I have an Earth Life.
Since the pain I experienced yesterday morning was so beyond what I expected, it may have pushed me into not caring about lacking the traditional motherhood experience.
Someone with a certain pov about it might say it kicked my ass.
I am sorry it was that awful. I am sure people can get through life without having to go through that. It was also the terror that came with it. God, such gratitude it's not what I feel now.
I am no longer quite the same. It's almost as if I have turned a corner and never will go back. What if I float away or disappear. I don't think I will. But I am mystified.
I hope I make a lot of good for the soul choices and changes.
That's a positive.
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