Anyways, most of them don't care about this, but I don't think I need to make anything worse when I need to get better.

The next time, some parents who got treated better by patriarchal white supremacy feel like being rude I think they should realize that there's such a thing as disenfranchised grief and when disenfranchised grief happens, that means it's something that feels just as harsh on the body as a death.