I'm only going to be more dedicated to healing and seeking healing and staying away from people who do not have enough sensitivity to put the focus on healing when I am still in a fragile state, and in that way I will survive.
Friday, March 06, 2026
It broke again.
I'm going to ask the cosmic mother to help me, because the temporary tooth is not going to last. It's wiggling. Brokenness is what's happening right now.
Your family is unloving and shallow and sexist and cruel and treats male rapists better than they treat girls and women.
I am not turning myself into someone who makes excuses for rapists, just so your shallow, unloving immature, cruel, sexist family treats me better. Because it's impossible.
They will never treat me better. It won't work. I never want to act like them or you. I will die first. I probably will die soon. Either metaphorically or physically. Everybody's going to die soon anyways.
Your horrible excuses for misogyny and rape culture were an absolute horror show to endure.
Torture is not too strong of a word.
My health is paying the price right now.
Not everyone can be as willfully ignorant and insensitive to rape victims and sexual assault survivors as you are.
I hope those bad, sexist patterns do not continue, and that you are the last ones to continue them.
Maybe you'll get the motherly motivation to get better at "real love" now.
Life destroying menstrual cramps seemed kind in comparison to your misogynistic, excessively servile, rape-culture excusing, patriarchal ways.
I can't wait to meet them, though!!!
Here's to your or other people's unborn great-grandchildren who will be so grateful about being less terrible to girls and women than you were.
As you have more selfish "fun" with your Patriarchal rape culture friends in the future...
You're not invited into my alternate universe where people actually do manage to treat one another well and perform acts of love and treat one another well. Fluids everywhere and everything. It's a rape culture free zone, unlike your f****** workplaces and sad social gatherings.
Their babies also deserve to be around people who are better at respecting other human beings than you are. And they will be raised by people who are better at it than you are.
You're a shallow, sexist, creepy, selfish Patriarchal servant and you're not invited there.
You had plenty of time to make yourself a better person. You're clearly unmotivated to get better because you're so desperate to fit in with patriarchal society and that's your first "love."
It's too violent, and so it will not work out.
Go away.
That's not how I show my love right now.
I believe I have felt love but I am not hanging out with s***** misogynistic assholes who cater to rape culture for meager temporary rewards. I don't care how rich they are. I don't care what political positions they've held. I don't care how many babies they've pushed out of their bodies or how many women they've impregnated. Or how good they are at making excuses for the bad behaviors of the patriarchy.
Go f*** yourself.
What kind of "love" do you really want?
What kind of "love" do you think you need?
What kind of "love" do you mean?
Is it too mean???
You're fine???
You're just not sexually predatory or misogynistic enough to be "successful" in some places.
If you had raped underage girls they would just love to root for you more, I guess???
If you accepted more semen in your life and pushed out babies and turned a blind eye to sexism, you would be doing what good girls are supposed to do for the Patriarchal Society???
Your paycheck would be fatter???
People would love you more???
What kind of love is that???
Woe. I mean, WOE. I mean, WOE!
"Mt. SAC women’s basketball coach Brian Crichlow wins Coach of the Year for a third year"– SAC Media
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says" – SAC Media
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC" – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"Recapping Mt. SAC’s Recent Harassment and Discrimination Cases" – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/08/08/recapping-mt-sacs-recent-harassment-and-discrimination-cases/
They can help the children and grown people in the concentration camps in five future lifetimes maybe.
In the meantime, as they're helping people like Elon and Wendy, maybe they can also invite some of the predators from Sona's training ground to join them.
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says"
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC – SACMedia
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"2023 Mt SAC Alumnus of the Year Sona Movsesian"
100% SURE
I'm sure Michelle and Sona and Conan would treat Elon, The DAD of The CENTURY, far better than they would ever treat me. They should hang out with him. I spent enough time with him. Them, and Elon and Elon's Baby Mamas can probably help each other a lot.
Honestly, I think I just have to go find much better people to look at and think about now.
Isn't the psychological pain of misogyny so damaging, too?
Since I heard a crack, I wonder if my temporary crown will last the weekend?
I think you should figure out why, and start expecting better of humanity.
You are still behaving like a human being who wants to be cruel and insensitive towards the people you were trained to treat like garbage, just to be able fit in with a cruel, insensitive patriarchal pattern, perpetuated by the cruel and insensitive patriarchal cults.
They must have really wormed their ways into your vulnerable brain at a very, very tender age. I hope your children are a lot better to other kinds of people than you have been, but I'm really not counting on it.
On the bright side, they have so much in common!
Conan and Sona and Michelle could probably really help someone like Wendy. Why don't they reach out? What's stopping them? I think they're just still too addicted to treating girls and women who aren't incubating patriarchal patterns the way they are like worthless garbage. I think that's what's stopping them. I'm sure Wendy was very traumatized by being gestated in the body of a teenager. And by having a dreadful father. I'm sure she needs a lot of help that people like them just can't provide for people like her. Maybe she'll find a better church. Stop posting such racist, misogynistic disgusting things.
They're just being so discriminatory and dishonest and sexist and patriarchal.
Since Conan and Sona and Michelle still give me very strong vibes that they lack respect for most women and girls, and Conan spied on me and barked at me like a dog, I want them to explain why they also still have to act like poorer people are worthless pieces of garbage compared to rich people.
What is it that makes it feel SO good for them to act that way?
Apparently, being genetically blessed and financially blessed still doesn't make you want to be a well or healthy person.
Like with a regular, normal level of empathy for what is happening to other people right now.
Apparently, you're still so addicted to your misogynistic sexist survival mechanisms that you just can't stop choosing Patriarchal Patterns and dehumanizing other people.
You don't have the motivation to grow more and become a more respectful person?
Well, that's really all about your comfort level, your motivation, and your enjoyment.
Whatever floats your boat is still very bad for other people but that's what you want.
Just don't expect all people in the future to want to behave the way you did.
Now I'm probably going to have to call a medical professional.
Unfortunately, I heard something snap after I chewed. I wasn't chewing. I was being really good about not chewing all this year. I wasn't chewing. I have had a temporary crown on a healing tooth since the end of December.
But now it's gotten worse.
Now it feels like I'm a being treated like a worthless piece of garbage by the unwell, unempathetic mothers and sexist dads. AGAIN.
Genetically Superior Sona and Genetically Superior Wendy and Genetically Superior Conan and Genetically Superior Michelle will not be able to teach us more about how to not treat people backgrounds like worthless garbage anytime soon, will they. They're too busy fawning over men who treat girls and women badly and getting rewarded.
Sometimes mothers don't do a very good job of raising their children to respect other human beings.
savagewendyvan
https://www.instagram.com/p/DT5EQVKlJxH/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Even if you try to like them personally, and you wanted to like them, they are still so deeply motivated to treat someone like you like a piece of garbage.
They are still being influenced by their patriarchal society to be terrible to others.
Isn't your world kind of bizarre?
Why did so many people vote for these kinds of people to run things? Why.
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
For the health of society and everything.
Maybe some of you should figure out why some people will just fall all over themselves over the cleverness of certain individuals? And is the point of life, to make people fall all over themselves about you? Or is it to learn more other things about life, and about what's going on with others?
Several true things about today.
Today I'm glad the world is filled with a variety artistic and wonderful and creative people. I've been noticing how sensitive I am to even just some water being spilled on me right now. I feel like it's enough to care for the cat I have, when it comes to caring for little dependent beings. I'm happy the cat is napping next to me while I figure out how to take better care of myself.
Sigh.
Some bedridden with cramps stuff happening today. But it could be worse. It seems like I'm taking care of it now. Actually calming down and not being in pain is such a nice experience that it's almost like a cleansing or something.
My hat I made for myself is cute.
I knitted it in the round and I put a pom pom on it and sometimes people say it's cute if I go out and wear it. But it did something strange where it twisted and it started to look like a turban and reminded me of gurus and of people who need deprogramming from cults, and if that's the case (and I bet it is) then don't delay. Don't do it for me. Do it for yourself.
I had buckets of tears pouring down my face earlier. And now I just feel so much calmer and I'm sipping tea. In a way, this is actually so much better than a lot of stories you might read...
Not messing around with this again.
Got the heating pad and ginger tea with the big chunks of ginger in it because cramps started showing signs of flaring up again.
Who would want to take that belief system away?
Just think of how many people with challenging relationships with their parents would benefit from believing in a caring and compassionate cosmic mother energy.
That's kind of helpful to realize.
Super glad the universe decided to make me weigh more right now actually.
All things pass!
Empathy for the girls and women who have been taught to orbit around cute and wonderful sons and brothers and husbands before moving on to something that's a lot better for everyone and also more cosmically motherly!!!!
Beatles reincarnated might catch some feminine health complications.
Physically spiritually sociologically emotionally mentally psychologically psychically peaking...
She's a Cat Whisperer!
Wow! This is like a completely different cat.
"I just got home from a long day at work to this"
lucilletherescuecat
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVe1_kvka3x/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Matador, matador...
I was in the backyard because had to shake out a blanket and it was red and I ended up swishing it back and forth... It was fun. (!)
Los Fabulosos Cadillacs - "Matador (Official Video)"
Bodies, they must be dealt with.
Mine is gurgling. Probably because of my buckwheat crackers and pistachio butter binge.
One time I was in the car and with a friend and I played a longer piece of music for her on my phone and she wanted to stop it when it was most of the way through and play "Dust in the Wind" by Kansas, so we did that, and then we finished the "Impossible Soul" song.
I played her "They Are Night Zombies" because that was the first one I heard, on a college radio station in Claremont, and she didn't like it so much because it reminded her of people going to war, but I felt differently than her, and I still really like it.
"Plenty of people on the Epstein list have children."
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women | Tyler Bender"
Transformative!
That one time I listened to this song and stared at the white stuff the airplanes make in the sky.
"Danger Zone (From 'Top Gun' Original Soundtrack)"
If they're SO concerned...
Why aren't the Podcast Bros obsessed with adopting orphan children????
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
Staving off death!
Better Buckwheat Maine Crisps (savory fig and thyme), salted pistachio brother, apricot and chia seed fruit spread.
🎼What a song.🎶
Sandwich sounds good.
"The Podcast Bro's War On Childless Women" | Tyler Bender
https://youtube.com/watch?v=aTsjfMx8o0I&si=HXkzQsuu9wgsUjmx
Thank you, comfort zone!
"The Hidden Sexism in Wedding Traditions"
@breakingdownpatriarchy
https://youtube.com/watch?v=m3M9g5HZWZM&si=LRsfDrdsSnsbCm27
I can sleep soundly beneath Mama duck's wing now.
I HAVE to make better use of my restaurant industry experience soon.
"this will haunt me until I drop the check #server"
briannaleetv
I don't mind the "maiden mother crone" thing.
I really have also felt that either men or women could be motherly, I think.
"The holy trinity of maiden mother and crone..."
Steve Nobel
http://youtube.com/post/UgkxCIXEtESMSBoE-BIyZ1AVlfyQsnq1vPNT?si=ZJQZOh2Lhd0qH6gc
"Maiden, Mother, Crone: Embracing the Sacred Feminine in All Her Phases"
https://downtheforestpath.com/2013/12/05/when-maiden-mother-crone-isnt-right/
"You Are A Triple Moon Goddess And Here’s Why | Blog" | Tia Marie Johnson
https://blog.tiamariejohnson.com/you-are-a-triple-moon-goddess-and-heres-why/
Thursday, March 05, 2026
This is 🎶 fun...
She likes Kate Bush! And some people I never heard of. Also a bunch of others I have heard of.
Peaches' "What's In My Bag?" | Amoeba Music
Inspired to honor Frida. Probably visit her house someday.
The Growlers - "Monotonia" (Official Video)
It just feels like cosmic things are happening lately.
I have been having so many weirdly arranged dreams and I've been feeling like even the worst information is somehow being cheered on by groups of enthusiastic onlookers in a spiritual realm or something.
I really think she did a great job with this one!
Also, just remembered my sister's friend who was taking Ozempic got appendicitis the weekend my sister was visiting me and had her appendix out. So don't count on that stuff being popular forever.
"The INSANE Art History of the 'Perfect' Female Body"
bekahart
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8ooRZqSyPig&si=FIAlC8-KMo7Ur3GL
"She Took Compounded Ozempic..."
https://www.healthline.com/health-news/compounded-ozempic-appendicitis
Cilantro harvesting earlier today...
Muchismas gracias!
I had some on my cauliflower crust pizza.
"I work in California, USA and agriculture..."
Obduliah Ag
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTh7KMh6W/
My app informed me I went over my carbs today. However, you're not supposed to assume the app knows what's best. You're supposed to get a personalized plan from a professional. Especially if you're perimenopausal or in menopause. A lot of women are eager to learn more and will pay $$$ for educational content that helps them get their health needs addressed. I believe it will be a burgeoning market.
Lol, the golden retriever paws on the laptop keyboard.
"Waffles has a whole new cat corner to enjoy thanks"
thegoldenbreakfastclub
I like these challenging intellectual activities lately.
Plus, fun inner child tunes.
Kenny Rogers - "The Gambler"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7hx4gdlfamo&si=86Oop2YfSJLQ35Y0
Color Yarn
I haven't been surfing yet. 🌊
I have to ride my wave of ignorance a little longer.
Blonde Redhead ~ "Melody (Official Video)"
Kvetch
I had so much good feminist content to offer over the years, but what were they interested in instead?
I am so uninspired by size 10 going to size 2 as a success barometer.
However, I am far above a size 10 these days, so I do appreciate the information.
IMO, it would be interesting to see a sexual assault survivor informed dance performance include a woman who's larger and goes to being thinner and then faints because of blood sugar levels and her nutritionist has no idea why, maybe because her nutritionist wasn't trained to work with her type of body, so then the woman starts to eat and get larger again because, you know what, thin has never been good enough to her.
This counting macros has been fun for me so far.
My breakfast today became both breakfast and lunch with the addition of a cup of bone broth and some raspberry leaf tea!
This is something for me to watch.
"almost alien-like"
"The INSANE Art History of the 'Perfect' Female Body"
bekahart
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8ooRZqSyPig&si=FIAlC8-KMo7Ur3GL
You know, you're very lucky compared to some people.
Kristi Noem got fired! Poor Barron still is stuck with the dad he got.
Humiliation is holy.
Waking up after a dream.
"Maybe I'll talk about the library that burned."
(Walked by a burned library.)
" I wonder what they thought when I left my clothes and stuff in that house and never collected it."
(For some reason I believed I was a roommate in a house with these people at one point?)
"Well now this is sad because the little connection or link or whatever that made me hang out with people is lost..."
Waking up.
"You've never actually hung out with these people irl, you idiot."
Life is still challenging but emotionally evolving.
The nose headache is back in a lighter form and there are some lighter cramps starting. But nevertheless, I think things are improving. I'm going to try to just learn what I need to do to learn from this. I have to take better care of myself.
Holy Mary, that really helped! 🌹🙏🏼🧖🏽♀️🚿
This time when I took the shower, I also really went deeper inside of my own psyche, and I got some extra cool insights. Oh my God; that was pretty good. Lovely, lovely, lovely!
!!!💗!!!
Mostly not a very fun day.
I have a sick headache. Being in a hot shower makes it better. And I'm going to take another one now because being in a hot shower makes it better. I'm taking things. I'm trying things. I have supplements and teas and I'm also taking some acetaminophen for the stupid headache finally. After hours of trying other things.
I hate the patriarchy and patriarchal people suck. I hate the patriarchal healthcare system. Shallow chauvinistic horrible people are such enemies of women's bodies. I can't even deal with thinking about these people right now. And I kind of do wish I was dead.
Oh well, I'm sure the shower will perk me up right away.
Today will be dedicated to the exploration of the Macros.
Times are terrifying. But one can burn incense. And look for opportunities.
Plus, you never know, some people in the future might find the tedious details fascinating.
Otto Frank become a very good step-grandfather!
Anne died; Eva lived. Anne's mother died; Eva's mother lived. What could he do?
GRRRR.
"The Trump administration does not value human life. They are using our federal tax dollars to bankroll detention and a deadly deportation machine instead of funding healthcare, food, housing, education, and the systems that actually keep people alive,” the post said. “A system rooted in white supremacy and designed to cage, torture, neglect, and dehumanize human beings cannot be reformed. It must be abolished.”
Los Angeles City Council member Eunisses Hernandez quoted by Ryanne Mena
"Man detained at California ICE facility dies in custody; 9th such death this year"
"GEO Group, the private-prison company that owns and operates the Adelanto ICE facilities, referred questions to ICE.
'ICE is committed to ensuring that all those in custody reside in safe, secure and humane environments. Comprehensive medical care is provided from the moment individuals arrive and throughout the entirety of their stay. All people in ICE custody receive medical, dental and mental health intake screenings within 12 hours of arriving at each detention facility; a full health assessment within 14 days of entering ICE custody or arrival at a facility; access to medical appointments; and 24-hour emergency care. At no time during detention is a detained alien denied emergency care,' ICE said in a news release."
~ Ryanne Mena
Ugh.
Ugh, why were the Germans so stupid when my Grandma was alive? Anne Frank's stepsister could have more to say about it back when she was still living.
Scales are just and fair. ⚖️
Mine said I am one pound lighter than yesterday! Still speaking from beyond the threshold of death, for now.
Am I better yet.
Expectations, expectations.
"Normalize arms ??? I guess"
geniusgirlslerts
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVaFQvNDhk9/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Because of half dreaming / seeing things about diving into a shipwreck...
"Diving into the Wreck by Adrienne Rich" - Poems | Academy of American Poets
https://poets.org/poem/diving-wreck
The bad headache needs ❤️🙏🏻❤️
"The Bad Season Makes the Poet Sad"| The Poetry Foundation
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/47283/the-bad-season-makes-the-poet-sad
Have a theory about why people get crushes on celebrities.
So they can swoon without panicking.
"Maggie Gyllenhaal, Husband Peter Sarsgaard & Brother Jake Gyllenhaal Premiere Their New Movie 'The Bride!' In NYC: Photo 5290586 | Anna Van Patten, Annette Bening, Christian Bale, Corey Stoll, Jake Gyllenhaal, Jessie Buckley, John Magaro, Julianne Hough, Liev Schrieber, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Marisa Tomei, Peter Sarsgaard, Sibi Blazic, Susan Sarandon, Taylor Neisen, The Bride Photos | Just Jared: Entertainment News"
Haha, very funny.
"Before you know it, all the women are going to be taking showers by themselves and self-pollinating."
Complaining now.
I think other people should get weirder. This is too much for me. Anyways, will be digesting all the fiber and protein.
More nonsense!
"Bear in mind that the love of x amount of men equals the love of one woman." Whatever, I'm going back to bed. You keep your advanced teachings to yourself. I have a lot on my plate right now. Or it's more accurate to say that I have put the rest of the food away and I'm digesting enough right now.
Wow! I only ate half a sausage stick and half of the other stuff and I'm already really full.
I guess I'll have to have a second breakfast later.
This looks like breakfast for people who are going camping.
Just one sausage will be fine.
Odd choices, but okay.
I'm a little worried about myself sometimes.
What if I have a type, and it's the type that just doesn't talk back? I'm really disturbed by this thought.
SAINT MOTEL - "My Type (Official Video)"
I think my headache is dissolving!
In addition to produce picked by farm workers, I think I'll have a chicken stick and turmeric popcorn for breakfast.
It's been alarming. ⏰
I'm just considering what's going to happen if some people start getting into making ME into, like, a sort of religious icon in the future. !!!!????🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏🏾🙏🏿
True! So true.
"At least she did her best with what she had to work with according to her understanding of the situation at the time."
I have a headache; however, I am trying.
I think if some (not all) men don't actually LOVE as deeply and truly as some women LOVE, they shouldn't beat themselves up about it too much. But they should recognize the Patriarchal Culture has been incredibly wicked to their kind. They should take some time to process their feelings and HEAL.
I think it's all about levels and layers.
When you really have to heal stuff, you're going to hit more levels and layers of the things you still have to heal as you get further on with the process.
Still, it can be an extremely humbling experience.
I was also extremely shocked when I weighed myself yesterday, but I don't think that this is just about being shocked about a number on a scale.
The number on the scale is just a symptom of some other stuff that needs to be healed.
Be grateful if you need to heal more. What else can be done?
Wow! It's really time to face up to the things that need to be healed because they can't be denied any longer. Physical illness is teaching me things again.
And this is crazy because I honestly thought things were going a lot better. I felt like I was glowing with better health and later I had this really nice, peaceful nap in a park yesterday...
But that was short-lived. Now this just looks like the momentarily rosy glow of innocence. I am going through stuff now. I'm physically having real health challenges. It's painful. I have to get through this and rebuild somehow and get on a path of more healing again.
It's going to be even more about healing than it was before, I guess. I suppose I just have to be grateful that the body is showing me that there's still way more stuff that needs to be healed.
Very humbled.
Wednesday, March 04, 2026
Oh, shock, let me process this better.
Ever since I weighed myself for the first time in quite a while, I'm really shocked by how much I need to attend to my health now. I guess my body has to show me who's boss or something but anyways. Still kind of processing the shock. And it's shocking how vulnerable bodies are, isn't it? I'm so shocked that I'm almost crying in a way.
I'm curious as to why it ended up being that way.
It's odd but also interesting for me to think about different upbringings because I had this mind-body split when I was growing up between the Pacific Northwest having more of the "out there" belief systems and the Midwest having the conservative, grounded in Christianity belief system. So it's weird to think that not very far away from where I was experiencing the more "conservative" belief systems during vacations every summer (and some winters), other people were sort of having what I would have believed was more like the "Pacific Northwest belief system" experience? It's as if something in my little kid mind can't quite process or wrap my head around the idea. The Midwest is where the conservative people were. The Pacific Northwest was where the other kinds were. I knew I was supposed to act one way in the Midwest and another way in the Pacific Northwest! But clearly, my experience was not necessarily the same as other people's experiences.
They better!
Hopefully all my spiritual brothers will get to have the really spiritually educational experiences...
Aftermath Everything.
The sky is pink and beautiful. I am egotistically dead after going on a scale for the first time this year in order to use a macros counting app.
I died the deepest ego death.
I guess I do have a deeper respect for how I looked in certain clothes I tried on now.
Wow.
There will be weight training.
I am about to get obsessed with perimenopausal information, too.
I am really grounded in this lifetime now.
Silly human beings...
I got a little pain in my neck cuz I slept wrong but I can still feed my cat.
Tori Amos - "Alamo"
Kyoto Tig
https://youtu.be/3GBJPDuujqQ?si=lzs_FzjY6rgspiCl
"Does anyone have a link to the original 'Alamo'..."
Tuesday, March 03, 2026
Maybe his spirit is well.
It's funny how he's doing this sometimes lately. My stepfather appeared in a dream and was a nurturing person again.
Some say everything is a part of nature.
Parks with areas for wildlife are probably usually more balancing places to be in then casinos though.
Well, I should read this book soon.
"Every Time I Read Virginia Woolf's 'Orlando,' Something Changes"
https://electricliterature.com/every-time-i-read-virginia-woolfs-orlando-something-changes/
Or burned a witch in another century together.
I bet Justin Bieber would have crafted tasteful music with R. Kelly in a casino.
Probably pockets of spirituality in this one.
"Yaamava' Resort & Casino at San Manuel | Best Casino in California"
I met somebody who studied Dolores Cannon and worked there.
Too amusing.
I have wondered if the model on the cover of a certain album came to me in a dream and made me think he was a younger version of Little Creek, (no that's silly, that sounds like a cute little Native American kid's name) LUDOVICO SFORZA, consort of so-and-so, SO many centuries ago! You know, the aliens might plant memories in people's heads because they want people to work things out, or something?
Time to go back to learning French?
"Centuries after Christine de Pizan wrote a book railing against misogyny..."
Very spiritually and mindfully...
I'm going to look at all the spa services and include casinos and resorts which I usually avoid because I'm like "Ew, casinos," but you know, what why eschew casinos? Maybe the Native Americans would like you to spend money at their casino.
I'm concentrating on boring, earth grounding things.
"15 Healthiest Late-Night Snacks To Boost Sleep & Recovery"
https://www.renewcure.com/health-library/healthiest-late-night-snacks/?
"Plus Size and Curvy Swimwear | A Re-Imagining | BloomChic"
https://bloomchic.com/collections/swim
"Lemon Tea"
Erika Lee Sears
https://bsky.app/profile/erikaleesears.bsky.social/post/3mg542hgr4k2v
And NOT being in a cult.
Sharing is caring enough to make a better planet and society.
Mad! GOOD. Change happens.
"I was 14. A girl never forgets. Do better."
MAD-UGH-LYN
Lots of really moving content online these days, huh?
"For years I thought my nervous system was the problem."
elenaventurelliofficial
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVYOJRFCIPZ/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Way to make me feel fortunate!
"have you seen any other silly last names in Germany?"
germanwithsammy
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVb6f-2j-dN/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Do you think we might live in a culture of disembodiment?
"Epstein, ‘Lolita’ and a Culture of Disembodiment" - The New York Times
https://www.nytimes.com/2026/03/03/style/epstein-files-lolita-photographs.html
"Disturbing images released in the Epstein files showing passages from Nabokov’s infamous novel written on bodies exemplify a world where women and girls are treated as objects for consumption."
~ Rhonda Garelick
I feel that life has kind of dealt with me in a certain way.
I feel above average prepared for certain things. For example, if somebody dies and if they come back as another person, and they remember living in a previous time, I'm above average prepared to deal with that, even though it would still be weird, even for me.
Die, patriarchy, die.
I think there's going to be a lot more weirdness coming from chicks, you guys.
💄She smolders premenstrually. ❤️
It's so slow that if you speed it up it looks normal.
Hollies - "Long Cool Woman (In A Black Dress)"
Tom Kuzmich
Yeah!
We have got to get our girlfriends more financial stability and some better health insurance, huh?
Ethnic food has never tasted better in my life than it has this year!
Greek, Mexican, Italian, German, etc. Maybe even plain American. Lots of other kinds, too.
What year did this song come out?
The Hollies - "Long Cool Woman (In a Black Dress)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=g8XiNKsKyVk&si=vA1eePUIH1hziPmG
"A few of my favorites :)"
emily marin
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8xXwbJk/
"Long Cool Woman in a Black Dress" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_Cool_Woman_in_a_Black_Dress
1972! Maybe girls could wear pants and take shop class in school by then.
"Novellum: A Girl Called Al by Constance C Greene"
https://ianwoodnovellum.blogspot.com/2015/03/a-girl-called-al-by-constance-c-greene.html?m=1
But why did they get rid of homec? They still had shop when I was in junior high.
"Sewing some skirts from the most beautiful fabrics"
bernadettebanner
https://youtube.com/shorts/Wp_7sBdQzIs?si=9i4Ff9wmnCJ97Qzy
I feel like I could have learned so much more about sewing.
It's a lot. 🙏🙏🏻🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏🏾🙏🏿
"Charlie Kirk glorifies a life of subordination for women and girls at ‘Young Women’s Leadership Summit’ - Freethought Now"
"Charlie Hill Stand Up Comedy | The Richard Pryor Show"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=kFSoWpYjkzc&si=LNy_j5Q3crWJhRfM
"Charli xcx - House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xgp7wlBfASA&si=jKwzc_akzQw4-tbK
"🤓🤓🤓"
Brooke Falco
I really like getting back into reading the "A Girl Called Al' books.
"Read-at-Home Mom: Book Review: A Girl Called Al by Constance C. Greene (1969)"
https://www.readathomemom.com/2018/03/a-girl-called-al.html?m=1
It's so fun that I've reread three of the four that I already knew of and read when I was a kid, but there's six in total! So there will also be two new ones to read.
Mother of God.
I gotta say, an excellent teacher's daughter constantly reminds me that her dad must have been a real piece of work.
"💔"
savagewendyvan
https://www.instagram.com/p/DVCqOGaj5xW/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
They need so much help.
"Men are humans"
gon_fights_patriarchy
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVbFb0XDnh1/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Maternal, mentally imbalanced, feminist-impaired voters who nevertheless still like learning about esoteric topics such as where they really came from...soooo much help!?
Stuff that is so good is very good.
Like a really great warm-up act to
"DONNA SUMMER I feel love 1977 HD and HQ"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=9ZqqvrWCs3Q&si=rGyoAH1gDmTs08Yc
What a year!
The land is growing crops always.
Farmers and farmworkers are waking up now. Someone has to feed people!
"The Missing Piece..."
FarmtoTaber
I think I'll have more tomato sauce in my diet.
I was staring at jars of tomato sauce in the grocery store yesterday evening and some young people (two guys and one girl) came around the corner and this guy said to me, "You look good," and walked away. I was picking a vodka sauce.
My cat just came in and shook herself to make her presence felt.
So grounding! 😸💓🌝🌎
"Cat from Outer Space, The (film) - D23"
https://d23.com/a-to-z/cat-from-outer-space-the-film/
This link made me aware that two cats were from outer space.
It's definitely not free with my insurance, but anyways, this still has interesting info...
"Get a dietitian it's free with insurance"
itzettromero
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVZuNigiVXd/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
I think maybe a mammogram was free with my insurance, and that might be a California thing.
Learned something new about Virginia Wolf.
"On Virginia Woolf’s Favorite Baseball Book | The Ambiguities"
https://ambiguities.wordpress.com/2011/03/14/on-virginia-woolfs-favorite-baseball-book/
"I Know You, Al by Constance C. Greene" | Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/490581.I_Know_You_Al
"You Know Me Al by Ring Lardner"| Goodreads
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/971435.You_Know_Me_Al
"I know you, Al : Greene, Constance C : Free Download"
Monday, March 02, 2026
Now we know that some of the superior parents aren't terribly interested in this phenomenon...
But SOME people's parents have had their whole lives altered just by being exposed to stuff like this! Isn't it crazy???
words_of_ women
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTSqAgBEaHL/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
People are feeling called to respect themselves and their own feelings more.
"#epstein #epsteinfiles #justice #women"
words_of_ women
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUoBS2AEWzr/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"Send this to people in your life who tell you it's out of their control..."
words_of_ women
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUekRPHjF_C/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Holy mackerel, that's a lot of boxes.
They are filled with bunches of cilantro.
" A day's work in California, USA..."
Obduliah Ag
O empathy.
Whatever will become of me? Lol. What a song...
Bette Midler – "Oh Industry Lyrics | Genius Lyrics"
https://genius.com/Bette-midler-oh-industry-lyrics
And what a good film to watch at a young, formative age as well.
Do you find you seem better at having the potential to succeed than at actually succeeding? Well, don't worry too much about it!
That's kind of like how a lot of people are in different aspects of their lives.
And watching good animal content is important too!
"It's beautiful to watch them grow up side by side ❤️"
u/kvjn100
https://www.reddit.com/r/MadeMeSmile/s/KKLc88o7Gt
"I know you've been thinking..."
jestressjoan
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUsvlrGCFhG/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
It's just stressful that superficiality was so prized for so long.
"God forbid your wives get #angry..."
words_of_women
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVXWEwnjHxX/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Several and smattering and many!
Ladies with PhDs loved men who were a lot better at being stalkers than they loved you in that very interesting era.
I think embarrassedment has embarrassing consequences.
Clearly felt more keenly by some people than by others.
"Fewer Ob-Gyns Practice in States With Abortion Restrictions, Reducing Women’s Overall Healthcare Access"
Healing is a long journey.
I'm still glad I'm not going to ever act like X when X did that one thing that X did.
No wonder you were too cool to care about other women's healthcare problems, right?
Patriarchal culture completely killed off any secondary gains!
So embarrassing! 1990s.
I mean I did have a mother who wrote notes to all of my professors to tell them the reason I had to miss classes was because of my anemia due to severe menstrual problems back when that wasn't cool because they all acted pretty embarrassed about it!
She was so fervent!
"Margery Kempe Had 14 Children and She Still Invented the Memoir" - Electric Literature
https://electricliterature.com/margery-kempe-had-14-children-and-she-still-invented-the-memoir/
Putting others at a distance / disadvantage in order to obtain secondary gains patterns.
I just want to know how some parents psych themselves up for that and convince themselves that it's for mostly their benefit or for their children's benefit instead of a coping mechanism to get through the day.
"If it ain't broke don't fix it" but it is broke though.
I had a dream about the kinds of people who come together and break up and get back together and break up again and in this dream it was about a young Asian couple, so that was kind of interesting. Thank you for sharing that, universe.
"Singing Resistance movement brings music to Asheville Chamber protest against ICE"
Too busy emotionally processing to sleep. Maybe should have had a drink.
"I cant be the only one who was misheard song 'dumb' like 'done'"
https://www.reddit.com/r/Nirvana/s/nmUQGllVu4
Charli xcx - "House featuring John Cale (Official Video)"
Better do better soon!
I'm SO excited to talk more about ICE after Mercury Retrograde is over with ALL the Really Cool People.
boygenius - "Cool About It (official music video)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=gPuIUFtesYk&si=W6TGn7QSXHVdP98n
"The mayor of Buffalo, N.Y., blames ICE for the death of nearly blind refugee"
Why are things this bad?
"Good morning to everybody except the ICE agents..."
"Frfr #usa #news"
mêili 👩❤️👩 ❤️🩹
Sunday, March 01, 2026
I need a little angry humor sometimes.
"Ladies who aren't old misogynistic white dudes in this life but sure do seem to know how to act like they want to be one of them."
Let It Go. Let It Go... 🎼❄️🎶✨Okay, Elsa.
"Mt. SAC coach accused of sexual abuse to remain employed, school says – SAC Media"
https://sac.media/2023/02/10/mt-sac-coach-accused-of-sexual-abuse-to-remain-employed-school-says/
"Investigating Lawsuits Against Mt. SAC – SAC Media"
https://sac.media/2022/07/27/investigating-lawsuits-against-mt-sac/
"Disney's Frozen 'Let It Go' Sequence..."
Aw. Little flash of feminism in formative years memories!
"Saffire The Uppity Blues Woman CD Hot Flash"
Misogyny really does ruin lives.
You know, that's what's wrong with women and men whose behavior patterns are still being dictated by their internalized unresolved misogyny issues. They're just not helping, and they're making the unwell, old patterns persist longer than they need to be persisting.
I'm never doing this lifetime over again either.
I'm going to go drink some sage tea and survive my hot little evening now. And eventually I will feel able to go back to sleep. 🙏🏻💗💤
It really is kind of amazing.
Isn't it kind of amazing how much your body's need for basic respect and good health care can and will ruin things for the slovenly patriarchy.
Observation...
I'm not subjecting my already stressed out enough body to hanging out with more people who think civil rights are meant to be a repetition of old misogynistic mind-addled husbands throwing a fit.
This is for when I feel like looking up other songs later.
"Saffire – The Uppity Blues Women" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saffire_%E2%80%93_The_Uppity_Blues_Women
I'm going to have to ask higher guidance to show me what the radical self-love actually means.
I want to go out to the desert more but it's too hot in the summer. My muscles ache too much right now. I'm taking herbal stuff because I probably have weird perimenopausal hormonal things happening and want to go to sleep now. I give up. I willingly abandon myself to sleep, which is probably the smarter, better, safer place to be right now.
And do you want to know why I think you should ask for more help? Because I think it's life or death. That's why.
I'm going to have to ask some favored siblings to make a lot more efforts when it comes to noticing certain patterns that their more misogynistic friends and fans keep repeating.
You're going to have to start noticing them because it doesn't really benefit you that much to not notice, and because a lot of them will stop doing it so much to others when you start raising the bar by noticing it when it happens to others, and when you start talking about it.
Ask for more help!
You should ask the brothers and sisters who are less misogynistic than you are to help you more.
Digesting some circumstances.
I wonder if more people will start really getting interested in investigating the effects that came about because of old, ruthless, reckless, and irresponsible behavior patterns? I mean, maybe there's a benefit to doing so, and much better ways of making changes happen that would behoove greater numbers of people.
At least we know behavior patterns can change on this planet.
A weird thing about ICE being so awful to humans right now is that they do attract the attention of some of the severely insensitive people, who used to get a strange egotistical enjoyment in regards to bullying others just to make themselves feel special. Some of these people are not so apt to do that now. And if they also want to fawn over sexual predators less now because the Epstein Files are out, that's another interesting change to notice in their behavior patterns.
Murky!
"Still can't fit it neatly inside of a Facebook post that would accumulate lots of likes in our current era. Change is unfolding slowly, but we shall see how slow or fast it happens. Egos."
"Disenfranchised Grief: The Album"
This is the kind that really exists, but society still doesn't want to talk about it.
In spite of many terrible things happening right now...
Sometimes I do feel like our culture is getting more healing oriented...Bit by bit, and little by little.
Wow! So many new discoveries.
"THE UTERUS HAS TASTEBUDS"
_masalalab
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DU52JFNiOU8/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Gee, it's not as if she wrote a book and won a prize for it or anything.
"Colorado woman who followed ICE agent home, livestreamed confrontation, convicted of stalking" - CBS Colorado
https://www.cbsnews.com/colorado/news/colorado-woman-followed-ice-agent-home-convicted-stalking/
I mean they could have access to television, right?
Think comedy shows should start making more content that will comfort hard laborers and people who got kidnapped and are currently being detained?
Gucci daughter didn't care for Ridley Scott's interpretation so there's going to be another work.
"Gucci Family Series ‘Game Over’ Set at Sky Italia in Response to Ridley Scott’s ‘House of Gucci’: ‘We Will Recount the Italian Point of View’"
Can just imagine some kids on the playground singing: "You ain't nothing but a Gucci Mama, run around, run around, Gucci Mama..." Children were not polite when I was a child!
Random thought; it's probably not either right or wrong.
Maybe Elon's baby mamas deserve more attention?
Like going to jail for a good cause?
I feel like there's a lot of writing out there that makes motherhood sound like it's a bad job, but it's a principled job.
Catherine Tate - "Gay Son"
Jesus! Such a pushy headline.
"Margery Kempe Had 14 Children and She Still Invented the Memoir" - Electric Literature
https://electricliterature.com/margery-kempe-had-14-children-and-she-still-invented-the-memoir/
"The Book describes how she goes to see a woman who is 'out of her mind' after childbirth. The woman’s husband tells Margery that his wife 'roars and cries so that she makes folk terribly afraid.' They have put manacles on her wrists, he says, because she 'will both smite and bite.' But when Margery enters the house, the woman speaks to her calmly. She tells Margery she is comforted by her presence and asks her not to leave. Margery continues to visit the woman every day, even when her behavior with other people becomes so violent that she is bound in iron chains. She prays for the woman to be restored to her wits, which she eventually is. Writing about this episode, scholar Lynn Staley notes that in helping the postpartum woman, Margery 'seems to offer consolation to her former self.' It is not hard to imagine why Margery might have been popular among married and childbearing women. When she arrives in Leicester the Mayor there accuses her of coming to town in order to lead all of their wives away from them. I will always wonder what she was saying to those women in Leicester, and other women in other towns, just as I will wonder whether, when she finally succeeded in getting her book written, those women or their daughters read it and, seeing something of themselves, found comfort in it."
Sara Fredman
I will admit this one was pretty interesting to me.
Maybe it's also because of the Vivaldi! And because it's actually not such a crazy thought.
"Isn't this a crazy thought?"
the_hormone_goddess
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DVG9pfFDAK3/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Maybe it's actually a scene one; I mean, a sane one.
Vivaldi - "Four Seasons (Winter)"
Wah.😭Try harder anyway.
"But caring about certain kinds of people in certain kinds of bodies is so hard. Nobody will pay us any money to do it. The Bible didn't say we should. The Bible had sexist things in it."
Well, I hope so anyways.
If any of your fathers reincarnate with the same kinds of genes and attitudes that you were trained to be extremely prejudiced against, don't you hope that they might find some nicer people?
The misogyny of some Christians is just unbearable.
Some Christians have been so excellent at making Christianity look like a materialistic, rapist worshipping culture. Where did Jesus tell you to worship rapists and money? And yet you, just keep on doing it. Who taught you to do that? If it wasn't Jesus, who wants you to do that?
I would prefer or prefer not.
I would prefer or prefer not to know if any former students (almost all were of Latino heritage, by the way) have chosen to work for ICE because they really need the money because they need to give their kids a better life. (At the expense of other people's children.)
Poison Cult. Read some unpregnant Anne Frank or something.
I'm glad I had the privilege of experiencing being treated like a worthless piece of trash in this life by the brainwashed patriarchal fathers and mothers.
And there they are, still training their offspring to carry on their shallow, chauvinistic, self-centered, greedy ways.
Why? I hope it's not just so I can have the secondary gain of being able to point out they're doing it.
I hope they're going to learn something from what they've been doing. Like, sooner rather than later.
Learn it in this life. Don't wait till the next life.
Why would I even consider give up such an interesting experience to be the kind of privileged man that they shower their fawning and attention and privileges on?
However, the experiences are getting old. Now it's wearing thin.
I think it's time to create some different experiences.
Since the nourishment is of the feminine is getting more attention now...
I really want to know when the magic goddess workshops will start coming out to the fields and the concentration camps. Why not? Why should I not wonder about something like this?
Do you think that all the daughters are being trained to believe this nowadays?
"Ladies, your body is utterly magical 💫"
the_hormone_goddess
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFLVyajoeon/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
He gave five different stretches in this and I am really not good at the last one.
I will try to be better at the last one (forward fold for hamstrings and then runner's lunge) another day.
"If that was helpful you have to share"
coachjohnnoel
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUOAmCgkZvF/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Also, the plank to downward dog one was pretty hard, but at least I sort of managed it.
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