Good luck with getting over this.

I know that people who were capable of much better have made choices that were so beneath what they could have been doing.

Why? Insecurities? Ignorance?

Maybe they got pressured to go along with certain practices and to think in certain ways and to act entitled in ways that are extremely harmful and damaging.

They were taught that lying to themselves and going along with an unwell, unjust culture was the best way for them to feel better about themselves.

But clearly not everyone can go along with those patterns, and what they chose and what they are still choosing is not good enough for everyone.

I have had some health issues / symptoms again and I can tell I will need to get myself better and focus more on my health again.