The cat is having so much fun by experiencing a little change in her environment and exploring that she only wanted to eat a little bit of the treat, and well, she doesn't seem to want the rest of it because she's having too much fun exploring.
I brought her back in. She did try to jump out of the car but I put her back in the carrier. She doesn't seem too mad. She's curled up by me. I guess we're listening to music and stuff!
This was good with a little triangle of chocolate, melted on top of it in the last 2 minutes of baking.
[NEW] Limited March 2026 Product Trader Joe's Cannelés
https://www.reddit.com/r/traderjoes/s/DGr9m5zCJc
My cat gets a treat too. She's exploring the car. Just the car by itself. She was supposed to be a cat that was trained to be good on a leash but unfortunately... Some of us were not disciplined enough... However, I have seen the cat whisperers online and I am inspired/ using their techniques.
Honestly, I think she's having a lot of fun exploring the car. I think this was exactly the right thing to do. Oh there's other cats outside and she gets to spy on them! She has a better view than she normally does.
"The one question I could not figure out while making this..."
Asta Darling
"Part 25 | #traindreams"
JJ
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThEsNAK7/
"A Comprehensive Guide to Understanding 'Stalker' (1979)"
https://www.reddit.com/r/TrueFilm/s/k1qQ1gSciT
It's hard to know which films to actually watch and which ones to just read about sometimes.
Still the best part of yoga!
Especially after your lower back was really mad.
I feel kind of bad for people who have built up their entire lives and ethos around a charismatic individual.
https://chavezfoundation.org/about-cesar-chavez/
Anyways I went to a yoga class for the first time in ages and at the end of it the instructor kept saying "Why do I want to call you Amy" so then I remembered there was these twins (a boy and a girl) that my Grandma invited over and I feel like their names were Mitch and Amy, but that was also the name of some twins in a Beverly Cleary book, so I can't tell if that is a correct memory, and then I decide to type in "Mitch and Amy Michigan" and Amy Mitchell is apparently a doctor in Petoskey / Boyne City.
"Cesar Chavez, a Civil Rights Icon..."
https://www.nytimes.com/2026/03/18/us/cesar-chavez-sexual-abuse-allegations-ufw.html
(Also, so horrified by how he mixed it up with his healing therapy, too. Potentially ruining ruining any of the benefits of that kind of healing therapy for her. For years. Maybe for the whole rest of her life. And then on top of that, he got celebrated as a beacon of civil rights.)
"Cesar Chavez allegedly raped teen girl: report"
https://nypost.com/2026/03/18/us-news/cesar-chavez-allegedly-raped-teen-girl-report/
"Cesar Chavez abused girls, raped fellow labor icon Dolores Huerta, newspaper investigation finds"
https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/cesar-chavez-raped-girls-fellow-144252270.html
Just had an invigorating and stressful conversation about "gray areas."
"why do people find neil degrasse tyson annoying :"
https://www.reddit.com/r/Gifted/comments/1hv2xef/why_do_people_find_neil_degrasse_tyson_annoying/
"US civil rights leader Dolores Huerta accuses Cesar Chavez of sexual assault"| Reuters
"For those of you girls that grew up having a brother..."
cathy.fergusonhaney
X: Do you relate to any of these?
Y: I mean there was probably some s*** I did. Not the same thing as anything in those videos, but there was probably some s*** I did.
(Laughed at the green slime attacking a notebook page and at the guy flipping off people from the doorway.)
"The Original McDonald's: A Museum in San Bernardino" - California Through My Lens
https://californiathroughmylens.com/original-mcdonalds-museum-san-bernardino/
An extra birthday party on certain summer vacations in Michigan (to go along with my sister's birthday)...
Grimes - "Vanessa (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=2-aWEYezEMk&si=5SYSykpsV-rc6Exq
Grimes - "Flesh without Blood/Life in the Vivid Dream"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Tv9YoYCKNoE&si=94Npu5ZINi84HfgO
Grimes - "Dream Fortress (Official music video)"
*shrug*
Grimes - "Oblivion"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=JtH68PJIQLE&si=rTNx3A9KatccPWW-
Grimes - "Artificial Angels"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=tvGnYM14-1A&si=jH-v7n-HolA7peDg
Grimes - 'Kill V. Maim"
Anyways, I think the chewing on skirts era is probably almost entirely over, but it's very new.
Didn't start chewing on skirts until perimenopause, after finding out who what's his name was, after
(Why would that trigger such a response? And why did it keep on going for years and years when other things triggered it?)
Yeah, I guess the younger self has been educated.
Also, as I got older, I started to feel bad for the older women who had to live with Anne Frank sometimes. She was quite judgey!
They lived in tight quarters.
None of them were chewing on their clothes. I guess that's a good thing.
"Waffles being as sweet as his name! #cats #shorts"
https://youtube.com/shorts/ACwCvUhptRQ?si=OhWv5oEuLOgC_Ny1
That video got 1.2k likes and 52 comments.
Isn't it weird that people can just make stuff and post it and have an audience of over a thousand people like it?
I forget about how weird that is, but it is, you know, because that never used to happen.
Sometimes you're probably going to end up doing things totally opposite of how they were doing them.
"Simone de Beauvoir's 'remarkable' letters to Violette Leduc"
They might end up doing things totally opposite, too, if they reincarnated.
Here I lay for hours, feeling relatively peaceful, and then I got interested in a song, and that was followed by some thoughts, and then I posted something about how I was interested in those thoughts, and now I have an kvetchy uterus again.
What the hell. How quiet am I supposed to be. This is what happens when some women's minds and bodies get too out of sync. Creativity becomes a painful process, and that's sad.
Or perhaps it's better (from the perspective of the owner of this body) to say, okay, well now we know this needs attention. Let's figure out what we're going to learn from that. Yes, that's probably better.
Siouxsie and The Banshees -- "Kiss Them For Me"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Ij6mFkZU8T4&si=6TEz4hKipLT4a2yD
Because once it was playing like very soft background music in my head after I had a healing session. I felt like I needed to heal from some stuff which was making me think of guys in the woods participating in the French resistance or similar types of activities. And maybe I was also thinking a little bit about that one French writer who sold things on the black market to make money during the war.
"Violette" | Film Review | Spirituality & Practice
https://www.spiritualityandpractice.com/films/reviews/view/26376/violette
"Violette Leduc: the great French feminist writer we need to remember" | Books | The Guardian
"Perth Girls" // Abbe May
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Iq0yBgHlW6s&si=FCrtiv0QPay0sNPz
"Design Desire" )) Abbe May
I have a very bad pain in my universe again. Well, I meant to say uterus. It's like I just have to survive and be enough.
I could turn into one of those practice makes perfect people. I could be a glass half full.
I guess I scattered my energy too much. Now I will get back in order with myself. They almost never say, when you read a book about something tragic happening, that scattered energy is the culprit, do they? I managed to get a few things accomplished with my scattered energy, but I was having a terrible time for at least half of it, and a mediocre time for the other half. Now it's better because I've named the problem, which is that I don't do well when I get my energy too scattered around because I've gotten too distracted by too many things going on. I don't know how much anxiety has to do with this, and fear of the unknown. Perhaps the higher self was like: "Oh, today is actually a good day to get a little bit scattered and fall to pieces, just a little bit. It's better if you do it today than if you did it another day."
And maybe that's interesting information. And maybe you should be more concerned about migrants and children being locked away in detention centers. Because you are a part of society. And if more people in society had the ability to be concerned about migrants and children being locked away in detention centers paid for by the dollars being taken from the American taxpayers, maybe it wouldn't be happening to other people's children anymore, like some nightmare being repeated from some other nightmarish time. Why isn't the brain more interested in that?
"You only live one life." Yes, you only live one unique life in this body, but my body seemed to have been designed to believe our spirits can live multiple lives. And in other cultures, that's considered normal.
Why not? Why not have more acceptance of the grandmotherly men as well, while you're at it?
Anyways, nothing is perfect and people who don't do things in a traditional way will probably make lots of mistakes. I guess time will tell if more people think the traditional ways really were better in the long run for everybody.
Meaning, were those traditional ways actually healthy for society overall and not just a stop gap measure for some people to temporarily get by as best as people around them could see fit at that time.
Keep in mind that traditional ways used to mean that I would have to be somebody's property and I couldn't vote. And I certainly couldn't keep the same name I was born with. And I would have to wear specific regalia that showed whose property I was. All of the time. Not just as a temporary, fun playful thing. No, property all of the time. Property of somebody else, all of the f****** time.
Can you give yourself a day off from being someone else's property??? What about cosplaying as somebody else's property???
Some traditional heterosexual parents were trained to act like hero-worshipping a rich dad who's a rapist is their favorite thing, better than Jesus. Maybe they had some very cruel granddaddies, who didn't treat the women and children well back when all the women and children were seen as the property of the men, and they still can't quite come to terms with that, so that's why a rich rapist daddy who is the most applauded by Patriarchal Culture in the modern era still appeals to them so much?
Traditional patriarchal heterosexual parenting also traditionally makes a lot of excuses for rape culture. It kind of makes you wonder why they still feel like they have to do that, sometimes. Painful stuff.
It's Patriarchal. I don't think a child-centric Society would be locking away a bunch of migrant children in detention centers right now. The way the patriarchal sexual assault nightmare people are running things is not good for children.
"All children should only have one He - Man - Father and one She - Woman - Mother. Anything else is blasphemy! And they should all just carry the one He-Man Father's name, because they're all his Property. That's the one and only Healthy Way!"
"Björk and Rosalía..."
tetyanawrites
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVWr5ydidX6/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I wish dogs could be immortal"
tetyanawrites
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV_WSGGkWSf/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Because many people who end up having children simply cannot live up to the standards that Patriarchal Society places on parents. And if they seem like they do and they're faking it, that's f***** up too.
"I bet her relationship is really based on lots of rules about strict gender roles too."
Reaction to a woman who made a video talking about how the lifestyles she finds very distasteful and unhealthy are obviously very unhealthy and distasteful for everybody. Obviously, everybody in the comments agreed with her. Also, she had big boobs and wore a very tight shirt and a lot of the comments were about her chest.
Some of the modern parents' content are making me think Society would progress faster if some dads were more like moms and if some moms were more like dads and that's a lot to process right now.
"did you know that celebrities are false oracles?"
maryisalien
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV_yrc_CVHT/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I only watched a little bit of it before I wanted to get up and look for something buried in the closet. Then I got a surprise when I found that the content of these tapes that my mom and probably some of her friends used to listen to (I somehow got possession of them) are online now for purchase.
"EM Audio 3"
https://earth-mission.info/em_audio_3.html
Sometimes I listened to them too, as a kid. I wonder, if I put the old cassette tapes in the ancient sound system from the '90s, if they would work...
"Decoding the Languages and Saints of Rosalía’s Lux"
Sophia_SmithGaler
"Rosalía’s ‘LUX’ Explained"
Switched-On-Pop
https://youtube.com/watch?v=OHP7KE3vsWw&si=5SatcDJKu7smWn3T
Caroline Shaw, Roomful of Teeth, Partita for Eight Voices
For my next small spring cleaning project:
"Rosalía’s ‘LUX’ Explained"
Switched-On-Pop
"Opera is super cool"
tetyanawrites
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVq2vi1DoAS/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"You're gonna to want to stay till the end"
marcbosa_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVnnUvjjYi-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I went out for some St Patrick's Day donuts and as I carried the box out I swear a car revved at me and made a noisy getaway, and I was like what, are they mad, but then, eh, probably just being too self-conscious.
Lots of things will be better!
"An old repost..."
keara graves
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTqxexmjrYj/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I just got that nice, bubbly, relaxing in a Jacuzzi feeling. Totally out of the blue! That was really nice. Ahhhh...🫧🛀🏼💆🏼♀️
"5 Chain Restaurants With the Best Fried Fish and Macaroni and Cheese"
https://www.eatthis.com/chain-restaurants-fried-fish-macaroni-cheese/
Does the Cosmic Mother think that in the long run, my content is more interesting and a better contribution to the evolution of our society if I don't lose too much weight? Or certainly, it's supposed to be better for your health and your gallbladder if you don't lose it too fast.
"It’s so delicious! This roasted Cabbage Melts Like Butter!"
@DeliciousVeganVictor
I feel like I should eat a beef burger with onions for breakfast.
Actually, there's a Greek place nearby that does a burger with gyro meat piled on it and it's been an extremely long time since I've tried that, but...
It's a very dense sandwich. It's a lot. Maybe I could split it. Like, either with a person, or eat a portion earlier, and then a portion later.
And have a really nice salad.
That sounds kind of good, actually.
Well, maybe I should do that.
I should probably eat some sort of potatoes because it's a fun happy Irish holiday.
The world is filled with people who are simply dying to improve their creative collaboration skills.
This was a good day for the ancestors, huh? Plenty of potatoes.
"#1940scooking #1940sfood #ww2rationing #ww2recipes"
@1940scooking
https://youtube.com/shorts/2_tn-ebYI0s?si=vEPnlPTmnYz4xPYM
No concentration camp, no starvation, no rape, no cessation of menstrual periods...
Post all those videos online about how beautiful the menstrual blood looks under the microscope!
Sleepless - "Antony for Cleopatra"
https://youtu.be/MSmclZ7gouU?si=n7Zn78XXOkhz5Sfd
Even the men are posting videos about the menstrual blood nowadays!
Flume - "Sleepless feat. Jezzabell Doran"
Next time you keep waking up multiple times on account of Heavy Flo, you can think about that.I'm not sure which kinds of women you're thinking Conan will be skillfully mentoring, but anyways, it's great to truly experience the really heavy flow.
Heavy Flo is here to lend a helping hand.
I've woken up several times now. Pray for my period to lighten! I like lighter periods. They're more fun. And I had a dream where there was like a thing they might do nowadays where the girls in an apartment were hinting to offer to make tea in case somebody needed to be saved from somebody else, and it was like, nobody needs saving, all right. Nobody needs saving. The tea is good though. Maybe people want tea.
Sensitive people might suffer more, but they also get to experience more nuances and sometimes I think they literally feel more sensations, too, and they can experience more surprises. It's like, even lying by yourself in bed and then suddenly being sensitive about something that's unfolding can be an engrossing experience. But then sometimes, when sensitive people get overwhelmed, they feel like they have to rest more and be by themselves to get more centered and grounded.
For the purpose of our social evolution, I will admit I kind of feel like pretending I'm unacceptable as long as I give in to a bag of Doritos that gets brought home after a grocery run is kind of a safe space, but it's certainly not the optimal safe space. And also, it's not entirely pretending when society just expects women to be smaller and skinnier. I mean, I certainly have had to pay attention to this stuff my whole life. You know, I actually have a memory of living, or of visiting, rather, Michigan, and seeing some commercial on TV for Pringles and there was a bunch of skinny girls running around on the farm and they were all so happy to be eating their Pringles together and I was filled with despair because I was like, I'm never going to be that skinny, and I'm still going to want to eat the Pringles. And I don't understand, how come they get to eat the Pringles and be skinny? But then it was kind of weird because I got a little bit more skinny, for a little while, a few years later. Oh I think I found the commercial.
"1989 - Pringles Corn Crisps - Fever Reliever Commercial"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=WBTuBbT_b9U&si=Oe9fHNE9qOS_rmUS
There's a guy too. I actually forgot all about the guy. Is that just one guy and a bunch of girls?
Clouds are about five times pinker out there than they look.
I'm staying in and I'm not doing Doordash because I have negotiated a grocery store run in several hours before the store closes.
Flume - "Sleepless feat. Jezzabell Doran"
I think it's possible I'm experiencing part of what it's like when toxic masculinity and patriarchal programming starts to die out and you're in the body of a woman.
Big Data - "Dangerous (feat. Joywave)"
truthserum2000
Maybe I got wiped out by how I was feeling because I was trained to ignore how I was feeling until the feeling gets overwhelming. The cat does not do that. The cat is incredibly content at this time.
I feel like my cat put her needs first by asking me to feed her but also now acts like she appreciates me and she loves me a lot.
"BeSimply...Stand UP. Takers Step Back. {Sol + Luna Full Moon 1 + 12}"
besimplylove
Humans have gotten really out of touch with nature. It's complete arrogance. Humans wouldn't even be here without nature.
Boys need to be trained to not be like that. Most boys did not have access to the right training when it comes to how to treat other humans in this life. Honestly, a lot of girls and women are also kind of trained to be assholes by the patriarchy too. Bragging about how they never get cramps? Some moms were actually like that. Well my mom wasn't but other moms were. Get out of my face. It's not going to be so valued in the future to be such a jerk to your fellow human beings.
As if it required Herculean effort, I made a cup of bone broth, boiled water for both tea and raspberry leaf infusion, swallowed B12 boron and bee pollen, and fed the cat, and I feel smacked in the face by life's busy-ness and a lack of empathy right now because I have extreme sensitivity going on. I feel like I've died today. It's fine. I can get reborn. Maybe I can just take a nap and wake up and have enough supplies left to either go to the store or else I really will use Doordash. I just have to face up to my reality for today.
Times like this make me think I don't even know myself at all.
I guess the menstrual period is king. I'm suddenly wiped out, running low on supplies, and can't believe I'm considering DDing this stuff now.
The Growlers - "Monotonia" (Official Video)
Pretenders – "My City Was Gone (Lyrics)"
For embarrassment of the eight year olds. Like when I was a child and I made two toy horses kiss for the first time and one boy told the other about it and maybe they were just delighted to make fun of it. So embarrassing! (That was at a nice house in the Catskills, or else it was in some mountainous area that I thought was the Catskills.) And when the boys were crying for some reason and their fathers (military guys) would get embarrassed and yell at them. But I was allowed to cry more than them because I was a girl. That was so embarrassing, too. Well maybe that was around Storm King. That probably makes more sense. The game farm was in the Catskills. Storm King has vistas of the Catskills.
"Our Cats Are Like Our Children, So My Husband And I Made A Decision That May Shock Some People"| HuffPost
https://www.huffpost.com/entry/estate-planning-pet-trust-cat-guardian_n_6998b676e4b0ab1f9f473bac
If, by a miracle, I go back to That Place ever again.
"How have you been feeling?"
saratibbers
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVG7SnMCIWM/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Better in the uterus. (Much.)
Hole - "Violet"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=cH_rfGBwamc&si=pODLDqCjDvUpdLKw
"La Traviata, Act 1: 'Sempre libera' (Violetta, Alfredo)"
@MariaCallasOfficial
Passing ginormous blood clots for days after getting the vaccines! It reminded me of a very anemic time. I wonder how many years it will take before they know why that happened to some people?
"Data Bias in a World Designed For Men"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
https://youtube.com/watch?v=WVA3GE0wJag&si=yMxA5f8bXKOT1f4_
🎶🎶🎶
"Data Bias in a World Designed For Men"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
(In response to people who could be tempted to think things like, "You're just jealous" or "This is a schtick / gimmick" ...)
That's an interesting point of view to consider.
However.
Have you also considered these...
"Well, you may think I'm just jealous, but now I think 'You're just incurious.'"
"You're just not as interested in more kinds of people getting seen on a larger scale."
"...more satisfied with conventional standards."
"...not very open to alternative viewpoints."
"...not very sensitive when it comes to this particular topic."
"...being resistant to considering a more feminist point of view."
"...falling back on your anti-inclusivity programming."
"...being too obstinate to care about others' experiences."
"... relying on a very limited patriarchal perspective when it comes to health and humanity."
"...being activated to to perpetuate old patterns rather than create new ones."
"... acting resistant to this new information that you don't want to consider."
"...threatened by a hint of knowledge that indicates you might still not know very much about some things."
"...being too stubborn to see that it might be important to include perspectives that you previously were encouraged to diminish or discount."
"...on the edge of considering other points of view, but you're acting like you're not quite ready for it yet. Give it a little more time!"
So to start, and not get overwhelmed, there will be tasks on lists and these categories:
1) junk drawer
a) keep if you use it daily, weekly or monthly
b) trash if you want to throw it away completely
c) donate
d) wait and see
That was a good idea, because there's somebody who made a video about having a "Wait and see" bin.
"Declutter Backwards (It’s So Much Easier)"
TheMinimalMom
https://youtube.com/watch?v=EY_INW-VktQ&si=Qg9_uDc5UQfntXeG
Wait and see if you do one junk drawer, or more than one drawer, or several drawers and some shelves, or some drawers and some shelves and some other stuff in cabinets.
This body has a lot of heaviness when it sheds the uterine lining. And there's so many other bodies doing the same, all across the land, throughout the region, around the world...
"Data Bias in a World Designed For Men"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
What should you do if your body wants you to exercise in the morning but you want to stay inside?
I was wondering about that after seeing the video of the evening exercise - at - home routine where the woman lit candles and making exercise into more of a dark, soft, nurturing, self-care experience...
"They convinced us it needed to happen..."
merwitte
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVzo-SmjOEx/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
But now it's all bright, and it can't be dark, and it's also cold outside!
What should you do if your body wants to exercise indoors in the morning, and you don't want it to be so much like this:
Pissed Jeans - "The Bar Is Low [OFFICIAL VIDEO]"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=9i7aBnoaYPQ&si=J6LEoSbq3nfwoQag
Well, what if you want to do calisthenics along to a video that you still find funny? What's funny right now? I think this one is funny.
"New Girlfriend" - SNL
https://youtube.com/watch?v=0EqINqnEa-Y&si=5jZhe1sJONJXd7zf,
Why do I still think this is so funny?
Well, maybe sometimes this is how I wish my animus and my other animus would act if my inner 19-year-old ever ran into another VMI guy at a mixer who liked my peasant girl dress and said it reminded him of some of the stuff that he liked to see women wear, and yet, according to him, in the presence of the other military guys, he wouldn't wear his ancestral kilt. This was back in the 1990s.
I guess I still find that to be really funny.
And the flight in the yellow plane was interesting.
I found a picture of a plane my sister and I saw flying over a park I like to go to when she was visiting.
Does the woman in this film have any friends or family?
Also, rural women used to earn money in various ways. Selling eggs. Sewing.
What a biologically significant time to take in the cinema. Can I learn anything about women of another century's handling of their monthly courses?
Higher Powers decided I'm supposed to watch a movie tonight. I'm sure it'll be fine.
I don't know if you think it could happen in this life or the next life, but it might be fun if some people's parents came back as some other people's little kids. So anyways...That's so much responsibility! Maybe just put that thought on hold; that's on the shelf for now. Probably the next life. Probably that's when that sort of thing would start happening. More often.
"Size Doesn't Matter" | Emily Catalano | Stand Up Comedy
@DontTellComedy
Violet themes 💜
"La Traviata, Act 1: 'Sempre libera' (Violetta, Alfredo)"
@MariaCallasOfficial
https://youtube.com/watch?v=G998NTg_JwI&si=re9xvupHU9CJP8OW
Hole - "Violet"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=cH_rfGBwamc&si=pODLDqCjDvUpdLKw
Well, I got reminded that I feel like both an extremely diluted ancestry on one side, and something left over from previous lifetimes (probably even more so), makes me want to see more Native American characters in the films that feature nature.
Apparently, now we might want to watch "Train Dreams" over here??? I might have to look at the trailer again and see if I still feel like screaming. Or not.
"They convinced us it needed to happen..."
merwitte
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVzo-SmjOEx/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Prickly pear Mexican soda with pomegranate seeds in it.
Or make this?
"Agua de Jamaica (Iced Hibiscus Tea) Recipe"
https://www.allrecipes.com/recipe/214366/agua-de-jamaica-hibiscus-water/
And use the piloncilo, which has looked tempting to buy in the store before.
"There's a difference between a calorie deficit and a nutrient deficiency"
djget_loa
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV3slX0EX2_/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Mr. Zebra, music by Tori Amos, paintings by Glorinda Marie"
glorinda37
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFoRKfqP_t1/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Dust in the Wind..."
glorinda37
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSBlkJ2jpid/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Doin Time, music by Sublime
paintings by Glorinda Marie"
glorinda37
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLA5lljCBOJ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"'Glitsky, paintings..."
glorinda37
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOkgH8Uiubs/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Untitled (woman on underwater steps). Artist: Jane Fisher"
archaeologyart
https://www.instagram.com/p/DPAHZGeDMWM/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
How many days left for this lifetime? I'm sleeping with two heating pads because I have chills, but glad my uterus is not cramping. I have a rough pebble right front tooth now and on the other side, my nose hurts. It's time for a Sunday afternoon nap after a Sunday afternoon nap. Siesta number one; siesta number two.
Parties on yachts on one side of the coin.
Shuffling around in a low wage position on the other side of the coin.
What do I sometimes wonder? Well, I wonder if some of the more artistic people went to parties on yachts while I was performing the duties of my low-wage positions. Like, was it the kind of thing where they got to partake of an exciting lifestyle, yet at the end of the evening, their hearts were hollow, so then they had to become more spiritual? And in the meantime, some of us were shuffling around at the bottom. How strange. I wonder why it seems this way?
I guess God likes it when people take a little time and space to grow and learn to take better care of themselves.
I have a weird little mini crisis happening again because after I ate taquitos, the back of the temporary crown feels too rough, so something probably came off the back of it.
Also I guess more people are just going to have to figure out how to be better to girls and women based on their characters and not be so focused on their looks, or how much some egos are being catered to.
Everything's in a developmental phase.
"Joseph Marr from Berlin turns sugar into stunning sculptures"
u/ButterSaltBiscuit
All the fashion policing was always about women's clothing, wasn't it!
"Patriarchy & the Music Industry"
"We weren't just hurt by the system. We were rewarded for surviving it."
Kat | The Unpackologist™
Their idea of fun is pretty weird, huh?
"newheightshow 'We're going to hold you to this' @teamcoco"
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVzBJkZksxK/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
So we'll just continue try to figure out why that happened after all the baby teeth fell out. And we'll also figure out when more people want to start having much higher standards for coaches.
"I Wanna Be a Dad | Elle Orlando | Stand Up Comedy"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Z9MPVlmlqq8&si=Vegz1L5gPflddprK
"Inside Amy Schumer - Football Town Nights (ft. Josh Charles)"
It's unbelievable how much anger or rage a girl or a woman can appear to provoke in a Patriarchal man just by opening her mouth and having a different opinion. All kinds of violence starts to break out. Physical violence, losing it, rages, screaming. And that's how the culture trained the Patriarchal men to react. The Patriarchal culture trained them to inflict violence on girls and women just because of some words coming out and not being sweet enough for their liking.
It's nuts. It's ridiculous.
A lot of the men were not okay in the past.
Some of them are still not okay.
This cult-ure is still very insensitive towards survivors of trauma. People are becoming more open and communicative now than they used to be, but I really think that there's such a long ways to go still.
Anyways past things have passed so now we know more than we used to. We know who doesn't feel like being particularly sensitive and romantic (and has blatantly said so) but is steady and open-minded and amusing and can be very good company. We know who likes to have a simpler life and who already has a more complicated one. We know who likes to play video games the most, but can also enjoy spending more time out in nature.
Muscles can get a hold of very weird information sometimes. For example, if you're a sensitive person, you might go to a sweet person who's a body worker, but not knowing that the sweet person is in a bad relationship and is in denial about it. Something happens in the session and afterwards you have some of the worst pain you've ever experienced and you immediately have to go to a chiropractor the next day and get a lot of special treatment on it. But since you know this is a sweet person and you are not skilled at communicating sometimes and also at the time you were unaware that their partner was being sinister or cheating on them with escorts...There was a lot of suffering that happened in between that session and that chiropractic treatment. Now you shouldn't hold on to it, but you will never forget the memory of that time. (Agony.)
"Your Cat Is Apologizing (You Just Don't Realize It)"
Meowtopia-k8z
"I'm a skinny blond Catholic girl cereal box prize" is a concept that's been designed to be the most attractive to the white men in this society.
It will be so interesting to see when curiosity and a desire to grow and learn will win out over the other patterns.
Woke up and wanted to say divine cosmic mother stuff is happening. Just expecting better, listening...
Cultural norms can be too crushing. All the tears from unresolved childhood pain come to the surface. Staring at a rock wall in California echoes staring at rock cliffs in the Catskills. The sensitive people who didn't get very much support (because the Patriarchal Culture really loves ignorance) don't need to be around insensitive ones. Imagine if the culture began sufficiently acknowledging more people though.
Lots of people wouldn't have their creative and financial lives lined up the way they do right now without the existence of someone's mother.
I became a girl who got access to an album and later I figured out I wanted to listen to it again when I didn't know what to do.
Hair - "Walking in Space (1979)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7jO99LxBSy8&si=mGmvW_Rn3o1lcWAu
"Walking in Space" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walking_in_Space
Some songs I still don't know about on there.
I think I have some military guy energy around me. It's not just from this lifetime. It's not about the military guy being out on the field. It's more like he's laying on his bed in the barracks staring up at the ceiling and getting some kind of lessons just from being there.
Maybe I'll make a work of art and I'll call it "Feeling like you're failing intensely can still be funny and interesting." The only reason why it feels like you're failing intensely is because you're scrambling your way up to another level of consciousness, but you can't do it as fast as you wish you could. Surely, that must be something that explains a state of needing to change more than you can see how to change in one evening. Or maybe another phrase for it that would work for some people is "learning about cultivating patience."
Got any insights transmuted from God to human mind?
It will be so interesting to find out.
I feel like I have some.
It seems to me that I'm fine with other people being more successful than me and perhaps even prefer it because you know what we can't all be good at talking to the large crowds. I mean I'm sure I could get better at it but I don't have to make it my life mission.
And what else.
I like to learn new things.
And what else.
I like brave people, even if bravery gets very embarrassing sometimes.
And what else.
I get to learn more about the keep on going feeling in this life.
Why do only dads get to make bad, pointless jokes??
"I Wanna Be a Dad | Elle Orlando | Stand Up Comedy"
It's kind of like he's singing a song about a girl who changed her name from the perspective of a girl who didn't?
Belle and Sebastian
"Dress Up In You"| Amager Bio, Copenhagen
14/03/2026
Bonobo - "Cirrus (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=WF34N4gJAKE&si=3hIeel7LZofMPvj1
Amazing Grace, la la la la, was blind but now I see, until I find out I was blind about something else, and then I see something else new again, and it just keeps going on like that, continuously...
Brain: "You know what would be fun..."
Uterus: "Choose again!"
Brain: " I think it would be fun making you feel nice and warm and cozy."
Uterus: "We will see..."
"HOW TO MAKE SIMPLE SCONES..."
rajivsurendra
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZJjbwPAHBd4&si=-mo45jWZ14XniYEM
I wonder why experiencing a certain kind of female body has to feel so punitive when you're living in a patriarchal society sometimes.
When I didn't have cramps (but I probably still had imbalances and issues) I think I gained more weight because pain was not keeping me in check when I consumed food in ways that were not optimal for health.
Now I have to make lifestyle changes again.
I mean, I've seen other people in other kinds of bodies consume food in ways that are not optimal for health too, but they don't seem to experience the same kinds of consequences.
Today I learned that there's something called mefenamic acid.
"Welcome back to 'anyone can do this'"
coachjohnnoel
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVtW9mNETgQ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It feels weird that I can have such intimate knowledge of this problem and still not know about so many things...
It's almost as if there's forces at work in society that are trying to keep the knowledge away...
Yes, it feels that way.
I'm feeling pained, crippled and maimed every time cramps come back, and these cramps had been not here for so long. I thought they were done with. It was nice to go for months and months and months without any cramps. It didn't fix everything but it was kind of cool.
beabadoobee - "All I Did Was Dream Of You (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=qV91x2YT9zI&si=1yon5k839SB73yU8
Rhymes with, "Now buy more clothes and my perfume..." 😹The cat's going to stare at you like you're a crazy person and assess you for whatever benefits you're going to bring to the cat's world for the day. No, the cat does not make long-term plans. A very live - in -the - moment creature is a cat.
People might need to consider what happens when self-immolation becomes attractive or desirable or intoxicating or like it's what God wants you to do. Sometimes people probably need to develop skills in order to handle certain situations better. Actually, it just might be very basic communication skills, that's all? Is your mind online? Is your higher mind going to help you if your mind is not online? Are you capable of listening? Are you going to be in flow and harmony? Are you going to do good work and help yourself?
Really think they should study temporary pain dulling effects because after cramps and then feeling better and then going to a Pilates class at the beginning of the class I didn't seem to feel pain as much as other people. It only lasted about for the first 10 minutes of class though. (No meds. Unless you count rubbing black currant seed oil into the skin as medicine.)
People aren't designed to have the top tier intoxicating experiences 24/7. It just happens once in awhile.
When you're starting to expect more. In an alternative reality.
For some reason I'm thinking about guys working on cars.
Don't you want your car to be in the best condition.
"Patriarchy & the Music Industry"
breakingdownpatriarchy
https://youtube.com/watch?v=6kX_uuZvyG8&si=mBl34-qTOC_y6tEG
The potholder is THE STAR. 🌠
Qveen Herby - "Sugar Daddy"
"You Can Call Me Al"
Paul Simon
https://youtube.com/watch?v=PKvh-kIy7B0&si=MDV7BZLNFUR86dvg
Rrrrrrrrr!
Tori Amos - "Don't Look Back in Anger (Oasis Cover)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=osArZ-zCJdg&si=yH2f5amAAjMVkz_b
Creative and even more ridiculous measures are called for?
I thought that the cramps were done because I didn't have any for almost all of yesterday but now they're back. I feel really mad at myself. I had an ice cream soda and I think it was bad for me?
I'm sick of it. I don't want these anymore! Maybe Lady g should sing, "I don't want to have cramps. I don't want to have cramps." Why not???
During The Walking Meditation.
Cut Chemist - "The Garden Live with the Seattle Symphony"
I tried out group meditation for the first time in many years and it was more painful and stressful than I expected. There were lots of very specific instructions and the guy in charge wore robes and regalia.
It made me miss the lighter touch of women who led meditation sessions when I was younger. One was from a town in northern Michigan (where was it? Maybe Cheboygan) at school in Binghamton. In Virginia, there was a pregnant woman I really liked who led donation-based meditation sessions at a yoga studio.
Anyways, it was just a reminder that I don't relax so well around controlling men. Even if they have good intentions. My body really tenses up. But there was another woman there who's been there several times. She seemed relaxed enough. So it's clearly not everybody's problem. It's my issue, I guess.
It was by far the most regimented meditation class I've been to. So maybe I just haven't been to a lot of traditional ones.
When I switched from sitting on cushions to sitting on a chair (I had back pain) after a break from sitting and a walking meditation I was instructed to put the chair over the cushions, which were next to the instructor. So we didn't have the cushions in between us, which is what I would have liked.
I felt like I was being made to sit next to the instructor so I could be assessed.
It was tense. I had not some very not harmonious thoughts, especially as the tension in my back intensified and crept upward.
Oh and then I was going to relax in the chair and immediately the instruction was try to sit forward, sit up straight. This wasn't helping my back muscle tension at all! And since he wasn't interested, I didn't feel like saying I can't because of the back muscle tension. I just did it and then relaxed when everybody's eyes were closed. But it wasn't a great relaxing time. My back still hurt.
At the end of it, we were invited to speak. I was able to mention the back muscle tension and then then somehow his focus went to stories about monks doing things like cutting off their arms and immolating themselves and I prayed menstrual cramps wouldn't start happening. I felt so far away from my water bottle. And my ibuprofen.
But I knew it's not like he expected us to be like those monks or anything. It's just that's where his mind went and I didn't necessarily need my mind to go there with him.
He did seem to know it went a little off track and said, "You'll have to forgive me."
So I was tense, and afterwards I decided, look, I've been pretty good with my eating today. I ate very minimally. I was thinking about Ayurveda. But I'm tense now after my meditation session, so maybe I'll get an ice cream.
And I was going to get the Superman ice cream. Cuz I was thinking about the meditation instructor from Michigan, and that's a Michigan ice cream.
But I knew I didn't want to run into the robed and well-intentioned if he wanted an ice cream, too, so I made sure to walk around the block first. After dialoguing with myself a little more, I decided, sure. Why not just get a small cup of Superman ice cream. I was about to walk into the shop that sold it when I saw the robes. I turned around and went into a different ice cream shop.
And that's where I got this!
I was my own sugar daddy tonight.
A Saranac Shirley Temple ice cream soda. I asked them to substitute Rose honeysuckle ice cream for vanilla. I don't think many men are ordering that, huh? Not that there would be anything wrong with it if they did.
Anyways, it was good for a little while and then it got very sweet. I did finish up all the ice cream but I poured out the rest of the Shirley Temple soda because that much sugar is not necessarily my friend.
But I get to relax at home with my beans and cactus and toasted tortilla now.
The more relaxed meditation instructor could have been from Cheboygan.
"This Ayurveda Expert..."
Masoom Minawala
"Chilacoyote with fresh tender corn"
Obduliah Ag
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTh3hJv5R/
"Macaroni and cheese"
Obduliah Ag
"Let's mix a little bit of yoga in..."
agusregina
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVx6AgbAovo/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Male-centered woman..."
paulainked_
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DV08sZljlHy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I seemingly lost 5 lbs the day after I binged on top tier (IMO) chocolate (perhaps it was water weight?) so I'm not following the app's rules about carbs. But I might just get more interested in nutrition for other reasons. Like being able to appreciate my food and eat more vegetables.
I just realized it's kind of funny that I saw Nine Inch Nails in concert as a teenager, but I didn't see Tori Amos in concert until I was several decades older.
Nine Inch Nails - "The Hand That Feeds" - Kawehi
"God does not ultimately abandon her. Only in recent decades have feminist readers of these texts pointed to the ways in which they reflect and reify violence against women. These texts suggest that women are generally the property of men, and as such, may be controlled, manipulated, and brutalized."
~ Tamar Kamionkowski
"Violence Against Women in the Hebrew Bible | Jewish Women's Archive"
https://jwa.org/encyclopedia/article/violence-against-women-in-the-hebrew-bible
I had eggs and cactus and salsa for lunch and I'm thinking about getting ice cream.
Nirvana - "Rape Me (Live And Loud, Seattle / 1993)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4TsqlT0rfJI&si=0QULgj7O_vUDja3f
I didn't used to like this song very much though. I was so much younger then! Oh also, I guess he wrote it in response to finding out that a girl was raped while the rapist was singing one of their other songs and I didn't know that because there didn't used to be all this information available on the internet so easily.
I guess they love Jesus more than Epstein loved Jesus, and Epstein loved raped girls more than they love raped girls? Yikes! That's super messed up.
Epstein didn't love raped girls.
Jesus.
Has anything they've done indicated to you that they've ever felt compelled to be or were encouraged to be particularly kind to the plethora of raped teenage girls that are out there in the world right now?
I think you have Great Cosmic Mother Deficiency Energy.
Did you ever in your life believe that you, too, could become more prosperous by raping a teenage girl in the eyes of the Lord or in the name of the Lord?
All rapists are children of God! Very highly favored children.
Are you implying that some dads have raped teenagers out of consideration for their daughters' marital prospects??
"Daughters of rapists are still highly prized and very sought after by the most valued members of Patriarchal Society. Very valuable matches; incredibly favored in terms of useful marital alliances."
Do you think he'll come back as a blonde rapist or as a girl who meets a rapist?
Let's think about how people react when you talk about this topic versus how they react when you talk about that topic.
"How Conversations Get Hijacked, and What To Do About It"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
https://youtube.com/watch?v=xYwwNhLvQQI&si=JJUK9XOaf8udUIcE
I will say I don't enjoy memorizing these and I did have to talk about them a lot in a former life. But nevertheless, I do think they are still interesting and well worth considering in certain cases.
"57% of Gen Z men say feminism has gone too far"
nikitadumptruck
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVivfiGjXr_/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"More 'personal' choices..."
nikitadumptruck
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVdrUDQjRtP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"A new study from King's College..."
therapyjeff
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVi93t3jZAD/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Guys... are you ok?"
laura_h_says
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVL2Sw_DAHt/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I always used to try to understand people's behaviors..."
therealsouthdakota
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVSg8zYkpEN/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
