It sounds ridiculous, but it really feels like this.

You have to trick me into feeling like earning money for creating something is going to enhance rather than cheapen a story or a work of art. And I hate to reference this again because I know I'm going to get in lots of trouble for it, but Anne Frank never made any money and look at her book and who it touched. People read her book and gain a whole different consciousness from their parents. People break away from their families and say I cannot go along with my family because I know they wouldn't have hidden Anne Frank. Her book is very, very powerful. I got a strong impression that her book was powerful when I was very young. And then it seemed like something about it followed me around. I went to the Netherlands, and for some reason, on the day I went to their hiding place, it was really unusually not busy, and I knew it was going to be that way because I was told (not by the people but by some sort of higher guidance) ahead of time that on the day I went it wouldn't be busy. I feel like people who were involved with that situation are like almost Spirit guides to me or something. So as far as that goes, I don't know why it still must be in my head this way, but it still is in my head this way, and it won't stop being in my head this way, so I feel like there must be a very good reason for it.