It's exhausting colonizer stuff.

Sometimes it's too exhausting to be around people who have little to no depth when it comes to seeing how interesting different kinds of people or experiences are but owning land and houses and making money is their main way of feeling good. And also when people have had particular experiences or traumas that they are scared to talk about then they push away those people. And they mostly get their self-esteem from protecting themselves and acquiring land and houses and money. And it just feels really f***** up. And also people of certain genetics seem to be more inclined to do that than others. I just can't deal with the exhausting people some days. It's like I need to spend 3 days in nature to spend an hour with those people.