Thursday, February 11, 2021
Somet7mes
You don't know what will speak to you@where even is this???
"Lampkins Ridge Studios - Christy Weezer's Holiday Open Studio"| Facebook
https://m.facebook.com/LampkinsRidgeStudios/videos/343154439409814/
educative yeast
Everything bagel (toasted) with jalapeño cream cheese and red wine. Hope I don't feel like dying later.
If not, I might try the rainbow 🌈 mug cake again.
What's "brainspotting"
"She did not hypnotize Benjamin, but instead focused his mind through brainspotting, a type of exposure therapy."
~ M. Stahl
People reminding people of people
"Len's 'Steal My Sunshine' 20 Years L-A-T-E-R"| GRAMMY.com
Ha ha ha ha oh my god....
Bran Van 3000 - "Cum On Feel The Noize" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=E5U2DVMLyt4
"Cat bullies husky"
Also going to try some whipped coffee
And maybe a rainbow mug cake.
All this living in a body on Earth nonsense...
An interesting three
Well
Uzo Njoku on Twitter: "When my mom doesn’t like my dad very much at the moment, she goes on a vacation by herself😭 https://t.co/jW9LwNo1Rx" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/uzoart/status/1359492570829778945
Geeeeeez
The People’s Tweeter on Twitter: "This is why the nuclear family is becoming extinct" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/MrMola_/status/1359688005263450118
I wonder why
roobz on Twitter: "A lot of people want to make the tweet about my parents about gender roles. The truth of the matter is that my parents love each other, they do things for each other because they truly care about one another. Sometimes it is really as simple as that." / Twitter
🎶 Do you know the way 🎶
"San Jose poised to pay homage to Filipino farmworkers with new park" - San José Spotlight
https://sanjosespotlight.com/san-jose-poised-to-pay-homage-to-filipino-farmworkers-with-new-park/
A reeeeeally good teacher
Can still be your friend even when his story gets sabotaged by the more needy.
"The Blue Dildo - Sundance 2012"
https://hitrecord.org/records/656423?no_meta=true&utm_medium=joe
"The Blue Dildo (2012)" - IMDb
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt3761372/
"Chris Coppola" - IMDb
Also a good teacher
Has creative energy and helper energy and really also sometimes very humble energy and yet has a sense of being able to be powerful but is not above having a creativity that can be very childlike sometimes.
Wednesday, February 10, 2021
Good* Teacher thing
Can make you feel the world is a bigger place and there's a place for you in it and the learning is kind of a mutual thing.
*Great! Outstanding! Etc.
You can go further you can go higher
Actually, something else occurred to me
Maybe check these out later because
a Christian friend
"Justice William C. Mims - Madison Vision Series"
https://www.jmu.edu/president/mvs/features/justice-mims-video.shtml
mentioned he likes "Les Mis"
The first half of the 'how illness affects a livelihood' story was good
Time to continue with
http://www.thisendolife.com/this-endolife-podcast-episodes/healing-endometriosis-naturally
who on this Earth does not want a diagnostic laproscopy
Oh now the physical vehicle feels better
What about the other parts?
Let's go haunt people.
The view was obstructed, lost a glove, and there are still problems.
https://news.uga.edu/poor-air-quality-can-dampen-childhood-spirit/
Life is Nice now
Doctors who are excellent communicators must be following their higher purposes.
Doctors in any field...
Some years worked differently
Instances of trying to approach women at the wrong time of the month have diminished significantly.
dizzy fizzy luteal phase morning
sileanastra on Twitter: "and quick bonus pichi on her heating pad :3 https://t.co/KzAak0JZ12" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/rachelandjun?prefetchtimestamp=1612981815349
&
sileanastra on Twitter: "i’d tell you, but" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/rachelandjun?prefetchtimestamp=1612981815349
sometimes I feel I need a whole day
to prepare for an afternoon appointment
rest hydrate eat well take ibuprofen because it's the time of the cycle
would love to pet a nice cat right now
maybe try a face or head or neck massage instead
Last night I was reading about other people
Three in particular.
For some reason I get a sense of the roof of a house coming off in pieces, like old advertisements were stuffed in the ceiling.
"Craig Ferguson Defended Britney Spears Against The Wishes Of CBS"
https://www.thethings.com/craig-ferguson-defended-britney-spears-against-the-wishes-of-cbs/
"How Anna Nicole Smith Became America's Punchline"
"Excerpt from The Blacker the Berry" - "Mapping Literary Utah - Wallace Thurman"
https://mappingliteraryutah.org/utah-writers/wallace-thurman
Need to get better at something
I have to get better at taking care of this body instead of running away from it all the time for not being good enough as certain forces in society insisted.
Typed "emotional literacy is defined as"
"Children and empathy: Teaching emotional literacy" - MSU Extension
https://www.canr.msu.edu/news/children_and_empathy_teaching_emotional_literacy
I got what I wanted (partly)
Literacy!!!
It is helpful if this voice is perceived as being connected to someone who did not have the same access to education in another time and place.
I didn't entirely know it (or I did, but I never typed it out in specific terms), but I wanted to be able to communicate with some people in a certain way as I lived on this planet, and I feel like I got the opportunity to do so, which is actually great. I will be more (external, etc.) of a communicator someday (possibly someday soon) but it might be better for me if that unfolds more slowly...🐌
Tuesday, February 09, 2021
Side effect of feeling better
Being curious again about people whose lives are different from your own.
just remembered something
Drinking lots of alkaline water infused with minerals seems to help (tho possibly not entirely "cure" tonight) but it's amazing how much more positive I felt when I thought of that ♡♡♡♡♡ and drank some of that type of water, along with the vitamins, of course.
Newness
I will find the right person or people who can help me fix my health. I will find the right circumstances and it will be exactly what I need. It will get much better.
A long time ago (not)
A huge nap
Woke up very cranky and that's
Uterus cramps
Lower backache
Hunger
Someone else can make me a TV dinner and add lettuce while I ...
Yay :-)
Man whonevermenstrualcrampsp
finds amusement online
https://www.cc.com/video/zb44o8/the-daily-show-with-jon-stewart-strife-of-pie
no body is going to punish him later
Cool reflection in their photograph
Rachel & Jun on Twitter: "This is one of my favorite photos I've ever taken of our cats https://t.co/qKDyA5uI0x" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/rachelandjun?prefetchtimestamp=1612909711568
I've barely touched this
It's coming along way better than the cardboard cathedral at the moment.
A tiny part I did.
And with farmworkers
"Coachella considers 'hero pay' for essential workers, farmworkers"
United Farm Workers on Twitter: "Nohemi shared a video from the vineyards in Bakersfield CA. This day 9vernight snow was dumped on the nearby mountains causing many closures & cold, but Nohemi still had work to do pruning grape vines. When you buy grapes, remember the work of farm workers like Nohemi. #WeFeedYou https://t.co/HIb7g9rfCm" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/ufwupdates?prefetchtimestamp=1612904259623
Fuzzy on Twitter: "@NBCLatino Good grief, how hard is it to protect the people who help feed America?" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/ufwupdates?prefetchtimestamp=1612904259623
What's farming about these days
"Why is India angry with Rihanna, Greta Thunberg and Meena Harris?"
"'Conspiracy to malign Indian tea' — Modi takes dig at 'Greta toolkit' in Assam speech"
"Not Just Greta Thunberg, India’s Teenagers are Also Standing With Protesting Farmers"
https://thewire.in/rights/farmers-protest-greta-thunberg-indian-teenagers
Help to see the orher side
Surviving such awful for the body
STOP MENSTRUAL CRAMPS - "Luna's Touch" - Relaxation & Stress Relief Music Therapy - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?index=49&list=LLil2gYpye_x6j9wRtO4juhg&v=zi8GWfU4Rk0
I think this story contains magic words
"Phoenix volunteers are planting trees in tribute to COVID-19 deaths"
Monday, February 08, 2021
It seems like a combination of circumstances create these conditions
"Paiute Tribe chairperson says human trafficking is behind missing persons cases" | KUTV
At times.
The mind gets macabre.
"& helicopters full of people who passed on recently appreciate YOU. TOO!"
Either more "Tuca& Bertie"
OR
Team Coco on Twitter: ".@TiffanyHaddish only wants a man to make her feel good. Hear more wisdom from Tiffany and @NicoleByer on "Why Won't You Date Me?" @ https://t.co/L1FYkFyB2i https://t.co/Xrli5AsZFi" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/nicolebyer?prefetchtimestamp=1612844292970
as I work on a model of a famous cathedral tonight.
They MESSED UP the stained glass windows.
They ALL deserve to be made fun of NOW
"Canadian filmmaker Michelle Latimer targeted over alleged lack of Indigenous credentials" - World Socialist Web Site
switching topics switching topics
The more she thought about it, the more x's attraction to litigious people made perfect sense. Whereas y was a whole lot more devoted to becoming...a Champion Complainer.
Cupcakes.
"Easy, Fun, Homemade Pina Colada Cupcakes" - Love Mischka
http://www.lovemischka.com/easy-fun-homemade-pina-colada-cupcakes/
What if the "Pina Colada" concept was not good enough.
Sandra Lee - "Garden Cupcake Frostings" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vxXQL2IJKu0
But the more she thought about it...
"Piña Colada Cake Recipe" - BettyCrocker.com
https://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes/pina-colada-cake/577c2467-3022-421f-84f4-14851de2f550
She thought about...
The blender is broken.
Teatime, Best Time
Feelings are feelings!
There was a time when this felt like the 'Folks Who Get Excuses Made for Them All the Time" cocktail hour
"Amanda Palmer Serenades Neil Gaiman with 'Enter Sandman'"
https://www.bostonmagazine.com/arts-entertainment/2015/11/10/amanda-palmer-neil-gaiman-serenade/
I do still think women always get many loads more online criticism than the guys get. And that's not fair. Right. But I also don't understand why the whole "train the children to treat women as you were trained to treat them" stuff still feels like it is so popular sometimes.
Aunts Ancestors
"Keep MMIWG in your hearts this Valentine’s Day" | The Peak
https://the-peak.ca/2021/02/keep-mmiwg-in-your-hearts-this-valentines-day/
"Annual Moose-Hunting Trip in 2011 Starts National Conversation About Gender-Based Domestic Violence"
"Canadian filmmaker Michelle Latimer targeted over alleged lack of Indigenous credentials" - World Socialist Web Site
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2021/02/08/lati-f08.html
"Indigenous women are preyed on at horrifying rates. I was one of them" | Indigenous peoples | The Guardian
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2020/sep/07/canada-indigenous-women-and-girls-missing
"Calls to ban birth alerts grow louder as other provinces end controversial practice" | CBC News
so unplanned but
I really do appreciate knowing some people can hear me better and I feel it and love you and I know it's not easy to become better communicaters and I hope and believe we can have more fun and it will be more easy to exchange viewpoints in the future.
Sunday, February 07, 2021
Instead of working for a low wage, wanted to talk with friends
Tori Amos -" Improv Juarez/Siren " - YouTube
https://youtu.be/2Rs9h4-4200?list=RD2Rs9h4-4200
When I saw this film in the theater as a young person...
"Why Mulholland Drive is the greatest film since 2000" - BBC Culture
https://www.bbc.com/culture/article/20160822-why-mulholland-drive-is-the-greatest-film-since-2000
Watched some trees and things
Was a little dizzy. It seemed like it would be nice to drive in the mountains and take advantage of less traffic. But, ha. Not today...
Britney Spears on Instagram: “I got it at Target 🎯 !!!!! Have no idea what it is .... but it’s the best thing I’ve ever bought in my life 😂🛍🛒 !!!!”
https://www.instagram.com/p/CK7l3cLgwM7/?hl=en
44 on Twitter: "Imagine starting life as a coca leaf in South America and this being the last thing you see https://t.co/LxLSPehvK9" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/MattBerry05/status/1358596414536900611
Tiny cupcake parasols
Because umbrellas are great and can be delightful especially when they're little ones...
"Piña Colada Cupcakes - Living on Cookies"
https://livingoncookies.com/pina-colada-cupcakes/
~~~~~~~~~
"Pina Colada Cupcakes - Roses & Whiskers"
it might be so
Barack Obama on Twitter: "Climate change is a real threat to us all—but feeling helpless or overwhelmed isn’t going to solve it. As long as we stay hopeful and keep working with the urgency the challenge demands, we can make a difference. https://t.co/AK1fYVdmzy" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/BarackObama/status/1357743471885484032
It also might be that spending time outdoors could help with processing all that empathy...
E~E~E
"The Power that Nature has to Heal the Empath – Empaths Empowered"
https://theknowing1.wordpress.com/2017/04/07/the-incredible-healing-power-of-nature-for-the-empath/
"Higher Empathy People Process Music Differently in the Brain" - Neuroscience News
https://neurosciencenews.com/empathy-music-processing-9313/
"I Feel Your Pain: An Empath’s Guide to Staying Balanced" | Kripalu
https://kripalu.org/resources/i-feel-your-pain-empath-s-guide-staying-balanced
prayers can be what's best
heartache because I know there were several people who left so suddenly last summer
actually it might also be in the solar plexus
grief can be strange in a body
an acrobat weeps alone
on a curb outside
at night
well if it goes in the stomach that might not be pleasant
this is why they name park benches after people
or why sometimes it's better to lie on the ground
the earth can help let you release stuff
Thank You, Earth ♡
People like to make things
But also, how you live your life can be a thing you make. Maybe your soul is watching it all unfold, and also giving you guidance at times. Sleep seems like a good idea for this body now.
Saturday, February 06, 2021
share a little therapy b3fire
sum otro entretenimiento 2nite
"Universal Tram" - SNL - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0NhViwSjLdk
Gotye - "Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra)" - official music video - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY
"1967 Number 1 5 weeks The Beatles All You Need Is Love" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_b0_hzeqeoc
"Zillow" - SNL - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yEfsaXDX0UQ
I feel thought of
These guys have a mission, and they want to help.
https://littlebullproductions.com/littlebull-about
When I read that page today (2/6) I felt they probably have made interesting things, but their mission also kind of makes me think of a past I experienced in which certain types of discrimination were more specifically addressed than others. Like in high school, there were all sorts of things that were just considered "bad behavior" but not taken too seriously. It is not so different today, sometimes.
Goodbye, childhood
I wanted to find the poem with the line "I can balance a broom" that accompanied this picture in a textbook.
"Children and Youth in History | Pieter Bruegel the Elder’s 'Children's Games'" [Painting]
https://chnm.gmu.edu/cyh/primary-sources/332
Instead...
"I can juggle, not well... I can balance a broom on my chin. I... "| Picture Quotes
Rich Sommer on Twitter: "This is my friend, Sarah. For one of her final college projects, she documented some pals of hers (incl. me) eating a sandwich with “One Of Every Meat” at a McDonalds. Anyway, she’s way smarter than I am and knows a lot more about food than I do and this will be neat-o." / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/richsommer/status/1358129301376299008
"CHOCOLATE: A HISTORY"
Fort Lee Public Library
https://m.engagedpatrons.org/EventsExtended.cfm?SiteID=4632&EventID=425688&PK=
Work?
I like the poem recommendation here...
"Antidotes to Fear of Death: Astrophysicist Janna Levin Reads Astronomer and Poet Rebecca Elson’s Stunning Cosmic Salve for Our Creaturely Tremblings of Heart" – Brain Pickings
https://www.brainpickings.org/2020/04/10/antidotes-to-fear-of-death-rebecca-elson/
Work wowrk werk wern...
"How to Criticize with Kindness: Philosopher Daniel Dennett on the Four Steps to Arguing Intelligently" – Brain Pickings
https://www.brainpickings.org/2014/03/28/daniel-dennett-rapoport-rules-criticism/
Might make life complicated
When friend knows you may say "fine specimen," but also knows the mind may reach to say "finer still if..."
I've got CBD oil and a phone
"Juarez"
https://genius.com/Tori-amos-juarez-lyrics
"Ignored by police and media, Natives turn to social media to find missing indigenous women"
"Firekeeper's Daughter by Angeline Boulley"
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50762972-firekeeper-s-daughter
"Netflix & The Obamas’ Higher Ground Sets TV & Film Slate – Deadline"
"Carmelo Anthony Used to Fall Asleep During Phil Jackson's Meditation Sessions on the Knicks"
can be a very spiritual poem
thought so ~ think so ~ thought so
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/47339/upon-julias-clothes
Caturday 2/6
"They put the 'cat' in caterpillar."
https://www.reddit.com/r/aww/comments/ldzqa6/they_put_the_cat_in_caterpillar/
"I'm the type of guy who never wanted cats, but I promised my girlfriend she'd get one if she moved to my town... I'm happy she kept me on my promise. Meet Goku, my buddy: aww"
https://www.reddit.com/r/aww/comments/kztp0b/im_the_type_of_guy_who_never_wanted_cats_but_i/
"My son always texts to say he's on his way home. So I open the door, letting his 17 year old cat, and 16 year old doggo know that he's on his way. This is them waiting for him. Though it was adorable, and wanted to share.: aww"
So sometimes films get grades
This reviewer gave this film a "B."
https://www.indiewire.com/2021/02/son-of-monarchs-review-mexican-film-sloan-prize-1234614570/
Who is the most wolf-like person you have ever met
Or top five most wolf-like people or things.
A thing could be a song.
https://genius.com/Sam-the-sham-and-the-pharaohs-lil-red-riding-hood-lyrics
Distracted orientation
I feel like someone like this *but probably not exactly* could have been in a dream last night calling herself "Phoebe." She was annoying and needed to go away.
"Jean Rhys: Prostitution, alcoholism and the mad woman in the attic"
The dream "Phoebe" was the most annoying person who kept reappearing, and finally she started to get a little scared of me and went away.
"PHOEBE (Phoibe) - Greek Titan Goddess of the Delphi Oracle"
There was also an invasive man who asked for a dollar and then came into the house when he wasn't wanted and SO had to deal with him because he didn't respect women at all.
Curious about a workshop.
"'Pollinators – Encourage These Vital Little Critters'
Saturday, February 13, 2021
9 a.m. Via Zoom"
"Welcome to UC Master Gardeners of Nevada County - UC Master Gardeners of Nevada County
"Ann Wright: Precious pollinators" | TheUnion.com
Curious to see this film.
"Science Meets Magical Realism in Son of Monarchs" - Scientific American
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/science-meets-magical-realism-in-son-of-monarchs/
Pretty soon can sleep again
I can remember it was the worst feeling to be alone at night, feeling abandoned by certain people, with only my big thick Norton Anthology of Western Literature and hearing a train in the distance. It may have been after I "recovered" physically from too much bleeding. Such is the knowledge that returns now, but I am better off. I think.
Yesterday was Western Monarch Butterfly Day
"Spreading their wings: Western Monarchs begin to migrate across the nation"
https://www.abc4.com/news/local-news/spreading-their-wings-western-monarchs-begin-to-migrate-across-the-nation/
So it is.
"This work was removed at the request of Friere’s estate."
https://www.marxists.org/subject/education/freire/pedagogy/index.htm
or maybe that might stop some time
"as we've been trained to do with someone in your particular sort of human form, we're just gonna discount all your life experiences and do the exact same things we did in the past"
I was reading a book...
This one:
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/537380.East_Wind_Melts_the_Ice
I FEEL LIKE I just woke up from a nap and I think that if people vibe well, it's nice & like probably we hung out before and there's a chance we will again; however, for really special people, I sincerely hope we improve our communication skills because that has been our challenge for centuries. So...there. That's bold. Alright. Flowers...
Friday, February 05, 2021
where would coffee be if not for
"Coronavirus: Will jugglers and clowns harvest fruit and vegetables?"- BBC News
https://www.bbc.com/news/business-52109833
The coffee probably gets grown in another country.
Partial Truth
Some people like the old way that was crushing you to death better because that's how good it was for them.
Reborn as a girl
sees
https://www.songfacts.com/facts/steve-miller-band/the-joker
a
https://www.indiewire.com/2019/09/the-assistant-review-julia-garner-harvey-weinstein-1202170446/
triple
https://www.indiewire.com/2019/12/booksmart-kaitlyn-dever-interview-awards-1202196450/
feature
https://www.indiewire.com/video/cate-blanchett-mrs-america-interview-fx-on-hulu-1234581675/
on a streaming network
I don't know how I feel about birds now
Our parakeet was cute even if the beak bit you, but there's also a scary bird movie that is very famous.
(Bird takes advantage of time outside of cage. Red-haired babysitter runs away screaming, but then says it's okay. More mystified children).
Swooping happens.
Swoops happen.
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