Processing new lessons again; they're very old lessons, though.

When I was sleeping, I dreamed I was by a rose bush and there was an insect buzzing around my ear and then I woke up and the buzzing around my ear also went to the base of my skull and then I was awake. I'm sad because I didn't realize how thirsty for revenge some people are if they don't feel appreciated enough. Well, that's how it seems. And then it completely takes over, their need to express their dominance and power. And they don't care about iniquity. They don't care about that sort of thing at all. They just want to express dominance and power. That's what the patriarchy raised them to be like: thirsty for dominance and power. That's like when people smile at you, but you can tell you're not supposed to be happy. You're supposed to show them that they're the ones who deserve to be happy at the expense of others. It's sad.