Friday, June 05, 2026

And now I don't even know why I'm getting better.

I went through so much pain and horror sometimes just because patriarchal society wanted certain kinds of people (like me, I am one of them) to suffer and feel punished and outcast. I felt personally, physical pain and mental and emotional pain. I felt the pain of seeing others suffer even worse than I was suffering, on numerous occasions. I was at the bottom of the barrel. I was least important. I was degraded by the world's holiest book just for the body I was born in. I had people who should have been friends treat me like nothing. Out of ignorance, mostly. I had my hopes raised and then dashed. I was abandoned. I was treated like I was worth nothing because I didn't act the way patriarchal society wants you to act. Patriarchal brainwashing ruins everything. Survivor of a sick patriarchal society psyche is real.


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