I hope I figure out more about why it was like that soon.

I guess other people were supposed to be more of the performers than I was supposed to be more of an ingester / metabolizer.

Arcade Fire - "My Body Is A Cage (HD Version)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=2I5JW9NOG4k&si=8ljb2HKOxZDIWaki

I guess I didn't like being thinner when I was younger that much.