Tuesday, March 17, 2026

Well, I had a very scattered evening.

I guess I scattered my energy too much. Now I will get back in order with myself. They almost never say, when you read a book about something tragic happening, that scattered energy is the culprit, do they? I managed to get a few things accomplished with my scattered energy, but I was having a terrible time for at least half of it, and a mediocre time for the other half. Now it's better because I've named the problem, which is that I don't do well when I get my energy too scattered around because I've gotten too distracted by too many things going on. I don't know how much anxiety has to do with this, and fear of the unknown. Perhaps the higher self was like: "Oh, today is actually a good day to get a little bit scattered and fall to pieces, just a little bit. It's better if you do it today than if you did it another day."

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