I just got some bad pins and needles feelings in my lower limbs and I couldn't really walk so I had to ask for a bottle of water and now I am trying to take some of the supplements that are supposed to be good for me. I've been stressed out because I feel like my one tooth started to wiggle more today. I'm having a crisis and its probably survivable but it's just not very fun sometimes.
Sunday, August 02, 2026
Sometimes, trying leads to pleasing results.
Rescues, songs on the radio, good memories, donations, and all kinds of things....
Thompson Twins - "Hold Me Now (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=TvzVTRK1nOY&si=WRGapxKvR2lwn9Vu
The Pond Digger Rehab
Oh wait, things just got better!
The animal control officer was able to help us out by putting it in the carrier because a rescue just texted and said they can take the raccoon today if we can bring it in a carrier!
I don't think we could have put it in the carrier by ourselves.
Smoking my tobacco-free clove cigarette.
Telling the injured baby it deserves better. Maybe it can reincarnate and have a better life, and it won't injure itself so badly next time.
Animal control sounds brisk and efficient and on its way.
I don't think a young raccoon should just lounge around in my yard and die a slow painful death, so I am pleased that there will be another, more helpful solution available.
Oops! I accidentally left the cat out but she's completely ignoring the raccoon.
She's leaving the raccoon alone and she's looking at little butterflies and things.
I should probably just go outside and thank the injured raccoon for appearing on a Sunday.
Because Sunday is a great time to think about life's deeper and more meaningful questions.
There needs to be a movement or something!
I bet some of the daughters and sons of the rich would be great at assisting injured children and animals though! However, they also need to take care of their own needs. First, assist your own oxygen mask putting on skills before tending to others.
Also, don't listen to the patriarchal clowns too much, because they think too much about their own immediate gratification, and often in regards to sex, and it's ridiculous. They will do anything to distract you and sabotage you from telling your point of view.
"This *ss..."
@teamcoco
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbhE6tPAVA0/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Leslie Jones says she would have hooked up with Conan."
@teamcoco
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbcChzZgUyU/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
This feels very metaphorical for how our society actually treats children who need help, too.
This all just feels symbolic for how ICE has been treating people, too, you know. I mean ICE is probably filled with people who had s***** childhoods, and nobody ever rescued them. So why are they going to rescue anybody else? No, they need their paychecks.
Well, we've been trying multiple places.
Well, I'm getting the picture that it's inconvenient to try to rescue an older injured baby on a Sunday morning. So I guess we're going to call animal control soon.
This is very sad. 😥
The little raccoon is not in any of the corners of the yard. It just went underneath the window of the study and lays there like it wants to just go to sleep and not wake up or something.
Wouldn't it be nice if there were more injured animal rehabilitation places?
A local animal rehabilitation place says that it is temporarily closed to the public, but it is open to local animal control officers.
Sigh. Raccoon is injured.
The raccoon came down from the but it has an injured front leg and is not going out the open gates; it just looked like it might want try to climb a wall and then it gave up and went to another corner of the yard.
I tried talking to the little raccoon in the tree.
I went out to the tree and I told it that maybe if it gets itself out of the yard by itself it might have a better life and be able to find other raccoons to help it. But right now it's in a yard where a cat lives and it won't be able to stay in this yard. So I told it that there were things next to the wall and a gate that's open and maybe it can get itself out of the yard. I said otherwise we might have to call a person to get it out of the yard so I was hoping maybe I could convince it to get itself out of the yard. It did seem to feel a little bit less traumatized as I was talking to it. I thought so, anyway. Also, I said I was sorry because I could tell it was traumatized.
The poor thing must have got separated from its family
This morning we have a baby (or maybe not a baby, but just not a full grown one, so a very young) raccoon in our backyard, and it climbed the tree and doesn't want to come down right now.
Saturday, August 01, 2026
This looks interesting to watch later, too.
"Yooper Creoles: Finnish Music in Michigan's Copper Country"
Waiting for some laundry to get done.
"Your permission to be playful! 🎨 #relaxing #zendo"
liziphoenix
https://youtube.com/shorts/A92S6ZuUcUg?si=YTNny0unhdaXNYGJ9
"I accidentally got in the best shape of my life"
madelainerascan
https://youtube.com/shorts/Stj9cxTLk64?si=JloXerWsQHbGCLSO
"I was a bad momma"
4bettyg23
But now you get to read this!
"Theo and Ora: Toy Craft From Israel
A Story of Survival and Their Passion for Art, Games, and Toys"
https://medium.com/@solidi/theo-and-ora-toy-craft-from-israel-317112446e05
Not everyone can be a famous diarist.
Good job with being less sexist in your book then you were in your "Guess Who" game, Theo Coster.
I like that pole-dancing pregnant lady.
And if she says no to men and mortgages. And yes to complaining about bad things happening to sooo many people's children. And maybe even to her own children? That's even better!
They could. 🎶
They shouldn't make this again, but...
Country Joe & the Fish - "VietNam Song - Live Woodstock"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ft0vkKCadgk&si=QQHc4zN8ofwKnsvv
They should make a version of a song about what they want the daughters dying from again, and then include a verse about how someone's son's real sorry for being selfish enough to have sex with her and cause her to have to endure such an agonizing death!
Well if I die again (we all do eventually) and I'm a man again the next time around, how about saying no to this sort of thing? "SSS"
"Trump regime prepares for military draft : Indybay"
I guess I just have to remain eternally curious about the consequences of more bad news?
"Trump’s Medicare change comes at a curious time
Less than three weeks before the midterm elections, America’s most reliable voting bloc will receive notice of higher healthcare costs."
https://www.ms.now/opinion/trump-medicare-part-d-prescription-drugs
Yeah, Facebook can be very disappointing if you're expecting evidence of the goodness of humans' hearts via outpourings of compassion and empathy.
"I posted over on FB about..."
skootrmari
Facebook is a lot like a s***** dating app. It's better to meet with like-minded people in real life.
Oh, you devil.
"Can't wait for their kids and great grandkids to be so obviously less racist and sexist than they were."
Mediocre-acting, self-medicating people are still better than these fools, right?
Hopefully.
"Absolutely not Ok"
ricardosalvadormirandaa
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbfExClNrNt/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Just think of the Beauty of Brotherly Love more often!
"Hey, why should I coddle you? You ain't my sugar daddy!" LOL!
This stuff is just going to look so obvious in the future. Especially after a whole generation of children experiences this era and then grows up.
Consider that she's actually taking the time to reflect on herself and her attitudes towards people who are different from her.
"Thank you for sharing"
carter brown
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAm7upHn/
A bunch of people are just too self-absorbed and perhaps racist to care about what's happening to certain types of children right now, and it's not just the rich white people who are acting that way.
I gotta get some sleep.
"Why can you not just admit that you f***** up and you know you've treated women badly because you had a role model in front of you who also treated women badly and you were trained by this patriarchal to society to treat women badly, but now you know better, and you'll do better in the future? That would be very manly in a positive sense."
When sensitive people see a lot of harm being inflicted on others, it really does affect them.
"Watch this video, then we'll talk"
Melanin of the Dawn
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAm7TaUW/
It's a shame that so many people in an imbalanced Patriarchal Society are trained to bully others just to feel better about themselves because of the nature of our violent and unwell patriarchal society.
I have been disappointed with the way some people who used to seem better have been choosing to act, but maybe it's more useful to see it as they just simply feel the need to defend their way of life.
When you're given certain circumstances to deal with which make it clear to you that you don't fit in so well with patriarchal society, it makes it harder to feel comfortable with going along with people who do fit in better with patriarchal society. Because those things that are working for them are not working out so great for others, and it feels like not the right thing to do, to just go along with it.
Sometimes I feel like I am lucky that I live with someone don't feel particularly motivated to perform for others.
So, it's okay that some people are not as good at pleasing crowds of people. He doesn't turn on the charm and he doesn't act super romantic, but he's an honest person and he does not have any wish to control and manipulate others and he's not a bully. Now there may be times when he's stubborn and doesn't want to hear about certain things because maybe the truth is inconvenient, but still, I think he's overall a lot more trustworthy and better than the kind of men that this aid worker is afraid of meeting, and probably with very good reason, as this flimsy and unstable Patriarchal Society collapses.
I guess it's been an opportunity to observe human behavior.
People don't necessarily have an easy time feeling very much empathy or compassion for others when they're very busy defending their own way of life and their survival mechanisms and their belief systems.
The truth can be stark sometimes.
Bullying still happens on Earth because some people get really pleased at how they feel when they're bullying others. Certain patterns of misogynistic bullying have been programmed into people's brains at very formative and vulnerable ages and some people reach for that programming when things start to get uneasy, and it feels more reassuring to them to continue to rely on those programs.
Where would the patriarchal society be without patriarchal families to hold up the patriarchal beliefs???
Expecting people to be better, and then seeing that they're not going to be better, is just like repeating the same abusive patterns that were programmed into patriarchal family systems. Children are forced to go along with this stuff as kids, and then they have to choose whether they want to keep on repeating those patriarchal patterns as adults, or not. If you got more rewards from the patriarchy for your role in the system, you're probably less likely to want to change. Some people might want change, but a lot of people are probably still not going to want to change when being as comfortable as possible with the way things are is the priority.
I think it's reminding me of when my grandmother told me to run away from a nest of stinging bees. "Run, girl, run!"
I don't know what it is about the current circumstances circulating that make some people feel like tuning into a more extreme side of themselves which make them seem like narcissistic nightmares.
Human beings of all ages and genders and genetic backgrounds deserve far more humane treatment than the Patriarchal Ones are delivering.
"the trump administration just replaced the federal programs for preventing teen pregnancies with classes on childbearing and marriage"
cancel.the.state
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbHWXHmvmKR/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
This is another example of why I don't believe the guys who get on the app and say women are the superior ones because they give birth...
She's a lifegiver. She gave birth. And she's still completely capable of being an insensitive patriarchal jerk.
"Tonight V. stepped into the crowd..."
lio.nsecret
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbfIVySRJoR/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Friday, July 31, 2026
Imagine living in a much better society where people acted like human health really mattered.
"In 1991, a woman sterilized herself to keep her job."
askdrpaper_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbJER22pQ-U/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I'll just let my impaired self and damaged tooth know to remember that.
If bullying and shutting down others is the best coping strategy some people can seem to come up with right now, maybe there will be other ones that seem better and more appealing to them on some other days in the future.
Maybe look for the kinds of people your body believes are the helpers?
"7/31 Schrodinger's ICE"
perezbrenna
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dbd2PcYpb_R/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I heard there's a parasitic lettuce going around"
lysswallacedesign
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbRuMEdN-hY/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"The measure of a person, a family, a nation..."
glennondoyle
https://www.instagram.com/p/DbbP8-7lZN_/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Good news: The time to grow up is now.
"the trump administration just replaced the federal programs"
cancel.the.state
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbHWXHmvmKR/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"So tell me, why..."
askdrpaper_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaVcq5gpbWx/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Flakiness abounds.
We're very flaky over here. I entered a contest to get concert tickets on a Sunday but it turns out that Sunday is going to be a work day this week but Saturday is not going to be this week so maybe later. I will figure out if we will go somewhere on Saturday or not because now the mood is better and maybe we could go on Saturday is what some people are saying.
I have to go inspect the well-being of my sun-poisoned lower extremeties.
"Abigail Williams"
graceandthegang
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbZopVJ3rg/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"A Navajo Taos Pueblo Song"
mozartgabrielofficial
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYZA_7zCMAi/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"GIRL SAME!!!"
tonyandthekiki
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbfbQTNTFE/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Too many people are not being good at doing their jobs.
It's almost like they're being manipulated by dark forces or have harmful entities attached to them.
"July 26 2026 Wilson's Creek"
mmaldosgdmt
It seems so illogical.
Every year people sadly commemorate the tragedy when a bunch of kids got killed in a helicopter crash. No, I'm sorry they don't do that every year. People sadly commemorate the time when their favorite girl dad who raped a 19-year-old hotel worker, but he was the top performer in his chosen field, and he was the best of the best at that, but he just wasn't good at not raping 19-year-old girls, and celebrity culture can be so insidious that he can command a helicopter to fly when it shouldn't be flying in bad weather, and put a bunch of children on it, and they got killed in the helicopter crash, too, but anyway...
It's kind of harsh, but it's also true.
It's very, very messed up, but not all brains are equally designed to go along with whatever the dominant culture is doing just to milk it for all it's worth.
Mistake, or not really?
"I read one fact and then kept making the mistake of looking up another"
moms.who.write
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbxP8Xx-yh/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Trauma! How inconvenient can it be to experience in a Patriarchal Society that has been constructed like this one?
So, not only does it feel inconvenient that the Patriarchal Culture raises people to act like hating certain kinds of girls and women is what feels completely normal to them, but also, it's the particularly traumatized types of girls and women that some of you guys, sorry, I mean, those Patriarchal People, act like you, oops, I mean they, hate the most, that makes it such an enervating experience to process sometimes.
How much progress have we actually made as a society?
"Summer of My German Soldier (Summer of My German Soldier #1)" - Forever Young Adult
https://foreveryoungadult.com/book-report/summer-of-you-have-to-read-this-book/
I guess the fact that people usually aren't as openly racist and misogynistic as the characters are in a book that was set in a very prejudiced little southern town in the 1940s shows we've made some progress.
Such a different story from Anne Frank's, huh?
I wonder how much the guy Bette Greene saved in real life resembled the character in her novel. And she is gone now, so the time to ask her questions as a human being by having a face-to-face conversation has passed.
"Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/18580.Summer_of_My_German_Soldier
"Bette Greene, American Classic Novelist"
@BetteGreeneAuthor
I wish more parents had not been convinced by the Patriarchal Culture to go along with misogynistic practices.
I'm glad that the mom I met in the laundry room with a 4-month-old daughter seemed very nice, because in addition to her new daughter, she also has a son who is several years older, and who needs another older brother being trained by his parents that boys should act superior and that trying to fit in with a cult of misogynistic abusive behavior patterns is just a completely normal way to exist in this world, right?
Just imagine if we had all grown up in a different culture that wasn't so intent on convincing people to be insensitive and good at normalizing misogyny...
"definitely my craziest experience"
chronicallyillem
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAu1P2nM/
"I genuinely never want a daughter bc god forbid she joins the military"
juliannahillstar
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAu1FobB/
"You know who #grandmasoftiktok"
JENNA🌞
Something I woke up thinking about today was...
how I am not as traumatized by all men as the aid worker in this video.
"Watch this video, then we'll talk"
Melanin of the Dawn
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAm7TaUW/
I don't entirely agree with her stance.
For example, I think if things get really bad in this country, the man I live with currently would still be a good person.
Nevertheless, I think her point of view is definitely worth considering, and it makes a lot of sense to me.
Thursday, July 30, 2026
You were not programmed by Patriarchal Culture of White Supremacy to care about the well-being of girls and women.
If you truly believe you care about girls and women, find more people who actually act like they care about the well-being of girls and women to hang out with.
Tough times, tough times, tough times.
"Watch this video, then we'll talk"
Melanin of the Dawn
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAm7TaUW/
"So the men who hate women..."
saskia
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAmveepm/
"🚨Jake Paul"
pikaa_364
Out out, vulnerable vulnerability...
"Taking another look at Tema Okun's work"
morgfriday
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTAmWtprt/
"What happens when you unmask a fascist?"
icrochetfrogz
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dal_AXGiQ1s/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Thank you for sharing"
carter brown
I liked listening to this one very much in the car several decades ago in a Midwestern area.
Nina Simone - "Sinnerman"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=QH3Fx41Jpl4&si=Bqiyla0Fef1dlWsV
Maybe there's just too many devils to deal with right now...
Expressing themselves in unique ways!
Humans showing their humanity.
"To all the far right"
josephtawadros
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DY8zg_7IJ4V/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I don't belong here..."
cyndisavagerice
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaY-narqeie/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I have been screaming from the rooftops"
maydaypartyof5
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbYGuteNfIm/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Sad that this is true.
Huh huh huh huh huh someone else's brother is more feminist than you....
Spandau Ballet – True Lyrics | Genius Lyrics
Some cats don't take well to the needy men.
Doesn't matter how creative and smart and entertaining they are for us humans. The cats don't care. But they could find a different cat who could tolerate them, probably.
"spence's guess"
derekscottmitchell
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZuqGlVSVkn/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"You think the story can't get worse"
silentmiddlechild
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbO_LRgeGy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Breaking news: the eldest daughter..."
thelaurenhyland
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbjUGQJm8U/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Someday the nation's princes and princesses will come...
"Someday we won't be so misogynistic and hate most of the nation's daughters quite as much as we have been so eagerly demonstrating."
That's too bad. They should stop traumatizing so many children.
"Reasons my a****** friends and I are too insensitive to be adoptive parents to any kids who have gone through severe traumas."
"Socially disencentivized to acknowledge any of these particular types of human beings' pain"
SO FASCIST
SO GENOCIDAL
SO DEVOTED
SO ACCLIMATED
I wonder if they can inject them with something that makes them feel the need to act out feelings of maternal superiority.
"Try Guys Try Period Cramps Simulation"
@tryguys
It's a lot better than a Big Dumb Patriarchal White Supremacy movie.
"Try Guys Try Period Cramps Simulation"
@tryguys
😡🕳️👺🕳️♀️🕳️🤬🕳️😤🕳️🖕🏽🕳️⚕️🕳️🩸🕳️🚺
"It's really f***** up that I don't have such bad and severe menstrual cramps anymore after having the worst ones for such a long time, and then as soon as I think that, I might get them back again, f*** this s***."
I've noticed I never see them throwing up simultaneously when they have these simulators on them.
"Try Guys Try Period Cramps Simulation"
@tryguys
Enough about the spoiled people, though.
Where's the song about how your life purpose was basically trying to save other people from dying from the effects of the Wretched Systemic Violences in an unofficial capacity whilst dealing with Your Own Health Challenges which The Paycheckarchy also didn't give a s*** about?
Kayleigh Bonner did some very interesting investigating after her father died at a very young age.
"NY Times: Rescue Boat Crews Show Signs of Brain Injuries"
https://open.substack.com/pub/loosecannon/p/ny-times-rescue-boat-crews-show-signs
This is disgusting.
"Sex buyers in Canada are literally advising"
brighthawkfitness
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbbAek0uhWX/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Peaceful things!
recipe: a bunch of lemon balm (Melissa)
ina.caravina
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZIVzYgCTOD/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Cat with music and a bunch of symbols
up1512734
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbQQPsqxmXD/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
hAve uR oPInionZ chanGed
amandahuntkiss
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbL_TQjP14s/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Ugh!!!!!!
WHY.
"Why would a man be in Chopper's way?"
chopper_daily
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbPtu8Ko3z7/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Pretty clear video going around"
vangorderforburbank
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbYt40WR4Vy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"His name was..."
sandeelbooth
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZvKeIGx0x1/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It's like the "Sweet Dreams are Made of This" song.
🎼 Some men are bad to nannies and some men were treated badly by nannies...🎶
"The slow blinks are betraying his body"
reggieandstuart
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbZRnygTedk/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Sittin' and watchin' the lake..."
barbell.rose
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbPD0pNz-we/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Have you ever wanted to say this to somebody, and why?
"You're a huge control freak d******."
Right?
Put pen to paper on that topic for 20 minutes, and see what comes up!
It's something that can be brought up in therapy.
I'm sorry if acting like human beings having human rights is more important than human beings having big houses has been VERY triggering for some people.
ICE Agents, ICE Agents, some of the creepy dads became ICE Agents!
ICE Agents, ICE Agents, there but for the grace of God...
I swear to God...
And creepy means creepy.
Creepy dads creepy dads everybody's been kissing up to the creepy dads creepy dads creepy dads when will we get enough of creepy dads? Some of us already have had enough of them.

















































