I will just need to accept what I need to do.

My mission is to survive being in this body. I need to learn how to take better care of it. I apparently have inherited sensitivities. 

Then I get reminded that I need to do that because the body says I need tend to some aches and pains, which could be for a number of reasons.

So I'll be working on that. 

I might also need to pray and maybe do a healing modality.

I wonder if I have a built-in mechanism that will never let me be involved in anything too exciting but instead it will always make me pursue something that's more like, on a healing path?