My sleep schedule got thrown off. I'm awake and thirsty. Whether I'm hot because of outside temperature or something to do with internal processes, the brain at least knows some of the basics: I've been treated as odd or different in this life, in multiple ways, and I've definitely suffered, but there's still some creative potential. I don't know why I suffered so much. It's hard to deal with the physical health problems, you know. But even more than that, it's when Society is constantly pushing a narrative on you that you know is not going to help you fulfill your life's purpose, and you feel all this conflict because of the pressure to conform, to the point where someone might hospitalize you just for being different or persecute you or throw you in jail or lock you up just because you have a slightly different set of norms according to your inheritance, whether that be the genetic inheritance or coin or the land or lack thereof... Or the spiritual direction you were pointed in, which may be at odds with others' belief systems...Also, whenever there's a heat wave, it's a really good idea to stay hydrated!
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