Tuesday, June 16, 2026

It's kind of like I feel more together tonight than I did yesterday.

It feels like it's important to know how much you're willing to explore the different parts that you have inside of yourself. There's traveling and visiting other parts of the world and enjoying learning about other cultures, but there's also inward exploration.  I ended up moving around a lot when I was a kid, and then certain things happened when I was older, and I didn't end up traveling as much as I thought I would. It's like I was supposed to explore a lot of different worlds internally and find out what makes human beings get persuaded to go this or that way in their lives, and then I had to figure out how to make a new way to go forward, for myself and for others. But if I didn't feel very supported, I wasn't doing a very good job of it. And pain and illness can be such terrible distractions too. And financial issues are a stressor, and those also get impacted by pain and illness and trauma. And if you listen too much to an imbalanced society, you believe the support you need should take a very specific form, and then you feel like you're too oppressed because you didn't get that specific form of support that you needed. Instead, you're supposed to expand your horizons and grow spiritually, and find other ways of being in the universe. You're not supposed to just bolster Society as you have found it to be now; you're supposed to create a new one.

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