Anyhoo...

Regretfully, it actually feels like my sister and I experienced just as much and perhaps even more violence than the aunts and mother, even though the aunts and mother also experienced violence. I mean, they experienced a lot of violence actually. My aunts and my mother also acted like they worshipped men and white men and money and property ownership more. They had more access to it than we had. And we are treated like the very bottom and the very lowest. This is the mean middle class mentality which is very sexist and racist and discriminatory. And we would have been treated better if we had been born boys. Because that's how they grew up. They were taught when they were small children that women are inferior to men and they still f****** act like it.

If I were a war veteran who molested children I would have been treated better by my family, because that's what they did. They treated a war veteran who molested children better and he owned land and he had money. He didn't like to talk about nasty things like his war experiences either. He seemed like a good guy. He liked animals and gardening. He was fun to be around too! He never talked about the kinds of things that people didn't like talking about. Who even knows what happened to him. I guess I will never know because he's dead now. Good riddance.