I have to have more "healthy" fun because my body's a special snowflake in this life.

Still, there's probably a part of me that needs to have a very raw, unpolished life.

Because for a small time as a child, I was so good at saying my pleases and thank yous, and it was complimented by some elders but wasn't that much fun for me.

People who have to suck up to the patriarchy all the time in order to have a job are good at saying their pleases and thank yous, and I can't do it.

Have to figure out something else that's healthier than that for this special snowflake.