Weird but not untrue

I need to consume way less plastic. Sometimes I feel very tired, as if I have carried the vibe of a man who long ago gave up on two cultures, negotiating with Europeans, and just walked into the woods, never to return, like the human version of a wounded animal crawling away to die, but that is not really an option for the present and I am not a man. Having anxiety issues in a woman's body is not the same thing. Usually walks in nature are rejuvenating. OR JUST GETTING STILL AND LISTENING TO YOUR BODY. That was an all-caps accident but maybe I will keep it like that...