Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Even though

I can love the idea that therapy or healing techniques or angel intervention could help a person (once I saw a video clip of a guy who described himself as a self-absorbed jerk until he had a near death experience, which changed him because he saw angels) it's curious to know that someone who seemingly was a more consistently nice person when younger could have turned into more of a tempermental sort of person, who, if he feels not in control, can be quite mean at times...

Is that a reaction, is it protecting the real self from a brutal world? If you are sensitive or triggered by that kind of behavior, it hurts on multiple levels to experiece or witness that. Also it could just be a tiresome dynamic and not what you want to deal with. Some of us just don't feel well if we have lots of exposure to that. And sometimes people who dealt with life by being controlling find themselves in different circumstances later on in life.

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