Wednesday, July 31, 2019

Because a part of me could too

I feel I really admire my friend who teaches English in other countries and travels to monasteries in the U.S.

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

E A R T H. H E A R T.

I dreamed I was walking over a meadow and parting from a man who writes when a force pushed me towards the earth.

So then I was looking at the sun and grasses and talking to myself, saying this is what I should do...I was just to lay on the earth and let that heal me. I was walking and searching for the right place...

As for the man who writes, I was quite recently talking with someone about this author in the waking life...

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neil_Postman

It's not only one thing

I was reading the writing of a young woman who is far from her country and her mother...she misses her mother...she has her own daughter...

Physically & emotionally

I was sick with sorrow again and very tired of that happening. It should be better now.

Tuesday, July 30, 2019

That's another thing to ponder

Kids are open in ways that adults are not.
I like that about kids, too.

Some very creative people can tap into that, but it still seems like the adult world is full of...traps or something. Interference. Adult disappointment or resentment or loss of trust or anxiety or some other things? And people are encouraged to develop in certain ways ...

Maybe if something disappoints or needs a better scaffolding in order to become more meaningful that is because there is an opportunity to learn something about how to become a new kind of person.

Paws & noses

They're not jerks though!

"Would you mind getting out of my doorway?"
https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalsBeingJerks/comments/cjwwyy/would_you_mind_getting_out_of_my_doorway/

Solution

After a lengthy conversation about various cultural differences, ending with how the elderly are treated in different places, the roommate and I agreed not to think about our old age right now.

"That's too far."

This came up somehow

/:-)

https://www.vox.com/the-highlight/2019/7/16/17690740/cosmic-rays-universe-theory-science

Possible travel destination

If a town is also the name of a loved one's dog and then you think about going to the town and then as you are sitting on a bench reading about geography a stranger appears with a big red dog who pokes his face into your space but all in the spirit of curiosity and friendliness and his owner says "Come away,  Name of the Town."

Satisfaction

I have been helpful. I have given assistance with parts of projects and sent along examples....can  imagine the partial help turning into something more...heads bowed over little handouts, details being discussed...more work being completed...feel good about that.

What kind of story is

"Will Anyone Ever Know Me" in Lee Upton's The Tao of Humiliation 

A tale of two...

Smoothies.

There was the men's one and there was the rules-laden one.

To be clear.

There were some guidelines for the men's smoothie.

True, true.

HOWEVER...

Steaming veggies. That you will blend into smoothie. But not too cold of a smoothie. And...

Gentle observations

Was feeling pretty positive about drinking herbal infusions and forgetting that its the worst time of the cycle (because symptoms are much diminished!) & then...yes, I paid for eating  ricotta and panko at an inauspicious time but at least a heating pad and a cup of ginger tea is here & it still seems not quite so bad...

It was around

Love Can Damage Your Health ~ Telepopmuzik

Stuffed squash blossom secrets

You most certainly can sub 99 cent store rice cereal for panko "bread" crumbs. Even though they r messy and u feel like the process is a REMINDER of life's torment and suffering still ur lucky to go to the Farmers Market and get 3 that are big enough in a bunch to stuff properly. Dip, cover in rice cereal, and bake. It's great. Also you can use the leftover stuff in a mixture and roll into balls / coat w/ baby rice cereal.

By the way...

https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/19904-the-faerie-queene

Pick something.

Sunday, July 28, 2019

Zzzzzz...almost...but not quite...


70s Sesame Street Pinball Song

Geologically, you are a speck

Ha ha, impulsive writing prompt of the evening.

~~~~~~

You know anyone who needs to feel that awe???

https://www.tweentribune.com/article/tween78/feeling-small-awe-nature-makes-people-more-generous/

*******

"However, with the exception of service animals, those museum-goers will all be two-legged"

~  J. Daley

https://www.tweentribune.com/article/teen/museum-dog-takes-manhattan/

+++++

Tomato, parsley, mint, lemon, salt, sumac, black sesame noodles, delicious hummus from here.

POV that guy!

I am fun.

"Some women are mentioned only for what they put up with, like Karl Marx’s wife – unnamed in the book – who lived in squalor with the surviving three of their six children while he spent his days writing at the British Museum."

~ B. Schulte
  https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2019/jul/21/woman-greatest-enemy-lack-of-time-themselves

A new use for wool balls!

To use in the dryer or roll under the back muscles if the tennis or pink ones are too torturous???

So I need to read this later

"Is Peak TV Really a Bonanza for Female Comics? That’s a Laugh"

https://www.nytimes.com/2019/07/25/business/women-comedy.html

And I am sorry about this...

https://www.vox.com/the-highlight/2019/7/6/20681186/fast-food-worker-burnout

I respect backs

I am sorry I haven't bought the Anatomy Coloring Book ~ yet.

Dancers

"Everybody warms up in front of the mirror, but she posed and danced at herself as if she were the only person in the room."

~ Mary Gaitskill

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/my-new-york-50th-anniversary-issue.html#my-tormentor


"...and it was such a performance she was giving me with the bright sun of early summer pouring in through her apartment window and all the sumac shuddering out there."

~ Eileen Myles

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/my-new-york-50th-anniversary-issue.html#my-one-handed-neighbor

"Kushner’s was — to use the crude power-mapping skills I was taught to hone in my youth — a very Jersey view of power."

~ R. Traister

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/my-new-york-50th-anniversary-issue.html#my-snobs

"Pajama, named for the prewar slang phrase, spends much of her time in my prewar window."

~ J. Wiener

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/my-new-york-50th-anniversary-issue.html#my-voyeurs

"He emitted a calming energy, like a gong struck so long ago you can no longer hear it."

~ H. Jukavits

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/my-new-york-50th-anniversary-issue.html#my-one-good-roommate

Hey

Happens

https://www.drwaynedyer.com/blog/could-we-reincarnate-with-the-same-family/

I need to tap into healing energy today.

Help me do so, please, universe.

I have a deep grieving pain in my back and I worry about kidneys. I am going to breathe. And release.

I have let some things exhaust me too much.

Saturday, July 27, 2019

So since you can't watch that Redoubt movie

You want to lay in the park on a blanket staring up at trees and a few stars while listening to a guy singing a folk song with flute accompaniment next to the little dog water fountain and a woman with a microphone singing "Dream a Little Dream of Me" with the band by the big decorative water fountain and then get a cold brew which you almost never do and pick a fun quote from a text. Why sure.

Here 'tis:

"Despite their appearance, pebble plains have high floral diversity" (Maile Neel, Southern California Mountains and Foothills Assessment, pg. 54)

Back is all strange on the left side still

Maybe later will roll on some balls.

They look like happy creatures

On the cover.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/313329.Richard_Scarry_s_Best_Mother_Goose_Ever

A BOOK.

"Jack Sprat..."

The mind works weirdly...a lot...

But anyways now I know what my childhood says...it says there was a situation where some kids met and hung out and at the end maybe they were watching television and then it was time to go and that's when the kids said they'd see each other again and the adults didn't think that would happen (either they said so out loud or they thought so...telepathy...) and so one said to the other to promise and the other did that...is that...something???

Earth...liiiiife

I phoned the front desk, and have made nice purchases of herbs and I suppose the acupuncture appointment overall may have helped. But there was this also bizarre interaction:

Checker of vitals: Do you have children
Patient: No, I don't have children.
Checker of vitals: I'm sorry.
Patient: I bet my cat's not sorry! (just kidding)

Forgotten woman with needles sticking out of her.

They said 1/2 hour. Its been one.

I spoke up twice ... Now 3x ... when someone passed.

The man in the next room is getting a lot of attention. Easily 8 x more than I got.

Should I yell loudly or call the clinic since I managed to get my phone?

They are nice. I will wait a few more minutes.

saturday morning kitchen cleaning topic

a fertility doctor dissected by older and younger sisters

http://revisionisthistory.com/episodes/36-dr-rocks-taxonomy

listened to the one about baseball and Jesuits with another person last week...

hows their healthcare, housing situation, etc?

daughters of single mothers
sons of single fathers
siblings of siblings
!!!!
?


"We went to clown school ... together."

LOL

"Sitting under a framed movie poster of Richard Attenborough's 'Gandhi,' my friend would stare at an unappetizing breakfast bowl of 'natural' cereal I poured for him out of a bulk food bag."

~ D.G. Allan
https://www.cnn.com/2019/05/10/health/single-mom-parenting-go-ask-your-dad/index.html

Read >>> research

"njomcute: I feel like you should do something where you give the females out on the streets 'a period kit' to help them deal with menstruating. . You could fill it with pads, tampons or pain killers. Maybe something against cramps and some hygiene stuff too. I’m sure getting your period can be hard to deal with especially because pads and so on can be very expensive for the homeless. Like this comment so she see’s it guys. Thank you for all you ♡♡"

 https://www.instagram.com/njomcute/?hl=en

Who could be here on Earth...

https://isupportthegirls.org/

http://hashtaghappyperiod.org/menstruating-and-homeless-wtf/

https://store.lunette.com/blogs/news/periods-and-homelessness-in-the-us


Waiting and Menstruation: A look at Homeless and At-Risk Women’s Experiences
~ R. F. Levitt

https://www.albany.edu/honorscollege/files/RachelLevit.pdf

Friday, July 26, 2019

Should I dig out the old juicer

And make highly endorsed celery juice when the back gets better.
Should I????

That "Redoubt" I did not know about.

All the way up North.

http://sandpointreader.com/american-redoubt-series-redoubt/

Curious about it still

https://www.comlib.org/event/matthew-barney-redoubt-film-screening-and-on-stage-conversation/


Also wondered if the author of the poem About Music for Bone and Membrane Instrument ==  everwatched The Cremaster Cycle (because of remembering part of the last stanza).

Interesting girls

Two of my friends in college became priests or pastors and one of my friends from 6th grade and beyond told me she might become a nun. (Buddhist).

I find it hard to pick favorites

"What have you been into lately" is almost too specific too.
"Have you been thinking about any particular genres or activities or anything at all."


Considering a word

"Rejoicing."

https://www.brainyquote.com/topics/rejoice

Because recently I was told how students are when there is warning of a typhoon, and the bad weather doesn't come, yet they are out of school anyway.

Hermitage

Tennessee

https://www.complex.com/life/2019/07/tennessee-community-forms-human-chain-to-protect-father-son-from-ice

Over here over there

There seems to be a disconnect.

https://minnesota.cbslocal.com/2019/07/24/rep-ilhan-omar-disgusted-at-female-genital-mutilation-question/

Or something.

https://twitter.com/MaajidNawaz/status/1154174665717407744

....

https://mobile.twitter.com/AniZonneveld/status/1154774874612621312

Friday writing prompt

Do you remember the first time you saw this:

Best Opening Shot Ever: Bonfire of the Vanities

If not, where does your mind go anyway.

What about Pan...

diculation!

https://www.yogauonline.com/yoga-anatomy/more-just-stretching-what-pandiculation

Mmmm...PRESERVATION

Orange recipes...

https://mobile.twitter.com/historecipes/status/1153806725402599425

Orange you glad.

There is a recipe for Orange Barley Water in September.

Have some...

Or...

https://genius.com/Jann-arden-insensitive-lyrics

Meditate?

Feelings...

Imagine being one of those guys

https://genius.com/Suicidal-tendencies-institutionalized-lyrics

Whew

Out there...

https://www.newscientist.com/article/mg24332400-800-women-in-space-how-having-more-female-astronauts-benefits-us-all/

It's good some people want to, I guess?

She said:


"Lets talk about peeing in space"

https://mobile.twitter.com/MaryRobinette/status/1152277166996017152

For some reason the billionaires don't seem as interested in these gross but necessary details.

Maybe they are more interested in getting their status boosted as cult leaders, and those details are more of a distraction to the image they want to promote. They have vast networks of people who are invested in their status as well, like movie stars with teams of people surrounding them.

I told her about a new interest in herbs...

She told me about the woman who played Rhoda.

https://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/valerie-harpers-tony-cacciotti-health-battle-deepened-marriage

You wouldn't know "famous movie star" people need financial help with healthcare but I guess they do...

https://pagesix.com/2019/07/24/valerie-harpers-husband-says-he-wont-put-wife-in-hospice/

Thursday, July 25, 2019

Looking forward

Gonna try acupuncture at a low cost Buddhist clinic

Spacing about space

I bet the aliens are even more disappointed.

https://www.politico.com/story/2019/07/19/trump-nasa-apollo-11-1423151

Why don't you talk to this guy???

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/18-year-old-u-s-citizen-detained-by-border-officials-said-conditions-were-so-bad-he-lost-26-pounds-almost-self-deported/

Born this millenium


"The teenager from Utica, New York, loved her cats and had a way of creating community. Her friends ― most of whom she’d never met in real life ― gathered on her server on Discord, a messaging app for gamers, to discuss true crime, talk about cryptozoology, play Minecraft and dish about their daily plans.

Bianca, who was tall and slender, could come across as shy in person, even a little awkward. At Thomas R. Proctor High School, she often retreated to the art room to work on projects during lunch."

~ M. Jeltson, H. Miller, N. Robins-Early

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/bianca-devins-death-internet_n_5d2e382ae4b0a873f6431763


"Karla, 18, who lives in Tennessee, said she met Bianca on Instagram. She also credited Bianca with helping her through a difficult time with a man she met online.

'She’d had experience with people like him, people who manipulate and harass younger girls. And she helped me get away from him,' she said. 'That’s one of the things I’m most grateful for.'”

~ M. Jeltson, H. Miller, N. Robins-Early

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/bianca-devins-death-internet_n_5d2e382ae4b0a873f6431763


"Girls need stronger male role models in their lives, he said. And they need to take fewer risks. He thought teaching men to be less violent was essentially futile

Tom was concerned with what Bianca could have done to avoid being killed, although he stressed she was not to blame. Missing from his analysis was Clark himself. Tom did not recognize toxic masculinity as the central problem."

~ M. Jeltson, H. Miller, N. Robins-Early

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/bianca-devins-death-internet_n_5d2e382ae4b0a873f6431763


~~~stuff~~~

Perplexed... pizza reference?

https://mobile.twitter.com/USFWS_PSW/status/1152560864593006592

Oh wait, I think I get it now.

Yes, please...

https://mobile.twitter.com/USFWS_PSW/status/1149682385547665413

Lol: "Popular on Instagram, Rebecca's followers include Paris Hilton."

https://www.fws.gov/cno/newsroom/featured/2019/hidden_gems/

fields, lilies, etc. etc. etc.

also consider the longevity of purslane vs lambsquarters in the crisper drawer

UR2

Reading about this very interesting opportunity....

"In her last months of life Thérèse of Lisieux felt utterly forsaken by God but more connected to humanity than she could have previously imagined. Like the Biblical Job, she developed a strategy of not abandoning God when God seems to have abandoned her. With a look at her life and spirituality, we ask ourselves how Thérèse can inspire us in our own weakness, personal defects, and darkness.*"

https://contemplation.com/preached-retreats-for-2019/

Reading about this opportunity coming up...

"Back by popular demand! Joseph Neary, Ph.D. 'Neuroscience and Meditation'”

https://contemplation.com/preached-retreats-for-2019/

SOCKS!
ESO~SI~QUE~ES
(a veces)

I will...visit places...

"Drive into the hills..." http://picoiyerjourneys.com/index.php/2007/01/what-i-love-about-los-angeles/

and... http://picoiyerjourneys.com/index.php/2006/08/the-secret-journey/ 

and...
https://granta.com/out-of-the-cell/

Tuesday, July 23, 2019

How long does it take...

Eh?

https://www.comlib.org/event/matthew-barney-redoubt-film-screening-and-on-stage-conversation/

I really don't know Idaho very well at all.

Partial quote of the day

"'Agility' sits within 'fragility'" https://mobile.twitter.com/PicoIyer/status/1153603974689361920

Lowh

Ah


Ha

Praise be...

This is the first time in a week that I woke up without feeling dizzy!

Was it the nourishing herbs? The arnica? The large chiropractor who had never heard of PCOS and whose practice seemed strangely overrun by teenage boys? I am not such a fan of wild, bumpy stretching machines or neck-cracking. But perhaps the adjustment which knocked all the breath out of me did some good?

Monday, July 22, 2019

Alrighty

I have back issues, I have been drinking herbal infusions, I have not dieted or exercised much and the scale says I am 10 lbs lighter than I was prior to the back injury one week ago.
#CharitableScale #BodiesAreWeird

Time to consider changes

Like maybe

https://www.keepthrifty.com/sleeping-on-the-floor/

But I love mattresses so much.


After a week...

The pain and illness is still in the lower back.
But aren't so many muscles connected to that?
"It's about not feeling supported." In a dream, businessmen were walking around and laughing. Someone was going to jump off a balcony. But then it was all just a joke. Was it? Then the dream showed a man falling out of a tree. He was a father with a son. The son had a girlfriend. They were helping the man. They were climbing a tree. The man looked like Epstein.

////////

POV of a former air traffic controller:

"I have to say that that is regrettable, but we really didn’t even know who to tell, or if anyone really cared.” 

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2019/07/horrors-of-jeffrey-epstein-private-island

Sunday, July 21, 2019

Q & A in the car

Y/N

https://drjudithorloff.com/quizzes/empath-self-assessment-test/

Ladies in life this very Sunday

A scrappy East Coast friend who cleans houses while working part time in a tax office to pay her mortgage.

A scrappy West Coast friend who's visiting monasteries before traveling to Nepal to teach English & is especially interested in helping women and kids.

Tralalalalala

Film, the great unifier?

Wall-E?

: - ]


https://www.fastcompany.com/90377993/sorry-wall-e-this-is-now-the-worlds-cutest-robot

Pontential here.

Potential.

https://www.newsweek.com/hedge-fund-stripped-my-newspaper-parts-now-elizabeth-warren-has-plan-fight-back-opinion-1450049

We can do better, society

Healthcare Roundtable at Bowling Alley:

"A woman says her 92 year old mother tells her she wants to die because medical care is too expensive. She refuses to go to the dentist

'I don’t want my mouth to be my kids’ retirement,' she quotes her mom"

https://mobile.twitter.com/dnewhauser/status/115263153419057424

"As perfect teeth have become a coded class marker, some 30 percent of low-income adults avoid smiling with their teeth. But the issue runs even deeper. 'I think there’s this perception that it’s just aesthetic,' explained Meg Booth, Executive Director of the Children’s Dental Health Project. 'We have to dispel this notion that oral health is only about the appearance of your teeth. It’s actually about disease, and the rest of your body.'”

http://inthesetimes.com/article/21962/dental-care-crisis-oral-health-bernie-sanders-medicare-for-all

"...how odd it is that teeth have been arbitrarily sequestered from other body parts when it comes to American healthcare."

~ N. Shure

http://inthesetimes.com/article/21962/dental-care-crisis-oral-health-bernie-sanders-medicare-for-all

You mean like

Both girls and boys might be healthier?

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/global-health/women-and-girls/protecting-womens-rights-linked-healthier-population-research/

On Earth and on Mars.

This will be something to discuss.
At the rate things are currently going.

https://nairobinews.nation.co.ke/editors-picks/american-bride-undergoes-fgm-in-pokot-traditional-wedding-video


Sorry about that.

Why did my Grandpain in 2020...

Is this real life.

Afraid so.

https://news.vice.com/en_us/article/7xgn5b/trump-administration-just-gave-clinics-until-september-to-prove-theyre-not-referring-women-for-abortions?utm_campaign=sharebutton

Saturday, July 20, 2019

Looked for resources and then

Unexpected detour...

http://www.christophernyerges.com/dolores.html

http://christophernyerges.blogspot.com/2019/07/the-death-seminars.html

https://www.paulsimon.com/track/slip-slidin-away/

This is

something floral.

https://moonandviolet.wordpress.com

Betty

'''''''
https://www.cntraveler.com/story/a-book-worm-pilgrimage-to-washingtons-vashon-island

'''''''
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/97153.Nancy_and_Plum

Calmly drinking

Red Clover Infusion.

MAPS!?

"...showing where women of childbearing age live. The darker the pink color, the greater the selection for men seeking a wife."

(37:45 - A Lack of Women in Asia)

So much in under 12...15...20 minutes...

"The bait? Money in exchange for their fertility."
(11:12)

 A Lack of Women in Asia - DW Documentary

"They want a son." (13:18).

"Once again, those who suffer most are girls and women of low socio-economic standing" (15:28 or thereabouts).

"Some men offered my sister work...after that she disappeared" (17:00 or thereabouts).

"The entire village had collected money to buy Sidena for a number of bachelors" (18:45).

"The traffickers are often acquaintances or neighbors. Sidena's kidnapper still lives in her village" (19:12).

"...policies introduced and expedited by Western family planners..." (19:30).

"Go eat some salmon berries for dessert!"

Remembering a stint without sugar in the '80s...ha ha. I guess it's the season.

https://www.slowfoodusa.org/ark-item/salmonberry

What is their nutritive content? I shall look it up.

https://nutritiondata.self.com/facts/ethnic-foods/9972/2

Sometimes the mind just goes where it goes

What it would be like if Mrs. P developed an art therapy curriculum for stressed out students...

https://motherwellmag.com/2019/02/11/why-are-girls-more-stressed-out-than-boys/

Maybe one for fifth graders to address modern matters...

"There are also sexual factors that apply uniquely to girls. Our daughters hit puberty earlier than our sons do, and the age of puberty for girls keeps dropping. It is now no longer unusual to see a fifth grader sporting an adult woman’s body. To make matters worse, girls develop their grown-up bodies while being inundated by images communicating the strong and distinct message that women are valued mainly for their sex appeal. Making matters worse still, widely seen marketing content often exploits young girls..."

~ L. Damour

https://motherwellmag.com/2019/02/11/why-are-girls-more-stressed-out-than-boys/

It's an era

Lock her up your daughters! J/k, j/k...

https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/tasneemnashrulla/trump-epstein-party-tape-mar-a-lago-women

Or something.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/local/md-politics/who-is-the-tall-guy-in-that-epstein-trump-video-marylanders-remember/2019/07/19/0794129e-a974-11e9-86dd-d7f0e60391e9_story.html

Okay, E.

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2019/07/jeffrey-epstein-case-grows-more-grotesque

Et al.

And this is STUCK in my head

REO Speedwagon's "Take It On The Run."

I still want to see Redoubt.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redoubt

West Point architecture?

https://www.historicalmarkerproject.com/markers/HM120S_western-redoubts-1-2-3-and-4_West-Point-NY.html

Also

http://www.fortpittblockhouse.com/what-is-a-redoubt/

Pennsylvania architecture.

http://www.fortpittblockhouse.com/about/

I see

Stars...

https://twitter.com/mbaschWTOP/status/1152405072204173312

there...

https://wtop.com/dc/2019/07/washington-monument-appears-to-blast-off-during-apollo-11-show/

&

https://twitter.com/WhiteHouse/status/1152348410030243841

cool chart.

https://twitter.com/VP/status/1152286109839347718

Friday, July 19, 2019

welikewordswelikewordswelikewords

Meg
https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2019/07/when-harry-met-sally-and-the-high-maintenance-woman/594382/

"Babies born in America today are the luckiest crop in history." ~ Buffet
https://www.cnbc.com/2019/07/19/musk-gates-and-buffett-say-now-is-the-best-time-to-be-alive.html

"We're traveling down the wrong road" ~ Cleaver
https://mobile.twitter.com/repcleaver/status/1152310883592355840

Ryan
https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2018/12/the-major-flaw-of-youve-got-mail-is-joe-f-o-x/578929/

Limber

Armless man creates traditional Chinese painting with feet.

maybetrytowatch?

They are very limber.

https://www.newhavenindependent.org/index.php/archives/entry/matthew_barney/

Yes, yes.

Have you ever lain in bed with a still-ailing back and started talking to the spider on the ceiling.

Door search

the tree it was someone's favorite

https://www.reddit.com/r/Connecticut/comments/cezxwh/historic_door_tree_in_hamden_destroyed_by_vandals/

somehow that led to finding out about this film

http://www.artnews.com/2019/02/28/matthew-barney-redoubt-wolves-alchemy-art/



Redoubt trailer

Aural magic

Based on previous experience, sometimes the components that make a breakdown feel so devastating also attract a calm spirit who says, like a good physician, "Stay with me, stay with me..."

Symptoms

"Rep. Emanuel Cleaver suffered a bout of vertigo after Tuesday’s raucous House session that culminated in the Missouri Democrat abandoning his chair while presiding over the chamber. 

His dropping of the gavel in disgust—the most dramatic moment in the debate on a resolution condemning President Donald Trump’s tweets attacking four congresswomen as racist—came after Republicans invoked an obscure rule that prevents lawmakers from directly calling the president racist.

That night, Cleaver, who has episodes of the inner ear condition that can affect balance, returned to his Washington, D.C., apartment and became ill.

'The latest thing in my chart is presiding over the House of Representatives,' said Cleaver, who explained that his doctor keeps a record of activities leading to each flare up.

While Cleaver isn’t claiming that the House debate triggered his symptoms, he does suggest that they underscore the problems ailing Washington, which include the increasing lack of civility."

~ B. Lowry

https://www.kansascity.com/news/politics-government/article232798927.html

Or...maybe...

She sounds interesting.

"Courtney Wild has been fighting for justice since 2011, when she and another anonymous victim sued the federal government to challenge Epstein’s 2008 non-prosecution agreement, claiming that, by not informing victims of the deal, prosecutors violated the Crime Victims Rights’ Act. A judge ruled in their favor earlier this year.

Wild told the Herald that at the time she met Epstein, her mother was on drugs and couldn’t provide for her. 'Jeffrey preyed on girls who were in a bad way, girls who were basically homeless,' she said. 'He went after girls who he thought no one would listen to, and he was right.' In a press conference on Tuesday, Wild urged other victims to come forward."

~ E. Schwiegershausen

https://www.thecut.com/2019/07/how-many-jeffrey-epstein-victims-are-there.html

This could be a movie. Add "on Mars."

"Women have a harder time for a couple of reasons. They live longer than men, who tend to look for female partners significantly younger than they are. As heterosexual women age, therefore, the pool of possible partners shrinks. Then again, some women may prefer to stay single. Several studies have shown that older women often enjoy their independence and are less interested than men in re-partnering.

Still, the economic effects of gray divorce on women can be brutal. Gray-divorced women age 63 and older face a poverty rate of 26.9%, compared with 11.4% for gray-divorced men and only about 3% for couples who stayed married or re-married after a divorce.

Social Security is supposed to keep seniors out of poverty, but its rules leave behind many divorced women. The program lets women access their ex-spouse’s benefits only if the marriage lasted at least 10 years. That’s not enough time for many gray-divorced women, who receive an average annual Social Security benefit of $10,995, the lowest of all groups studied by Brown and her colleagues."

~ B. Steverman

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2019-07-19/divorce-destroys-finances-of-americans-over-50-studies-show

Really?

I guess so.



Fascinating

Truly.

https://www.vpr.org/post/when-hospitals-struggle-childbirth-centers-are-often-first-be-cut#stream/0

I spoke with my back

She said, we have special request, lets make life better on Earth and also sometimes I feel the Bern.

"Amazon didn't pay anything in federal income taxes last year. Not a nickel!

Meanwhile Jeff Bezos is worth over $160 billion and is spending his money on going to outer space while millions of our people struggle.

That is what a rigged economy looks like."

https://mobile.twitter.com/BernieSanders/status/1152279246284480518

How is Mars going to have enough chiropractors and children's hospitals and childbirth centers and and and....

Too bad all insurance doesn't cover chiropractic care

Then you wouldn't wait and wait and wait to see if the problem could go away on it's own before finally giving in.

♡star★boobs✩

"But his particular crimes, the world he built, and the image he cultivated exist on a continuum that includes many of our everyday beliefs and recreations."  ~ R. Garelick

https://www.thecut.com/2019/07/jeffrey-epstein-treated-young-women-as-luxury-goods.html

So heavy.

"Robbie first took a moment to highlight DiCaprio’s habit of angrily lecturing her on the films she should be watching" ~ C. Lampen

https://www.thecut.com/2019/07/margot-robbie-has-not-watched-will-not-watch-star-wars.html

Not quite so heavy...

https://www.thecut.com/article/cheap-bathing-suits.html

Short quote:


"To the other adults in the room this is fine."

~ L. Norgren 

https://motherwellmag.com/2018/11/21/fighting-the-patriarchy-one-grandpa-at-a-time/comment-page-1/

Thursday, July 18, 2019

Sofi's sad & absolutely unnecessary choice


"Department of Homeland Security guidelines state that people with 'known physical/mental health issues' are not supposed to be sent back to Mexico, according to NPR. And in court on Wednesday, Rivas explained to Judge Nathan Herbert how Sofi, just 3 years old, had previously experienced a heart attack."

https://www.insider.com/girl-choose-mom-dad-border-patrol-officials-separate-family-2019-7

This is the limit for tragedy today.

Seems nice

Good advice.

https://www.24life.com/tools-for-balanced-nervous-system/

I bet I can find more imagery...

The moon!

This tree situation!!!!

Did the Alice caterpillar really say that.

Om. Back & Balance & Nervous System.

I hope the universe could give me opportunities to get a whole lot more balanced in this body before Monday morning. I would be ever so grateful. Breathe and reach for the magnesium spray.

"So how did you do this to yourself?"
"Poor posture while bending, then sneezing while giving treats to the cat."
"Anything else?"
"Yes, father. I have had impure thoughts. It has been...I am not Catholic."

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

Ever take the time

To feel

https://mobile.twitter.com/jimbridenstine?lang=en

the disappointment of the grandchildren.

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2019/07/16/marc-short-defends-trump-tweets-cites-elaine-chaos-presence/1742433001/

Might be time to get in touch with those feelings?


Whoops, phone still works I guess

Tell the wife the second choice isn't any better.

https://abc11.com/politics/vice-president-mike-pence-speaks-at-fort-bragg/5398640/

Well.

https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2019/07/pence-staffer-says-elaine-chao-is-a-better-immigrant-than-ilhan-omar/

Take care of your body.

Mine's done with me tonight, but we see a promised land, called "a visit to a chiropractor in the near future."

Lol Bern 4 Health

"My Republican friends..."

https://mobile.twitter.com/berniesanders/status/1151592208866381829

And...

https://nationalinterest.org/blog/buzz/california’s-homelessness-crisis-reaching-epic-proportions-67067


https://www.kcrw.com/news/shows/greater-la/what-black-angeleno-voters-care-about-most-hint-its-not-trump


https://abc7.com/society/la-parking-program-seeks-to-help-homeless-people-sleeping-in-cars/5400587/

a jar

in a poem
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/poems/14575/anecdote-of-the-jar

in a sink 


& of course a jarring sensation in the back that makes the earth feel wavy

Another local paper...

A puppet show for migrant children

https://www.lmtonline.com/local/article/Puppet-show-held-for-migrant-children-at-Holding-14102150.php

A vigil for a missing girl

https://www.lmtonline.com/local/article/Locals-gather-to-commemorate-the-life-of-missing-14098942.php

Laredo, Texas.

This is from a cute little paper up north

The Los Altos Town Crier. 
(Corrected from "Cried.")

"'Why is this even a fight? Housing is a human right!'"

https://www.losaltosonline.com/news/sections/schools/209-school-news/60472-

Let's look up a general now.

I don't understand.

https://mobile.twitter.com/elonmusk/status/1151213020695027712

Why are you not quoting your friend and great influence?

https://www.cnbc.com/2019/07/16/peter-thiel-elizabeth-warren-most-dangerous-democrat-for-trump.html

Okay then.

https://www.brookings.edu/opinions/history-will-credit-shinseki/

Hmmm, a bill...

So intriguing.

https://laist.com/2019/03/07/californias_community_college_students_are_hurting_for_food_and_housing.php

Another feed...

@SenatorLeyva

What does this phrase mean to you Dueling w.p.'s 3

I can't believe it seems as if you can't afford me the same respect that you can afford a man who molested his daughter.

vs.

Are these actually your friends and how does that work exactly.


3 great things

Bees!
https://www.forbes.com/sites/trevornace/2019/03/20/morgan-freeman-converted-his-124-acre-ranch-into-a-giant-honeybee-sanctuary-to-save-the-bees/

Ladies!
https://www.theguardian.com/film/2018/may/26/morgan-freeman-allegations-sexual-harassment-apology

God!
https://deadline.com/2019/06/morgan-freeman-the-story-of-god-lori-mccreary-james-younger-national-geographic-emmys-1202628754/

It's a world of advertisements

Things are just really different for some people.

https://www.businessinsider.com/grimes-instagram-post-launches-adidas-campaign-2019-7


I recognize your humanity

Dear Wealthy Cult Leader

I just want you to know that I am not sorry I went up to you in a museum when your depressed kid asked me for help.

Dear Mom of Wealthy Cult Leader

Although you chose to spy on us like zoo animals instead of approach with genuine curiosity, which is quite insulting and rather depressing, I am sure you must have felt you had a good reason for doing so at the time, we have all had our own ups and downs in life.

Dueling w.p.'s 2

Astropops at Jelly Stone Campground in the 80s
vs.
Tech-savvy hater of Olympic ice skating at Evergreen State College in the 90s

Dueling w.p.'s

"Because I think I deserve better than that"
vs.
"What a dick you grew up to be"

#charm
#whocares

Tuesday, July 16, 2019

And even when the kids grow up


All

Of

This

What would be nice

Less cruelty.

https://www.propublica.org/article/a-border-patrol-agent-reveals-what-its-really-like-to-guard-migrant-children

Really.

https://www.fatherly.com/love-money/mike-pence-migrant-children-kids-policy/


Good

Pizzas, puppy...

Where did this come from

"Patriarchy and..." by S. Ademiluka

Scroll....

This comes from the Department of Biblical and Ancient Studies at the University of South Africa

People can do good things.

You know.

"While Oregon will be the eighth state in the country to pass a paid family leave law, employers in the state will not be surprised to learn that the law is the most progressive in the nation's history, in several respects. First, it will not only provide 12 weeks of paid time off for new parents and those who need to care for an ill family member who has a serious health condition or for the employee's own serious health condition, it will also provide paid leave for victims of domestic violence, harassment, stalking, or sexual assault. Oregon will be only the second state after New Jersey to include victims of domestic violence in its paid family leave law."

~ S. Scott & A. Wheatley

http://www.mondaq.com/unitedstates/x/826296/Employee+Benefits+Compensation/Oregon+Passes+Nations+Most+Generous+Paid+Family+Leave+Law

~~~~~

https://jewishjournal.com/columnist/301321/los-angeles-should-lead-on-paid-family-leave/

~~~~~

https://federalnewsnetwork.com/legislation/2019/07/paid-family-leave-and-other-5-things-civilian-federal-employees-should-know-about-the-ndaa/

~~~~~

https://www.americanprogress.org/issues/women/reports/2019/07/16/472026/paid-family-medical-leave-must-comprehensive-help-workers-children/

~~~~~

https://www.jdsupra.com/legalnews/california-extends-paid-family-leave-44788/

🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃

🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

https://www.refinery29.com/en-us/2019/05/231982/homeless-women-hair-beauty-services-los-angeles

Monday, July 15, 2019

Walking like...

an E. Gibbons sketch 


Reading is magical...

Stalking the Wild... In Unseen City 

https://wildfoodadventures.com/about/john-kallas/wild-food-adventurer/wfa-by-volumeyear/euell-gibbons/

Stalking the Wild... In Blue Highways

This one sounds good, too

"He realized that he didn’t have much more of an answer for her than 'tree,' so he challenged himself to learn about all the things his daughter was pointing out to him—not just the tree, but what kind of tree it was, and what stage of its life it was in at the moment."

~ C. McKelvey

https://www.dailydot.com/parsec/unseen-city-nature-book-urban-wildlife/

OtreeCanuTreeMuscleRelaxers

Tree

https://cleantechnica.com/2019/07/15/elon-musk-tesla-inspired-jaden-smith-to-become-an-inventor/

TREE

https://www.ibtimes.com/tesla-pickup-release-problem-how-appeal-women-2805914

TREEEEEE

https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/11/20/the-tech-industrys-gender-discrimination-problem

tree?

https://www.insurancejournal.com/news/national/2019/03/19/521045.htm

Today is a valuable lesson

Try not to f-up your back and then sneeze while walking and giving treats to a cat.

I love pockets.

I have hope.
It will get better.
I managed to throw paper towels on the floor and get in bed.
I got medication and water.
Thank you for making me wear pants with pockets.

help universe help

I messed up my back
But walked around anyway
Sneezed while walking
With cat treats
Which I threw on the ground
Now the cat is throwing up.
I need prayers.
I can sit uneasily
Cannot bend down
I must clean
help
why is this happening
I woke up fine

Wish I wrote that

"Manfred, Freya the Viking goddess’s last raid’s 9-months-later surprise, cried for nursing.  Meanwhile Blutdurst, the passionate and devoted battle-axe, urged for sharpening."

~ Dominikus Plaschg

The 2019 Lyttle Lytton Contest http://adamcadre.ac/19lyttle.html

"It was a soft gray night with a half-moon forming a perfect D in the sky.  D for what, Alex wondered.  Danger? Discovery? Or Disaster?  Only time would tell."

Alex Rider: Stormbreaker, quoted by Ben Roberts

Is it...really...

A slender home


YES!



Sunday, July 14, 2019

Elon gave me this book

i ate the peppers
i drank a little wine
i lay on the floor by my cat
i opened a book
given to me by a friend of my mother
we made painted t-shirts
we hung out a few times
she had a husband and no kids
i kinda wondered if i might be like her someday
but i forgot her name

i just opened the book she gave me when i was very young...

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/588251.Circle_of_Stones

she wrote (in handwriting eerily similar to mom's)

In ancient times, women were assisted on their journey into self-knowledge and self-love in many ways which are often overlooked today. I hope this book will help light the way for you as you grow in the knowledge of the beautiful spirit that you are.

Love,

Elon

aahhhhh

whatisthis!!!!

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/13174839-blue-highways-revisited?ac=1

Let's read it.

I can

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/63832.Blue_Highways

re-read.

https://www.nytimes.com/2019/02/22/travel/blue-highways-gps-road-trip-personal-travel.html

She's talking about seeing all the deer carcasses. During deer hunting season.

Great Books: Blue Highways, by William Least Heat Moon (4:00)

 It's.... (Da Yoopers.)

I probably should have put one away.

I ate both peppers.

I will do this dish again...

The peppers smell AMAZING. It's like a delicious pizza is baking.

http://revisionisthistory.com/episodes/33-tempest-in-a-teacup

Interesting episode. West Point mentioned about a half hour in.

I can listen to this one next...

http://revisionisthistory.com/episodes/34-good-old-boys

Well. I am learning things.

"Mama told me..."

https://twitter.com/RandyNewman/status/1082403905621893120

I remember something...from Blue Highways...

OH

https://classic.esquire.com/article/1967/10/1/lester-maddox-as-a-leader-of-men

OH

https://www.npr.org/2018/05/13/610396047/heroic-but-he-s-no-hero-revisiting-football-great-jim-brown




Gonna stuff peppers

Gotta clean the kitchen.

http://revisionisthistory.com/episodes/33-tempest-in-a-teacup

("Bro tea"???)

Oat straw infusion is very quaffable.

"Forest Gardens"

Same
https://thekidshouldseethis.com/post/forest-gardening

Words
https://www.treehugger.com/lawn-garden/forest-gardening-finally-gets-book-it-deserves.html

Danish, Dutch, English,
https://translate.google.com/

(How funny, they are a cluster. Will remember and try more later...)

I hope these turn out well

https://www.treehugger.com/easy-vegetarian-recipes/baked-stuffed-squash-blossoms-are-delicious-revelation.html

"EASY"  no.

That is not how I would describe my first squash blossom stuffing experience.

Probably because the ones I got at the farmers market were not huge like the one in the photo.

qqqqqquests

Will I ever find out which program taught me about the city that was covered in ash when a volcano erupted.

Perhaps not.

But there's a lot about what the program probably left out...

http://wikireedia.net/wikireedia/index.php?title=Pompeii_-_Eroticism_and_Prostitution

Saturday, July 13, 2019

Interference

It's what happens sometimes.

A TV show? Two girls walking home from church get hit by a car? Was it about death? Where...

Interference is a part of life.

I don't know...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Ripley%27s_Believe_It_or_Not!_(1982_TV_series)_episodes

An entrancing historical character

Dr. B

https://www.bachcentre.com/centre/drbach.htm

A real person

http://www.bachflower.com/dr-edward-bach/

Interesting to observe different approaches to living

Sometimes it's like, "The brain is pruning itself..."
D. Siegel ~ The Adolescent Brain 

Sometimes it's like, "I took some Motherwort when I was told that my barn burned down..."
S. Weed - Motherwort the Healer

MORE is BETTER

You need more than one mentor.

Bought dried plant stuff

That stuff puts me in a good mood.
They play so much George Michael on the radio!
Oh, but he's great...
Just another to make growing up in that time frame worthwhile.

Gotta go out and get errands done

Pick
Good
Great
Splendid
Awesome
Amazing
Fantastic
Music

Yours

Relatives.

"Look at the absolute cowardice on display here. Not one of these men - @VP , @LindseyGrahamSC , @SenMikeLee @SenThomTillis -have the moral courage or common human decency to actually walk up to the human beings on the other side of the fence and talk to them."
  https://mobile.twitter.com/chrislhayes/status/1149900837088628736 

Forebears.

&

JESUS.

https://mobile.twitter.com/JamesMartinSJ/status/1150014684856225794

3 moving visual mediums for Saturday a.m.


What Beauty Is Like For Homeless Women On The Streets | Shady | Refinery29


"All it takes for you to be homeless is they raise your rent..." (1:57)



Coldplay - Adventure Of A Lifetime is good supermarket music



Lodey - You Make Me Feel Alive (Neon Signs Remix) also has Dylan Moran of Black Books

Green toe nails

This is beauty.

=(^_^)=  =(^_^)=

~~~~~~

And 1
And 2
And 3
And 4
And 5
And 6
And 7

Take the cobwebs

Spin them into threads.
Twist them into ropes.
Braid them...

Reality is in the mind

Why did you appear in a dream, girl I thought was so talented. What is this for? You said you were working  in a car dealership. And you are married with a kid and I am not. What is this for? Do you want to talk about books again? Do something we did long ago? Walk on a beach? Enjoy a meal? Talk and laugh in your apartment? Anything anything anything...

I will go find some trees tomorrow.

Fairytales seep into you.
More than you know.
How...
What do you do...
If anything...
Ever...
Take a walk sometime. 

Really you do!!!!

Meet.
So.
Many.
People.

Even introverts do.

Mood(s)


  1. Can't sleep and really wanting to get in touch with some girls I haven't seen in decades. Why are we not in touch? One of you has a kid who is probably grown up by now, or close to it, eh? How did that happen. Changed last names. You! Did you ever finish college? You! I could have been reading a book you wrote by now! & you! You said you were going to get married in Italy. I could not afford to go to that. 
  2. I have to browse YouTube for song clips. We didn't have that easy instantaneous access to video when we were writing letters...
  3. Do you want to walk in a park? Or on a trail...
  4. Like have a conversation before someone is reading the other's obituary
  5. We ate at Italian places. Not often. But enough.
  6. (To remember.)
Now my mind is going back to New York at Christmas and none of that group was even there. Those were PNW girls.

Friday, July 12, 2019

soccer warpaint

foot
ball

make
up

Guess what

GUESS WHAT

1974 National Airlines "Fly Judy"

guess what

https://pictorial.jezebel.com/how-flight-attendants-organized-against-their-bosses-to-1830282960

I'm looking up the etymology of a commonly used phrase.

https://www.etymonline.com/word/guess

&

https://www.etymonline.com/search?q=what

First

LET'S NOT KICK THE DOCTOR OFF THE PLANE!

"'If you put someone who's a size 2 in the exact same outfit next to me, no one would be bothered,' she said." ~ D. Slotnick

https://www.businessinsider.com/american-airlines-tisha-rowe-dress-code-denied-boarding-2019-7

~~~~~~~~

That's interesting...


Imagine

Today it was like a comic book shop.

Just Remember to Thank the "Glorious Uterus"

It's almost the best time of the month.

Cycling back to...

=^_^=

https://greatergood.berkeley.edu/article/item/the_science_backed_benefits_of_being_a_cat_lover

Health is wealth

Maybe don't poison kids so people can eat oranges.

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2019/jun/27/children-are-being-poisoned-california-moms-lead-the-way-to-pesticide-ban

SUNFLOWERS

Does this remind you of anyone.

"‘Selfie seekers’ are causing ‘noticeable concern and damage’"

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2019/jul/03/california-sunflower-farmers-ask-visitors-to-stop-trampling-fields-for-selfies?CMP=share_btn_tw

Such a health issue

In our present state, we will be searching for the healthier attitudes.

https://qz.com/1661427/e-jean-carroll-loved-trumps-response-to-her-rape-allegations/

"Dressed in riding boots, light grey jodhpurs, and a peach jacket, Carroll started the tour by applauding two men in the group. 'Unprecedented!' she cried.

After acknowledging her connection to Bergdorf’s, Carroll turned to the Plaza Hotel across the street, where women were blocked from its Oak Room until 1969. 'In the ‘60s and ‘70s, you could not make a business deal in New York unless it was in the Oak Room,' she said. She held up a photo of Betty Friedan, who successfully led protests to open up the bar and restaurant, now used for private functions, to women. 'Which just ruined men’s fun,' pouted Carroll. 'When you’re signing your next million-dollar contract, remember—good old Betty helped us out.'"

~ O. Goldhill

https://qz.com/1661427/e-jean-carroll-loved-trumps-response-to-her-rape-allegations/

BETTY HELPED US OUT???!!!

"Next stop was Tiffany & Co., where we heard about Paula Smith, the woman who in 1994 won an unprecedentedly large settlement of $365,000 when she sued her former employer. Smith was head of estate jewelry at Tiffany, and when she complained about sexual harassment, the company took action—by firing her.

In just a few blocks and over two hours, we covered Trump Tower, St. Patrick’s Cathedral, Rockefeller Center, Fox News, CBS headquarters, and Studio 54. As we traveled the sites, Carroll recounted allegations against Trump (referencing Ivana Trump’s now-recanted rape allegations), Cardinal Theodore McCarrick, Bill Cosby, Matt Lauer, Bill O’Reilly, Louis CK, Charlie Rose, Les Moonves, and Kevin Spacey.

Most of us know how #MeToo stories go. The grotesque details are no longer shocking; the tales of powerful men exploiting their authority coalesce into a cacophony of abuse. Carroll’s accusations in June largely disappeared into the din. They didn’t appear on the front page of the Wall Street Journal, Los Angeles Times, or Chicago Tribune; the New York Times only published a print article two days after the news broke, and later said it underplayed the story.

With her bawdy humor and enthusiastic shouts, Carroll, who encouraged the group to bring snacks and canned wine on the tour, is trying to tell a different story."

~ O. Goldhill

https://qz.com/1661427/e-jean-carroll-loved-trumps-response-to-her-rape-allegations/

The Numbers!


"Nearly 55% of veterans 65 and older said they believe Trump respects veterans and the military. Pew also said that male veterans are "17 percentage points more likely than their female counterparts to say Trump respects veterans a great deal (50% vs. 33%)."

Additionally, vets who served before Sept. 11, 2001 are more likely than those who served after to say that Trump administration policies have made the military stronger. That division also applies to the president's potential use of nuclear weapons.

"Pre-9/11 vets, 38% of respondents, are more likely to trust Trump when it comes to a nuclear weapons strike than those who served more recently, the report states. Younger veterans are less trusting, especially those who may have suffered from a trauma associated with a combat deployment.

Veterans who say they 'had an emotionally traumatic experience while in combat,' 27% of respondents, are less likely to trust Trump in making decisions about the use of force than are those who didn't, the researchers said."

~ O. Pawlyk

https://www.military.com/daily-news/2019/07/10/veterans-approve-trump-dont-want-space-force-pew-study-finds.html

Such a headache

Sometimes, they just are not that smart.

https://www.military.com/daily-news/2019/07/10/veterans-approve-trump-dont-want-space-force-pew-study-finds.html

Maybe make a new video game.

https://www.commondreams.org/views/2019/06/28/donald-trump-rapist-chief

You level up when you make a decision that's actually for the greater good and not connected to your immediate selfish gratification.

Another pawsitive

₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎

https://www.womansworld.com/posts/cat-videos-good-for-you-168633

And that's something

Development:

https://www.cnbc.com/2019/07/12/labor-secretary-alex-acosta-is-resigning-as-pressure-mounts-from-jeffrey-epstein-case.html

Literally, the very least he could do.

Imagine if a video game existed to teach some (not all) men and women how to stop being selfish, narcissistic and abusive.

Chapter Tomorrow

I have no clue what happens next. 
Sometimes, sleep is your cherished friend.

Thursday, July 11, 2019

i have been drinking water

i lost 3 lbs between this afternoon and this evening and i was not trying but bodies are weird

Drink water

Love it.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/38744780-the-yoga-anatomy-coloring-book

It's enough

I hope there's a good reason for days like today.
Like getting purified or something.

Sounds fun

A show based on the Anatomy Coloring Book.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/45837.The_Anatomy_Coloring_Book

Head on a body

I love that nature sent birds to the tree outside my window and I really love that the light is dimming or perhaps softening.

The question is why

Is this hard to do sometimes

https://upliftconnect.com/heal-yourself-by-talking-to-your-body/

Piano albums

Thinking about

https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-album-reviews/tapestry-184476/

2

https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/tori-amos-track-by-track-guide-to-little-earthquakes-188729/

In this body

Had a variety of illness symptoms all day.

Remembering a woman who told me she goes to Paris for the holidays because she lost family in Hurricane Katrina.

Do any of these suggestions sound good....

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Southern climes

More rough weather.

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/weather/gulf-coast-braces-major-cluster-thunderstorms-hurricane-potential-n1028191

"Meteorologists said the Mississippi River could rise to 19 feet by the weekend, just a foot short of the height of the city's aging levees.

'Even though I grew up with Midwestern tornadoes and summer storms, this was next level in terms of the absolute deluge of water coming down so fast,' Ellen Austin, a high school teacher from California who was in town for a convention, told NBC affiliate WDSU of New Orleans.

'The water just came up in the streets in what felt like no time at all,' Austin said. 'And we have been cut off, with doors blocked with towels to keep water out, since this morning. It's been a bit surreal.'

A waterspout, a kind of a tornado that forms over a body of water, was spotted over Lake Pontchartrain, WDSU reported."

~ A. Johnson, B. Kesslen, D. Li

Secrets

The mind would like to know...

https://www.sciencemag.org/news/2011/06/video-secret-tibetan-singing-bowls

Life is such a cornucopia

Some people need to try out stuff like this.

The Try Guys Try Labor Pain Simulation

"Doing the pain simulator has been our number one most requested activity." (OO:25)

I don't. But some might!

Consider.

heheheheheeeeeCACKLE

I was thinking about how when I was a kid, there was this woman we met who had a son and did everything herself, including build a cabin with her own two hands.

I thought it would be cool to grow up to be like that.

I can see a story formulating:

"Much like Crossfit, training for the IronMan, and HIIT exercise, building a cabin with your own two hands while simultaneously raising a son as a single mother could make your PCOS worse!

So drink some of this Nettle tea instead."

"Or rather, an infusion. Why not? She certainly seems in charge of her life."

Everything is self-filtered

Of course humans get out of balance. This is life on Earth and crazy things are happening all the time. In spite of (or perhaps because of?) the wealth of information out there, sometimes I have dealt with stress by eating something when I wasn't hungry.

"I’m going to stick with diet and exercise as the two most important pieces in terms of addressing PCOS."

~ A. Nett

https://chriskresser.com/functional-approach-to-pcos/

wah...

https://metro.co.uk/2018/05/01/hiit-isnt-always-right-choice-especially-pcos-7511615/

wah wah...

https://www.marthamckittricknutrition.com/what-are-the-best-types-of-exercise-for-pcos/

Still, this rings true:

"Calm is a Superpower!"

https://mobile.twitter.com/dberceli/status/1147878065353187328

Tuesday, July 09, 2019

CAN'T OPEN SOMETHING???

FOR THE
https://www.msn.com/en-us/money/companies/former-tesla-workers-claim-they-were-fired-for-using-maternity-and-sick-leave/ar-AAE3O8B?ocid=spartanntp

GREATER GOOD???
https://electrek.co/2019/07/08/tesla-women-electric/

REALLY???
https://paleofuture.gizmodo.com/why-nikola-tesla-is-an-unlikely-hero-to-mens-rights-act-1661132299

Heyyy U

A. Perkins on the set of Psycho
https://twitter.com/historyinmoment/status/1148804808171806720

*****

"I have learned more about love, selflessness and human understanding from the people I have met in this great adventure in the world of AIDS than I ever did in the cutthroat, competitive world in which I spent my life."

~ A. Perkins

https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1992-09-13-mn-1407-story.html

I bet this will be in a moving visual medium

"Thank you!"

https://www.motherjones.com/environment/2019/07/greta-thunberg-is-happy-to-her-work-is-described-as-greatest-threat-by-oil-chief/


(Snow White's "Someday...")

🎵🎵🎵

( Snow White and the Huntsman (6/10) Movie CLIP - She is the One)

DAY!

Really and

surprise thespian moment observed outdoors, in the dark, with multiple escape routes...


and then...CHURCH


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