"Calming the Triple Warmer Meridian to Improve Sleep"
'Priest Convinced Of MIRACLE After Dog PEES On Statue" ~ Derry Girls
https://youtube.com/watch?v=CsXRKcF_nJw&si=Npf7RAMvIU062nv8
"Every Schrute Family Tradition Ever" ~ The Office
https://youtube.com/watch?v=mffjjAcQD9Y&si=oB2Pm-VuqnSitgiu
Calm your system and find some humor to humor you.
"Israel's 5th strike on same Gaza school 'totally unacceptable' UN says"
WHEN DID "I really need to have people enable horrible living standards for the less fortunate in order to maintain my 'honored above all others' social status" BECOME THE PATRIARCHY'S PREFERRED SURVIVAL STRATEGY?
CIGARREST MAKES IT EEEZEEE...
To not wake up physically overly alert, and to say, oh yeah, there's the ones the Unwell Grouchy Patriarchy wants to be rid of still hanging in there, regardless...
I believe we can get better. It will be light and it will be nice and it will be cool and it will be fun too.
Also, maybe humans can learn to love and appreciate their wounded sides. Rather than run away or numb them or feed them inappropriate chemicals. It's okay. Lots of people have felt wounded in this realm. Lots.
There are good programs in the universe that are accessible and they will help you.
If people can't accept the program you're running on, there might be really excellent reasons for it. It might literally be like, their body is allergic to that program.
I'll have fun again someday but now is not my fun time. Now is my get down to business and heal yourself time. But I'll find a way to make healing fun again someday, but I just don't care about fun right now. I just care about getting focused on what's good and healing. I care about getting smarter about what's good for this body.
I suppose I drank too much caffeine today (for my particular body...it would barely register in another body) because I have emotional pain to deal with on top of other kinds of pain, and now I'm getting the message to do some processes to address the pain, which is discomfort living in a human body and in a society where a lot of humans...well...there's a lot of struggle going on here on this planet, sometimes. Time to attend to the healing processes now.
I had such an interest in spirituality when I was younger. I truly want to be more into healing things. I should speak to myself differently. Like, when I have a physical issue I should say, Thank you, thank you body. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to learn more and heal. I appreciate this partnership we are in together. I want to get better at honoring our partnership. That's me. And this body I am currently living in. Unique genetics are a blessing. That's a belief that could be more accepted. I hear that people can get pushed off course because the force field around the Earth is dense and...well, I don't know. I suppose that's one explanation. Of course, when you're younger and someone older is taking care of your basic food and shelter needs, it's easy to think that you're not going to get pushed off course when you get older. If you're more sensitive, it's best to accept it, and to know you are invited to learn as much as you can about how to best take care of yourself and your life. Feeling excessively sensitive to caffeine or two other kinds of things...well, this is an opportunity to learn.
Now I'm sad because the caffeine in my system just feels icky and jittery; its lame. It's a good thing I didn't drink more than I did. I think other people just get the good stuff from caffeine and they don't get the unwell effects, but I guess I have a sensitivity. Nevertheless, once in a while I might like a small drink of it. Have to drink water and maybe do ankle circles and go balance my system better now. Them's the breaks. Also my lower right jaw area still needs more healing! Please.
"Judging More Red Flag AITA Stories"
~ Dustin Poynter
https://youtube.com/watch?v=x8kudTSJnaA&si=wsRETG7SPy38T3-6
I just watched 2 minutes and decided to acknowledge a thought that was coming up like a cloud, like a poof of smoke...have you ever felt like you had a message to impart, and it got ignored???
Okay, back to the YouTube video.
7 minutes in. I had to go check in the other room and I said are you okay? I'm paranoid because I've had caffeine. I heard a noise and I wanted to make sure you're okay.
Y: Was the noise this (sucks deeply on a straw from a cup empty of all but ice)
X: Yeah I wanted to make sure you weren't gasping for air.
Y: hahaha
X: hahaha
Back to the video!!!
Lol, minute 8: "the silly plant"!!!!
Minute 9: Do your angels want you to take care of your health? Yes. Believe the Imperfect Oracle who accidentally stepped on the cat's paw with a big fat human toe.
Omigosh, how did that last story get its hooks so deeply into me?
"So far down..."
@ReallyVeryCrunchy
https://youtube.com/shorts/xajGA6ZZOyA?si=m16KKq9uE6HxEUwZ
"'80s Anti-Drug Commercial - Parents Who Use Drugs"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=rfj3dPkeaqI&si=oTGFpo7kWZQ73XNf
Caffeinated breast milk!
It's time to drink a lot of water. It's time to drink a lot of water. This is so great! It's time to drink a lot of water.
Boy, are you going to get it now. Buckle up. Mr. Toad's Wild Ride ahead! Why are you scared?
Maybe I just need to heal some mouth ligaments. Maybe that's really what the best use of my time is on Earth right now.
Is caffeine an appetite suppressant? I do better on caffeine when it's not the first thing in the morning and when I've eaten something, preferably several somethings.
I had a spontaneous urge. Going back and forth between half a small iced caramel pumpkin brulee breve and half small caramel apple iced rebel drink and cringing at the sensitivity on the lower right side of my mouth, and before I give the bottom half of both to "better half" or shall we say "more laid back half" I get to enjoy knowing that this is how I, an adult, get to live dangerously but safely...what a luxury! I will drink lots of water. It will be fine.
It kind of feels like my body wants to cry. I'm not even necessarily sure if water's going to come out of my eyes soon. Just kind of feels like my body wants to cry. No need to argue. Process.
Oh, it has sneezed.
"'On deportations, Trump expects a ‘bloody story’ in second term'
'In case Donald Trump’s anti-immigrant vision wasn’t already ugly enough...'"
Pop Crave on X:
"Elon Musk responds to Taylor Swift’s endorsement of presidential candidate Kamala Harris in new tweet: 'Fine Taylor … you win … I will give you a child and guard your cats with my life'"
Isn't weird when the mountain glows like a volcano at night and makes you think of fires in Hawaii.
"Hawaii: Last Week Tonight..."
https://youtube.com/watch?v=j8DxdibHibU&si=dL6-LFx8wUvHaLPF
Boring demagogue finally decides to try out some different recipes, sure to delight the palates of larger portions of the population.
I believe I should get a much better health situation, and not let Unwell Patriarchal Society make me feel so stressed out, harm my nervous system, and inflict such a lot of damage on my teeth and jaw.
Also, I think a very childish, acting out man who has interesting and creative ways of expressing himself wouldn't have also been such a trigger for panic attacks if he was more interested in larger swathes of humanity.
Like, if he had been as good at entertaining kids at refugee camps as he was at entertaining Netanyahu, that would have been really next level.
The Patriarchal people can be very childish.
"Trump at debate makes baseless claim about immigrants"
https://www.axios.com/2024/09/11/trump-immigrants-eating-pets-conspiracy-theory
"Experimental sensors aim to detect early signs of heatstroke and warn farmworkers
An NIH-sponsored study is developing wearable biosensors that measure workers' vital signs and activity levels. Eventually, the system could alert people if they're in danger due to heat."
https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/biosensors-aim-detect-heatstroke-warn-workers-rcna168881
People can still get into a FB comments skirmish with a dude for being sexist even when they're all posting their worries about the fire. (He told them to go in the kitchen and make themselves useful, and they didn't like it).
Clear skies, stars, no smoky smell, bunches of glowing orange lights on a range in the distance.
Good air quality. Enjoy it while it lasts.
I see orange on a range of land. I think it's the fire. I'm going to get binoculars. I don't smell it at all.
I have a headache in the lower right quadrant of my mouth and it's just being prescribed a mouth guard and sensodyne right now. Not even a painkiller prescription.
I got to lay on a blanket on the ground this evening and there was no icky fire smell and I could feel the coolness descend...upon me is what I meant to say, but maybe also using me... and I could think of the now deceased tall, athletic, cool guy and his energy, and it was not sad, it was more like...Yeah, this energy is always here, and it's always cool. And it was nice...
I need to be very nice with my body because my body has been processing things that have been happening to it and there have been various instances of lowgrade pain and various various various various various various various various very is very is
I never went swimming this summer. Sickly sky, what would be best to put out the fire?
Here and elsewhere...
"The Office | Every Time Dunder Mifflin Takes A Trip to Schrute Farms"
It's nice enough to leave the glass door open right now.
"Line Fire Blazes in Southern California—but Cooler Weather Gives Hope"
https://www.newsweek.com/line-fine-california-weather-forecast-maps-1951287
"When it gets cold in Germany 🇩🇪❄️"
"Iron Jawed Angels"
http://suffrageandthemedia.org/source/iron-jawed-angels-film-suffrage-activists/
Help! My odd TMJ that bothers me more than it bothers a medical professional started to remind me of a movie I saw when I was much younger.
Who are the Iron-Jawed Angels.
Oh, they're not the Dukes of Hazard. They're the dukes of LOVE.
Team Coco | "How does Jeff Bridges feel about being..."
https://www.instagram.com/teamcoco/
Or the dudes.
GOD'S WILL
"The Heartbreaking Reality of IVF"
~ Jessi and Alessio
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8s2sqhQvB-Y&si=of9XYs0B9pGAxRci
EVERYBODY
"The books that changed my life (so far) - an eclectic list"
~ The Cottage Fairy
"She was confused and asked me why I could draw on the wall and she couldn’t."
~ Eliza Hartley
"If you want your child to respect you..."
"resetting after a rough week ☁️ #selfcare #asmr"
@Elysian.living
God thinks all humans deserve to be equally loved in the 2020s, but according to Patriarchal Society...
"California farmworkers face outsize wildfire harm, study finds"
https://www.eenews.net/articles/california-farmworkers-face-outsize-wildfire-harm-study-finds/
"It exposes a 2017 program in Sonoma County that allowed farmworkers to work under evacuation conditions unfit for anyone to breathe."
By Nicole Norman | 08/15/2024 04:18 PM EDT
Maybe I'll try the rest of the recipe sometime.
"Asmr breakfast🥐🍳🥑 #asmr #breakfast #breakfastrecipe"
@Elysian.living
https://youtube.com/shorts/HAACe-pJaxE?si=zJxh7SngkuKFCx5z
"Boys will never understand #asmr #girlproblems"
@Elysian.living
https://youtube.com/shorts/rP0Jh25eKU8?si=EA3Fy3zto0zN1kme
"Christmas tree butter candle 🕯️🎄 #butter #candle"
@Elysian.living
That's crafty."Priest Convinced Of MIRACLE After Dog PEES On Statue"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=CsXRKcF_nJw&si=WHorpgLI86oadTGI
Because we're all special.
Mister Rogers - "Everybody's Fancy (1971)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=mM1ODJunrN8&si=JCRcA2Q1jPKo_0U_
I'm just kidding. I woke up from a nap. Which I definitely needed. I'm going to go back to sleep now.
O, body...I just want to get healed or well. For instance, tonight it's achy face problems around tooth and jaw. And even a touch of sore throat. The air is not good outside. It's just like not the best quality of life that I think I could have, so I will figure out how to make it better.
The National Guard comes to fight the fire. The library is closed on account of the fire.
Like this one which I got from the library because it reminds me of when I was younger and my friend and her mom introduced me to Deepak Chopra for the first time. I have not read anything by him in ages.
And the cat was coughing, so I had to give her the hairball goo, and for the first time she didn't freak out when I put it on her paw, so hopefully that means it will help. And now I must attend to other tasks...
You might be learning more about how to be calm or kind or possibly even a little more like a well-trained first responder to your own health if you're the kind of person who's got multiple things going on.
Maybe others have resources you don't have. Maybe you want to learn how to have more resources.
What can you do when there's a giant fire? It's not so easy to ignore that. Do you have good tools to deal with that situation right now? Where can you get the tools you need to take care of your life?
I may even say The Lord's prayer. Just for fun or comfort. It sounds good now. "Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses..."
People deserve to heal from pain, and I hope that happens more today. I need help with a specific physical ailment, and that's one level of physical healing. Knowing there's a secondary pain in the knowledge that others may need to find more resources for themselves if they're not going to choose to unsee or ditch certain kinds of people...that is what gets shatteringly apparent sometimes. It shatters, because newer ways are needed for healing the pain now.
I know I have some pain...I am grateful I get to live with a person who will not abandon. He sticks around. Even when life gets complicated. Patriarchal Culture has not trained him to ditch others when times get tougher.
I was looking forward to sleep tonight, but there's a huge fire, and I'm not very sleepy, and kind of wish I'd bought chocolate at the store. Just a little bit of chocolate. But I suppose I could probably just swallow a magnesium supplement, too. Coyotes are outside...
"influencer forcing a 'down to earth' video #funny"
@riribibi_
https://youtube.com/shorts/IEeTHt2TCq0?si=7JDnXmoXvs_irG-7
"mom obsessed with her useless son celebrates his birthday"
@riribibi_
https://youtube.com/shorts/80mI27TiwaY?si=2s1KH7aEdPUYXfKY
"Chapter 1 #funny #comedy"
@riribibi_
What else can a human being's brain get mad about? Are they afraid if Grandma who speaks an indigenous language no one else reads gets some AI assistance and writes her dementia nanowrimo novel in imperfect English, they're going to lose their house? Their superior health insurance?
If the brain gets really mad about that, should it be an angry - mad or a silly - mad?
When you spell it like MANic!
"two manic pixie dream girls meet (again) #comedy"
@riribibi_
"I could have never written the first nanowrimo novel completely in bird language without the help of my trusty translator."
"Only people with similar life experiences and excellent cognitive abilities that match my own are allowed into my writing club."
If someone's grandma with dementia wants to get down some writing with the help of AI, I don't see why I should get bent out of shape about that, in the name of real art and purity.
"Writing Is An Act, Not An Aesthetic" | Defector
"'Familiar Touch’ Review: Infinitely Tender Film on Dementia"
https://www.vulture.com/article/familiar-touch-review-infinitely-tender-dementia-film.html
"Sarah Friedland voices support for Palestine during Venice film festival"
Please hope that the farm worker child or preteen or youth or middle aged or elder who picked my salad likes the Barbie movie.
If farm workers have no housing, will the rich people starve first, or will the poor people starve first?
Actually, I think most will agree that the farm worker who picked Ex's salad deserves even more toys than the farm worker who picked my salad, because Ex is a higher ranking official in our government than I am, at the moment.
My grandchildren will definitely have all of the values I am role modeling for them right now.
Racist, classist, sexist attitudes are so disrespectful to so many different kinds of human beings, it's almost overwhelming to think about it too much...it is actually painful.
When nobody had sufficient housing to cover the basics for the "little ones" who pick the food for everybody who's more important than they are (according to the values the important ones inherited) even all of the sainted veterans (who are never accused of inflicting domestic violence on anybody) stopped being able afford your standard of living. But they were bleeding once upon a time, too. Meanwhile, uncountable innocents have died through the gross misuse of your tax dollars. So now, you are the actual most important human beings in your society. What are you doing with your time on this planet, in this life?
Clear blue sky above. Wind has shifted. Only a tiny bit of campfire smell in the yard, at the the moment.
The cat seems to want to go out....seems to not know it's wiser to not go outside when there's a persistent smokey haze over the yard...That's what the N95 mask later is for...also it's time to accept more calming feelings here, even if others need to evacuate...peace.
I pray for more safety with this sensitive system. I am curious about box breathing.
"Jon Stewart mocked the DNC for excluding Palestinian-American voices"
“'There’s no getting around the awful truth: The United States is the Bank that is funding and arming the slaughter of children in Gaza. Netanyahu is a war criminal. That makes us his accomplices. THIS MUST STOP. Biden has been played like a sucker,' Moore wrote in his newsletter."
https://thehill.com/blogs/in-the-know/4861516-michael-moore-netanyahu-gaza-conflict/
There's such a variety of adults in the world. There's such a variety of veterans. There's such a variety of women. There's such a variety of children...
I suppose the mind just wants to know why the feelings are there, sometimes.
"'I recognized her by her roller skate: Israeli strike kills children playing..."
I guess if you look at it from a certain perspective, one could say that some unhoused immigrant children in America whose parents pick our salads, or who themselves pick the vegetables, are still luckier than some other kids in other places? But it's very sad.
"'Psychologically broken,' 8-year-old Sama loses her hair.
As her family ran from shelling at their tent camp in Gaza, Sama shook in fear, screaming that she didn't want to die. But now she tells her mother, 'Mom, I want to die.'"
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/psychological-impact-gaza-war-8-year-old-loses-hair-rcna168939
Writing prompt for adults: "Poverty is so disrespectful to children."
Speaking from experience, if you take a little kid to West Point, and she's aware of the presence of two adults, and there's one she's not related to, who's perhaps an immigrant from another culture, and is the cleaning lady, and the kid is spending a bit more time around the energy of the woman, because the man is busy doing other stuff in a different part of the building, she's still going to see them as both being the adults, and the ones who are in charge.
Just saw a big billowing cloud of smoke from a fire alongside a streak of lightening.
Aidia - "In Quiet Moments"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=SBUIATqs1sM&si=bDfWYz9Fp5re9WrX
"His three traveling companions were a 36 year old former Brazilian missionary (Mennonite), married liberal thinker and a very gifted person. The other two men were 20 and 21 years old, and were both Conscientious Objectors doing service in the medical ward of an Army hospital. Bill wrote, 'We got along quite well, and it was really fun to be with these people.' They were permitted to build a lean-to and sleep on the beach, as did many other tourists, and it was all very quiet. They toured the surrounding area and cities and reported that the majority of the people live in dire poverty. Bill was especially worried about the plight of the children."
"May 4 Archive - Bill Schroeder"
https://www.may4archive.org/bill_schroeder.html
"'Bill: An All-American Boy’"
https://kentwired.com/10744/latest-updates/bill-an-all-american-boy-focus-of-may-4-visitors-center/
I do think there's a "veterans who don't want you to f over everyone else just because they got to be veterans" club in heaven.
"That colonized message ('everyone is worthless compared to the light skinned people with lots of money and land' message) sounds like an ancestral wounded beaten child crying."
You're going to be worth less to this Particular Society because of your genetics, but it could be different and better in the future.
"California seeks developers to create AI solutions for state's homeless, housing issues"
"California Gov. Gavin Newsom vetoes bill aimed at helping undocumented immigrants buy homes in the state"
