrYXY0NjNhaWxt

"Where are the whistleblowers?"

embodimentwithemily

https://www.instagram.com/p/De2Nlp3j_0e/?rpxt=MTdmNzBpY2FrbDJnbA==

Thinking about opportunities.

I've had a certain set of experiences in this life, and I know that some of my experiences have been different for me because I've been a woman as opposed to maybe in another lifetime when I was a man, and it just feels like if I don't pay attention to those experiences, and if I'm not a fairly high level of feminist as a result of those experiences, I'm squandering my opportunity. Not every opportunity is about generating revenue. For a lot of my life, being feminist didn't seem to make most women very rich, so it didn't seem very lucrative, but that's not the point. The point is to make the most of your opportunities and sometimes things that advance the Soul or Society or Humanity do not generate a high $ income right away. This is how it's been. And in fact, the very opposite seems to be true sometimes, where being sort of selfish and against women having advancement seems to be very $ lucrative for some people and it make some people feel very fortunate and rich and powerful. But I don't understand how they can be satisfied with that. And it gives me the creeps, too.

I do. I feel in awe. I feel like love is in the universe.

 One of my friends who helped me out a lot recently helped her sister peacefully transition and she told me some things about it. I feel in awe.

It got cold and whispery, in a good way.





 

On a peace walk.

 



There's too much suffering.

Felt guided by The Lord!

"Seven Swans" ~ Sufjan Stevens

A whole mentality that is simply never going to be accessible to a lot of people.

I feel like wanting to be a part of the Epstein class is a whole mentality.

Savannah who has opinions about immigrants vs. any male or female character in the "Address Unknown" story.

I have a feeling that the people trapped inside the concentration camp don't get a lot of access to Angry Chickz delicious sandwiches, but some of the people that work for the concentration camp probably do.

"Address Unknown: the great, forgotten anti-Nazi book everyone must read" | Fiction | The Guardian
https://www.theguardian.com/books/2019/aug/23/in-praise-of-address-unknown-the-anti-nazi-novel-that-saw-into-the-future

"Address Unknown"

https://www.acobas.net/teaching/textbook/address/addressunknown.pdf

I think I want a chicken sandwich.

As a spiritual being having a human experience, I decided I craved a chicken sandwich, and when I searched online, I saw a chicken sandwich place that I had never seen before, and I thought oh, let's see where "Angry Chickz" is, and it's too far away, but lo and behold, it's really close to the nearest concentration camp.

Are you into Kings? 👑

Savannah seems really into Kings. 👸🏻

My hair is still wet.

I took a shower, and then I watched a little bit more about silly Savannah, and now I want to take a shower again. It's insane.

"I Met The Tradwife Who Thinks Women Shouldn't Vote"

Zandland

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xvy0yOVtUqw&si=YwVdxq2-9pb3ae-c

As if you'd be able to do anything in this life without the water vapors.

 


What? Who says things like that?

Why do I have to build a business? Why can't I be a soy boy?

I guess I think about things like this sometimes, since my mother plays piano.

"20 Striking Examples of Modern Rooms With Grand Pianos"

https://www.housebeautiful.com/room-decorating/living-family-rooms/g38529637/modern-rooms-with-grand-piano-ideas/

The last time I was in a fine living room with a grand piano was in the late 1990s when I was in college. I slept over at my classmate's house and she introduced me to a show called Red Dwarf, and we watched multiple episodes of it in her room. Her father, who was probably in his late thirties or early forties, had some money but he was very strict. So according to her, I had to be hidden away from him. He knew I came over to visit for a while, and I feel like perhaps when I saw him, it was in the living room by his grand piano. But he didn't know that I slept over, according to her. I'm not so sure that he didn't know, actually. But nevertheless, I slept over at her house. We were both technically adults but not 21 yet. When she decided to go out with a very nice young man in our religion class, he called his own daughter a w**** because he was such a controlling jerk. So I don't know why I feel like looking at rooms with grand pianos in them now, and thinking about how there must be nicer people than that. Or maybe her father evolved became a nicer guy to his own daughter eventually.

Silly Savannah! I need a break from her now.

Fiddleee Fiddleee Fiddleee Deee... Goin' to a coffee shop now!

Tim Noah - "Country Store"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=muHiV4Brt8c&si=i7UAkzVnkTLCvVNj

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶


Crooked cat ears. Straightened them up a little.

I feel like it might be fun to compare SS to that East of Eden character.

By the way, all the copies of East of Eden are checked out of the libraries right now.

"I Met The Tradwife Who Thinks Women Shouldn't Vote"

Zandland

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xvy0yOVtUqw&si=YwVdxq2-9pb3ae-c

And I mean, this is almost more like the "fun" side of rape culture.

Look at her cute outfits and fun, seductive poses!

"I Met The Tradwife Who Thinks Women Shouldn't Vote"

Zandland

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xvy0yOVtUqw&si=YwVdxq2-9pb3ae-c