Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Noteworthy

This guy doesn't think his wife was treated well.

https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/10/emergency-room-wait-times-sexism/410515/

Nope.

https://www.ladyscience.com/archive/no46

This is a new fashion trend

Poor people chewing holes into the fronts of their shirts.

Food & company was delicious

On the downside
Someone's daughter just died of an eating disorder so I had to buy two chocolate treats!

One for me, one for the daughter.

Okay!!!

I get to see my old high school friend. I love when East Coast ppl visit ;-D

Consequences of suppertime nap

good '80s music


Wham! - Everything She Wants


old '80s book
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/853352.One_Eyed_Cat

}:-|
https://www.dummies.com/education/science/physics/physics-equations-and-formulas/

1989

DB

https://www.thedrewseum.com/collection/mags/magfeatures/1989mags/

++++

https://www.thedrewseum.com/aboutdrew/bio/bio-ch02/

Also
BET YOU
WISH THIS
WASNT YOUR BOSS
A$$H***

Ah-ha I found one or two

I scrunched up in the corner by the bookshelf to read in eighth grade.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/354205.Waiting_for_the_Rain

Before or after

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/58658.Little_Girl_Lost

Bad abroad and at home

http://fortune.com/2018/07/28/girl-sexually-abused-detention-facility/

Numbers

19 not 17
https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/kobe-bryants-rape-charge-i-885653

gross
http://www.tmz.com/2018/03/05/kobe-bryant-oscars-me-too-ryan-seacrest/

and stupid

Bad at home, bad abroad

https://www.npr.org/2018/01/24/580433652/how-the-u-s-military-ignored-child-sexual-abuse-in-afghanistan-for-years

_ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _

_ _ _ _
http://thehill.com/opinion/civil-rights/392528-congress-must-confront-sexual-abuse-of-military-children

_ _ _ _
https://www.militarytimes.com/news/pentagon-congress/2018/03/16/congress-demands-pentagon-doj-investigate-child-sex-assault-on-bases/

Besides the food

deserts
http://www.slate.com/blogs/xx_factor/2017/09/01/child_care_deserts_hurt_women_s_economic_prospects_and_are_bad_for_kids.html

..........
https://www.nbcphiladelphia.com/news/local/Judge-Sets-New-trial-in-Military-Base-Child-Abuse-Case-284602091.html

Again

Their slavish devotion to the patriarchy is the single most tiresome thing about some religious women. They never even consider consulting a nun or a shaman. It makes me seriously doubt their ability to pick a minimally abusive daycare facility, much less conceptualize and run one.

Monday, July 30, 2018

Beautymusic

Fall Asleep Fast and Easy | Healing Sleep Music

That was awful

I am truly sorry I have this feminine pain condition. As this experience taught me, I have to learn what I can do to heal it for myself.

There is a world full of toxic and selfish people out there and they sure as hell don't know or care to know how to help.

Here on earth

1) BF is the real merciful Jesus.
He answers the phone and brings up ginger tea


2) My body is the real Jesus.
My body finally stopped torturing me.

Mother goddess

Wiser than anyone
Feminine
Pain

Kills
People
Who
Are
Real
People
Women

Mother

Mother goddess

Heal

Death agony pain

Angels come

Heal thus agony.
Its agony.

Heal
Heal
Heal

Angels

I need help.

Real.

Help.

Its real.pain

My body
Real pain.
Its bad

Affect

Stop Lying.
https://pro.psychcentral.com/exhausted-woman/2016/12/7-types-of-parental-abuse/

What does this sound like

Behavior Patterns: Unethical, Sexist, Duplicitous, Enabled by Brain-washed Women.

A CULT

With

A CULT LEADER

How and why

did that person become

Untrustworthy

Unhealthy

Duplicitous

&

NARCISSISTIC

Was it the abusive parenting

https://www.livestrong.com/article/142315-what-causes-parents-abuse-their-child/

Who

Is the most untrustworthy and unhealthy and duplicitous and narcissistic person you have ever met in your entire life.

Sunday, July 29, 2018

Tiny melons

on a vine...

https://thegreedyvegan.com/how-to-grow-cucamelon/

The world has cute things.

https://pulptastic.com/omg-tiny-watermelons/

Be well someday

Someone's  brother's vibe:
S.O.S.
Adult with child mindset.
Abuse victim.
Not gonna get help (possibly ever?)

This is someone with a family.
This is someone who seemed relatively normal in the past.
Honestly, I had no idea the illness was that bad.

Well.
That's all.

Ginger

Pain is back again.
Have to go get the ginger.
Body always wins attention.

This is part off the reason why I know everyone needs healing.

Tea.

Nice

Old paperwork ~ out in the trash! I feel progress!
Good, my astral travels weren't for nothing.

I want

Marie
Kondo

Dear universe a teenager

Crinkling stuff and saying sorry and listening to music in the library is a good ambassador and made me laugh.

The old man needs to help himself with the abundance of tools at his disposal.

Hey, King

MLK playing pool!

What do other people do about other incarnations

She seems like she has them

Good to be a Man

How she deals with them

Ex's & Oh's

Enjoys a good book

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bkx7jjGFskI/?hl=en&taken-by=elleking

I could probably read it in the woods but not on a plane.

https://www.npr.org/2018/05/30/613149372/in-calypso-david-sedaris-blends-slime-and-the-sublime

interesting choice (s)

PAN.

https://twitter.com/cycledlives

DYSNOMIA.

https://twitter.com/lawsless

ASTRAEA.

https://twitter.com/dawnofstars

PAEON.

https://twitter.com/healingly

Sweet Louisa

"We, sighing, said, 'Our Pan is dead;
His pipe hangs mute beside the river; —"

~ L. M. Alcott

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/1863/09/thoreaus-flute/540804/

Dear Ladies

Jesus-positive is an orientation.

https://evangelicalbible.com/apologetics/is-jesus-loves-you-the-gospel/

Please tell me you've noticed how much joy this activity gives some women because they have been trained for it since the wee days of their babyhood.

Saturday, July 28, 2018

This has a puppy

A woman and her dog


"She often tells her participants: 'This is a place of fierce kindness, compassion, nonjudgment. You have the freedom to be vulnerable.'

She also offers lots of dark-chocolate squares."

~ Emily Wax-Thibodeaux

los perros estan bien

algunos!

https://www.npr.org/2018/07/28/633076559/service-dog-registries-to-streamline-travel-for-veterans-with-invisible-injuries

dogs are okay

some of them!

http://soldiers.dodlive.mil/2014/12/the-healing-power-of-dogs/

$ ;-)

that is somethin'
https://pagesix.com/2018/07/28/martin-luther-king-letter-going-for-95k/

the power of positive thinking

Mhm, "the weird"

Weird
https://www.nytimes.com/2017/01/12/books/review/expect-great-things-thoreau-biography-kevin-dann.html

About sand crabs

"They are candy to all predatory fish in the surf line" (29-30, Bill Mai, The Best...)

Universe can be per~

sistant

E: "Instead of engineering for all of America..."

http://www.kehlerliddellgallery.com/calendar/2017/3/24/captain-of-a-huckleberry-party

Vermont...

http://drdann.com/vermonts-original-forest-language/

Alternative medicine stuff

http://drdann.com/the-rhythms-of-spiritual-scientific-research-at-threefold-farm/

Its not at all the case now, but...

I am tempted to think if, in a future life I were a businessman having a midlife crisis, I'd be really smooth about it...not too ridiculous...rico suave...

But then of course, if I were too smooth, I would would probably have to come back as someone completely different...

Wanna go see these

Old Woman Mountains
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Old_Woman_Mountains

This story

has a DYING WISH
https://ravishly.com/alyssa-milano-fat-suits

Who wants another
https://ravishly.com/fat-shaming-leads-eating-disorders

Or another
https://ravishly.com/2016/08/30/i-ve-experience-fat-shaming-and-thin-shaming-and-i-can-tell-you-which-worse

Smart tools

Material
https://ravishly.com/using-tarot-work-through-trauma

World
https://gfycat.com/reliableseveralafricangroundhornbill

Overly verbose tattoo idea

What it Says: 
I have this overly verbose tattoo to remind me how my career, bank account, and access to healthcare is directly linked to how much my industry dehumanizes and hates, and I mean hates, the "fat" people. And by "fat" people, I mean above size 8!

http://time.com/4883176/weight-discrimination-workplace-laws/

Who: Obviously this could work for a substantial proportion of models and actresses...but sadly, the problem is not even limited to their industries!!!

https://www.bls.gov/ore/abstract/ec/ec070130.htm

Why: Because it's so accurate!

https://aspe.hhs.gov/execsum/obesity-and-american-indiansalaska-natives

ILL...

US
trative...

https://neuroinstincts.com/8-things-narcissist-psychopath-will-say/

It has illustrations.

Act of God

I don't know what makes a plane engine shoot sparks and force a pilot to land it where he grew up...Maybe the science of tomorrow knows...

Some
https://foursquare.com/top-places/memphis/best-places-museums

Day
https://www.thrillist.com/eat/memphis/best-restaurants-in-memphis




Internet gifts

This doctor

https://neuroinstincts.com/about_rhonda_freeman/

has an intriguing website.

https://neuroinstincts.com/female-psychopaths-mens-corner/

Qs

Someone has scattered dark legumes on the patio...for fun? They resemble adzuki beans.

Can my car be fixed and drivable for another  year or so?

Friday, July 27, 2018

Brain stuff

Brain

Elle

Incredibly unhealthy vibe 
https://www.elle.com/culture/a22550142/allison-mack-nvixm-mara-wilson/

I didn't know

How you don't get help and you act like your dad. You trash things, and now you have a brainwashed aide. You must have so much abuse in your background that you are running away from to be that awful when you used to be normal.  I mean, I bet I've known people who've been through worse things, but they just were not that resistant about getting real help.

El

For some, energy healers are good. Other should really see professional doctors. Especially people who become controlling and abusive when they feel threatened. Especially when they call that controlling, abusive behavior "love" and it is not. When they do that they become the misogynistic narcissist they choose.

Something should work out

My car situation is getting so precarious.

It had the water pump and computer replaced but there's still problems. A light keeps coming on. It burns a lot of oil. Engine is not in great shape. Mechanic cut some wires? Not possible to replace air injection system? Hopefully it's electrical? What?

Something better...nature!

Corpse flower
https://www.pasadenastarnews.com/2018/07/27/this-rare-corpse-flower-is-raising-a-stink-at-the-huntington/

Those feelings of resistance

You don't want therapy for your problems?

Pretend you're a single mom and you have to get your act together or you and the kids will be out on the street if you don't.

Pretend you're the older sister.

Which chapter would have been

the most boring
to your youngest
most shallow-ass self

Age 20

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/i-wonder-why.html

Age 21

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/why-do-people.html

Age 22

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/there-are-other-things-however.html

Age 23

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/hahamamuse.html

Age 24

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/and-memoirs-and-plays-and-opera-and.html

Age 25

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/acculturation.html

Age 26

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/got-some-feelings.html

Age 27

http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/that-bird-again.html

Who can do this

Stitch
http://blog.followthewhitebunny.com/2013/06/garden-path-embroidery-sampler-along.html?m=1

Stitch
https://aliciapaulson.com/products/time-of-flowers-cross-stitch-sampler-pattern

Stitch
https://pickymiss.wordpress.com/2012/03/08/bespoke-crafty-goodness/


Oh how

EC~~~~~~~
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2015/09/07/ecstasy-of-influence

HSP curse

worst
unbearable
1234
mood
ridiculous
All you need is
EVER
die
MERCY

I like learning about this stuff

All this stuff that didn't used to exist for people in the past.

http://www.operationwearehere.com/MusicTherapy.html

and

https://pitchfork.com/features/overtones/can-music-heal-trauma-exploring-the-therapeutic-powers-of-sound/

On trying out other types of "unscientific" shamanic healing stuff...

1) I know it's not going to magically fix everything but
2) I think it helps because the universe sees you putting forth the effort to help yourself
3) and it resonates somewhere inside so it has a positive effect.

Good article

+-%*/!

https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/african-american-women-worked-some-nasas-first-computers

Still not great at math, very interesting to read...

Gelato....

in my head goes best with Alamo...
But the other frozen treats could be fine too...

https://www.forbes.com/sites/brucelee/2016/07/16/heres-the-scoop-about-gelato-vs-ice-cream-vs-frozen-yogurt/

More...
Oh good grief.
This is what happens sometimes.

~(*;*)~

It seems to me that if some people worked more with healing modalities they'd have smoother transitions in life but maybe some people just like to experience rocky transitions...

feeling relaxed

As a potential auntie to a very important chef, I appreciate the attention to detail and the acknowledgement that in the future the TSA lady should be just as nice to me as she was to you-know-who.

C energy

with a K



Nirvana ~ In Bloom

Ladies

Even if you are not the VIPV (Very Important Pregnant Vessel) of the future president, you still deserve excellent healthcare!!!!

And what if you're the VIA (Very Important Auntie) of the future president's chef????

special a

on repeat

my body gets the healing it deserves and that is good enough for me

Surprise announcement


In light of all of my experiences (physical, mental, emotional, spiritual)

A rare and unusual birth announcement

The birth announcement is called my body gets healing it deserves and that is good enough for me.


Thursday, July 26, 2018

like your mind

wants
Bells of St. G

also wants
Mindfulness Bell 

what is time

college was like yesterday

Okay

I am fine with my spiritual growth

Cautionary tale

Kids
TARZAN
Don't
BEAUTIFIL M
Please
SHERA

we're gonna be old and decrepit and at your mercy one day and the last election traumatized everyone

I want to learn more...

One
https://www.npr.org/sections/ed/2017/06/02/527570310/the-role-of-yoga-in-healing-trauma

&
Two
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/science-yoga-and-trauma-ptsd-feminism-healing

&
Three
https://www.newsweek.com/can-yoga-help-girls-heal-trauma-619120

Bioethics can be in anything

Even a show about "little-old-ladies"
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/what-golden-girls-taught-me-about-science

Fixable

Sister: Hi there you give me the vibe of 20 girls in a clinic for cutting and eating disorders.

Obs

Guy smoking outside at 5 am

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/insight-is-2020/201807/why-narcissists-can-be-so-mean-competitive-and-jealous?amp

Eureka

Is it
http://eureka.wikia.com/wiki/Eureka,_Oregon

a destination
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/spycatcher/201712/narcissist-or-psychopath-how-can-you-tell

Well that's compelling

Observations about collaborative work.

https://hbr.org/2018/07/in-collaborative-work-cultures-women-carry-more-of-the-weight

I was merely looking for the software a person could use to calculate salaries based on waist hip ratios.

blah blah blah

blah
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/somatic-psychology/201303/trauma-childhood-sexual-abuse

blah
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/toxic-relationships/201804/understanding-the-mind-narcissist

blah
https://abcnews.go.com/Sports/larry-nassar-thinks-sentence-sexual-abuse-harsh/story?id=56812588

Purely

Imagining bad boy behavior:

No don't he's just mouthing off.
No don't its not worth it.
No don't the dude's taller.
No don't you'll get in trouble.
No don't your mom will cry.
No don't your dad will beat you up.
No don't violence is degrading.
No don't...ahhh fuck it.

D = dx

Toxic masculinity don't need no therapy or women's studies classes.

I wonder if there is a way to dx someone who doesn't want to see or conveniently chooses to forget the 10x of instances being horrible to people before saying its unfair for others to be that way.

"You really are a very sensitive soul when it suits you."

What is this

Weak-minded brain-washed B.S.

https://www.npr.org/2018/07/25/632257286/heiress-charged-with-supporting-sex-trafficking-operation

Go get it

Therapy.
You have too much money and too many items and you get weak.

Who else probably

The dude outside smoking at 5 in the morning

it was what it was

Misogyny is your sad friend.

Your friend is toxic and unhappy. He is truly a bully.

Your friend needs therapy but he won't get it because he gets enabled by you and other people.

Your friend was not raised to treat women who don't feed his ego like they are worthless in his schema.

He just does that all on his own because he is not a secure or healthy man, and you stay with him and lie to yourself about him because you are his enabler.




Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Lago

Itsa lake
https://www.bbc.com/news/science-environment-44952710

Hmmm, military?

A https://may4archive.org/bill_schroeder.shtml
little http://significantcars.com/cars/1969fiat/
?? https://bringatrailer.com/2016/08/03/sub-5k-driver-1969-fiat-850-spider/

Someone's job

Goal: Rain in Woods + Tibetan Bowls,

Compromise: Fan White Noise

"I auditioned a dozen fans for the role to select the most pleasing sound to make your ears tingle and your eyes grow heavy." ~ Relaxing White Noise

w

hat

it's "ok"

:-/
;-)

Not new

Not new
https://www.pbs.org/newshour/nation/u-s-military-fails-to-protect-children-from-sexual-abuse-on-bases-ap-reports

Raised to look the other way?

Can change that.

https://variety.com/2018/tv/news/insatiable-fat-shaming-netflix-show-1202882565/


https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-antidepressant-diet/201801/massive-eating-after-sexual-trauma


https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/25/health/ivf-insurance-parenting-strauss/index.html


https://bangaloremirror.indiatimes.com/bangalore/others/infertility-is-on-the-rise-but-men-on-the-defensive/articleshow/65123721.cms

What's better

Being raised to look or being raised to look the other way?

Why do people

have to keep writing about this stuff

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2018/jul/22/sexually-abused-teenage-girls-likely-suffer-mental-health-issues-months-later-study

because the problems

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/psychoanalysis-30/201101/talking-about-sexually-abused-boys-and-the-men-they-become

have not vanished

https://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/features/a20138398/stop-using-survivor-to-describe-sexual-assault-victims/

A future to avoid

Fake love
Fake health
Fake success

So old

So old, so old, so old, like lifetimes old.
If a life was hard and you had to get fake to cope but after a while it's not working so great, maybe go to an objective professional healer, not someone who is healthily irritated by the old fake ways appearing over and over again.

Bummer

I was trying to show teal-colored nails I was looking at to feel cheered up, but the page keeps going to this Disney beige foundation crap.

Fake.


Monday, July 23, 2018

Curious about this now

"Nature is a mirror in which we can study ourselves" ~ Close-Up

Hmmm.

http://www.slate.com/blogs/browbeat/2016/07/05/why_abbas_kiarostami_s_films_meant_so_much_to_me_in_one_long_shot_of_a_tin.html

these are a little

night
Boarding Order

marish
Turbulence

not so tough really

Never went to Ranger School...
But I did do a somersault down the stairs when I was like three...

Oh. How did it even do that.

I got
https://www.allure.com/story/thin-privilege-beauty-standards

to
https://www.instagram.com/fariha_roisin/?hl=en

a garden!
https://gardenacu.com/the-evolution-of-my-healing-fariha-roisin/

see...see...oh

Jesus
https://www.desertsun.com/story/sports/high-school/2018/07/23/eating-disorders-bastard-and-athletes-fall-victim-accelerated-rate/728477002/

Forgive
https://www.nbcnews.com/pop-culture/tv/netflix-series-insatiable-accused-fat-shaming-stars-defend-show-n893511

My
https://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and-body/eating-disorder-survivors-are-angry-billboard-appetite-suppressant-lollipops

Interest
https://www.allure.com/story/insatiable-netflix-petition-to-cancel-show-plus-size-teen

Time is so mystifying

It has been almost two decades since I've seen a UFO.
"Richest country in the world"
Flaca

considering dogs

bf thinks this is funny

https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalTextGifs/comments/90expo/oh_martha/

such sense of humor

I bet it's good for your brain

Brain Integration and Integrated Healing

http://mybrainawakening.com/index.htm

+

http://mybrainawakening.com/inhe.html

I bet it's better than twitter.

only a little different now

because
https://www.avclub.com/one-two-princes-kneel-before-you-as-the-crown-sings-th-1821555465

there's
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2011/mar/27/debate-tiger-tiger-book

internet
https://www.rainn.org/articles/adult-survivors-child-sexual-abuse

It's not okay

Worse than bad AI.

Women are discriminated against due to bias. Sickness and poverty.

Abused men won't get help because they are surrounded by enablers who want them to pretend everything is okay.

Sunday, July 22, 2018

Time being

I can plan to cultivate spirituality with study and love of nature to enhance my life.

Everyone's a weed

I have to see these.
https://www.boredpanda.com/animated-paintings-of-weeds-slowly-taking-over-the-city-2/

Siii~you~iii

Like what about all the cool and beautiful cars

A nice way with words

Literarararar
http://www.bbimedia.com/store/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=3_15&products_id=740

Y
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/unequallyyoked/2012/06/math-related-prayer-hijinks.html

And I think this is spice

As my stepfather used to say to me, "Put yourself in my shoes."

I have a good prayer idea

Pray for the right math book to work through the discalculia (?) or math anxiety (?) Or feel less rage about math. This one looked funny in a dilapidated and messy car.

Almost end of season

As such.

http://www.vulture.com/2017/12/the-crown-recap-season-2-episode-9.html


Sigh

Friend w/ problem: don't you want to go sailing on my normous boat

You: no because the universe says it is better if I go to a park on my own while you go to your therapy session, or maybe later if you do that work for yourself, but then again you could just sell the boat, who knows

Can't it be for everybody

Getting help from those professional shamanic healer types

Saturday, July 21, 2018

up there ~ out there

view from
down here

Feels like

Universe asks for best collage(s) of you(s) as a young person (80s?)

I wonder why?

"Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) affects up to 13% of women of reproductive age in non-Indigenous and one in three Indigenous women"

~ Monash University

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/07/180719142101.htm

***

"I still have PTSD"

~ R. Kerslake

https://www.romper.com/p/we-unknowingly-make-women-who-have-dealt-with-infertility-feel-excluded-9006361

***;***

"stigma"

~ M. Waabi

https://www.dw.com/en/no-help-for-the-infertile-in-africa/a-44691145

There's a weird guilt trigger

"For Americans like me who were raised with working parents, the frequency with which women stay at home here is jaw-dropping."

~ C. Tenz

https://www.thecut.com/2018/01/book-review-achtung-baby-by-sara-zaske.html

321

That was a joke!

Oh but there was an underlying bitterness.

Now it is a lake.

I got a book recommendation today

It's about poetry!

Le Ton Beau de Marot

For those of us who continuously fail at reading Gödel, Escher, Bach.

Rate 1-20 for coffeeshop conversation

Uneasiness to the point of queasiness --- delightful

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/02/09/books/review/sex-young-adult-fiction.html

It is free.

It is FREE.

https://www.amazon.com/Sweet-Baby-Girl-Beauty-Salon/dp/B073V2FCF8

I forgot

Beauty salons

How much make-up is appropriate by the age of x?

So empirical

Thoughts
https://www.brookings.edu/blog/education-plus-development/2018/06/01/what-about-the-boys-educating-boys-for-gender-justice/

Not mentioned: dressing them up as girls and putting them in an environment of ranting men traumatized by the patriarchy. This costs very little and works well in a number of settings: a bar, a classroom, a church, some kind academic or business conference...

I think my sister likes this

maybe
https://mysteriousuniverse.org/2018/07/egypt-will-open-giant-black-mystery-sarcophagus-despite-warnings/

maybe
https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/archaeology/a22506260/whats-inside-2000-year-old-mystery-sarcophagus/

Summer dayz

The kids around here have been having fun with sidewalk chalk. And earlier, a big whale toy!

I am repetitive


sometimes I just feel like this is such good song for psychological well-beings


The Orb ~ Little Fluffy Clouds

I hope

"In My Fillings" guy takes care of his psychological well-being.

Who's Margaret

...Stevenson???

http://www.personal.psu.edu/cjm5/blogs/benjamin_franklin_then_and_now/2013/05/franklin-and-deborah.html

Other interesting questions...

http://www.benjamin-franklin-history.org/junto-club/

Should I read this

IT'S ABOUT A YEAR OF SLEEPING

http://ew.com/books/2018/07/11/my-year-of-rest-and-relaxation-review/

I like the nightgown on the cover.

Just for fun search terms

 glazed brick 

for the eponines

Friday, July 20, 2018

The one I forgot

Gabrielle
https://litbysunfire.wordpress.com/2013/03/24/gabrielle-quick-notes/

Best precarious poem

by Emily Dickinson...

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/334419-i-stepped-from-plank-to-plank-so-slow-and-cautiously

But...ay ay ay...

https://www.questformeaning.org/military-2/that-precarious-gait/

Prey to / peer to...

I've decided it behooves me to consider my experiences and in doing so, I can consider other persons' experiences as "not like mine in this lifetime, but nonetheless quite interesting!"

For instance. How it is hard to be Tom.
Has anyone ever been like that in any other century.

It's sublime

Broadleaf plantain mural


Gifts.from.mother

It's a fun distraction to remember '80s Sunfire books...

Caroline...what???

Not all of them. But most definitely these...

I don't think I read Caroline. Highly rated.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/588843.Caroline

Nora! I read Nora.
https://litbysunfire.wordpress.com/2013/05/27/nora-quick-noted/

Veronica. I think so.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1242845.Veronica

Jessica? Maybe not.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/841052.Jessica

The one that makes me think about food the most is Renee. Italian food.

Oh look at that! Renee won an award.

https://www.romancewiki.com/Renee

Appropriate

Car got a water pump and needs a new computer.

https://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/20/car-parts-and-other-june-2018-expenditures/

Thursday, July 19, 2018

Body is saying

Have to heal these things.

a gum feeling...

trying to buy someone gum to compensate for the salty behavior of the TSA agent is okay

When yr pain is boring

Sleepy...
https://www.rd.com/health/wellness/mediation-and-hypnosis/

More variety

Eh.


Better.

There are other things, however...

Some say it may be dumb to be angry about this, but it happens.

https://www.myatlantichealthsolutions.com/fertility-infertility-resources-for-patients/2016/5/26/7-things-infertile-women-hate-hearing

P. Copeland says infertility is like not owning a BMW. Really? Where does lack of BMW make some people throw themselves over cliffs, or get ostracized, outcast and dehumanized.

This is incredibly worthy of anger:

https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2018/jul/13/destroyed-girl-she-was-toll-pregnancy-paraguay-children


Of all things

in the world to get mad about...

https://www.vox.com/platform/amp/2018/7/18/17585950/she-ra-redesign-controversy-netflix

really

But all the nice qualities tho

My brother absolutely never succumbs to using self-loathing as a self-protective shield.

Status

Thirsty and in need of tranquility

Hmmm

Death Metal Grandma
http://www.metalinjection.net/av/todays-inspiration-this-96-year-old-holocaust-survivor-grandma-fronts-a-metal-band

H~~~

Perusable links

https://ggia.berkeley.edu/practice/body_scan_meditation

+

https://www.colorlines.com/articles/healers-color-why-self-care-not-self-indulgence

+

http://marc.ucla.edu/mindful-meditations

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Butterfly

This is cool but...
http://www.kathyloknows.com/why-type-of-entrepreneur-are-you/

Why are on phone again

A segment of time

Enjoying waterfall ions

A collection of hours

In a meadow, learning about the meadow.

1 or 2 or 3 whole days....

BEACH
Learning about the beachy things.

2 or 3 whole days...

MOUNTAIN

Omg, just imagine

A nature retreat every weekend.
2 or 3 whole daaaays...

Picked a name...

Found a review...
http://wanderlustandlipstick.com/blogs/trailbound/2015/06/10/camping-at-henry-coe-state-park/

Places to be...

Where 

to
https://www.timeout.com/los-angeles/travel/best-road-trips-from-la

go?

a lot of music note emojis

I have to
https://uproxx.com/music/lets-eat-grandma-im-all-ears-review-rx/

look at all of these
http://thequietus.com/articles/24846-it-ain-t-that-deep-either-way-pop-column-summer-2018-niki-charlie-xcx-sophie-bts

This was a nice drink


It would also look cute if the table had something like these:

https://www.katespadehomegifts.com.au/kate-spade-new-york-with-a-twist-salt-pepper.html

And if there were new coffee shop chairs

https://www.hgtv.com/shows/the-high-low-project/spend-or-save-the-high-and-low-list-pictures

Agony

https://www.popsci.com/swimming-pools-salt-water-chlorine

Sounds very B.

"Perversely, he claims the thing he's proudest of is 'the bird cage'"

~ E. Grice

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/photography/7368664/Lord-Snowdon-Taking-photographs-is-a-very-nasty-thing-to-do.html

Prin~cess

M
https://www.avclub.com/the-crown-gives-princess-margaret-the-1950s-melodrama-s-1821204133

Oh well,
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/non_fictionreviews/3554322/Lord-Snowdon-small-in-stature-big-in-bed.html


I guess the 6 week vacations aren't enough for some people.
https://www.townandcountrymag.com/society/news/a9255/princess-margaret-lord-snowdon-relationship/

Does eat oats

"Canela..."
Eat some ice.

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Monday, July 16, 2018

Orange and teal

Colors, but could also be good names!
https://www.kitteasf.com/yoga/

Truthfully.

There is a lot!!!! I do not understand.

what are they doing

I don't know what they are doing...

spirits with movie
https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2017/06/the-film-thats-missing-from-the-centurys-greatest-lists/530358/


paperplanesonginvasion


return of the goat film
https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/le-quattro-volte-2011

this is a short one
https://www.indiefarmer.com/2017/03/29/short-film-the-girgentana-goat/



why to the why

the return of the backache
means wanting to see a healer

what seems the thing

if you don't avoid your problems

http://www.dana.org/Cerebrum/2000/Wounds_That_Time_Won%E2%80%99t_Heal__The_Neurobiology_of_Child_Abuse/

maybe you can find better ways of doing things

https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2018/jun/28/it-never-stops-shaping-you-the-legacy-of-child-sexual-abuse-and-how-to-survive-it

if you avoid your problems

https://www.thestar.com/opinion/star-columnists/2018/07/10/do-some-nations-plain-dislike-children.html

maybe you become the problem people want to avoid

I am.so sorry

I feel a lot of pain in my back right now.
It is so very dreadful.
It's like my organs hurt.

This stuff needs to be healed.
I hope I am not sick.
Heartbreaking stuff.

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Sampling

Christian
http://guidetospiritualawakening.com/still-small-voice-within/

Haha
http://gailbrenner.com/2010/03/the-art-of-listening-to-the-still-small-voice-within/

More...
https://lonerwolf.com/intuition/

https://kripalu.org/presenters-programs/still-small-voice-within-meditation-focusing-and-intuition-training

http://www.nlplifetraining.com/content/still-small-voice-within

http://thewisdomdaily.com/still-small-voice/

Maybe I will

try one of their pop tarts in August
http://www.thebelmontcharleston.com

another perk

When I hang out with nature, I feel closer to Jesus, who told me he's a fan of "the still, small voice within."

How could they

noooo
https://www.theatlantic.com/business/archive/2018/03/napa-wine-rich/554945/

also still around from that time

mustard commerical
oh god, what would my life be without good technology


From the 80s and still around...

When I was a kid  on the island, there was a magazine that introduced me to this guy's art and music.

https://www.musicforhealthyliving.com/

Art & Music...

I think this stuff is good

Uses kinesiology.
http://integratedhealing.co.uk/what-we-do/

It's possible

We can have a calm communication style.

Avoided it for a fair amount of time

Then after I read friend's memoir, I was like, would any class assign this?

:-/

Sigh. My. personal. opinion: some people need to do energy work, to clear anger and trauma held in the body. Of course, some people don't seem to want to listen if they have gotten used to dealing with stuff by filling life with tons of distractions for a long time.

Got some feelings

Got some feelings like a friend is saying she did not get huge helpings of sympathy when she was published.

https://www.theglobeandmail.com/life/deconstructing-the-monster-margaux-fragosos-memoir-of-abuse/article569079/

And after a mere 27 years...

They have acquired a Gentileschi.

https://hyperallergic.com/451309/artemisia-gentileschi-national-gallery-london/

I would like a print of that one.

"Oh industry..."

I had the yen to watch the "Oh Industry" number from Beaches after reading this...

https://quartzy.qz.com/1323948/a-1905-new-york-times-article-asked-publishing-giants-what-they-thought-of-women-novelists/

When we were kids, a good friend and I really liked that one.

Y otros puntos de vista

So much to read...

http://www.vulture.com/2018/07/chimamanda-ngozi-adichie-in-conversation.html

So much!!!

https://quartzy.qz.com/1312409/chimamanda-ngozi-adichie-says-men-should-read-more-women-authors/

Qué piensa usted de esto

There's this app...

http://fortune.com/2018/04/09/all-male-panel-app-genderavenger/


Saturday, July 14, 2018

Divine awkward fool stuff

Alfred the Great is dead but not entirely... Royalty's likeness is stored away in a vault... I. is doing her nun dance... T. is doing his nanny / house servant dance... I am in a vault with M. Prankster who is singing Irresponsible Woman & Arm's Length & Spill...I am merely temporarily delusional, and of course above all of that...I perch on the arm of something spiritual... perhaps it has elements of Islam, Christianity, Natural Laws...the Hard Way is the only way because the other ways are too old now and they are more painful than death...the universe asks a lot but grants isolation and space for healing...it asks for more and more and more...I am going to read my spiritual books and magazines...something at which I feel I can excel.

Acculturation

Women who don't fit a certain beauty or fertility standard should not be so undervalued just because it has been engrained in some people's conscious or subconcious habits to do so.

"In some developing countries, the consequences of infertility—which can include ostracism, physical abuse and even suicide—are heartbreaking. 'If you are infertile in some cultures, you are less than a dog,' says Willem Ombelet of the Genk Institute for Fertility Technology in Belgium. Women are often uneducated, so their only identity comes from being moms. 'It [infertility] is an issue of profound human suffering, particularly for women,' says Marcia Inhorn, professor of anthropology and international affairs at Yale University. 'It's a human-rights issue.'"

-- BY KAREN SPRINGEN

http://www.newsweek.com/how-women-around-world-cope-infertility-89405


Cultures are made up of people.


"A 2010 study published in the Journal of Applied Psychology found that 'very heavy' women banked $19,000 less than their peers of 'average weight,' while 'very thin' women earned a dramatic $22,000 more per year. What’s more, a weight gain of 25 pounds was found to be linked to an annual salary decrease of $14,000 per year."

https://moneyish.com/ish/only-15-of-hiring-managers-would-consider-hiring-an-overweight-woman/


"Even being as little as 13 pounds overweight resulted in $9,000 less per year. I hope this demonstrates that this issue is not exclusively of concern to the very fat, but women in general."

https://www.xojane.com/issues/weight-discrimination-at-work

These are things that people do.

Travel snacks

Even though it was not the smartest thing I have ever done, I am okay with my choice of buying candied peanuts.

Well, it is kind of like a puffin

I guess. BlackFly's latest attempt at flying car.

Ptarmigans have talents


WT ptarmigan flutter flight and display call by ktbirding.com

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

Owls...OWLS

Flight of a Barred Owl

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

Admirable Bittern

American Bittern

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

Eagles are fast


Flying eagle point of view #3

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

Puffins fly


Puffins flying

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

The ridiculousness

What is this madness? This sucks.

https://www.stereogum.com/2005745/grimes-granted-restraining-order-against-caped-intruder-carrying-3-computer-mice/news/

Gah, fame-ness risks.

Oh I didn't know this...or this...

Sunscreen danger
https://www.phillyvoice.com/sunscreen-coral-reef-ocean-oxybenzone-octinoxate-zinc-oxide-titanium-dioxide/


Necktie danger!
https://www.phillyvoice.com/wearing-neckties-bloodflow-hazard-jim-gardner-6abc/



Good Things About Christianity

Five Plus Seven Things

https://secularjustice.wordpress.com/2012/04/15/5-good-things-religion-has-contributed/

+

http://www.patheos.com/blogs/secularoutpost/2015/07/08/christianity-the-good-stuff/

People Need

Pet Love
Birds
And Talking Trees.

BirdsBirdsBirds

“'It’s important to stress that, to each other, none of these birds sound dumb,' says Lund. 'They probably sound like some bird version of Pavarotti or Sinatra.'”

~ E. Silber

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

That bird again

Maybe caring about all kinds of women is part of caring about the environment.

"It takes a lot of time and dedication to manage." ~ Jennifer, 37

https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/20/women-reveal-what-its-like-to-live-with-polycystic-ovary-syndrome-7609934/ 



Bought these

Ages
&
https://www.influenster.com/reviews/ferrara-pan-boston-baked-beans-original-candy-coated-peanuts
Ages
Ago

There are so many women giving that candy good reviews on that site.

So anyway, change of scenery

I think the good Jesus likes good energy healers and reiki.

Man: Take this, he's a good guy.
Angel: Actually, you may not do so. However, you may smile.

People can learn from nature

And from trees
https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/the-whispering-trees-180968084/

good dream

I went to the top of a building and lay on a mattress
Very high, surprisingly unafraid of heights, until...
Just a little bit afraid...maybe an earthquake...
A wind came and toppled me and the mattress
Fortunately the building was not so high after all
It just had really great views
And all of my things were blowing everywhere
I had to hastily gather them up and go back in my car
Not a safe dream, but an interesting one

some dogs

work odd jobs
http://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/06/13/reader-case-study-inside-a-financial-circus-no-really-the-finances-of-an-actual-circus/

I have to think of my kidneys

Friend: "You should take the card. You're missing a big opportunity." And the best: "He's been to JPL lots of times."

That's so luxuriux

I have thought about getting a pedicure for a long time because there is a massaging chair aspect and the end result is pleasing to look at.

Hooray batteries


Long Island Medium - SNL

Thinking about characters

These films were all good. I might have seen them in backwards order, starting with Red.

https://www.theguardian.com/film/2011/nov/10/have-three-colours-faded

This review of Judy Blume's Otherwise Known As... is pretty funny.


Yeah & they called it a fruit too

Quinoa

http://www.pcosnutrition.com/quinoa/

What art thou

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/quinoa-is-not-a-grain_us_59380558e4b0aba888ba7b44

People can have healthy fun...

Is this another way of saying being too much of a hardass can kill ppl

Plain quinoa & WATER

Maybe

https://www.self.com/gallery/ways-to-eat-quinoa-for-breakfast 

Some other time

http://punpedia.org/tag/quinoa/

and~and~and

is there any higher level guidance GUI Dance reason why a person would choose to sit in last class next to one who insists on an aisle seat and gets up to pee every 15 minutes and did it have anything to do with the free rice crispy treat which she wasn't going to eat but then did after someone else took one

Do u know I wonder

why are mornings so terrible when a person has eaten a smidgen of unhealthy food the day before ~ or maybe more especially the evening before ~ is there any higher level guidance reason

Needy

She needs Healer Wood.

Second wish(es)

More water and healers.
Body is very specific.
Water and healing vibes now.

Not exhausting entertainments.

Agua y vibraciones curativas para este cuerpo.

My wish is simple

Please improve my body.
Currently super thirsty.
2 waters and a ginger tea next to me.

We need compassion and healing.

I could cry.

Friday, July 13, 2018

HistoryHistory

I would read

https://www.irishtimes.com/culture/books/the-secret-lives-of-colour-by-kassia-st-clair-1.3225489

I feel very introverted and there is a show that  was just recommended to me.

https://www.nytimes.com/2016/03/31/arts/television/very-british-problems-tv-review.html?nytmobile=0



Wonder why

"If you truly take care of yourself, you will actually be helping others" is easy advice to give to other people but...

This culture...

I bet he even wonders

If he gets treated so much just because he's hot...is it really fair...

http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/nationworld/fl-reg-hot-convict-girlfriend-baby-20180327-story.html

Probably had a hot grandpa.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/worldviews/wp/2018/02/07/meet-cheddar-man-first-modern-britons-had-dark-skin-and-blue-eyes/

This is a nice trick

Cinderella Transformation Cosplay
https://gfycat.com/FlawlessExhaustedAfricanparadiseflycatcher

They should have it in beauty pageants.

Can you believe what the original title was
http://mentalfloss.com/article/67263/13-old-time-facts-about-risky-business

Keeping something alive...

Like history

https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/13/us/last-blockbuster-america-trnd/index.html


Is what is

prez of us

https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2018/03/russian-connection-what-happened-moscow-inside-story-trump-obsession-putin-david-corn-michael-isikoff/

pageant mogul

$value$

Escaping poverty
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/latino/beleaguered-venezuela-young-women-use-beauty-pageants-escape-poverty-n889361

Alternatively

What moral theory does a beauty pageant mother embody?

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/food-thought/201211/princess-proxy-explaining-extreme-pageant-moms

School's in for summer

Hey kids, so do you think it would be fun to look at any very specific situation in which one of your parent(s) confronted a challenge and based on how they dealt with it, infer a moral theory that the parent(s) embodied at that time?

Love stuff like this

"The Whispering Trees" https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/the-whispering-trees-180968084/

Is this quite normal

Discussing philosophy in a Physics forum

Sometimes you have fun in life

Some things are fun like a game but then for some reason it gets too much and then all you want is normal conversation.

To find, and to find more of....

New Kids' Books Put A Human Face On The Refugee Crisis

A certain street

led to a museum which holds a certain Rubens portrait which is apparently locked away in a vault indefinitely...(why...do people think older women who become nuns are too boring...that was quite disappointing...would really like to see it sometime)

These were in the "Huh, I'm gonna stare a little longer" category:

Mars and Venus
Heavy Circles
The Flower Vendor

and
The Stone Breakers

especially.




In the realm of water pollution

Silicon Valley has a problem, too, maybe?

https://www.fastcompany.com/90201098/is-silicon-valley-doomed-to-become-the-next-detroit

Because every place has problems?

http://wkar.org/post/book-tells-dr-mona-hanna-attishas-story-flint-water-crisis#stream/0

"MHA: I will not drink the tap water in Flint, nor will I drink it anywhere else. This process has taught me a lot about water quality in our nation and I have learned that the federal laws, the rules on the books, specifically the lead and copper rules, are weak."

In the realm of improving society and the world

This topic is here to stay: "Why is Silicon Valley so Awful to Women"

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2017/04/why-is-silicon-valley-so-awful-to-women/517788/

That little wave of change

On a positive note at least 3-4 kind people showed up and stood out from the crowd. MAYBE its even higher, like 5-7.

car stuff

~~~}heart
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/12/us/politics/trade-war-china-michigan.html

It was a secret....

UNTIL NOW
https://www.newyorker.com/humor/borowitz-report/queen-elizabeth-says-bone-spurs-will-prevent-her-from-meeting-trump

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Imagining a river

A place to be reborn and shed tears.
The disillusionment is really strong right now.
It's like a very bad illness.
People have been so petty.


If only

If only you would just go along with the program...
Make life easier...
Babysit...
Change last name...
Fit into nuclear family model to make Trumpian era more bearable...

But what if it is medically impossible.


Sounds similar

Gravitron
https://www.nasa.gov/missions/science/hyper.html

Why the need

Wasn't there an amusement park ride that people stood inside and they spun around really really fast? Like you could flip upside down but still be stuck to the edges. I did not ride on it. Maybe it was a place visited while dreaming.

A terrible recipe for motion sickness.

Woe to the attitude

That birch.
She had a fight with her tree friend.
Now the contributions to the arboretum are dwindling.

Artisticism

Even if it's not genius, it makes life weirder.

Adoration factor

It would seem.

If you want a certain type of man to treat you nicely, you should be a little girl.

Definitely do not be an ex-employee or ex-wife.

Hey Canadians

This is messed up, eh?

https://www.straight.com/cannabis/1101001/us-reportedly-issuing-lifetime-travel-bans-anyone-even-remotely-connected-canadas

Things overlap...

Topics...interests...
https://earther.com/doctor-who-exposed-flint-water-crisis-opens-up-about-tr-1827284045

Funny and weird

I would like to see one of his shows sometime.

https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/10/16/edgar-olivers-delectably-odd-one-man-show

Didn't quite get to make the balls

I just stress-ate a bunch of pureed coconut flakes mixed with maple syrup. Well, there are worse things.

I sense pearls of wisdom here!

"WHY IT’S BETTER TO ‘LET YOURSELF GO’ AND EAT INTUITIVELY" 

https://wellseek.co/2018/01/04/better-let-go-eat-intuitively/

How Life Improves 3

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A BIRD

How Life Improves 2

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A DOG

How Life Improves

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A CAT

Trees rehabilitate

Good Tree Stuff

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2017/07/17/536676954/forest-bathing-a-retreat-to-nature-can-boost-immunity-and-mood

Ha ha ha

"The insulin resistance is strong with this one."

https://www.pinterest.com/pcosinformation/pcos-positivity-humor/

There's a bird in a tree

She sounds like a sad dog whining.

Maybe she's sad about health problems.

Tumor on the pituitary gland?
WHY DOES THIS SOCIETY TREAT WOMEN LIKE CRAP
Just plain run-of-the-mill PCOS?

People who used to seem nice being jealous and gossipy is also a health problem.


I'm asking

my mechanic to rehabilitate my Old Car.
American Car Makers Apologize

Good show

about failures...

https://slate.com/culture/2018/07/nailed-it-hosts-nicole-byer-and-jacques-torres-are-the-netflix-series-secret-sauce.html

I want to say failures like the World Cup announcers say...

D =

Detail
https://www.travelandleisure.com/travel-news/anthony-bourdain-frequent-flier-miles-in-will

Well, hmmm

Some of the cadets reason wrongly.

https://www.military.com/daily-news/2018/07/10/west-point-shifts-focus-sexual-assault-awareness-program.html

It was icky

When I had to be around obnoxious drunk people all the time just to bring home a paltry paycheck while everyone was losing their jobs, I didn't even like alcohol a lot of the time.

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/targeting-drunk-women-accounts-for-sexual-aggression-not-blurred-lines/

I used to envy my future self because I couldn't be her yet.

Then the older woman who had been a hostess for twenty years before they let her go came around looking for a job.

How come?

One time I was in my early thirties with an advanced degree, untreated PCOS & anxiety, and forever taking multiple trips to see sick and PTSD-riddled family members (fear of death),  in an establishment patronized by NSF and DHS people who needed to unwind from their stressful jobs on...I forget was it $1 or $2 pint night...oh and they still had smoking in the bars back then...that was fun, coming to work sick and inhaling all that...

Whew. I am in a better place now.

What's this one like.

http://knowledge.wharton.upenn.edu/article/breaking-up-the-boys-club-of-silicon-valley/

I should meet someone with cable

so I can watch more of this show sometime.

Up reading

More about this.

https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/news/thai-cave-rescue-video-shows-just-how-close-divers-came-to-disaster/

I am really quite susceptible.

https://www.forbes.com/sites/davidbressan/2018/07/08/why-hydrogeology-plays-such-an-important-role-in-the-thailand-cave-rescue-operation/

Another map...

https://www.channelnewsasia.com/news/asia/inside-thai-cave-tham-luang-navy-seals-recount-rescue-10521826

&

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/10/world/asia/thailand-cave-soccer-stateless.html



Human extraversion

This person could be an interesting practitioner.

https://stem4innovation.tamu.edu/about/speakers/rivera/

It's a housecat...

on dry land...
behaving like a shark...
kinda

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

What a dilemma

at least this is an interesting one.

http://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/11/reader-case-study-should-we-buy-a-campground-and-laundromat/

Come complain about that.

I like learning things

but I do not want to listen to people with high salaries complain about their financial problems. Who cares?  I just killed another roach even though we finally called the LL a few weeks ago about them, and I haven't had things like "my nails done" since 2010.  I don't need to listen to people whining about not being able to afford a pricey house in a pricey area when I am enjoying my budget "taking the waters" experience. People who whine about that stuff seem like maybe they have been babysat as adults, in one form or another.

Glory

Handwriting

Hmmm, more interesting details

Like about how a lower water level created a stronger current.

https://gizmodo.com/thai-boys-were-reportedly-sedated-and-in-a-semi-conscio-1827520635/amp

And the very sharp stones.

The 2nd most favorite news item I read today

https://www.theguardian.com/education/2017/jun/22/teenage-boys-wear-skirts-to-school-protest-no-shorts-uniform-policy

And I guess it's from last month but that is fine.

Great

This is full of promise.
I am really impressed.
I am getting a clue now.
I can be a better person.

This is really amazing though

Really.

The conditions
https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/11/asia/thai-cave-rescue-aftermath-intl/index.html

Australian doctor
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-australia-44789693

Divers
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-44782132

They are laughing

They are laughing! So healthy!

https://www.bustle.com/p/how-does-cycle-syncing-work-this-fascinating-practice-is-all-about-adapting-your-life-based-on-phases-of-your-menstrual-cycle-8285185

Laugh actually

When your dreams have a weird flavor of midlife crisis/teenage angst.

you: well what about going to Amsterdam
ex: I've been there but it's not good for me to be around drugs
you: well there's more to do in Amsterdam than drugs
ex: starts freaking out and screaming at you about sex and marriagable partners

Hello

Brain
https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2018/06/25/623126968/pediatrician-who-exposed-flint-water-crisis-shares-her-story-of-resistance

Lips
http://www.newsweek.com/kylie-jenner-forbes-self-made-woman-definiton-dictionary-1018462

Nice idea

When the 12-year-old genius grows up, women in this country will have proper healthcare and she won't be expected to babysit her adult coworkers...

Tiny tiny tiny

Menstrual Hut
Whine
Moments

At pools sometimes

grown men sad about $$$ everytime they hafta get babysat

Cycle tracking ideas

An app with a little video game easter egg of a happy dog ironing into a snarling soldiers afire breathing dragon and the character with the least amount of experience gets fried to a crispy toast.

See also immature boy men with high salaries getting babysat for no good reason really.

So crative

What about a snappy account for chronically ill women with menstrual disorders.

She lounged. He made tea and cleaned. Theirs was a dream alliance.

Synch a dream about a male parent type figure flying and not caring about motion sickness.ugh.



I am feeling

there was at least one boy who was scared and didn't want to dive but they all did it.

https://www.vox.com/2018/7/9/17548512/thai-cave-rescue-soccer-boys-meditation-buddhism

Sorrysleep

Sandalwood oil

I think some people are easily annoyed by figureheads. Most people who don't have that as their calling (footballing) still wish to have their talents and contributions acknowledged as well as those of people they love or admire.