Strangely happy to tune into a familiar, self-protective "avoid panic attacks if at all possible" mode...like this could be a regressive trait which comes back to communicate a self-protective quality...for some reason it also makes me appreciate how different other people are, too. And I just felt like I was in a Carlos O'Kelly's restaurant in Virginia with my stepfather yesterday instead of over a decade ago. I appreciate having an opportunity to evolve as quietly or not as I might choose...you don't always know what will feel sacred or important tomorrow, what minor moments might seem as important as creating art or beginning a new way of life...but now it seems that restaurant is no longer there or has changed into a new place...
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