What is it?

Honestly, they are like two loves??? Some people: You tested me and I still don't really trust you or your way of doing things, but I feel in my heart your souls are beautiful and that's why I can't just write you off. Its painful, but I guess that you help me to grow? Other people: You are the people who gave me more sanctuary than you even know. You helped me have faith in myself and in my abilities as well as in other people. You point me in the direction my soul wants me to go and it brings me happiness. Thank you.