I had to figure out some more things. One of the things I was trying to figure out was if maybe people need to learn more about love within boundaries. Maybe disagreement is a clumsy way of trying to establish healthy boundaries. It could be? What if ppl are more hurt in seclusion, inside their minds? Memories of my stepfather telling me he thought I was a really laid-back person and he was surprised I had anxieties came back to me too. He was type A, he was controlling, blah blah blah. But he did like to socialize. He really did. I wasn't in the most social mood but I went out because I had an invite. I still had the weird physical issues going on but some good stuff happened while I was out. I met some people who are different. I met some moms. We had a pleasant time. I don't have kids, but it doesn't matter. But it couldn't stay out for long. I had to come back. My cat was so happy to see me when I came back! She's my joy! I felt a great relief to bring my kind of ailing body back and be around her again. Cat people are like this.
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