When you're not feeling well, having to go outside to do the laundry is just like really daunting. Yes, I do live with a good person but he's on his work shift, and I signed up to do laundry, and I need to do it and it's just like the littlest things become like monumental things to do. It's not fun. It's cold outside. I couldn't do my laundry earlier because everybody else was doing it. I wish I had a washer and dryer inside my apartment. I really do. There's multiple levels of physical and psychological things happening. I also need to heal heartbreak because I'm pretty sure there's something about my not feeling well right now. That's connected to other things about how humans are so awful to one another and they abandon each other sometimes and and it's really something I've got get healed from and not suffer from so much. For example, there's so much bad stuff happening with the people in charge and so many people are just ignoring it and that's really sad. But at the same time I'm starting to understand why it happens because if you think about it so much you get sick and then your body starts to fail you and like you need to take care of your body. The corrupt people in charge are not going to be there forever though, but I just wish humans were smarter and would change faster. But I just wish humans were smarter and would change faster. Okay I got to do what I got to do. Okay I got to do what I got to do. I will do what I got to do. And please dear angels help me do what I got to do.
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