I can feel that I need to change now and it's for health reasons.

I need to get better at healing. 

Too much judging. It's not the real me. I knew it. Another me is coming out that is more  vulnerable and needs healing. 

I have to put the warrior to rest for now.

I was too filled with my own pain.

It's burned me out.

But these things happen.

I have learned and now I want to do better.

I know I need to get better at seeking healing. 

It can be so hard to be human. We are very vulnerable people.

I need to remember I have this side that will always need healing first.

In fact, I am absolutely, I don't know, impressed by how much more important healing the vulnerable side is starting to seem to me right now.

It's really important. I'm so sorry I forgot. I wish I hadn't fought so much, but anyways, things are turning now.

I'm going to get better now. I'm just going to try at least.