Lit Lover

Thursday, September 03, 2026

Look at this little black cat putting her face in my face.

When I'm trying to figure out important human student loan stuff. She's like, "Pay attention to me!"

And then she just jumped down and went into the other room to see what the other human is doing.

No picture! Mental visual.

Do you think that they were very advanced?

I read somewhere that people who had been through something really terrible absolutely dreadful like some genocidal violence got an enormous healing just from one tapping session. And won't the human society talk about them more in the future versus now.

I think this is what happens sometimes...

People choose themselves and they say it's going to be a life where we go deeper into the feelings and that requires a certain level of commitment so even if it means we don't have as much of a relationship in the external worlds if it allows us to go deeper into the feelings than it's serving our mission and that makes it worth it for some reason. We must have very deep feelings about all kinds of things like the beach or the sky because we are a part of nature and there's things about our society that want us to forget that. But whether we remember or not, we are still a part of nature.

Seems we need to learn how to help ourselves more.

It seems like it is possible we could help each other and be different from any other lifetime that ever happened before.

It feels like I have to reach for tools so it will move through my body and I won't get too sick.

It must be something I have to go through.

"Bells for Her (2015 Remaster)"

Tori Amos

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YWIvvDjOt-A&si=VlxFnkjp4-OPYkEx

Time on Earth is Special.

Even if spirits want to help, people need to grieve longer sometimes.

Crying all day. Nothing will ever be the same.

So that's why the body needs to know it can have access to Healing.

But you know how you know it is fair to be able to talk about wanting to heal from violence? Because some people are able to do so. Also, Angels can help with these things.

The body is feeling the things.

Grief is here and is seen now.

You were not able to trust certain people because they had unhealed issues involving certain types of violence in their lives and they could not be relied upon because they had not dealt with their own pain enough to be communicative about such things. Survival mode was activated. Not enough room was available for discussion when it came to those topics. Isn't it sad, when people are exposed to violence at such an early age, how it can affect them? Yes it is very sad!

This body is getting sick and needs tea and water.

Throat chakra, heart chakra.

Why not a song about a pillow?

A pillow is there for you, isn't it?

And it has so many nice qualities.

Wednesday, September 02, 2026

I need a break.

It's not fair. Its like I get directed to ask people to talk about things they don't want to talk about. It's not fair. I don't mind asking. It's just for some reason, my body is very tired now. And it's really obvious. I just need to take better care of my body now. Some other day is some other day.

This is why people have to believe in angels.

Because angels are there to help us. Help us.

I have to take care of this body's health again.

I don't understand why some people just can't be more of a helpful nice surprise for a change. I feel like the universe has asked me to do a lot and I'm going to have to take care of my body because I get ill and I get physical symptoms. And I need to take better care of my body now.