I have no idea why, but sometimes you do act like either my or some other people's ancestors hopped on your back and told you to make some very dumb decisions. Past life work might help with that, maybe?
Thursday, July 24, 2025
Hi again! This is a human being as a child.
"Mariela, daughter of Ignacia, one of the vendors of the supermarket..."
~ mayratodd1
Hallelujah!
Just imagine a bunch of people, and that includes adults and children, being way less racist, sexist, and selfish than whatever bullshit you were indoctrinated to go along with! Afterall, how could it possibly go on that way forever?
Well, God! What's next? Or, maybe its better to say, who could be next?
Trump was nice enough to point out that lots of people from all kinds of backgrounds are very scary and troubled, no matter who they voted for! Well, isn't that something?
Oops!
Another horrible example might just help convince some kids to be a lot better than what was role-modeled for them by the selfish, greedy, insensitive, ignorant assholes.
Amen, assholes.
Dear Jesus or other higher powers, the selfish insensitivity of the assholes of the culty patriarchal white supremacy is the worst! And I hope you can help heal me because their bullshit is actually really bad for humanity! Amen!
Not everyone can be like Corrie Ten Boom and her sister were...
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Now I got a song in my head!
Duffy - "Mercy"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=y7ZEVA5dy-Y&si=3dmgnJRj5BPPTMu2
Maybe it can help.
OR IS IT CONDITIONING? UGH.
"Conditions for abuse and genocide are made possible by the contributions of emotionally immature people like you."
They just really do not seem okay to me, especially lately.
I still wish some people were better and weren't acting like emotionally immature, callous nightmares. I need to ask a higher power to help me feel more healed. Some people are scary. Just scary. But since I have met a few better people who would not be acting this way if I were able to see them, I will ask for help from a higher place. I feel like I need more protection from the immature, callous people.
Wednesday, July 23, 2025
I can imagine the body saying: Take care of me. Make my life happy again.
"Beyond Dizziness: Learn The Spiritual Meanings of Vertigo"
https://www.subconsciousthinkers.com/post/beyond-dizziness-the-spiritual-meanings-of-vertigo/
I should get these.
"My body is my teacher"
~ The Nap Ministry
https://www.instagram.com/p/DI464f1Op1j/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Ha ha, universe.
https://www.instagram.com/bookshop?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Because of following the suggestion by the creator.
Okay, well the sensitive one will have to begin listening to her body more now.
Time to listen to the body. I knew it.
Other people can do what they do in their bodies and mine is just different for whatever reason.
I have been having various symptoms. Now I'm actually getting dizzy; it feels weird when I walk around.
I knew it. I knew it. I knew it. I knew it. I knew it.
Why did I take so long to acknowledge this, this again, oh well.
It's transition time.
Observing several things that are unfolding.
"Bracing for the ICE storm: SF immigrants go underground"
https://sfstandard.com/2025/07/23/sf-undocumented-immigrants-hiding-self-deporting/
I know it's not good to get overwhelmed, but ignoring important stuff does not seem to be the best option either.
Sometimes, I feel like I don't want to hear anybody saying to me, "But why are you so worried, you're not going to get picked up." What??? I have sensitivities. It doesn't make me feel better to hear those words.
In the past, my nervous system was completely overwhelmed, and in a way, that was actually harder for me, back then, personally, because I was feeling very alone.
I also felt it was extremely important that I try to get myself well, or at least get my nervous system functioning at a certain level again.
This time, I'm not feeling so alone. But I might be overly informed about what others are going through.
Now I see why many people are upset. There's lots of people protesting and there's lots of really obvious bad stuff happening. Yes, the worst stuff is not happening to me at the moment, but in a way, knowing that is not all that much easier.
It's really been horrible feeling like this, but for some reason I'm not having the paralyzing panic attacks as much as what happened in the past. There's other layers that have been revealed about how people are, though, and it's been really painful to process these experiences.
Maybe it will get better though. Maybe I will get more enlightened and better at taking care of myself. I suppose it will have to happen.
"The women who go along with these rules get rewarded."
"Clery absolutely not excusing the behavior..."
~ jenunhinged
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DMA13PKvqt-/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Will the selfish people feed you to the alligators if you start having more compassion for others?
Selfish people do be doing selfish people kinds of things, sometimes. But surely they wouldn't feed you to the alligators, would they?
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