I am really grateful for water and lemon this morning.

I cannot even express how much I love those things right now. 

I REALLY KNOW THAT I DO NOT HAVE THE SAME GENETICS AS OTHERS HAVE. IT IS QUITE CLEAR TO ME THAT WE ARE VERY DIFFERENT.

I can help myself, though. I already feel better compared to how I felt a half an hour ago. There is a lot to do. I am staying alive in a certain time and dealing with a certain set of circumstances.

I am like my own lifelong science project in this lifetime.