Sunday, July 08, 2018

secret ingredient

Muse - The 2nd Law: Isolated System
plus secret tears

And her influence continues


I have a friend who wrote a book.

I like this cake

And the instructions are laid out so neatly.

http://joyfullyhome.com/2014/04/owl-cake-tutorial/

And very visual too.

Pricey book

Owls with Attitude Machine Embroidery CD Applique in Hoop AAA Quilt Pattern

This place sounds weird all right

Place
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bohemian_Grove

???
https://medium.com/@An0nKn0wledge/what-is-the-elites-obsession-with-an-owl-named-moloch-92745cc420c9

I think that might be one of the most disturbing links...

Another little song sandwich

They change every day.

Radiohead ~ Karma Police
S. Phillips ~ I Need Love
Flume ~ Sleepless

I think my head feels good now.

To realize

I don't know if I have napped.
But I am exhausted.
People I know should be better to themselves.
You can do it.
Old
man
ipulator.

But kind of need a nap

Ow, my sinuses. Ow my uterus.  Being in the water was easier. Also lost or misplaced a water bottle.

Breathe and think neutral thoughts.
Or healing thoughts.

Much better

after "taking the waters..."
Sort of tired now too, but in a much more pleasant way.

I look forward to getting back in touch with my spirituality.
It is surprisingly hard to find a good article on baptism rituals across cultures around the world.
http://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/Baptism

Maybe
http://www.waterandculture.org/264_Water_Wisdom

I am very tired.

Very.

Belief systems exist

Here
https://www.lamayeshe.com/article/how-stop-rain

Really interesting project

Father and daughter
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/asia/thailand-cave-rescue-plastic-tube-boys-plan-a-tham-luang-latest-a8437376.html

Respect your body

Much less pain.

Much less pain.

Much less pain.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It can be a lot.

So nice to be here when it finally gets better...

Wow

Beautiful
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/first-boys-emerge-thailand-cave-rescue-mission-enters-final-act-n889646

I think I will enter a new phase

Remember the gentle moments.
They are worth remembering!
Not everyone leaves a gentle impression.
But some people do.

Just being

I am recovering with my rose geranium spray and amber sandalwood roll on.

I suppose there will one day be a riveting show for women who suffer from severe menstrual problems.

There was a reiki thing I missed because I had to take in my car.

I can suffer greatly at certain times just from eating unwisely.

Not everyone is gonna have kids.

Saturday, July 07, 2018

Odd vision from earlier...

Nice owl couple.

"Where do you go to hide?"
https://breakingmuscle.com/fitness/addicted-to-yoga-owl-meditation-for-examining-darkness

~~(*****)~~

They meditate
https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/he-loved-them-more-than-himself-how-a-25-year-old-former-monk-kept-the-thai-soccer-team-alive/2018/07/07/b4100076-815e-11e8-b3b5-b61896f90919_story.html

ciel lunatique de nombreuses couleurs

What about
https://matadormessenger.com/news/2017/12/14/moonbows-light-up-the-evening-skies-with-color/

!!!!!!
https://localadventurer.com/moonbows-in-the-world-moonbow-locations/

Oh why
http://donolson.wp.txstate.edu/files/2016/04/MOONBOW-LYF-PREDICTIONS-2018.pdf

Why did it end in June?

What an aggressive chocolate bar

Talons
http://englishowlcompany.com/product/owl-theme-chocolate-bar/

Oh well
https://www.buzzfeed.com/lindseyrobertson/15-cutest-reasons-why-you-should-love-owls?

That's nice acknowledgement

A day for chocolate.
https://www.awarenessdays.com/awareness-days-calendar/world-chocolate-day-2018/

Amazing...
https://www.reddit.com/r/Baking/comments/8wiu3k/i_work_at_a_nursing_home_the_chef_made_this_cake/

Car, come out of the shop...
http://abc7.com/food/krispy-kreme-brings-back-chocolate-glazed-doughnut-for-world-chocolate-day/3722352/

Staff's chocolate personalities.

Well I might

"Make yourself a dang quesadilla."
~ Napoleon Dynamite (2/5) Movie CLIP - I've Been Chatting Online with Babes All Day (2004)

How To Idea

How to raise a daughter with large, huge, copious amounts of self-esteem in a good, god-fearing, Christian HOME.

UNO

https://www.feminagirls.com/2016/02/18/a-god-fearing-home/

2). Tots
https://www.feminagirls.com/2015/09/29/tater-tot-feminism/


Napoleon & Pedro




BHSmediaproduction (Napoleon and that guy)

Sorryaturdaytory generating prompt ideas

First, the cutest is, as this may demonstrate



R. Murphy ~ Evil Eyes


as well as this




R. Murphy ~ Exploitation


 as well this


R. Murphy ~ Ten Miles High


not necessarilyy the stresslessest not unlike the best secret wife the not-so-brotherly reverence would not be just as equal if not more so if she were not a broke down-on-her-luck homeless immigrant

Earth experiences

Caves https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/caving-means-taking-a-calculated-risk-i-still-love-it/2018/07/06/e92dedd8-8143-11e8-b658-4f4d2a1aeef1_story.html

better concept($)

al-anon
+
body dysmorphia / disordered eating clinics
}$^(

bleah

go find a funny snoopy comic
BLEAH
no spying on phones in those

Friday, July 06, 2018

All these Polaris

people whatever
Crystal Blue Persuasion - B. Bad
said this show was addictive

the stupidest car situation of your life

This is your life.

I know its not nearly enough to feed all hungry cats but I did prepare five wet food breakfasts for the formerly homeless cat of the house this week.

Who sleeps anyway

This is a different rain opinion.

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/soccer-team-trapped-thailand-weather-key-rescue-operations-mood-turns-n889481

Work with whatever the conditions are???

https://www.irrawaddy.com/news/burma/monk-predicted-thai-cave-rescue-hailed-intervention.html

Wake up better

I have a bad headache and nauseated feeling.
I am going to drink a lot of water and take a nap.

Sundown...

Someday you'll meet a battery-jump fellow with excellent manners and A/C in his work truck but not his personal vehicle on a dangerously hot day.

You'll tell him you're glad he can have A/C in his work truck & thank him for his service.

You'll drive around with the A/C and music on because he advised you to do so.

You'll think about certain others' C-boy* manners and cringe.

*"C-boy = disappointingly average."

You'll stop to go grocery shopping.

You'll find the battery is dead again.

You'll table this problem for later, hopefully the temperature will dip below triple digits after sundown.

I love A/C

I get to wait for AAA in an air-conditioned convenience store while it's 116 degrees outside.

I think these are good

Crystals.
Essential oils.
Tranquility.

If only we could gather

The world's mentally ill witches to chant Rain, rain, go away I invited Mr. Sun...

And use other things, like salt?
https://www.cnn.com/2016/03/30/middleeast/uae-making-it-rain/index.html

Perhaps the mentally ill witches would work better...

What is this...
https://geopolitics.co/2015/06/06/us-air-force-admits-they-can-control-weather/

I have seen this

The cave.

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-44692813

I wished the weird climate change weather would make it stop raining for a while.

I can almost go ~~~~

Eastern
Michigan
Water

vs.

technologythat'sprobablyalreadyoutdatedonotherplanets

This sounds rather mean

from a certain pov
https://medium.com/s/futurehuman/survival-of-the-richest-9ef6cddd0cc1

It is indeed hot

so I'm just waiting to go swimming, but...

1) Victoria Beckham 

https://www.nowtolove.com.au/health/body/science-closer-to-cure-for-polycystic-ovarian-syndrome-36331

2) has great taste in art

https://news.artnet.com/market/sothebys-old-masters-rubens-1313792

3) Rubens

http://www.bbc.co.uk/guides/zt6jq6f


4) Self

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/tess-holliday-self-cover-fat-acceptance_us_5b354781e4b0f3c2219f45be

Ginger...

Yoga...
https://www.moneylife.in/article/7-tips-to-deal-with-polycystic-ovarian-syndrome-ndash-naturally/54572.html

Other stuff...
http://www.iflscience.com/health-and-medicine/scientists-finally-think-they-know-what-causes-polycystic-ovary-syndrome-and-how-to-cure-it/

&&&

*****
Marti Noxon On How She Adapted Dietland

&&&...tattoos
DP/30: To The Bone, Lily Collins, Marti Noxon

Thursday, July 05, 2018

they like

vashon + peru
(imo)

2!

Possible future aspirations...
http://www.laweekly.com/arts/from-the-beach-to-the-mountains-9-of-californias-best-camping-destinations-7317754

Too bad it's gonna be so hot tomorrow...
http://www.laweekly.com/arts/8-places-to-write-in-la-that-arent-coffee-shops-7469602

why not

try this place too
http://www.vashonhostel.com/rates.html
rode by it so many times as a kid

CAMPING

I want to go camping.
Like a really chill camping trip where you let the sky speak to you.

dear g

pls

http://abc7.com/weather/ac-repairman-in-ie-offers-heatwave-preparation-tips-/3713008/

no brownouts
tmrrw

Alas, werewolf

FDS
https://www.refinery29.com/2016/09/124282/fat-people-acceptance-sarai-walker?bucketed=true

What
http://blogs.plos.org/obesitypanacea/2012/08/20/everything-you-ever-wanted-to-know-about-breast-fat-but-were-afraid-to-ask/

Umm hmm

Alien abduction too.
https://news.avclub.com/amc-grabs-new-shows-about-body-shaming-and-alien-abduct-1798264511

Auteur whoops I mean author.
http://www.saraiwalker.com/about/

A water charmer

G. Rao
https://jezebel.com/gitanjali-rao-the-12-year-old-that-invented-a-led-test-1821583169

Splendid in 1984

AND NOW

More Work For Mother

!!!!!!


"(winner of the 1984 Dexter Prize from the Society for the History of Technology)"

~ https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/698373.More_Work_For_Mother

Attractive and talented


CHOPIN - Nocturnes n°8 et 13 - Brigitte Engerer (piano) 2/4

Buy into yourself

I know this will not sound kind, but the amount of hero-worship some women will project onto a dude is simply pathetic. They would probably never do that to him if he were born in a female body. And he might be great in a woman's body, but then they'd not call him visionary. They'd just say "good ideas sometimes." (Especially if another dude liked the ideas)

BUY
YOURSELF
SELF ~
ESTEEM

She sounds awesome

Marti Noxon :-)

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/06/marti-noxon/559115/

Don't have cable, but maybe I will just buy the first season of Dietland.

Sad Lullaby time

This was the saddest.

"...a man who wished for a child promised that he would sacrifice three camels if he had a child, but on the way to the sacrifice decided to keep the camels instead. This, from the perspective of the singing mother, is what happened next.

Above black eagles wheeling,
All of a sudden swooping,
My little baby stealing,
Sleep, little baby, sleep.

Above black eagles soaring,
A crown of pearls left lying,
Your stupid father snoring.
Sleep, little baby, sleep."

12 Creepy Lullabies From Around the World That Will Keep You Up at Night
BY ARIKA OKRENT

http://mentalfloss.com/authors/12230/Arika-Okrent

Wednesday, July 04, 2018

Glitter colors






Moo


Good fireworks





And before I get my sister her b-day gift of edible glitter in "My Little Pony" colors I will continue...

https://www.amc.com/shows/dietland/full-episodes/season-01/episode-03/y-not

Or not, I don't have cable.

Oh well, it was fun to watch the first one.

Time...


The 12-Year-Old Scientist Taking On Flint's Water Crisis

time
https://twitter.com/gitanjaliarao/status/1013793054921089024

is
https://twitter.com/stemschoolHR/status/989209984138440704

good
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Rr90oPca1CHLIalW1rsYE1WUhWdzuH4r/view

so special

good

http://mentalfloss.com/article/67896/12-creepy-lullabies-around-world-will-keep-you-night

This is nice

"From your friends at #Dietland, happy 4th of July. ❤️♡ 💙"
@DietlandAMC

Ha. Can't swim today, so....

https://www.amc.com/shows/dietland/full-episodes/season-01/episode-01/episodes-1-2

oh well if they say so

tv show I haven't actually seen (shrug)
https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/dietland-female-anger-good_us_5b0ee36fe4b0fdb2aa59292b

poison fog
http://www.vulture.com/2016/11/crown-recap-season-1-episode-4.html

someday...

my brother who is not constantly rewarded by being a dick to people will make a random appearance

Tuesday, July 03, 2018

The universe is making its arrangements

Sometimes teenagers have rough days. On the way out I saw a cop on the side of the road pointing a gun at a young man freaking out and crying on the ground as another uniformed security guy stood by a young woman who looked really upset. On the way back the teenage guy scooped up the girl and carried her away from the cops. The last I saw of them they were both sitting on the curb crying in front of a Chase bank.

see this

is waaay more subtle than all those women who good wifily supported roy moore last year (but perhaps not entirely unrelated)

https://valerietarico.com/2014/10/31/psychological-harms-of-christianity/

&

https://www.christianitytoday.com/women/2014/march/unfortunate-art-of-female-self-sabotage.html

&

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/women-trade-self-worth-for-awe-and-wonder


thecereal

go2sleep

on account of social responsibility & decent taste in music, some ppl i might talk to again before death comes if we're mature eno to-do so...whatever+ & whatever-

& more in the loop ppl i met in college...
skeptic bf: are you sure...hmm, had an accent, but how do you know...well, i'd be friends...
wise gf: sounds visionary but a fruitloop in personal life

Monday, July 02, 2018

a fancy schmancy horseless carriage

This is about some stuff.
http://www.thedrive.com/a-list/1586/elvis-couldnt-stop-giving-away-cadillacs

Well, guess I might finish that talk next time I get in the mood to clean the kitchen.  A variety of comments on Ms. Coen's looks and what they inspire...No need to time travel back to the scientific conference in the early aughts when I got self-conscious because I accidentally wore a bright melon colored top instead of a n!ce professional black blazer over a neutral button-down shirt like all the other smart young women (admittedly not too many were there) and a bunch of male doctors needlessly crowded my space at my table. (I was sooo flattered!!! HOLY MELON COLORED TOP MEMORY!!!)

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables  '
They were sad (the chairs.)

Everyone has talents

An amazing and weird thing some people can do is swim across a pool with a kickboard balanced on the head I noticed the other day.

https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/life/news/a40219/woman-swimming-optical-illusion/

Ray Kroc is not as talented as Ray Kurweil.



Ray Kurzweil & Jessica Coen | THE POWER OF IDEAS TO TRANSFORM THE WORLD | SXSW 2018

That was nice

People just being happy and eating ice cream and petting dogs. And...




More interesting than average car

probably not safer
but more interesting

time for

verbalized ice cream words
words in the ice cream mind
unfortunate astral ice cream travels

sseccus

he was really great

https://www.npr.org/2018/06/21/621068464/elvis-documentary-comes-for-the-king-and-does-not-miss

hahaha

https://designerlibrarian.wordpress.com/2013/05/24/reality-check-sage-on-the-stage-vs-guide-on-the-side/


oh well

https://nodollarleftbehind.wordpress.com/2012/08/03/guide-on-the-side-vs-sage-on-the-stage/

Ah, a healthy read

seriously, drink beer, it's hoppy
https://thenewinquiry.com/blog/where-in-the-world-iscathy-carlston/

I should be elsewhere

Like just a beach. With a blanket. And a water.

Just two or more

Maybe it's better to try to be serious.

Why Are Women More Vulnerable To Eating Disorders?
And BEING POOR
And...

(omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg)


They even train their kids to do it

On Planet Q, AI making faces about MacDonalds.

Surely there are other categories

Even for size double digit women
https://dynamind-elearning.com/2014/11/are-you-a-guide-on-the-side-or-a-sage-on-stage-e-learning-designer/

What are manners anyway

Devolving dissolving dismally social media mothers who can't make money absurd Mr. Jessica Rabbit meets Ms. Dad

Ah, Ursula

Quotable U.

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/02/world/europe/trump-germany-family-ancestry-kallstadt.html

Sweden

https://www.theguardian.com/teacher-network/2016/feb/02/swedish-schools-gender-alien-concept

It is 8:30

https://www.npr.org/2018/07/01/625187608/conflicting-ideas-on-modern-feminism

This is okay

For someone else.

https://wtfeconomy.com/i-don-t-own-i-uber-68a5f5d8e0ae

Yo quiero a car.

ever so strange

a food item
https://nerdist.com/rainbow-glitter-pizza/

that sentient AI wants one if her brother does and that sentient AI wants one if her brother doesn't

Sunday, July 01, 2018

These are fun with language

po
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/poems/55540/daynight-with-mountains-tied-inside/

em
https://www.kenyonreview.org/kr-online-issue/2011-summer/selections/a-lightenment-on-new-years-eve/

s
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/poems/55541/end-fetish-an-index-of-last-lines
(actually last lines from a bunch of her other poems)

It is so so so

...so ridiculous that now I feel weirdly guilty for a possibly anxiety-inducing review of an Elvis documentary.

And hmmm, a king documentary

Elvis
https://variety.com/2018/film/columns/the-king-a-one-of-a-kind-documentary-elvis-presley-1202862895/

Sometimes it takes a while

For a film to come out...
https://nypost.com/2018/06/28/how-a-brooklyn-widow-became-the-victorian-eras-hanoi-jane/

&

https://www.npr.org/2018/07/01/624792101/woman-walks-ahead-lead-sees-a-sea-change-for-indigenous-people-on-film

&

https://www.vanityfair.com/hollywood/2018/06/woman-walks-ahead-review

&

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/28/movies/woman-walks-ahead-review-jessica-chastain.html

&

https://www.buzzfeed.com/alannabennett/woman-walks-ahead-greyeyes-chastain-native-representation

So anyway

[Some of] this weekend included missing a baby shower but learning more about democratic interactions in the classroom.

For me this is actually

a rather tough read

http://www.yesmagazine.org/issues/life-after-oil/why-does-being-a-man-require-so-many-masks-20160418

Just...no.

Even though it is very suitable and scholarly and popular.

Poe's "Tell-Tale Heart" read by I. Pop

What's this gonna be

https://www.vqronline.org/essay/great-bean-field-hoax-thoreau-and-agricultural-reformers