It's hard to be here sometimes.

I just really want to cry right now.  I'm not the only one having a hard time. A lot of people are having hard times these days. 

People who are doing better seem to be from a long far away distant country right now.

I have no idea when I will feel better. But yesterday was better, actually.

I spent nice times with a good person and I had so much of the day when I wasn't feeling too bad and it was just like a big treasure to be able to feel that way. 

I wonder if I can get feeling that way back again.

I can do more energy healing  things and supplements and essences. And also I'm going to go out and do an errand or two.

Maybe any of these things will help.