Two people are ready to watch a film with me, but I'm too full after dinner. So I say, I can't do it yet, and inside I'm like, oh my God, I'm dying. What if I get really sick? Oh my God, why am I like this? Oh my God, what if I have to go seek medical treatment? Oh my God, I don't want to. Please let me just hide in my room.
And then an hour later...I'm like, okay, now I can watch the film. No more thoughts of dire outcomes.
Kind of a lot to deal with, sometimes.
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