Mhmm

I remembered some things. Things came back. People really do blot things out sometimes. Here's something for the future:
Times have changed. You do not necessarily need to give your friend away to some other life. If you have a friend, and they give you something, and you give something back, and it seems like your friend has to say goodbye to you in order to go on to do what she wants, even that is temporary. It seems like a sacrifice. There she is, giving you this look of admiration for the sacrifice you didn't even know you were making, but it was fine, because it was also temporary. Everything is so temporary. That's why there's almost humorous element to it all. Look, that month you paid all the money to see a healer who kept asking "Anything else? Anything else?" As if she was saying Well? Well? Have you noticed yet? You're gonna notice this pretty soon.