I really want to get better at being healthier. This year I had health setbacks and I experienced down times and was not always at my best. Real trauma and real fear was being processed. There's also the issue of physical things happening to the body at this time of life. And I felt like I needed to look at some things that were informative about what I have feared happening, kind of like inspecting the shadow side of things, and reading about what happened in other times. But I feel like perhaps I and other people have done enough of that now? Is it really possible to be on a more healing path in the future?
I cried recently about some things and I was really sad about losing a tooth due to stress related things. I mean I can't really ever get that back now and that's so permanent. I just wanted to cry and cry but then I took a shower and then I just had to, I don't know, try to help myself get better. Lots of people on this planet have lost something at some point, and sometimes it's permanent, but you find ways to go on. Maybe we can be reborn everyday.
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