I feel like I am not the same person as I was earlier this evening.

I am floored by how much I need to heal my own stuff again. I'm in a real state of other people can do whatever they want and it's fine because that's what they're supposed to be doing so they can learn from it. Perhaps I've dissolved something and I just will be in recovery for a little while now. Grasping at little fragments of energy that got scattered about, collecting them to make myself feel whole and reborn again. I don't know why I've chosen such a dramatic way of learning. I don't know why. Especially when I was known as a quiet person. My gosh my gosh my gosh. It's so humbling. It's so humbling. A whole new you...