Sometimes I think that even though reading or hearing about or feeling the effects of brutal oppression is very hard, maybe what I actually find is the hardest thing about being alive right now is how disappointing some people can be when times get tough.
They revert into child-like states.
I mean in movies about fascism, people rise to the occasion right? They get courageous and noble!
In a movie celebrating the ones who are true and good, you think you will know the ones who are like that if you were ever living in such dire times.
But honestly, a lot of people don't want to change. Sometimes they act like they want life to be like a party that revolves around their own ego. You get the sense that you really cannot rely on these people at all.
Or maybe they're scared.
So it's very disappointing, sometimes.
I mean it was beyond disappointing. It was like pea soup thick depression. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't know why I'm here.
But it's also very human.
Hey fascism, why can't you go back into your nice little movie that we can watch on the screen and then discuss the merits of the performance afterwards?
Why am I here?
I guess now it seems that I'm here to survive and to witness things and to evolve.
Thank you for the opportunity to evolve.
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