💞🙏🏼🪷 Peace 🪷🙏🏼💞

I am going to ask for more access to healing calmness. I think I really do need it.

Sometimes, I feel it's rather a pity because there are some things that are so interesting to learn about out there in the world, but I just cannot get too involved in them because it's not what's best for me and my health at the moment.

And it seems like I would have gotten so much more external approval from certain people if I'd gone other ways, or I would have gotten financially rewarded more, but I have to do something that's better for my health now anyways. It's hard to make a new way that's better for my health, or it maybe it just feels hard at this time. 

For now, maybe I can go relax more under a hot stream of water and little physical symptoms that nag at me will begin to ease up. Maybe I can let the universe help me more and stop thinking so much about worrying about what to do.