Monday, March 31, 2014

Acanthus mollis medley

You never know what-all will turn up when you search for a plant...

http://www.latin-wife.com/Colombian-Flowers-/Acanthus-mollis.asp

http://www.metmuseum.org/toah/works-of-art/54.1.1


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Acanthus_capital_st_bees_priory.jpg


http://theo.theodorealexander.com/2011/02/21/the-designer-garden-2/

History about the Corinthians and the Acanthus leaves
This citation [WWW-68] reports about the incidence of how Corinthians used the acanthus leaves in their architecture:

" The third order, which is called Corinthian, imitates the slight figure of a maiden; because girls are represented with slighter dimensions because of their tender age, and admit of more graceful effects in ornament.

Now the first invention of that capital is related to have happened thus. A girl, a native of Corinth, already of age to be married, was attacked by a disease and died. After her funeral, the goblets which delighted her when living, were put together in a basket by her nurse, carried to the monument, and placed on the top. So that they might remain longer, exposed as they were to the weather, she covered the basket with a tile. As it happened the basket was placed upon the root of an acanthus. Meanwhile about spring time, the root of the acanthus, being pressed down in the middle by the weight, put forth leaves and shoots. The shoots grew up the sides of the basket, and, being pressed down at the angles by the force of the weight of the tile, were compelled to form the curves of volutes at the extreme parts.

Then Callimachus, who for the elegance and refinement of his marble carving was nick-named catatechnos by the Athenians, was passing the monument, perceived the basket and the young leaves growing up. Pleased with the style and novelty of the grouping, he made columns for the Corinthians on this model and fixed the proportions. Thence he distributed the details of the Corinthian order throughout the work "

from: A Certain "Remarkable Circumstance" by
Vitruvius, On Architecture, (ca. 30 B.C.E.). Book IV, Chapter 1. 
http://www.maltawildplants.com/ACNT/Acanthus_mollis.php

Baby clothes


It's a lampshade, but I like the picture...http://www.calstate.edu/50th/snapshots.shtml

A long time ago, I got interested in a distant relative after I found her parents' picture in the basement.  At Christmas, I talked to my mother about it. She said, "I sewed clothes for her and sent them when she was a baby." She would have been so young when she did that. I wonder what they looked like? I have never sewn baby clothes.

Phew

Today didn't start off too great, but then I found a purpose. I look forward to tending to Paul over the next several months. Thirsty? I will bring water. Hungry?  I will bring food. If all goes well, Paul should grow vigorously. I hope Paul thrives and enjoys robust health...then, I will eat him.

"Incredible; a symphony."

~ http://www.heirloomtomatoplants.com/Heirloom_tomatoes-ah.htm 

Whyyyyy...

This did not console. I was only told it would take "30 to 90 days."

"Despite the Obama administration’s insistence that low-income individuals and families will benefit from state exchanges and the expansion of Medicaid programs, Rhonda reports some of her clients refuse to apply for Medi-Cal, even though they qualify. Her clients instead want the choice of selecting a healthcare plan and paying a premium (for themselves and their children). But Covered California does not give them the option.  Once the website determines a family or household member is eligible for Medicaid, the application is automatically redirected to the state’s Medi-Cal administrator for processing and the website shuts down all other enrollment options.  As an alternative, Rhonda has helped some of her clients purchase healthcare plans from the private market.  There are good reasons why people avoid Medi-Cal.
 
When Rhonda called Medi-Cal’s customer service center to check on the status of a client’s application, the representative informed her the backlog for processing new applications was six to eight months.  When she asked the representative what her client should do in the meantime, the representative suggested she go to a local healthcare clinic.  Rhonda reports she has spoken with others who are also waiting for their Medi-Cal applications to be processed.  Many told her they have gone to local healthcare clinics but have been refused treatment because they did not have an insurance card. Rhonda has also spoken with individuals who were previously enrolled in Medi-Cal but are currently uninsured because they were required to reapply for the program -- they are also waiting for Medi-Cal to process their application."
 

Surreal, yet real

http://english.alarabiya.net/en/News/asia/2014/03/31/North-and-South-Korea-trade-fire-across-border.html

Lo siento mucho

Well, I hear that if you had the intention to enroll but still didn't get it, you won't be penalized, so I hope that's true. Maybe we can work out a late birthday present...

 


conditional hypothetical (?)

If only it were as easy to sign up for health insurance as it is to enroll in a prep school...

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Had a positive thought!

I got to ID some really cool plants today, and for some reason, I really like the botanical name of this one: Duchesnea indica.

http://www.sierrapotomac.org/W_Needham/IndianStrawberry_080617.htm

Had a thought!

If only a man would cover Million Dollar Man

~~~~

Oh, but actually....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4FdeRTAyOA

Move


Sort of silly moment of the day

On the radio, woman seemed to be sing-songing about dancing when she was eight / dancing in tombs. Missed a street, turned around in a parking lot, and looked up at the marquee. It said "Lap Dances Are Tax-Deductible."
 ~~~
Maybe not that silly: It a little bit reminded me of The Tombs of Atuan.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

nein

No agents were available to talk to me at 12:55. (Not very surprising. They never have been.) Requesting e-mail response.

I just think...





I just...





I...




Nettle clothing????

"Nettle cloth was apparently much used by the German armed forces in World War II as it became difficult to obtain cotton for their uniforms; the control of the supply of the latter was largely in the hands of the British."

~ Second Skin (a beautiful book)

One can only imagine what might they do with poison oak...
(shudders)

~~~~

http://www.nettles.org.uk/nettles/people/clothing.asp

http://www.swicofil.com/products/016nettle.html

Songs to entertain as one waits




I can imagine watching this one while laying back in a dentist's chair...



So far today I got down to as low as 28 minutes and then my wait jumped back up to over an hour. Then it went to 49 minutes then back to over an hour again. It almost always does that. One time it seemed like it was working the way it should and I went down to four minutes and then when it was my turn, it just said that no agents were available and it timed out.

CRZY

Help is just around the corner, right?


No tape is too red.

Getting ideas...

http://piecesofmargo.blogspot.com/2014/03/scottish-fold-buys-slave.html


http://www.makeupandbeautyblog.com/just-for-fun/sundays-with-tabs-the-cat-makeup-and-beauty-blog-mascot-vol-196/


http://www.makeupandbeautyblog.com/just-for-fun/sundays-with-tabs-the-cat-makeup-and-beauty-blog-mascot-vol-196/

Friday, March 28, 2014

Rolling One

Eating a strawberry after strolling around a downtown Friday night fair and relaxing on the couch when things started getting a little wavy...

My first California earthquake (that I actually felt).

~~~

a. k. a. "the Sting of earthquakes"

sweet

Something wonderful occured today: Rita's came to the West Coast and brought Gelati. Forgotten for four years, until now...So icy! So creamy!
I probably had days where the highlight was a Gelati and/or walk in a garden...si délicieux...

Friday's for fun today

I have free time today and I considered going to the DPSS, but I just don't feel like it.

"DPSS serves a county of 9.818,506 (US Census 2010) million residents, larger in population than 42 states; an area of 4,083 square miles, encompassing 88 cities; and the needs of an ethnically and culturally diverse community."

I, tiny drop in a bucket of nearly 10 million, have other things to attend to, like learning about plants. I want them to process my paperwork, the way they are supposed to. Just process it. It's already been more than 90 days since I signed up originally. Go, go, go for Cesar Chavez.

My special body has lasted a while without insurance. I guess it can wait a little longer. Anyway, even if I get it, there's half a chance that whatever treatment I am prescribed today will look old and outdated tomorrow. I can read the uplifting things:

http://thecurvyblogger.com/post/932281706/pcos-all-you-need-to-know

http://goldenshoes.org/about/

http://www.hellocole.com/

Honestly, though. This waiting forever for my application to get approved is like experiencing a textbook example of how lower income people get screwed over by the system. I didn't exactly feel like I was wealthy when I was a kid (not in the private school/horse owing sense) but the child support was always paid, we weren't on welfare, and I had health insurance. As a kid, I can remember that I actually LIKED going to the dentist. He was that nice man who put bubble gum flavored stuff on my teeth (which would taste really gross to me now.)

Interesting post on poverty:

http://piecesofmargo.blogspot.com/2014/03/on-not-being-worldly-and-why-it-matters.html

The clip with Leonardo DiCaprio at the end of it is entertaining enough to make me want to watch the movie...although, not quite as entertaining as the dinosaurs in Trog!


http://fasterpussycats.blogspot.com/2010/08/trog.html

http://fasterpussycats.blogspot.com/2010/07/still-around.html

Thursday, March 27, 2014

things I like (maybe even love!) lately

coffee shops / field trips with young people who say "this makes me want to go to more museums!" since they haven't been to any since they were in middle school / learning about bear dogs and other prehistoric things / enjoying cool breezes in a nature sanctuary with people of various ages crushing and smelling menthol eucalyptus leaves...

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

body, soul, teeth...

No change to the status of my health insurance application. It says "ineligible" but that just means ineligible for other plans. It can take 60-90 days to process the paperwork. There have been four people I've talked to on the phone and two in person, but I haven't gone to the Dept. of Social Services in person...They have M-F weekday hours. Maybe that would...oh CHECK THIS OUT
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-2401287/Teas-dental-benefits-Black-tea-combats-bacteria-linked-tooth-decay-gum-disease.html If you spend money on black tea at the coffee/tea shop, you don't have to feel guilty because ITS GREAT FOR YOUR TEETH!
But we have black tea at home.
But we do not have the coffee/tea shop atmosphere.
Off to celebrate!

Coming Soon...




http://www.circuscats.com/schedule.html#.UzFEUYVTq_E

Soldier song



Corb Lund ~ Horse Soldier! Horse Soldier!
Heard on Roothog Radio

reviews I've read, works I haven't


"As a veteran, I have encountered less aggressive versions of this weird stereotype before, generally from people with extremely limited contact with those who have served. Veterans could explain to Oates (and Vlautin) that one of the defining features of modern warfare is the way that critical decision-making responsibilities get placed on even low-ranking soldiers. This novel exudes a mixture of contempt and ignorance, sometimes leavened with condescending pity ('The war would be fought by an American underclass').

At the very least, Carthage serves as a shining example of the size of the civilian-military divide. Does this matter? Oates’s main concern here is not Iraq. The war is a backdrop for philosophical questions – the relationships between guilt and responsibility, belief and fact – in the same way as Shakespeare used the Trojan war in Troilus and Cressida, to which Carthage refers directly. Shakespeare, however, made his military men complex.

It is as if Americans think the relative ignorance that even a serious public intellectual such as Joyce Carol Oates displays about her military is unrelated to her country’s inability to form a coherent war policy. It is not."



~~~~


"Otherwise, the Trojans are presented as a dull bunch of muscle-bound pin-ups. The Greek heroes, in contrast, come across as a hilariously flawed bunch of egotists and fools.

Ian Hogg's Agamemnon bores everyone to death with his platitudes; John Franklyn-Robbins's ancient Nestor keeps falling asleep and snoring during the big speeches; Vincent Regan's overweight Achilles is far too besotted with his pretty blond boyfriend Patroclus (Oliver Kieran-Jones) to fight, while David Yelland's suavely plausible Ulysses delivers noble-sounding speeches for the most devious ends.

There's also a wonderfully funny performance from Julian Lewis Jones as a terminally stupid Ajax, and a spectacularly grotesque one from Ian Hughes as that scabrous, poxy and in this performance downright masochistic knave Thersites, who acts as the play's choric commentator.

It's an absorbing drama, but you leave the theatre feeling sullied by its morbidly mean-spirited view of human nature, as if a slug had slowly crawled across your flesh."

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/theatre/drama/3654568/Dark-hearts-brilliantly-laid-bare.html

old/new/bookreview

I thought snow-shackled Easterners loved visiting Southern California. But if I were to take a time machine into the early parts of this year, I would receive an e-mail photo surprise, revealing that relatives who had spoken of visiting (finally! being visited!) had abandoned their trip to the West Coast in favor of enjoying tagines in Marrakesh. For food's sake... (Speaking of restaurants, I'm reminded of a time several years ago, when coworkers at my restaurant job told me that their language, Amazigh, was banned in favor of Arabic when they were growing up. This discussion happened after boarding various shuttles to attend an academics' conference, where the focus had been on the overpowering French in that part of the world. This was demonstrated by all of the panel laughing and speaking in French the entire time. Well, I didn't understand most of that, but I guess a low-paying restaurant job can be good for learning about some things. Then again, perhaps there's a chance that the panel did mention Amazigh, but I didn't have enough French to quite catch it...) Shortly thereafter, this book appeared at the dollar store: http://www.azaniansea.com/2011/01/book-review-sultans-shadow.html. I decided to get it (only a dollar!) but haven't looked through too much of it yet...

an inquiry into JC

backwards

http://www.onlineworldofwrestling.com/bios/j/joe-cornelius/
http://learn.muraljoe.com/color-theory/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Cornelius_O%27Rourke
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joe_Cornelius,_Sr.
http://joecornelius.com/teaching-philosophy/
https://twitter.com/joe_cornelius
http://old.post-gazette.com/regionstate/20001022cornelius2.asp
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0180193/?ref_=tt_cl_t15
http://www.legendaryjoancrawford.com/trog.html

~~~

Trog's got cute baby dinosaur flashbacks...

trogsmemories.blogspot.com

j/k

http://deadeyedelirium.blogspot.com/2010/07/trog.html

Sunday, March 23, 2014

ah song

Whenever the thought of Hollywood's treatment of women gets a little too depressing, it is rather comforting to remember that Pierre did truly love the Mademoiselle.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Found a peanut...

in soil around lemon balm!

Fun.

Diverting video of the day...



Should have posted that on the 17th. I want that guy's shirt.

~~~~~

Girl Scouts might sing a darker version of "Found a peanut" than the one I remember...

~~~~

Sesquicentennial?

https://twitter.com/LuckyCharms/status/445907666645577729

~~~

Nooo....sesquicentennial minus 100...

~~

Hmmm. http://www.instructables.com/id/Homemade-Thin-Mint-Cookies/ 

~

o. my. god.

http://luckycharms.tumblr.com/

Good bench-side manner

Maybe that could be for a coach. For today: Good booth-side manner. Or bureau...(I discussed the healthcare application situation with a man at a table.) Although there were some difficulties with navigating the website, he seemed to be a bit better at knowing what he was doing. It was concluded that I appear to have everything in order now, but might be missing an access code that should have been e-mailed to me (it wasn't.) Therefore, he will call the help desk. I don't know if my air of desperation gets translated into a please-tell-me-your-side-of-the-situation vibe or what, but both counseling encounters resulted in listening to stories about technical issues / difficulties getting in touch with the powers that be (whoever they are.) Counselor on hold for three hours only to be told to call another number, that sort of thing. Oh to be like this guy...  On the bright side of this learning opportunity, waiting in line is a good way to study, or assess how much Spanish you still understand...

Friday, March 21, 2014

Have a healthy day

I think I might have caught a tiny bit of this program on the radio that other day...whatever I was listening to included a woman who was saying something about people being "apathetic" about signing up for health insurance.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

Signed up in December, but apparently didn't submit enough documents. Got one notification in January. It did not say anything about needing to submit more documents. It said I didn't qualify for a certain plan because I don't make enough money and so the county will contact me about whatever else I need to do to get the state health insurance. That did not happen. I met with an enrollment counselor who reviewed my application and told me it probably hadn't been processed because they need more documents. I have uploaded more documents and the counselor with a business card also mailed in additional stuff for me (documents they don't even ask for on the website) two weeks ago. She advised patience, as there are backlogs. Still waiting.

Cover me!

on the side / q.t.

A little ditty inspired by Jane Purdy's fears: foods too strange to pronounce correctly, little French-speaking girls who like to shut flies up in snapdragons, her Pop and his begonias:

Oicivay ourpay horticulturel'ay, aismay eday empstay enay empstay ejay eçoisray unay êveray izarrebay ouay euxday. Ommes-noussay enséscay endez-vousray auay Edray Obsterlay, aismay ommeday, ousvay êtesay rèstay occupéay, etay ousvay êtesay elay ropriétairepay uday estaurantray? Enay erait-ilsay esday oursjay eday egretray? Ommecay esay éveillerray, alleray, "Arrrghay! Uis-jepay enay aspay êtreay onnuecay aujourd'huiay?"

Oway, back hunch.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Amusement

This guy has a funny twitter bio: https://twitter.com/sogrumpy

mea vita caeli

I was having such a lovely time with plants this week, until I came home today....oh no. The Melissa, a big old rootball that was nonetheless surviving, is now wilting, dying. The weed that maybe came from an avocado pit is no more. The pot with the peanut in it is fine! Does one little peanut all by itself fix nitrogen in the soil? Is there a remedy from the old country about avocado pits? Should I have left it in there? What is the situation...

Billie Jean is popular everywhere.

http://www.military.com/video/forces/marine-corps/sgt-major-owns-marine-corps-ball/2839735738001/

Thanks for getting it stuck in my head, Pop N' Taco...

Saturday, March 15, 2014

bee-you-ti-full comic


Clan Apis comic #5

I have been missing my friend who gave me the book Clan Apis, which had a different cover than the one shown above.  I remember him telling me about bits of it...the Swahili word for bee, the sister stuff...and in retrospect, I think he could tell that I wasn't bonding with the book. After many years, I gave it away without ever reading it. But my friend was wise. Ten years later, this would be the perfect book for me to read. And its message is even more of a gift in coming from a friend who has left this mode of existence. I felt a pang when I opened the library copy, knowing I had given my gift away, but I do believe that I wound up reading this story at exactly the right time.

Oh, A

I am not an alcoholic, but for what alcohol has done to some of my troubled family members, I'd gladly see it confiscated from all their houses. Saturday praying for broken things to mend.

Namaste.

from sevenof.com

ides for the ides

New song!  Ides ~ Four Months

My ides has been rather musical. The car radio sucked me into the end of an opera, and I wound up skipping lunch to drive further & listen to more of it. Stopped by a little nursery that is not on the internet maps. Their arrangement of plants was rather topsy turvy, but I enjoyed my visit and made a small purchase. As I drove back, the radio was playing the Swan Lake finale (I recognized that one.) At home, I was shown the video discussed in this article: http://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2014/03/what-j-los-naked-men-reveal-about-pop-musics-naked-women/284431/   which inspired me to rewatch the Blurred Lines parody. I revisited http://piecesofmargo.blogspot.com/2013/08/a-tale-of-two-sissies.html and then, thinking of distant kin, http://mistressalexnyc.com/mistress-seamstress/. The opera, I found out, was Werther, and it was broadcast live. Although I don't find the wikipedia synopsis to be especially moving, it was oddly transfixing to hear it on the radio, and the audience was clearly into it. Perhaps I miss going to the opera...

But euphemistically...

Walter George Bruhl Jr. obituary

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Parrot_sketch

Friday, March 14, 2014

3 friday surprises

1) finally investigated a weedy pot and discovered that someone may have planted an avocado pit in with the lemon balm (bored landscapers?)

2) someone seems to have buried a peanut next to the rose-scented geranium, and it is now resting between thai and purple basil

3) there is a copy of the three burials...on the premises ~ it's some sort of studio copy or something without an illustrated cover, so it was not very noticeable ~ maybe it's time to watch it...

~~~~

for number two, perhaps the "it" can be read whimsically...

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Book and plant excitement of the day.

I.  Clan Apis finally arrived. Also, I found (on the 'net) another book that I believe I gave away at about the same time: Always Elsewhere: Travels of the Black Atlantic (and I went Ha! when I discovered it, because it wasn't that easy to find.) I had forgotten the title, but remembered buying it at a used bookshop in Ann Arbor. I think the story that stood out the most to me was "a merchant seaman wryly observes the pleasure-seeking passengers on his ship in the Far East" (http://www.bulldozia.com/projects/index.php?id=380).  I had to turn in Wave and GEB ~ for the latter, the introduction (in which the author laments his own sexism and rejoices in foreign language translations that convert his Carrollian tortoise character into a female, which made me wonder why he didn't just make the change in English, too) and this "discarded review" & some of its comments are the closest I came to reading it. Maybe it's not for me/ my math allergy, or maybe it's for some other time. I looked up Chopin's "Winter Wind" later on.

II.  HOUSE PLANT EQUATED WITH INCREDIBLE HULK CAN LEAVE SCARS FOR LIFE, SOURCES SAY

http://plantsarethestrangestpeople.blogspot.com/2011/04/incredible-hulk-schefflera-actinophylla.html 

Beware the sap of the Umbrella plant.

Actually, maybe those sources don't say that. But others did.

May all oatmeal baths be strong & gentle enough.

~~~~

Further reading on plant poison

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

looking forward to zzz's

combined health/health insurance issues seem to be making a mind go to pieces...

however, they are probably recoverable...

~~~

after reading the description of the Republic in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Utopia, now wondering if I've perhaps been assigned to the "iron" plan, featuring backlogs, elusive official confirmation of anything, ha ha ha...

Monday, March 10, 2014

a little poem galaxy ii

My friend who recently passed away had things to say before he left earth. I do feel a little funny posting some of them, but I am just about 100% sure he would not mind. And it seems like it makes my headache go away. These are a few of his bestowings... 


From January 7
With my LifeVest external defibrillator I have a better idea how good it feels when a woman takes off her bra.


From January 23 
The device I use to summon a nurse is called a 'call bell'. It also is used to control the TV and a light. Unfortunately the ringer doesn't work for me so the nurses can see my light turn on but not hear the ringer. It could be said I need more call bell.
 

From Feb. 16
Had a setback but now I'm back.

 
From Feb. 17
Happy Precedent's Day. I don't think I have ever made this joke before.


Poem on the last day (March 1, 2014):
 

Hospital insomnia

The usual suspects.
Maybe the midnight solitary wakes
Telling me I know secret knowledge now
Of mystery cures

The zonked out family
Growing a common gold crown of insomnia

The helpful lurking nurse
Watchful over a puzzle of beeping alarms

The nurse recommending sleep cuz
Tomorrow is a big day
But my candy cane options
Are mindless TV drivel
Or the flying thoughts of my mind

The boxy green light alien hanging from the ceiling
The warm hot breathing tubes
Fiery and
Fascinating
How the black levels
Support the full feathered breaths
Through the coughs
That I may one day support others
The one thing I can do now
Taking out of league breaths
Just to prove I can
Do take deep breaths
Without setting off alarms
Find peace in the cyclone

Feeding tube down nose
Silently circulation liquid food in

And burbling coming up my throat
Like a black catburglar
Establishment will not negotiate

The ever present professional ready to
Pee or poop or play whatever black ball

And me trying to thread the camel
Write this poem
Not setting off my heart
 

a little poem galaxy

http://www.kimroberts.org/pages/books_wishbone.html

A Neil in a Paper Moon

A Neil in the Wilderness

In The Next Galaxy poem

New appreciation...

Poison oak is much worse than the nettles rashes from my Pacific Northwest childhood...(Tecnu Extreme Poison Ivy Scrub doesn't hurt, seems to somewhat help, and is NOT a cure-all.) Anyway, I have a new appreciation for the dainty nettle.

http://www.wolfcollege.com/stinging-nettle-harvesting-processing-and-recipes/



Sunday, March 09, 2014

carryover from Saturday night...

Watching Cosmos on a new TV on Sunday night is pretty cool...

Nature is very educational

After a few natural and not-so-natural remedies (Benadryl Gel for Kids was one of the better ones) it seems that tonight, Tecnu & I have "a rendezvous that we just can't evade..." (Partially inspired by  old songs on the radio on the way into and upon departing Walmart! Louis Armstrong ~ It Takes Time / Dick Powell in "The Singing Marine" ~ You Can't Run Away From Love Tonight) And if that doesn't help, maybe trying the more expensive Zanfel, or possibly Mean Green, will bring about better results, except it seems that the latter must be ordered online...

Nature lesson: Be incredibly wary of "dead" pale twigs near trees (even ones without leaves!)

Example with leaves:

http://www.castrovilleccp.org/ManzanitaPark/poisonoak.htm

Different example (but do I see a few leaves on it?):

 "On the bright side, we have now proved that the resin of poison ivy stays around even when it is winter and seems to be dead. That’s what real scientists do, try to prove things."  From http://theschoolhouseontheprairie.wordpress.com/tag/poison-ivy/



Otherwise, you may lose hours of sleep and work and peace of mind, and it will suck.

Saturday, March 08, 2014

moon craters

a walk tonight ended in viewing some moon craters and stripes on jupiter through a telescope...texted a neighbor and they came out to talk for a while...and then the end-end of the walk was all cool wind, high sky, and very tall buildings (especially one lofty, white church building)

Friday, March 07, 2014

champagne wishes and caviar dreams

Of one who still walks the earth...sometimes with burning skin and body anxiety...

http://www.drweil.com/drw/u/ART02773/poison-oak.html

https://www.coveredca.com/events/

~~~~~

oh, what's a good "walk off the earth" song for now....

karma police? magic?

Simply meant

Langston Hughes: I loved my friend


I loved my friend
He went away from me
There's nothing more to say
The poem ends,
Soft as it began-
I loved my friend.

http://tiltingourheadsup.blogspot.com/2013/01/langston-hughes-i-loved-my-friend.html

such weather

This morning, in the course of sporadically checking FB, I noticed that once again, one of my friends has shocked me by having the nerve to die after a long illness (muscular dystrophy.) We used to be in a writing group together. Also, we met through a church. Sigh. Okay, girls who wanted to talk to me about the lord. My friend also gave me two gifts: The Wishbone Galaxy and Clan Apis. Sadly, I think I must have put the latter in the pile to be donated when I moved across the country. (why? why? why? why?) However, I can at least find another copy of it in the library. I still have the other one (a slender volume, very easy to pack.) The first poem in it begins: "All the hair of your life comes back to you" and ends with "the thorns, the drunkenness, the choking hairballs..."

http://senorparrot.com/blog/2010/09/01/review-clan-apis-by-jay-hosler/

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In Wishbone, I found a note to myself about what my friend said to me when he gave me this book. He said that the poet reminded him of me. "He said she/her poems are like scattered energy that settles down." Also, he asked me if I was Jewish, because she is. That again! Actually, I think my sister said she found one Jewish ancestor on our mother's side when she traced the family tree. So if her research was correct, then maybe, if you count one person from about a thousand years ago...

Thursday, March 06, 2014

Portraits in music videos

a) High School Lover 
b) Let's Go

I think I clicked on the 2nd one because from a distance, the girl kind of reminded me of the actress in Napoleon Dynamite.

2 girls

Today's disconcerting moment: found myself lying on some grass under a tree, paging through an impulse-checkout (Redeployment.) Two girls came over and, in a friendly and not entirely offputting way, asked my name & introduced themselves to me. Then they asked if they could sit down and talk to me. I said, I don't know, is this about religion? I said I was not interested in talking about religion. And they said, actually, we're not so into religion ourselves, but we would like to talk about the lord. But I said I didn't want to, and they said "fair enough," and left. We wished each other a good day. I felt a little unsettled, as if I'd been rude, even though they came up to me and interrupted my reading. Would an interesting conversation have been possible? "What do you think of the goddess?" Or they might've had their own interesting perspectives on "the lord." Maybe I should have... However, I was not at church. I was reading a book about war, written by a veteran. The juxtaposition was a little too weird. Which is, of course, why I'm thinking about it now...

another earthly way to be aware of skin...

Dear "urushiol" (?) ~ you've provided this week's most sleep-depriving torments, and now it's time for your side effects to freaking go away.

"Poison oak and poison ivy do not spare age, sex, race or economic status. Each year thousands of people are afflicted with moderate to severe dermatitis from touching the foliage of these plants. Poison oak and poison ivy account for an estimated ten percent of lost work time in the U. S. Forest Service. In fact, hundreds of fire fighters who battle summer and fall blazes in California's coastal ranges are so severely affected that they are unable to work. People who breathe in the smoke and soot may develop serious inflammation of respiratory mucous membranes. Because of the serious economic impact due to lost employment time, poison oak "injuries" are covered by Workers' Compensation Insurance in California. The monetary cost of this affliction is approximately one percent of the state's workers' compensation budget (Epstein, 1994)."

Hmmm. "...drops its leaves during the winter months....trailblazing through a patch of the bare stems could result in a painful rash."


"it can occur from 5 hours to 15 days after touching the plant.1" who knew?

"Indirect contact with urushiol can also cause the rash. This may happen when you touch clothing, pet fur, sporting gear, gardening tools, or other objects that have come in contact with one of these plants"

http://www.webmd.com/allergies/tc/poison-ivy-oak-or-sumac-topic-overview

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At least it's probably not a flesh-eating thing--first doc was quite rushed, leaving awfuller visions of skin catastrophes dancing in the head as symptoms worsened in the following days--props to the comparatively chatty female doc who bothered to explain the cause was probably a poisonous plant!

Free time tomorrow to be dedicated to whatever the hell is going on with health insurance.

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"Poison oak urushiol causes a complicated delayed allergic reaction with the body's immune system. It is technically classified as a cell-mediated immune response and the "peak misery" may not appear until days or weeks later. It is quite different from the primary irritants of nettle and euphorbias, the effects of which are immediate."

No kidding!

Slightly obsessed.  

Tuesday, March 04, 2014

Sunday, March 02, 2014

how many times

I've never surfed, but it's possible that I may never tire of watching this surf video...

Maybe I'll be more athletic in the next life.

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