Thursday, April 10, 2025

Well, I guess you know what is really not good for your health, now.

Some people who used to seem like they were better have been so racist, sexist, greedy and selfish, and it's just because that's what felt safest to them, so they could fit in. They showed themselves to be very untrustworthy. They let me down, and I'm very sad, and now I'm sick. So, now I have to figure out how to heal my own self, and to get myself feeling better again, because they're certainly not going be able to help me at all. And I certainly can't change myself to be like them, either.

Maybe you won't be so warped by an unwell society in the next life.

Maybe you'll be less of a horrible, greedy, abusive, selfish, misogynistic experience for others in your next life.

Sadly, many were trained to normalize chauvinism and discrimination.

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Give your body that is suffering from a respiratory ailment a good hot shower because you deserve it!

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Don't eat the poisoned apple. It's bad for your health.

Just wait until a nice dad reincarnates and finds out how self-absorbed and greedy and misogynistic some people are on account of their special upbringings and various other factors warping them.

Oh well, they could be worse.

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Sick Society.

The sad truth is, the Unwell Patriarchal Culture trained a lot of people (both men and women) to suck up to guys with more money and to treat girls like garbage. It's really, really, really gross. Identify what's making you sick, and then you can get better from it, hopefully.

Please help me find the more beautiful patterns of healing now.

I deeply apologize to my feverish body for all the suffering that we're going through and I know we can find a better way for us. And I'm very sorry because I wasn't looking at very good role modeling for how to treat my body well enough recently, and I know I'm not going to be able to repeat those old patterns which are not cool or conducive to my health, but I hope we can find new, better, more beautiful patterns of healing.

Dear running nose... I will go get a tissue for you.

I know I already spent too much time thinking about them. I know, I know, I know. I know it's a really bad habit. They're not healthy examples, and they are not helpful. Now I'm sick and I need to find better things to do with my life on Earth and I need to heal my body right now.

God needs to help these people too.

Dear God, please help me get better at forgiving the myopic, chauvinistic, materialistic people who showed me in so many ways that they were trained to discriminate against girls and to act like abusive, sexist, racist guys need to be catered to and put on pedestals. They certainly are a trial.

The shallowness and greed is so bad, though.

I really am sick of their lies.

Until they run out of energy and have to make much better choices.

People who are wounded by Patriarchal Society are the ones who start to discriminate against others and they desperately try to align themselves with very unwell practices in order to feel like they're more able to survive that Unwell Society.

Evolution is inevitable, at least.

It may feel too slow, but some people can get much better at evolving and become much better to themselves and to others in the future, either in the next lifetime or maybe even in this lifetime. Who knows?

Maybe a higher power can help!

Dear God, please help me survive the behaviors of the selfish, violent, ignorant, sexist, greedy, racist, awful people. I'm so sick of their s***.

I need to get better and get my health back

I need to survive and get better and not let others' unimpressive choices drag down my energy.

I want to start thinking about much better things.

I have been thinking too much about how other people's unhealthy, selfish examples feel terrible and are awful for our health and for humanity and letting it drag me down too much.

Dehumanizing others is not helpful.

Dishonest people who got trained by their unwell Patriarchal Society to treat girls like garbage and to act like their little materialistic gains are more important than anything or anyone else and to act like they should feel entitled to dehumanize others are not helping.

How to heal from the horrible, racist, sexist, ugly, greedy, bullying, must-get-money mentality?

If I am literally physically sick of people being selfish assholes: sexist, racist, greedy violent ones, always making excuses for discriminatory behaviors, and pampering certain types of people just to get short term materialistic gains for themselves, I will need to find new ways to get well now, right?

Maybe I will feel better later.

I feel hot and sweaty. I've been coughing. It feels like it's time to cry. So many greedy people have been trained to prop up a very racist, sexist, selfish, unwell patriarchal paradigm, and it wears me down thinking about them. So many lies. So much dishonesty. So much that is not conducive to being healthy. It's sad.

Tribalism and racism is the thief of joy.

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