Partly on account of the fact that I actually have the wrong genetics for their cult, I will never really be able to know why some people had to turn themselves into shallow, abusive, insensitive, untrustworthy antagonists just because that's exactly how the Patriarchal Culture wanted them to behave.
Patriarchal Culture was more desperate to hold on to their Learned Behaviors than I was though? Maybe that's partly why they did it. I wish they had more courage to just do something new.
I don't think their safe path looks safe to me at all. Like it's not even a little bit safe. It's like so far from safe enough that I don't even think you could probably write a dissertation and still it doesn't matter because people don't change until they feel like changing.
And the people who've been given the most rewards for going along with a lot of what the patriarchal culture wanted them to go along with are going to change the last, probably. This has been a harsh lesson to learn.
I think all of these people should stay away from the vulnerable who deserve better. Because the vulnerable deserve so much better then more of what's just going to hurt them and make them worse off in this really imbalanced, unhealthy unwell culture.
I feel like I've tried and it hasn't worked and I was going to stop trying to have conversations with people who don't want to have them, and I'm going to go somewhere else.
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