Yesterday evening I could get Taco Tuesday order and win a practice chess game on my phone while I was waiting (I'm sure it's not a very high level) and eat part of it at a park and bring the rest of it home to share. And then I went out and had a drink and read a book and it in a noisier than expected environment and I dealt with it alright. This evening? I canceled plans to leave this domicile for relatively low-key and relaxing activity (crocheting or knitting with others) and I'm searching for any remedies to relieve the kind nervousness that can ruin an appetite for dinner. It's almost like being a totally different person. I still don't feel especially understood sometimes, but if I get better at accepting myself as I'm going through a lot of changes on multiple levels, it will be a better way to get through life.
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