Sunday, April 19, 2026

I'm watching part of the Thoreau documentary to get some perspective.

I have had dreams where I'm driving and I'm completely blind and I have no idea where I'm going but I'm still supposed to keep driving. And that would be a terrible thing to do in real life, but it kind of sums up a state that I feel like I'm in lately. Maybe it does feel like I sometimes have a habit of talking (?) or typing too much to deal with nerves. The habit is happening again. If I'm in trouble, it better be good trouble. I literally have no clue what's happening, sometimes, but it's not such a problem if I just relax.

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