Lit Lover

Saturday, April 18, 2026

How artistically interesting...

When I drove out to the desert, the billboards that seemed to stand out to me the very most were the ones for that " Something Very Bad..." Netflix show, and for Nine Inch Noize.

"[FRESH ALBUM]

Nine Inch Nails Boys Noize"

https://www.reddit.com/r/indieheads/s/Bk9YEjbd26

Suddenly, I kind of miss being in the van with my mom as a young person when she was laughing at the "Waitress" song by Tori Amos. (She was laughing in a good way. "I believe in peace...") I also have a memory of my sister telling me that our mother liked that Nine Inch Nails "Closer" song.

Moms can be so much fun when they're not getting brainwashed by Patriarchal bullies or trying to appease cranky controlling men, yeah...

Hmmm...

🎶🎶🎶🎶

"Look for The Castanets 'You Are The Blood'"

asthmatickittyrecords

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXPdBUgFKAG/?img_index=1&igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Why would I sleep when it's still dark out?

When I could get up and take out the trash and see this and take a picture of it?

Thoughts? Thoughts? Thoughts? Thoughts? Thoughts?

Secret secret secret secret secret secret secret secret

Actually, you should just do your healthy self-love thing. It's worked out pretty well for you.

Friday, April 17, 2026

Humans have to work harder than my cat.

It was fun and interesting to go away, but also there were some low moments. I viewed the place I was staying in a like a womb. It had very dark interiors. I had access to a hot tub and the stars were beautiful out in the desert, but I couldn't stay outside at night very long. Had to be inside. Time went by pretty fast. I guess I would have enjoyed the hot tub and stars more with company. But the point was to be on a solo vacation. I had vivid and disturbing dreams in the morning. I experienced some toothache stuff. The vulnerable after the vivid dreams feeling needed a chakra healing music video. The third chakra seemed to be the one that needed the most healing after those weird dreams.

Cat even thinks watching you do some house cleaning is fun.

The cat just wants to have fun. The cat just wants to have fun and go hunting and eat food and get petted and make messes and take naps and have fun... 🫴🏼🐈‍⬛😊🎶

Maybe more people would like to look at this one?

A bunch of books that I haven't read are mentioned in it.

"The vintage top was made in the early 1980s"

lilliangoesvintage

and

auntyfeminist

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXMbTn7jv18/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

People should use their talents wisely.

People who sound a lot like someone else when they sing kind of remind me of when I read about how the neighbors used to say that Thoreau sounded so much (too much) like Emerson, especially if the person who's doing that kind of looks like a modern-day version of Thoreau with a beard and just that whole look.

What stories may she have to tell?

"'Maman is finally free!’: French widow, 86, flies home after ICE detention ordeal" | France | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2026/apr/17/french-widow-86-flies-home-after-ice-detention-centre-ordeal

I kind of do feel a little bit more healed.

I'm also kind of like, they should talk more about how the rich people made the most fortunate kids the least likely to be put away in Manzanar.

Just another ingredient for evolving spiritually.

"Who is Alden Global Capital and Why Should You Care?"

https://marinpost.org/blog/2025/3/20/who-is-alden-global-capital-and-why-should-i-care

Evolve spiritually as you pay your $100 copay and work towards that deductible and know that these guys are only wanting to spring for the very cheapest when it comes to health insurance. But they do have other priorities.

"‘Vulture’ hedge fund accused of hollowing out local journalism is funding a Duke Athletics field" - The Duke Chronicle

https://dukechronicle.com/article/duke-university-alden-global-capital-vulture-hedge-fund-gutting-local-journalism-heath-freeman-soccer-lacrosse-field-donor-20251023

Body says people need more healing.

"Solar Plexus Chakra Healing Music"

meditative mind

https://youtube.com/watch?v=8s8R8vR53n4&si=3u0LykClyfuoEE5E

Thursday, April 16, 2026

In the name of effervescent brotherly love, nothing can be rushed!

Okay, the side of me that's interested in narrative does not want to take a vacation yet, I guess, because I just remembered that when I was a little kid and I visited the shall I say not so friendly mom babysitter (poor woman, she needed to just take care of her son and not all of those other people's kids) I realized that I'm pretty sure her son's name was Steven. Was he The Little Prince of the household? Yes, he certainly was! He wasn't really my friend. Well he was too little, for one thing. The brown kid who the babysitter seemed to like the least of all was the most my friend. He loved me the most. I associate him with caring and embarrassment and a hot flush coming to my face. Because when I got off the school bus and he called out for me and I tried to run to him, the babysitter yelled at him and it was super mean and I felt so much empathy and love and shame and my face got very hot. Maybe I'll go under hypnosis one day and remember his name. But the universe has allowed me to remember that Steven was like the little prince of that domain. Isn't it funny?

"The Emperor's New Clothes" was playing on the radio as I thought about the amusingness.

Sinead O'Connor - "The Emperor's New Clothes (Official Music Video)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=yhfATC9baPo&si=ny3-HWTB814YJo-8

This was a fun part of life yesterday.

I got a set of books for $4 (at a library used book sale before an appointment) and before I picked out the books, I thought the set of music I listen to in the car was pretty cool; I typed it into my notes before I walked into the library.

luscious Jackson naked eye

rage against the machine testify

silver chair tomorrow

dumb by Nirvana

The breeders cannonball

Soundgarden rusty cage

U2 even better than the real thing

Didn't really know I was going to walk out of there with "The Things They Carried," but I felt like maybe I would like to look at it again one of these days.

I like how unfettered by Patriarchal Society my cat feels...

My cat acts happy every day.

Actually, this is true.

Actually yesterday I met people who made efforts to be nice. It's just that they're working within a barbaric patriarchal healthcare system, and the stuff they have to do to conform in order to work within the barbaric system and get their paychecks kept poking and stabbing at me.