This stuff is really happening. People don't need more people to be in denial about it.

It's important to live with good, honest people. It's not as important to have a perfect relationship. You can always work on the relationship more. I feel that I live with a good, honest person. We don't have a perfect relationship. Also, to be honest, the worst thing is that sometimes things that happened to me were things he didn't want to believe happened to me, and that felt a lot like gaslighting, and that's incredibly painful. It was just hard for him to want to believe that something that happened to me that he didn't want to happen to me had happened. But he's not malicious. He deserves better. I'm not going to expose him to the icky, foul, prejudiced white people. Are they crazy? Yes, the answer is yes. The foul, prejudiced white people are f****** crazy. And it's probably better that I don't have children right now. But if I ever am put in the care of children, I know what I think about them. I think they are not good for children. I'm sad that their own children don't have better role models than them. Well, I hope that they do find some better role models. They're going to need them.