Focus on compassion and love and grace, and things will be more okay than a lot of the worse alternatives.

Anyways, it does seem like the right combination of genetics and years of suffering can do interesting things to your personality and outlook on life, but in a way, it might all be for the best if it contributes to the evolution of humanity. This is a more optimistic point of view than some of the other alternatives, right? At least, it seems to be a perspective that's going in towards a generally more positive, upward trajectory, kind of direction.