Saturday, October 17, 2026

Time to get better at healing stuff!

When I passed by the Pitkin Conrow house while on vacation years ago, and I got this intense need to find out more about it, and then I read online about how it was supposedly haunted by a ghost named Alice, and I started to have flashback as if I had had dreams or out of body experiences while I was sleeping and didn't realize that I was appearing as a ghost named Alice to other people, I was staying in an an Victorian house in Nipomo. It was interesting to read that the girl ghost Alice played with a boy ghost and it seemed like they were friends. I wondered who that could be. I ate too much candy while I was in that house (they had free fudge), and I was ill on the morning that we left.

For the remaining days of the vacation, we moved to a different Airbnb because it was much cheaper. It was a a room in a girl's apartment and I remember when I was there I started to have issues with achescmy body and I started to feel like the issues I was having in my body were connected with some Beatrice / Ludovico stuff and it was trauma about a woman not having enough control over her body in that lifetime and it was tension and trauma in my body, too, like PTSD type stuff.  That story was hanging on to my body for years.

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